by Eileen Wilks
“Ah.” He lifted off. “Wow here, too. Scoot. I’ll get the cover.”
She scooted, tugged with him, and wiggled herself under the covers. There was a wet spot on the comforter—the only disadvantage of sex with a lupus. They couldn’t get or give STDs, so no condoms were needed. No condoms meant wet spots, unless you took precautions. Which they’d forgotten to do . . . again.
But no matter. She’d wash the comforter in the morning.
Rule draped one arm over her. Lily snuggled close, closing her eyes, savoring the comfort of the bed and the contact, enjoying her limp body, the drugging pull of sleep.
A thought wiggled up from somewhere.
Rule hadn’t made love like a jealous man, had he? There’d been no possessiveness, no claiming, in either part of their dance. Was she relieved or disappointed?
She couldn’t tell. It didn’t matter. Lily sighed and let go.
FIFTEEN
IT was still full dark when Rule stood in front of the window wall in the living area the next morning, sipping coffee. His view faced west, out toward the ocean. The moon hung near the horizon, her face half shadow, half light. Lily still slept. He’d reset the alarm to make sure of that. She wasn’t always realistic about how much sleep she needed.
He watched the darkness and listened to the song of the partly veiled moon and remembered jealousy.
He’d experienced it, of course. Lupi weren’t immune to the urge to hoard, whether it be toys, attention, love, or sex. Young lupi in particular—those who hadn’t yet been received into the mantle—were subject to the flashy emotional noise of jealousy.
Sometimes adult lupi were, too.
A familiar sadness stole over Rule as he remembered his brother Mick. Mick had been ten years older than Rule, nine years younger than Benedict. Unlike Rule and Benedict, though, he’d been raised away from Clanhome until puberty rendered that impossible. His mother had refused to let Isen have custody until almost too late.
Rule often wondered how much that had shaped him.
Others had seen a simple dominance struggle between Mick and Rule—normal and even healthy. Rule knew it had gone deeper, been more twisted. Mick had been jealous of Rule. Jealous when Rule was young because of the time Rule had with their father. Jealous when they were both adults because Isen had named Rule Lu Nuncio. Mick’s thinking had been so deformed by the bitter emotion he could see that only as a father’s preference, not a Rho’s choice. A theft of love.
Lupi had a name for that particular form of jealousy: fratriodi, or brother hatred. It was a grave sin. The poison of Mick’s jealousy had left him open to the manipulations of a woman named Helen, who’d used it—and an ancient staff—to control him.
Yet in the end Mick had chosen to save Rule instead of killing him. He’d died, but he’d died clean of fratriodi.
Sexual jealousy was as poisonous as any other type. Rule had no intention of indulging in it. But this wasn’t jealousy, he decided as he turned away from the window. He crossed to the breakfast bar, where his laptop waited. An illicit curiosity, perhaps.
The program had long since finished running the calculations he needed. He’d begun dabbling in currency trading, needing a way to bring Leidolf’s disastrous finances into better shape. It was risky, no doubt about that, especially with the shaky state of the world economy.
But that very instability left room for traders to make—or lose—large amounts of money with a relatively small initial stake.
He checked his input figures one last time, then put in his buy order. Then he opened his browser and logged on to the site he used for background information on those he did business with. Google was handy, but this site, operated by a detective agency, offered a bit more. For his monthly fee he could obtain a records check on almost anyone. If that raised questions for him, he could contact the agency for a deeper look.
Beck, Cody, he typed in the first field. In one of the other fields he entered San Diego County Sheriff’s Department. Then he hit SEARCH.
Short of death, it was impossible for him to lose Lily. She’d agreed to marry him, and would have been faithful even without the conventional human bond. She loved him. He knew that.
But he wanted very much to learn what he could of the man she’d spoken of with such smothered regret.
“You changed the alarm setting.”
Rule smiled. Lily looked so disgruntled and tidy standing there in her pressed dress slacks, sleeveless white shirt, and bare feet. Her hair was still damp from her shower. She held the bunched-up comforter under one arm. “Only by forty-five minutes,” he said.
“Which isn’t enough to help. Just means I’ll be running late all day.” She came into the kitchen, where Rule was getting his second cup of coffee, took down a mug, and held it out. “Harry didn’t wake me, either.”
“I bribed him with ham.” Rule filled Lily’s mug and took the comforter from her. “I’ll wash it.”
She slid him a grin, took a sip, closed her eyes, and took another one.
He loved to watch her enjoy coffee. His coffee. She drank the stuff regurgitated by cop shop coffeemakers, but she didn’t enjoy it.
He opened the sliders that concealed the washer and dryer in their nook off the kitchen. “Nettie’s still asleep, as she should be. She expended a great deal on Cullen yesterday. Max won a hundred dollars from Jason at poker. Either he didn’t cheat or Jason is smarter than I realized. Cynna and Cullen are asleep, or were an hour ago. Toby’s with my father. When I spoke with him, he was worried about Cullen, but, ah, unaware of the spell. I decided to allow him that ignorance.”
“He’s not too upset?”
Rule shook his head. “He thinks Cullen is healing normally. He wanted to go see Cullen, but when told he couldn’t, fell back on wheedling for permission to hike up into the mountains with some of the other children.”
“Hmm.” Lily followed, coffee cup in hand. “You’ve been busy. Up awhile?” She glanced at the breakfast bar, where his laptop was up and humming, though with a screensaver at the moment. She didn’t say a word, but she didn’t have to.
“I’m fine, Lily. You know I don’t need much sleep.”
“You need some, though, and the way things have been going lately—”
“Is temporary. I may have found someone to help with Leidolf’s investments. Your father recommended him.”
Her eyebrows lifted. “A human?”
“Unfortunately, Leidolf hasn’t invested in its members’ education sufficiently. I don’t have anyone within the clan who can handle the sort of transactions I’m interested in.” He wouldn’t mention just whom Lily’s father had recommended. More fun to surprise her, if things worked out. “Will you be going to the hospital right away?”
She grimaced. “I need two of me. Maybe three. I’ll get to the hospital, but not yet. I had an idea while I was showering. A way to guard Cullen pretty damned effectively that doesn’t involve me or Cynna, and it just might help with something else, too. Uh . . . I wondered if you wanted to go along. If you drove, I could get some work done on the way.”
Amused, he tugged her hair. “You wouldn’t be trying to guard me, would you?”
“Maybe a little. I don’t really think she’s involved. According to what Cynna told us it’s unlikely, and besides, she would have tried for you or your father. Or that’s what I think, but maybe I don’t know how an Old One with a really big grudge lays her plans, so . . .” She shrugged. “Either way, I can use the drive time to read some stuff I requested. Research is getting me a list of suspected professional hits that might match this perp’s MO.”
“All right.” Since he’d already planned to find a way to intrude himself into her day so he could guard her, that worked for him. “Where are we going?”
“Well.” She sipped, smiled . . . but it was a complex smile, woven of many strands of emotion. “I dreamed of dragons last night.”
SIXTEEN
HAD it been up to Washington, San Diego would not h
ave received a dragon. True, it was home to a major naval base, and there was an Air Force base just north of the city. But after the Turning hit and ambient magic levels began rising, lots of cities wanted a dragon. Dragons were immense magic sponges—they soaked up all the free-floating magic that interfered with technology. The government had, not unreasonably, wanted a dragon sopping up excess magic in L.A., not the smaller city.
It hadn’t been up to the government. The Dragon Accords that Grandmother had negotiated awarded each dragon a permanent base, but made an exception for one of them: the black dragon, the eldest of them, known to Lily and Rule as Sam and to others as Sun Mzao. Officially, Sam’s territory was wherever he happened to be.
In practice—and in the eyes of the dragons—Sam’s territory included much of the West Coast, down into Mexico. He’d agreed to overfly Los Angeles frequently, and Sacra mento occasionally, but he laired just outside of San Diego.
At slightly under half a mile high, San Miguel Mountain wasn’t the largest peak around, but it was close to the city and highly visible. To the consternation of environmentalists, that was where Sam had dug his lair—in the west side of the mountain, facing the Sweetwater Reservoir. An unusually large dragon needed a great deal of fresh water, after all.
That’s where Lily and Rule headed shortly before eight A.M. that morning, taking Highway 54 out to Reservoir Road. There was no guarantee that Sam would be home, but he usually flew at night, so they had a good chance of catching him.
Or he might know they were coming and either wait for them or leave to avoid them. Lily didn’t know what the limits were on his ability to touch other minds or read thoughts outright. Distance mattered, but she didn’t know what his range was. Earth and stone mattered, too, which was one reason most dragons liked a rocky lair. It cut out the ambient mind-noise.
On the way, Lily made a couple calls, then took out her laptop. She pulled up the list of suspected professional hits that headquarters had sent her, skimmed it . . . and thought about dragons.
In the Western world, dragons had been considered a myth for centuries. Lily had certainly believed that—right up until one seized her in his talons and carried her off. That happened in Dis, otherwise known as the hell region, where the dragons had emigrated more than three hundred years ago when Earth’s magic grew too thin for them.
And now they were back.
At least some of them were—twenty-three, to be precise. Lily had the idea there might be more dragons in some distant realm. Sam wouldn’t say, but they must have a home realm. She was pretty sure dragons weren’t native to Earth.
Sam’s bunch had lived here a very long time, though, before temporarily relocating to Dis when Earth’s magic grew too thin for them. How long? No one knew except the dragons, and they weren’t saying.
Lily did know a few things about dragons, at least about the ones living here. They were compulsively curious, hoarders of knowledge more than gold—but they liked gold, too. Part of their fee for overflying their assigned territories, soaking up excess magic, was a measure of gold dust. No one knew why they wanted it.
She knew that dragons were mostly solitary, but they got together at times that fit some internal rhythm rather than the calendar . . . and sang. They sang to fulfill needs she couldn’t guess. They also sang to work magic.
That’s how Sam brought them all back from hell. The dragons couldn’t open a gate themselves—which did not make sense, because they’d left Earth once, so why couldn’t they make a gate? But dragons weren’t big on explaining, so that question resided in Lily’s find-out-one-day mental file. Sam had either taken advantage of the arrival of Lily and Rule in Dis, or he’d in some obscure way been counting on it so he could use their gate.
Only their gate had been far too small for dragons, and they hadn’t been able to open it for reasons that had to do with there being two of Lily at the time. Lily had taken care of the latter problem the only way she could. Sam had handled the first problem, singing the gate large, singing it open long enough to bring his people home . . . and with them, Max and Cullen and Cynna and Rule. And Lily, of course.
One of her. Most of her. She tried not to think about that too much.
She also knew why Sam had chosen San Diego for his lair. Li Lei Yu lived here. Therefore, so did the black dragon.
Lily wanted badly to know what her tiny, indomitable grandmother had shared with the enormous black dragon back in China so long ago. But Grandmother was impervious to questions—a trait she might have learned from Sam more than three centuries before Lily was born. Until this year, Lily had known Grandmother was older than she appeared; she hadn’t known how much older. She assumed Grandmother’s longevity had something to do with her interlude with Sam, but she didn’t know what.
Lily supposed to she had no real right to ask for details. but dammit, she wasn’t good at not asking questions.
Is there a verb for that? she wondered as she closed her laptop. They’d left the highway for Reservoir Road, and she knew from experience coverage was spotty here. Maybe she should call it minding her own . . .
Her phone sang out the first bar of “The Star Spangled Banner.” She answered. The caller turned out to be Ida, Ruben’s secretary, rather than Ruben himself. Her news was not welcome.
“She’s going to what?” she exclaimed. “That’s crazy. I can’t be sued for performing my duty.” She listened a moment. “That’s crazy, too. Jesus. Okay, sure, thanks for letting me know.”
“You’re being sued?” Rule said.
“It’s that Blanco case.” Lily dragged a hand over her hair. Earlier this year, she’d stopped a killer with a strong Earth Gift. When Lily tackled the woman, Adele Blanco had used her Gift to try to bring down the mountain on both of them. “She still blames me for the way she burned out her Gift. Claims I sucked it out of her.” Which wasn’t possible, of course, but making the earth shake so you could kill your enemy along with yourself was not the act of a sane and balanced person.
“She’s suing from her jail cell, and get this—Humans First is financing the lawsuit.”
“That’s peculiar of them, considering their views on the Gifted.”
“It’s a win-win for them,” Lily said bitterly. “The lawsuit will probably be thrown out, but in the meantime they can milk it for publicity. We’d managed to keep the earthquake thing quiet, but it will come out now.”
“The experts were unable to say for certain that Adele caused the quake.”
“People don’t need proof to be afraid.”
“True.” He paused a moment. “I’m going to be seeing your mother tomorrow.”
The change of subject gave her mental whiplash. “My mother? Why?”
“She asked me to go over a list of possible sites for the wedding. Apparently she’s asked you already, with what she considered insufficient results.”
“I don’t have time for this. You don’t have time for this.” Lily wanted to grab her hair and yank. “I’ve got a case. It’s a little more important to find this weird-ass killer than it is to chat about . . . You want me to call her and explain why we can’t do this right now?”
“We aren’t doing it. I am.”
They weren’t holding the wedding at Clanhome. That would have been easier—no reservation required—but Rule felt it would rub the clan’s nose in his decision. He wanted his wedding free of that sort of tension.
Was that even possible? His business, Lily reminded herself. Hers was . . . Well, surely the bride was supposed to consult with her own mother, not the groom. “I’m pretty sure I’m supposed to do the sit-down with my mother about these details.”
“Do you want to?”
“No, but—”
“Many places are booked a year in advance. We need to make this decision. I have some time; you don’t. So I’ll take care of it.”
“You’re already overloaded.”
“Amazingly enough, I can tell when I’ve taken on too much.”
She
snorted. “You’re an overachiever, just like me. You think you can do everything and still add one more chore to the list.”
In the silence that followed Lily realized what she’d just said. And winced. “Ah . . .”
“I won’t mention the possibility that you’re projecting. I’ll just ask which of us you think is more likely to get what we want from your mother.”
Lily sighed and caved. “You’re in charge of venue, then.”
“Any preferences? Anything you absolutely don’t want?”
“I don’t want a big church wedding. Maybe someplace outside. I liked that about Cynna and Cullen’s wedding, that they held it out of doors.”
“You realize this means we have to set a date.”
“I’m okay with whatever you pick. Though I guess it had better not be in the summer, not if we do it outside. Uh—do you want to do it outside?”
“Frequently. Oh, you meant the wedding. That, too.”
She grinned. As some of the tension eased from her neck and shoulders, she realized she’d been wound way too tight. With reason, maybe, but it wasn’t helpful. Impulsively she reached out and squeezed his hand. “You’re good for me.”
It delighted her to see surprise, then pleasure, spread over his face. “Good,” he said. “That’s good. I love you.”
Happiness had a kick sometimes. She smiled. For once he was a bit tongue-tied. “Before I get back to work—which I really, really need to do—I’ll just add that you matter. It still scares me sometimes, how much you matter, but I’ve decided . . . Well, sunshine matters, too, but I don’t go around worrying about the sun, do I? So mostly I’m not worrying. Except about the wedding, and I’m trying to cut back there, too.”
“You might let me be in charge of worrying along with venue.”
She shook her head. “You’re not good at it. Me, I’m a champion worrier. You remember what Grandmother said about how to get a dragon to do something?”
He followed her jump in topics without trouble. “There are only two ways—strike a bargain, or go to war. We’re not interested in the second option, I assume.”