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by Jeremy Reed


  My trousers gaped from disrepair, my shirt

  was buttonless; my pursuit was the line

  I’d strike into a lyric. The ground hurt.

  I lay at night exposed to cold star-shine.

  On autumn evenings sitting by a ditch

  I listened to the stars and felt the dew

  cold on my forehead burnt to fever-pitch

  by a strong wine. I acted out my part

  playing the lyre on laces threaded through

  the busted boot I nursed beneath my heart.

  At the Green Inn

  (Au Cabaret-Vert)

  For a whole week I ripped my boots to shreds,

  scuffing the stones. I entered Charleroi,

  and at the Green Inn asked for buttered bread

  and half-cooled ham. The waitress was a toy.

  Happy, I stuck my legs out underneath

  the green table and studied the artless

  designs of the wallpaper, then the dress

  of the big-breasted girl, no straps, a sheath

  — a kiss wouldn’t scare her vivacity —

  she brought me my request, and smilingly

  let her eyes dance upon the coloured plate,

  pink and white ham spiked with clove of garlic,

  and filled my beer-mug, I could hear it tick,

  a sunbeam lit the froth’s heady gold spate.

  Hunger

  (‘Faim’, Une saison en enfer)

  If I have a taste

  it’s for the earth and stones.

  I always feed on air,

  rock, coal and iron.

  My hungers circulate

  elect fields of sound,

  drain the bright poison

  of convolvuli.

  Eat the broken pebbles,

  old church stone,

  boulders left by floods,

  bread sown in grey valleys.

  * * *

  The wolf howled under the leaves,

  spitting out bright feathers

  of his feast of fowl:

  like him I consume myself.

  Lettuce, fruit

  wait only to be picked;

  but the hedge-spider

  eats only violets.

  Let me sleep! Let me simmer

  on Solomon’s altars.

  The scum boils over the rust

  and flows into the Cédron.

  Finally, o happiness, o reason, I removed from the sky the blue which is black, and I lived as a gold spark of cosmic light. From joy, I adopted the most absurd and exaggerated modes of expression:

  It is found again!

  What? Infinity.

  It is the sea

  mixed with the sun.

  My eternal soul,

  live your dream

  despite the lonely night

  and the flaming day.

  So you free yourself

  from human suffering,

  common aspirations!

  You fly off free...

  – Always without hope

  and no orietur.

  Science and patience,

  torture is sure.

  No more tomorrow

  satin starfire,

  your resolute heat

  is duty.

  It is found again!

  What? Infinity.

  It is the sea mixed

  with the sun.

  Stupra: Three Scatological Sonnets

  (Les Stupra)

  1

  Ancient beasts copulated on the run,

  their glans coated with blood and excrement.

  Our fathers puffed their big dicks out, displayed

  their wrinkled foreskins and bark-grainy balls.

  The medieval woman, angel or pig

  asked for a lover with huge dimensions.

  Even a Kleber, judging by his pants,

  seemed to have debatable resources.

  Man and the proudest mammals have one front;

  their giant pricks are very like our own,

  but a sterile period has struck, the horse

  and the bull have bridled their white-hot heat,

  and no one again will display genitals

  in the woods where children invent first sex-games.

  2

  Our arse-holes are not theirs. Often I saw

  men unbutton their pants behind a hedge,

  and in those unembarrassed childhood baths

  I studied the architecture of the arse.

  Tight, and in most cases white, its easy curves

  are formed by planes of muscles, and it’s screened

  by a network of hairs; for women it’s a slit,

  a groove black with tufted satin flowers.

  A moving and wonderful inventiveness

  of painted angels on a blue tableau

  recalls the cheek where a smile indents flesh.

  Oh! to be naked now, twitching for fun,

  my head moving down on my friend’s fat cock,

  both of us whispering in ecstasy.

  3

  Obscure and wrinkled like a violet

  it breathes, worn out and modest amongst moss,

  still wet with love, laid up on the buttock’s

  curved incline to the tangled pit.

  Threads hang like gossamers of milk, small tears

  pushed back by a rebuffing wind

  over small clots of reddish marl,

  they lose themselves in droplets on the slopes.

  In my dream my mouth sucked at the crack,

  my soul, jealous of this wild coitus,

  makes it a tearful place, lamenting nest.

  It’s the olive and the cajoling flute,

  the tube from which heavenly praline flows,

  feminine Canaan sticky with moisture.

  *

  About Jeremy Reed:

  Jeremy Reed is a Jersey-born writer, poet and prose stylist. Reed has published over seventy major works in twenty-five years. He has written more than three dozen books of poetry, fourteen novels, two autobiographies, and several volumes of literary and music criticism. He has also published translations of Montale, Genet, Cocteau, Nasrallah, Adonis, Bogary and Hölderlin. His work has been translated abroad in numerous editions and into more than a dozen languages.

  He has received awards from the National Poetry, Somerset Maugham, Eric Gregory, Ingram Merrill, and Royal Literary Funds. He has also won the Poetry Society’s European Translation Prize.

  Reed began publishing poems in magazines and small publications in the 1970s.

  His influences include Arthur Rimbaud, Antonin Artaud, Jean Genet, J.G. Ballard, Stephen Barber, David Bowie and Iain Sinclair. Reed has a long history of publication with Enitharmon, Peter Owen and Creation Books.

  Jeremy Reed has collaborated with the musician Itchy Ear. They perform live under the name Ginger Light.

  Jeremy Reed’s website is www.jeremyreed.com

  Works by Jeremy Reed:

  NOVELS:

  The Lipstick Boys

  Blue Rock

  Red Eclipse

  Inhabiting Shadows

  Isidore (a novel about Lautréamont)

  Red Hot Lipstick (erotic stories)

  When The Whip Comes Down (a novel about De Sade)

  The Pleasure Chateau (an erotic trilogy)

  Chasing Black Rainbows (a novel about Artaud)

  Diamond Nebula

  Dorian (a sequel to The Picture of Dorian Gray)

  Boy Caesar

  The Grid

  Here Comes the Nice

  POETRY:

  Target

  A Long Shot to Heaven

  The Isthmus of Samuel Greenberg

  Saints & Psychotics

  Bleecker Street

  A Man Afraid

  By the Fisheries

  Nero

  Selected Poems

  Engaging Form

  Nineties

  Brigitte’s Blue Heart

  Claudia Schiffer’s Red Shoes
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  Turkish Delight

  Red Haired Android

  Kicks

  Sweet Sister Lyric

  Saint Billie

  Black Sugar

  Patron Saint of Eyeliner

  Dicing For Pearls

  Heartbreak Hotel

  Duck and Sally Inside

  Orange Sunshine

  This is How You Disappear

  Bona Drag

  West End Survival Kit

  Black Russian: Out-Takes 1978-9

  Piccadilly Bongo

  Bona Vada

  Whitehall Jackals (with Chris McCabe)

  Nothing But a Star

  The Glamour Poet Versus Francis Bacon

  TRANSLATIONS:

  The Coastguard’s House (Eugenio Montale)

  Tempest of Stars (Jean Cocteau)

  The Complete Poems (Jean Genet)

  Praries of Fever (Ibrahim Nasrallah)

  All That’s Left to You (Ghassan Kanafani)

  On Entering the Sea (Nizar Qabbani)

  The Sheltered Quarter (Hamza Bogary)

  Hymn to the Night (Novalis)

  NON-FICTION:

  Heart on my Sleeve

  Madness: The Price of Poetry

  Angels, Divas and Blacklisted Heroes

  Caligula – Divine Carnage (with Stephen Barber)

  Dead Brides (Edgar Allan Poe) – Introduction

  The Picture of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde) - Introduction

  Through the Looking-Glass (Lewis Carroll) – Introduction

  The Songs of Maldoror (Lautréamont) – Postscript

  The Dilly – A History of Piccadilly Rent Boys

  AUTOBIOGRAPHY:

  Lipstick, Sex and Poetry (autobiography)

  Bitter Blue (autobiography)

  POETRY/PHOTOGRAPHY:

  Pop Stars (1995) – with Mick Rock

  Big Orange Day (2010) – with Lisa Wilkerson

  Exploding into Colour (2012) – with Lisa Wilkerson

  Above the Waves (2013) – with Lisa Wilkerson

  BIOGRAPHY:

  The Last Star (Marc Almond

  Another Tear Falls (Scott Walker)

  Waiting For the Man (Lou Reed)

  The Last Decadent (Brian Jones)

  Born to Lose (Jean Genet)

  Delirium (Arthur Rimbaud)

  A Stranger on Earth (Anna Kavan)

  The King of Carnaby Street (John Stephen)

  4 Poets & A Play (Ashbery, Gunn, Weiners, Francis Bacon)

 

 

 


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