by Tia Wylder
He pulled to the side of the road, the shouts of the trucker fading into the distance behind him. He rested his head in his hands, muttering softly under his breath.
“No, no, no. She can’t be gone. This can’t be the end. I have so much to tell her. So much left to do.” He opened his car door, all but spilling into the grass at the side of the road. He turned his face skywards, eyes wide and searching though for what he couldn’t be sure. “God, please!” He cried out to the heavens, clasping his hands in prayer. He ducked his head, sobs wracking his body as he struggled to get the words out. “I know I haven’t been the best guy. I know… I know I’ve not been a good person. I’ve saved lives, but I’ve destroyed them as well. Please, if you’re up there… if you can hear me: don’t take Tiffany away from me. I’ll do anything. She’ll be treated like the princess she deserves to be treated as. I’ll worship the ground she walks on. Just please… don’t take her away. Let her be mine,” he prayed. Belatedly he could only wonder how some omniscient presence would feel about him worshiping a mere human, but that thought was quickly dismissed. To consider Tiffany a ‘mere’ anything wasn’t giving her due justice.
For a long moment, he simply remained on the side of the road. Cars passed in a blur, and clouds covered the sun. A light drizzle falling from the sky prompted him to get back in his car, shaking off the hysterics as best as he could. He turned the key in the ignition, carefully pulling back into the road. The other cars looked less like formless blobs, and though his heart was still troubled, he knew he could not allow himself to slip into such a reckless state of abandon again. He had a daughter to live for. Tiffany would not want him to abandon his precious child for her sake. He gritted his teeth, feeling a sense of dread settle more heavily over him as he grew nearer the hospital. He turned into the emergency garage, cursing loudly at the lack of parking spaces. The local emergency rooms usually never had enough visitors, but today was an exception. He managed to find a parking spot furthest from the elevator at the top of the garage. While he was in exceptionally decent shape, the breakdown he’d had scarce moments earlier had taken considerable energy out of him. He had no time to stop and consider his own discomfort, however.
Tiffany was waiting for him, one way or another.
Daniel walked briskly to the elevator, nearly gasping for breath by the time he reached it. He noted a paper note on the front of the doors, and nearly sobbed at the words scrawled across it.
“Out of Order.”
He drew away from the elevator, turning to the concrete stairs that led to the ground floor of the garage compound. His feet pounded harshly against the concrete, each step sending painful jolts through his ankle. He didn't slow, even as he nearly buckled from the ache in his legs. Once he reached the bottom floor, he tapped into his deepest reserves to, somehow, find it within himself to close the distance from the garage to the actual hospital. The rain was beginning to fall more heavily, and he jogged to the emergency room entrance, soaked by the time he got through the door. He gasped for breath, not pausing even as the nurse at the front desk asked if he was okay. She called after him, and he realized he would likely have security called on him if he didn't wait. At this moment, however, he couldn't find it within him to care. He darted down the halls, racing towards Tiffany's room. He could hear voices calling his name, calling for him to stop, but he had made it so far! It was just a few more feet until he reached Tiffany's room, and he would know. He would know, have some sense of finality, some way to move on in his life. However, as he came to a stop in front of the door, his heart felt as if it dropped into his stomach as he peeked into the room.
No tubes.
No steady and reassuring beep of the heart rate monitor.
The bed was empty.
In that moment, he was certain he had never been more devastated in his life. The world spun around him, and he choked out gasping sobs as he clutched the doorframe.
He had so much left to tell Tiffany. Had Danielle pulled the plug before he had made it to the hospital? Did she even have that authority? Perhaps Tiffany had simply slipped away, a peaceful departing from this world. All the same, these thoughts did little to comfort him. All he knew was that he was too late.
Too late.
He felt someone drawing near, more than he saw it. A delicate hand rested upon his shoulder, and he glanced up to see the familiar face of the nurse who had suggested he take Tiffany off life support. His breath caught in his throat, and her eyes widened in surprise as the broken man threw his arms around her waist, sobbing into her stomach. She gently rested a hand on his head, clearly unsure of what to do.
“What happened?” Daniel managed to choke out, refusing to draw away from the woman. She hesitated, and he hand stilled atop his head.
“While you were gone, your sister decided--” she began, but she was cut off by an anguished cry. Daniel stumbled away from the woman, bolting to his feet and taking a hesitant step back. The woman stepped towards him, concern shining in her gaze as she drew nearer. “Doctor Brookes, if you would let me explain,” she tried to continue, but all at once, Daniel knew he did not want to hear anything the nurse had to say. He bolted down the hall, his legs throbbing with a dull ache, his eyes wide and unseeing. He had no idea where he was going, and again, those familiar voices called after him. It was no matter. He needed to escape. He had to get away somehow, away from the pure and unadulterated agony of the situation. He found himself racing through the hospital halls, dodging rolling hospital beds, avoiding the occasional security guard who made a half-hearted effort to catch him. Once he was outside the hospital, having walked through a maze of corridors, he found himself in the meditation garden. He dropped to his knees, the exhaustion of the day finally catching up with him. He could hear the soft bubbling of a fountain within the gardens, and managed to drag himself to his feet. He stumbled towards the sound, listening to the gentle murmuring of the patient’s families who had also made their way out to the garden. He slumped onto a stone bench, watching as a wheelchair bound woman flipped a coin into the fountain. He watched her with vague interest, inexplicably wondering what she might be wishing. He closed his eyes, resting his head in his hands for a long moment.
“Danny?” A familiar voice called out, and he opened his eyes just in time to see his sister meandering towards him with a casual expression. Too casual, unacceptably casual for what had happened. He lurched to his feet, stumbling forward slightly before catching himself.
“How could you?” He blurted, tears springing to his eyes once more. Danielle tilted her head, crossing her arms over her chest. She appeared only vaguely interested in him.
“What are you on about? What took you so long here to get here? I swear to god, people died in the time it took you to arrive.”
His eyes widened at her inexplicable good humor. He had to fight the desire to strike his sister, feeling sheer hatred for the first time in his life. He parted his lips to speak, but Danielle seemed unaware of his grief fueled rage, turning her back on him and slipping back to the fountain.
“Don’t you walk away from me,” he shouted, disrupting the peace of the meditation garden. Danielle glanced over her shoulder, quirking a curious brow.
"Jeez Daniel. For someone who's girlfriend just came out of a coma, you are cranky," the woman mused aloud.
“And loud,” the woman in the wheelchair groaned, resting her head in her palm. He thought to curse the both, but then the actual contents of Danielle’s previous statement processed in his brain. His eyes widened, and he realized all too slowly that the voice of the wheelchair bound woman was strikingly familiar.
“... T-Tiffany?” He inquired weakly, and Danielle rolled her eyes, reaching to turn the wheelchair so the two could face each other. Tiffany’s expression was weak, but she looked thrilled to see Daniel just the same. She offered him a gentle smile, and his breath caught in his throat. He lurched forward, dropping to his knees in front of her and grabbing her by the hand.
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��You’re alive,” he managed weakly, tears dripping down his cheeks once more.
“Just barely.” Tiffany winked, reaching out to caress his cheek.
He could feel something cool and metallic touch his cheek, and his stomach twisted into knots when he realized she was still wearing her engagement ring. Did she know? Had she heard him?
Resting his hand atop hers, he met her gaze with some trepidation. She drew her lip between her teeth, looking as adorable as ever. His heart twinged almost painfully in his chest, and he wondered how he had ever questioned his adoration for this perfectly flawed woman. She drew her hand away, looking at the ring with a pensive expression. Daniel felt his sister’s eyes upon them and glanced towards her, jerking his head in the opposite direction. Taking the hint, she slipped away to give the two a moment of privacy.
“This seems to be taking the charade a bit far,” Tiffany mused softly. Daniel’s mouth fell agape, and he sputtered to explain himself. However, her melodic laughter was swift to cut him off. “I’m teasing, Danny. I heard you. I heard… everything. I just didn’t know how to wake up. I didn’t know if I ever would. I was… so afraid,” she paused, reaching up to wipe a tear away.
“I was scared too. So scared,” he admitted, reaching up to gently trace his finger along the small scar above her eyebrow. She closed her eyes, her body quaking as she silently wept.
"I was certain that I would die alone, in that darkness. Your voice was the one thing that brought me comfort. I felt like I was losing touch, but today… today something just clicked. I can't explain it, but it was like coming to a light at the tunnel. I was afraid to go towards the light, but it was so beautiful. But then, I felt myself drawn in another direction. I heard… what sounded like you," she explained. "That's when I opened my eyes. The doctors said my stats were fluctuating before I opened my eyes, and Danielle said she was sure they were going to lose me. I didn't care about that. I cared about not being able to see you again," she smiled weakly.
“But the text Danielle sent me, it just said ‘SOS’. I’m assuming she sent it when your stats began to fall, but why didn’t she send another text to let me know you were okay? I almost got myself killed driving here,” he blurted, glaring toward his sister.
“She sent out a text, but it kept bouncing back. The reception here is awful, and as much as she wanted to make sure you got her message, she told me that her place was making sure I was safe,” Tiffany paused, laughing softly. Daniel’s anger abated, replaced with an overwhelming sense of joy. He took Tiffany’s hands in his own, feeling himself tremble from the adrenaline he had spent. She tilted her head curiously, looking as if there was very much something she would like to say. However, it seemed as much as she wanted to say it, she was also afraid.
“What’s on your mind, Tiff? You can tell me anything,” he murmured soothingly, drawing her hand to his lips. He kissed her knuckle, just above where the ring sat. She hesitated, her body continuing to shake with soft cries.
“I’m so selfish. I should be happy enough to be alive, I should be happy that you’re even here with me. But… I must ask, Daniel. Did you mean it? Did you mean what you said to me when I was… gone from this world?” She inquired shakily. He drew his lip between his teeth, hesitating for the slightest of moments. It was obvious she took his hesitation as a bad sign, and tears spilled down her cheeks. He reached out, taking the ring off her finger and considering it for a long moment. Her cries became more desperate as the ring was slipped off her hand, and Danielle stormed over, looking entirely prepared to rip her brother’s head off.
“Wait. Wait, Tiffany, honey,” he sputtered, taking her by the hand. She gripped his hand tightly, trying to calm her sobs. “I just…,” he paused, turning the ring in his hand. “I want to do this right. Not when you’re asleep and can’t answer,” he continued. He shifted so that he was on one knee, presenting the ring as grandly as he was able. Tiffany’s eyes widened in simultaneous relief and shock, and tears spilled down her cheeks anew. Daniel could only hope they were tears of joy. He wanted to soothe her tears, to calm her down. The doctor inside him told him this was likely too much stimulation considering her condition. However, as he’d found himself learning in the months previous, he was a rather selfish individual. He needed an answer as much as Tiffany needed to give it.
“Daniel, you don’t have to-,” she began, but he held up a hand to silence her. He inhaled shakily, having to steel his nerves now that she was conscious and her eyes were watching his every move.
“Tiffany. You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met, and could ever hope to meet. Both inside and out, you shine with a radiance that someone like me could only hope to someday reach. I know we started this whole thing out on an… awkward platform,” he paused as she giggled softly. He smiled gently before continuing. “I also know that meeting you has made me the happiest I’ve been in a long time. I want to spend the rest of my days with you. I want to wake in the morning and make you pancakes for once, I want to play princesses with you and my daughter. More than anything, I want you to be my Queen. I want you… to be my wife. Will you marry me?”
Tiffany stared at him for a long moment, mouth agape. For a brief and terrifying moment, he was sure she would say no. After all, it was very much what he felt he deserved. He was by no means deserving of her tenderness, her affection, her love. It was his fault she had nearly died, and truth be told, he wouldn’t blame her for never wanting to see him again. However, she shakily extended her hand, drawing in a breath before speaking.
“Yes, Daniel. I’ve loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you. If not for your constant presence at my side and at my heart, I know… I know I wouldn’t be here now. Of course I’ll marry you,” she murmured. Relief washed over Daniel, as well as a pure joy unlike any he had felt before. He slipped the ring on her finger, rising to his feet so that he could properly kiss her. Tiffany wrapped her arms around her neck, drawing herself to her feet so that they could properly lock lips. He had to support much of her weight, but it was something he could find himself getting used to as he lost himself to the tenderness of her embrace. Her lips parted, and her tongue darted out to brush against his own. He gasped into the kiss, tangling a hand in her hair and kissing her as passionately as he could manage.
“Hey, hey, tone it down. We got kids here!” Danielle announced loudly with a sly smile Daniel drew away from Tiffany, blushing.
“Miss Tiffany! Miss Tiffany! You’re alive, oh thank God,” Amanda squealed as she rushed towards the two of them, she wrapped her arms around their legs, and Daniel quickly shifted to lift her on his hip. Tiffany fell back into the wheelchair with a thud, and father and daughter stared at her through wide and apologetic eyes.
“Come here girl, in my lap,” Tiffany murmured, reaching out to Amanda. “I don’t trust myself not to get weak in the knees if your father keeps up his charms, anyway,” she grinned, gathering the young girl in her arms. Amanda peppered sloppy kisses along Tiffany’s pudgy cheeks, tears of happiness spilling down the young girl’s cheeks. Daniel watched the scene with warmth in his heart, jolting as a hand clapped down on his shoulder.
“Looks like you did the right thing,” Melody mused aloud, offering her ex-husband a wry smile. He chuckled, shrugging his shoulders.
“What can I say? She’s a good influence on me,” he murmured. Melody huffed melodramatically, crossing her arms over her chest.
“Oh, and I wasn’t?” She squawked. He looked taken aback, sputtering out excuses and apologies as quickly as his mind could formulate. Melody tossed her head back, cackling obnoxiously as he stared at her through wide eyes. “Aw, hell, Danny. Learn to take a joke. Get in there with your girls, I wanna snap a picture,” she ordered, drawing her cellphone out of her pocket. Daniel considered her with a quirked brow, and she offered him a gentle smile. “You have a right to move on with your life, Danny. You don’t have to be unhappy forever. Now get in there before I change my mind and take off with your girlfriend fo
r myself,” she teased, winking at the flushed expression on his face. He rolled his eyes, but rushed over to where Tiffany and Amanda sat, gathering both up in his arms. Tiffany rested against his side, and Amanda rested on his opposite hip. The three of them waited for their cue, smiling cheesily for the camera.
"Say Cheese!" Melody called out, smiling with happiness that Daniel had not seen in some years. He felt his smile growing warmer, and he gave either girl at his side a squeeze.
“Cheese!”
Chapter Nine
“Definitely use that one. It’s one of my favorite pictures of us,” Daniel mused, looking over Tiffany’s shoulder. She smiled up at him, rolling her eyes.
“You’ve said that about every picture. How many pictures do you want in the slideshow? We want to keep the reception short, after all,” she murmured, leaning back in the computer chair. He hummed to himself, rubbing her shoulders in a soothing manner. She groaned graciously, closing her eyes and pressing into his touch.
“You two keep that up, and the thing is gonna get all off track! I can’t believe you waited until the day of the wedding to make the slideshow,” Melody griped, stepping forward and burning the picture she had taken some months prior to the DVD. “Move,” she bossed brusquely, and Tiffany leveled her with a playful glare before rising out of the chair and letting the other woman take over. “Go be lovebirds elsewhere. I’ll get this wrapped up before the reception,” Melody called, tapping the keyboard as she made photo and video selections. The two soon-to-be newlyweds exchanged a grin, and though they didn’t say as much, Daniel knew they were both grateful to get an escape from that accursed slideshow. They slipped out of Daniel’s study, slipping downstairs where Troy and Amanda were playing on their tablets.