“You do not need to go to war,” I finally said. “Convert to our faith and you will put an end to it. Guise cannot fight a Catholic heir, which you will be. Your brethren will forgive you. After all, you will inherit France.”
He chuckled. “Can it be that what they say about you is true after all, and religion really means nothing to you when the Crown is at stake?” His smile faded. “I said no. I will not convert. Unless you’ve something else to say, I fear war it must be.”
I put my goblet on the side table and stood, moving deliberately to the window. Outside, winter’s early dusk fell like a cloak, draping its black folds over the land. I felt the night in my heart, in my sinews, deep in my bones. Time was running out. I had his answer, and it was the answer I had expected. I could not hesitate anymore.
“What if I give you his death?” I said, without looking around. “Would that satisfy you?”
I heard sap crackle in the hearth. I waited, my entire body taut. When he finally let out a sigh, I looked over my shoulder at him. Shadows played across his rugged features.
“You know I am capable of it,” I added. “I have done it before.”
His mouth twitched. He put his goblet on the mantel, stood before the fire with his arms crossed at his chest, staring into the flames. “Coligny died horribly that night,” he said flatly. “My brethren died in unimaginable ways. I thought I would die too. I heard the screams and saw my men struggle when Guise’s retainers came for us. If it hadn’t been for Margot …” He shifted his eyes to me. “He deserves it. He has bathed in Huguenot blood.”
I met his contemplative stare.
“Very well,” he said quietly. “I agree. If you give me Guise, I will defend your son. And when the time comes, France will find a champion in me, always, one who will seek tolerance and peace, regardless of how my subjects choose to worship.”
I felt my pent-up breath leave my lungs. “Then for now we must appear to be foes. You will prepare for war behind my back. Guise will learn of it and pounce. But you must not enter Paris nor seek to usurp Henri’s throne. Do the deed and return to your kingdom. Leave the rest to me.”
He held my gaze. The quiet between us filled with memories. I saw him as he’d been on the eve of my son François’s nuptials, a wary child with prescient eyes; on the day he came to wed Margot and I clasped him to me and felt his strength. I recalled that night of blood, as he lay against Charles with a dagger at his throat; and envisioned him on the day of his escape, riding through our war-torn land for his mountain refuge. I saw him in each incarnation, from child to youth to man; and I knew, without further doubt, that our destiny had been preordained.
We were indeed two halves of a whole.
• • •
I sent detailed instructions to Henri and packed my valises for my return to Paris. The day before I was due to leave, a courier arrived with an urgent missive. I tore it open and read; I could not repress a dark surge of satisfaction. Though the event itself was horrific, it couldn’t have come at a better moment.
Mary of Scots had been executed at Elizabeth Tudor’s command. In her will she bequeathed to Spain her contested Catholic right to Elizabeth’s throne; Philip was now free to assume the role of avenger of Mary’s death, to rain fire upon England’s heretic queen.
And Guise had the perfect excuse to declare war on Navarre.
THIRTY-EIGHT
THE LOUVRE ROSE OUT OF A DENSE MIST. TORCHES BURNED ON the facade at midday, pockets of light that scarcely illumined my passage through the courtyard. No escort waited to receive me after my absence; only Birago shuffled to me, his cane tapping on the cobblestones.
As he led me into the palace he murmured, “I brought your letter personally to His Majesty and he has done as you asked. He awaits you in the hall. You should know he has a new companion, one Valette, son of a minor Parisian nobleman. His Majesty made him captain of his new personal guard, which he calls the Forty-five. The king’s fear of assassination runs high.”
I nodded in agreement as I moved through the eerily quiet corridors. I could remember a time when laughter and the firefly flittering of courtiers filled every room. I’d been one of them, the foreign duckling in her elaborate gowns, consumed by desire for an unwilling husband and hatred of his mistress. It had been a time when the Huguenots were an unpleasant distraction, when a king of might and wit straddled the throne—a fleeting time of dreams.
Bracketed tapers flared in the hall. A group of dark-clad men stood near the dais; in their center was Guise, also head to toe in black. I resisted the urge to laugh as the men bowed low, all of whom I recognized as Catholic lords I had instructed Henri to invite. Though white was the color of mourning in France, they’d donned Spanish black in a united show of furor over the martyrdom of Mary Stuart. My son had surpassed my instructions with his usual dramatic flair.
I moved to them. They parted. I lifted my gaze to the dais.
Henri sat with one leg dangling over his throne’s armrest. He alone wore white damask, a pearl-drop in one ear. Coral bracelets encircled his wrists; in his hand he held a bilboquet—a child’s toy made of a polished wood stick with a painted ball on a string. He tossed the ball up, caught it in the rounded cup on the top of the stick. Standing beside him was a lean youth of startling beauty, with a mass of dark curls and sapphire-blue eyes; I assumed he must be the new companion, Valette, for he held an identical toy and his stare was fixed on me.
Clip-clop.
Henri smiled. “Ma mère, welcome home. I trust you had a pleasant journey, if not a very productive one?” He tossed the ball up.
Clip-clop.
I glanced at Guise. He regarded me as if I were a stranger.
As if he had rehearsed the lines I’d chosen for him, Henri said, “As you can see, we’re in mourning for the unlawful murder of our sister-in-law, Mary of Scots. It is what every Catholic can expect when a heretic takes the throne—persecution and apostasy. God himself, I’m told, is weeping.” He rose and left the dais. I smelled the scent of violets on him as he approached me. “Come see what we have devised.” The men hemmed me in, oppressive at my back. I regarded a large paper on the table: a map of France with pins stuck in designated areas. Though I’d advised Henri to do this, the physical demonstration of my gambit twisted my stomach into a knot. If we failed, we’d have an enormous Catholic force on our doorstep.
“Three armies,” said Henri. “One, led by my Valette, will intercept the German mercenaries Navarre has hired to augment his forces. Another, led by my lord Guise, will engage Navarre himself. And the third I will lead personally, to take position here”—he pointed—“at the Loire, preventing passage into Paris.” He laughed, flipped the ball up. “Delightful!”
Clip-clop.
“You … you speak of war …” I feigned shock as I felt Guise step behind me. He was so close his breath stirred my nape. For a paralyzing instant, I thought he could sense I deceived him. Then he said, “How could you think Navarre would act honorably? He lies as easily as he breathes. Did he not convert once, only to turn around and revert to his heresy?”
I focused on Henri. He tilted his head. “So Navarre didn’t tell you he prepared for war?”
“Of course not!” I exclaimed. “I went to discuss terms with him and he—”
“And he made a fool out of you.” Henri rounded the table; Valette stifled a yawn, draping his arm across the throne with the languid grace of a cat.
I stood silent, as though I could not imagine how I’d been played false.
Henri turned to Guise. “My cousin of Navarre is a sly one. He asked to meet with my mother alone but never mentioned to her that he already recruited mercenaries.” He didn’t wait for Guise to reply, turning back to me. “Unlike you, he knows there can be no compromise between us.”
“I swear to you, I didn’t know,” I said, and I almost believed my own fake incredulity.
Henri smiled. Guise said, “We understand. Your Grace is not who you were. You are weary from carrying thes
e burdens of state. You must rest now and let us assume charge.”
“Yes,” said Henri. “Rest, Maman. You have done enough.”
He turned from me in marked dismissal. With my head bowed, I slowly left the hall. The deed was done; there was no turning back. For the first time in my long life, I had invited war in. If Navarre kept his promise, he would not invade; he would not take my son’s throne by force. He would fight Guise and kill him, and then, God willing, we would finally have peace.
From my apartments, I watched men toiling in the courtyard, grinding swords to a lethal edge, loading carts with munitions. The dragon of war burgeoned before my eyes, and even as I recognized it would be commanded to my purpose, a band of fear circled my throat.
The night after Navarre’s troops were sighted marching toward us, Henri came to me. We had deliberately kept our distance and after he shut the door he embraced me. His body was hardened from training; he looked like his old self as he drew back to gaze into my eyes.
“I leave tomorrow,” he said. “Do you truly believe Navarre will fulfill his bargain?”
I nodded. “He will. Just remember, you must not enter the fray. Above all else, you must stay safe. Let Navarre have his moment.” I stood on tiptoes and kissed his mouth, tangling my stiff fingers in his long hair and inhaling his scent.
Never had I been as proud of him as I was in that moment.
The army left; Paris was put under curfew. As I waited, my faithful Birago, weakened by years of gout, collapsed at my feet and was taken to his bed.
I immediately called for Paré.
Our elderly doctor hadn’t fared much better than the rest of us, health-wise; lame in one leg and losing his eyesight, he peeled back Birago’s fur-lined robe, put his ear to my friend’s concave chest, and listened. When he righted himself, he shook his head sadly.
Birago chuckled faintly. “Say a prayer for me, physician. I’m luckier than most to have escaped your potions and leeches all these years.” He turned to me. “You needn’t stay, madama. France needs you more than I do.”
“Nonsense.” I fought back the hot rush of tears in my eyes. “You’ve served France faithfully; now, let France wait.”
I didn’t move from his side. We avoided any mention of the present or future, finding solace instead in shared recollections of the past, of our voyage in stormy seas to France, of my wedding and our years together, shoring up the kingdom, masterminding spies, and tutoring my sons. Of all the men in my life, Birago had been with me the longest. I couldn’t imagine my world without him. And yet as the days passed, I watched him ebb. The gout had turned his legs into a morass of inflamed flesh; he began to suffer high fevers and had trouble breathing, so Lucrezia and I took turns sleeping on a truckle bed in his apartments, attentive to his distress.
The day he left me, his breathing was shallow, rattling in his chest. His withered fingers clutched mine. For the briefest moment, his frail smile conquered the pain.
“Madama,” he said, “I will miss you.”
He died as he lived, without complaint. I held his hand as he grew cold and watched the unwavering purpose lift from his face, so that he seemed at peace, youthful again.
I bowed my head. “Do not stray far, my friend,” I whispered. “Wait for me.”
I mourned Birago deeply. I felt more alone than I’d ever been, waking every day and half expecting him to limp in with his portfolios. He had been my ally, my counselor; now he was gone. All purpose seemed to vanish from my life, so that I felt lost, bereft of the one person who’d known me better than I knew myself.
Even as I grieved, word came that Guise had clashed with Navarre on a field near the Loire River, with the Huguenot army chanting the Psalm of David as they entered battle behind their king’s white-plumed hat. In less than four hours, countless dead lay strewn across the blood-soaked grass. Couriers brought me updates, but everything was garbled, confused. None could say if Guise or Navarre had been injured or killed. I went to my knees and prayed. Toward nightfall I received a letter sent secretly by Navarre. I opened it with quivering hands.
It was brief, devastatingly so.
I have failed. Guise eluded me and has proclaimed victory. I will do as I promised and retreat. I cannot risk my surviving men nor do I wish to endanger you further.
God be with you.
There was no signature, a precaution in case the letter fell into the wrong hands. The paper floated from my grasp. I stood still. I wanted to cry, to wail and curse fate. I made myself envision the worst, seeing myself and Henri beholden to Guise forever, captive pawns in his design to turn France into a Catholic stronghold. The Spanish would overrun us, the Huguenots would be exterminated, and my son’s reign would not go out in triumph but in ignominious disgrace. I had been so certain of success, that the prophecy uttered by Nostradamus all those years ago bound Navarre and me to this deed.
But no truth can be certain that concerns the future, I thought, and I pressed a hand to my mouth, stifling an acid burst of laughter. Fate, it seemed, was the cruelest trickster of all.
Then I got up and prepared to welcome my son home. He had done nothing except sit out the short war in his armor, and as he rode into the Louvre I saw the shock on his ashen face.
Louise subjected him to a tearful embrace. “God save me,” he said as he held her close. “Everything I have now lies open to Guise.”
I went to him. Trembling, he motioned Louise aside. My voice plunged low. “Remember, he doesn’t know we planned anything. I will invite him to court as if you were still allies.”
“He has an army at his command! He’ll ask for my soul.”
“I promise you, he’ll not win.” I pulled my son close. “We have one last chance …”
Even from within the hall in the Louvre we could hear the muffled cheers outside in the streets. I could imagine children tossing flowers, women wiping tears from their faces and the men—all the men, the tanners, shopkeepers, merchants, and beggars—brandishing fists as they roared Guise’s name, praising the man who had delivered France from the Huguenot menace. I found it grimly ironic that they had no idea who had unwillingly allowed Guise this triumph.
I glanced at Henri, dressed in his crown and gem-encrusted mantle. He was rigid on his throne on the dais beside Louise, whose ringed hands knotted in her lap. I sat below the dais; lining the hall’s far wall was the full complement of Henri’s personal guard, the Forty-five. Valette, dressed in chain mail with a pistol shoved in his belt, guarded the hall’s gilded doors.
Suddenly I heard footsteps tromping toward us. I tensed in my chair, caught up in a vivid recollection of the time when le Balafré had stormed this palace and I’d confronted him in this very hall, with my son Charles at my side. Then I had been furious, defiant; ready to do battle with the Guises unto the death. My desire for retribution had not waned, but now I waited in apparent tranquillity, like a spider in her carefully woven web.
We had come full circle, yet unlike them I had learned from my mistakes.
I shot another look at Henri; he straightened his shoulders as Guise strode in through the doors, a group of six black-clad lords behind him. He looked enormous in his white doublet and slashed trunk hose, his muscular legs encased in leather boots, his signature red cape girded off one shoulder in the new fashion. His fair beard had been trimmed to a point; his eyes were keen as a bird of prey’s in his sun-bronzed face, where only a few lines betrayed the passage of his thirty-seventh year.
He bowed when he came before the dais. “I’ve come as Your Majesty requested.”
“My request,” replied Henri, “was that you attend me alone, without an escort.”
“I cannot help it if the people love me,” Guise replied, with an arrogance that made me clench my teeth. “If you so command it, I will ask them to disperse.”
Henri rose from his throne in a swift movement. He stabbed his finger at Guise. “Who is king here, my lord—you or me? You will send your lords away!” As he spoke, his
gaze flicked over the Catholic nobles, whose voluminous cloaks might hide a multitude of weapons. As if on cue, the Forty-five unsheathed their swords with a metallic hiss that echoed in the cavernous hall.
The color seeped from Guise’s face. It gave me a dark surge of pleasure that we could still rouse his fear. He hadn’t forgotten how easily blood could be spilled between these walls. Yet he did not instruct his lords to leave. Instead, he reached into his cloak and removed a scroll.
“The League only wishes to see our agreements honored.” Guise set the scroll on the edge of the dais. “These are our terms. We request that you establish the Holy Inquisition to rid France of the Huguenots. We ask that Charles of Lorraine, son of your late sister Claude, be titled your heir, and that the heretic Navarre be disbarred from the succession and declared a traitor, forbidden from entering this realm again, on pain of death.”
I felt sudden apprehension as I saw Henri’s jawbone clench visibly under his skin. I half expected him to roar out his order for Guise’s death, though we had agreed: not here. Not in Paris, where the populace was predominantly Catholic and would wreak vengeance upon us should anything happen to their hero. I realized Louise must fear the same, for her gaze met mine in mute terror. Poor Louise: untrained as a queen, tethered to a sterile marriage with no child to call her own, she was caught up in our maelstrom of hatred and deceit. Henri should never have married her. She had no place here.
My son stared in silence at Guise. To my relief, I marked the subtle lift of his chin, the change of cadence in his tone as he bent down to retrieve the scroll. “It seems you’ve thought of everything,” he said, with a brittle laugh. “You and your lords must dine with us tonight so we can discuss these requests at length.”
Guise frowned. My heartbeat quickened. Had we gone too far in our feigned compliance?
“Once Your Majesty signs the terms,” said Guise, “there’ll be time enough to dine. I’ll expect your response in three days.” Without another word he turned and walked out, his red cloak billowing, the lords of his entourage folding in behind him.
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