‘Isn’t that Bertha, Ricou’s pet?’ Finn asked in a bemused voice.
‘Yep.’ I threw another biscuit. It bounced away in another lucky hit above her left eye.
‘What’s she doing in your pond?’
‘Stopping any unwanted visitors from using it as a gateway.’
Bertha shook her head, and slithered over the pond’s edge on to the grass.
‘Safer not to have the pond,’ he murmured.
‘Sylvia needs the water,’ I said. ‘Now she’s pregnant she’s drinking around twenty gallons a day and there are way too many additives in tap water.’ A biscuit hit Bertha’s nose: nearly on target. ‘And Bertha adores Sylvia, she’d never hurt her.’ Unlike me. The next biscuit sailed into Bertha’s open maw. She snapped her jaws shut and, radiating bliss, she wriggled back into the water and disappeared, leaving its surface black and ripple-free.
Relieved, I headed for the open window, ducked through the Ward and stuck my left arm out to Finn.
He shot a last puzzled glance at the pond, started to climb in after me, but froze halfway through and said in a soft voice, ‘You should’ve told me if I was interrupting, Gen.’
Crap. I’d forgotten about the rose petals.
‘You’re not interrupting,’ I said flatly once we were both in the bedroom. My bed with its scattering of crimson rose petals was like an accusation between us.
‘Okay, I’m not,’ he agreed, but his expression said he didn’t believe me.
Irritation stabbed me. Finn was definitely giving off the jealous vibe. Question was, why? Our ‘couple’ status wasn’t ever a done deal. And was so not now. So him putting on the angry, aggrieved boyfriend act was nowhere near cool. Nor did I appreciate his thinking I was jumping into bed with Sylvia and Ricou. Only . . . even without the wrongness of it, the brooding jealous thing wasn’t like him so who had woken up his green-eyed monster by yanking his chain? Because someone had: Finn had been acting like a suspicious jerk since he’d turned up. My bed with its clichéd romantic gesture was just another nail, as far as he was concerned.
I stuffed my annoyance down as I gathered the petals into an old shoebox; I’d take them with me if/when I went to see Malik later. Right now I’d sort out the infuriating satyr in front of me. Cinching my robe tighter, I fixed him with a glower. ‘What did you want to talk about, Finn?’
He jerked his head at the shoebox. ‘What’s with them?’
‘You first.’
He gave the bedroom a critical scan as if he expected to find someone else there, though with Malik’s dark spice scent still hovering like a silent ghost, maybe he had cause. ‘Are we alone?’
My irritation spiked again. ‘Ricou’s out. Sylvia’s in Between, through the wardrobe in there.’ I pointed to the living room. ‘And there’s a dryad standing sentry in the wardrobe’s wood, but otherwise, yes.’
Finn snapped his fingers and at the same time as his T-shirt (disappointingly) reappeared, I felt a Privacy spell settle around us. He cast another look around, his gaze hitching on the shoebox before coming back to me. ‘My brothers have been telling me things. About Sylvia and Ricou living here. With you. That the three of you might be an item.’
Wow! The rumour mill had been working overtime, and now I knew what had stoked Finn’s green-eyed monster. Not to mention that it made a lot of stuff crystal clear. Briefly I wondered what came first, Lady Isabella wanting Spellcrackers and coming up with her Sylvia-seducing-me plan, no doubt with her dryads spreading spurious pre-seduction gossip. Or if Isabella had got the idea from the satyrs, who’d probably put it about that I was up to all sorts of shenanigans with my flatmates as justification for demanding their investment back. Gods save me from London’s fae and their squabbles.
‘Well, it’s true,’ I agreed, anger sharpening my voice. ‘Sylvia and Ricou do live here. And you know why? Its neutral territory. Living here means that neither the naiads nor the dryads feel left out of the pregnancy, and Sylvia and Ricou don’t have to spend all their time smoothing ruffled feathers.’ Not that there were any feathers involved, just scales and twigs, mostly. ‘Not that it’s any of your business,’ I added, even as I wondered if his brothers’ tittle-tattle had anything to do with why Finn had stopped writing. ‘But hey, seeing as your brothers have been in a chatty mood, maybe they told you they want Spellcrackers back, too.’
Confusion crossed his face. ‘What?’
‘The herd wants Spellcrackers back,’ I said slowly, like I was talking to an idiot. Which I was. ‘You made them sign it over to me, but now the curse is lifted so is the reason for giving it to me. If they think I’m an “item” with someone else, someone who isn’t a satyr . . . well, no doubt they’re even more determined not to lose out on their original investment.’
He sunk down on to the bed, dropped his head in his hands. ‘Gods, I should’ve realised they’d try something: I know what they’re like.’ He sighed and looked up at me. ‘I should’ve got them to agree to back off before I went. But with Nicky and everything, I just didn’t think. I’ll sort it now. I’m sorry. Gen, this isn’t how I hoped our getting back together would go.’
He was sorry! He’d sort his family! He’d expected something like this! He thought we were getting back together!
I threw my hands up, warring between fury and disbelief. ‘Finn, I wrote to tell you what the herd were up to. When you didn’t write back, I did wonder if the satyr messenger service wasn’t passing my letters on, which I was obviously right to. But hell, didn’t you wonder why I wasn’t writing to you? Didn’t you think about trying some other way to contact me? Or asking me what the hell was going on?’
Bewilderment clouded his moss-green eyes. ‘How could I? We were out of time sync.’
I blinked. ‘Since when?’
‘Since two weeks after we got there. I’ve only just got back.’ I stared at him. The Fair Lands have their own timelines, sometimes in sync with the humans’ world, sometimes not. A day here could be months or even years there, or the other way round, depending on who was controlling the magic. And if Finn had been out of time sync, it could explain his silence.
‘I did write to you, Gen, but I’m guessing you didn’t get my letter.’ He reached out to take my hand. ‘I’m sorry. I can understand your being angry about that, and with the herd being stupid idiots about Spellcrackers.’ He paused. ‘You must have thought my silence was deliberate?’
I looked down at my hand in his. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to leave it there or take it back. Three months of thinking he’d ditched me wasn’t something I could do an emotional one-eighty from in a few seconds. And okay, Finn might not have been totally responsible for his hurtful silence, that was down to his brothers, but he hadn’t seemed too surprised that they’d screwed things up for him. And he’d come over here channelling the green-eyed monster on his brothers’ say so. He seemed to be letting them mess in his life way too often.
‘I did think your silence deliberate,’ I said pointedly, then pulled my hand from his and crossed my arms. ‘It hurt, Finn.’
He flinched, then he straightened his shoulders and said softly, ‘Gods, Gen, I truly am sorry.’
‘So am I,’ I said, keeping my voice neutral.
He nodded, understanding I wasn’t ready to forgive him. The silence between us lengthened, turning awkward, then I sighed and asked, ‘Why go out of time sync?’
‘Some of the other girls were having problems,’ he replied, his relief evident that I’d spoken. ‘The Morrígan said they and their babies wouldn’t survive the births without a big intake of magic.’
The other girls were the rest of the faeling victims of the ToLA case. Though, unlike Nicky, they’d all signed on with the mad wizard doctor as well-paid surrogates. It would’ve been a good gig for them all if they hadn’t started dying. Deaths that Witch-bitch Helen, as the police officer in charge of the investigation, had covered up.
‘So the Morrígan slowed all their pregnancies down,’ Finn carried on.
‘It added another four months on to everyone’s due date, including Nicky’s. Other than moaning she was the size of a house she never complained, despite ending up pregnant for thirteen months.’ A shudder ran through him. ‘Not like some of the others.’
I gaped. ‘Nicky was pregnant for thirteen months!’
‘Yeah. But like I said, she was brilliant.’ Pride shone in his smile. ‘The baby’s a boy, Daniel Christopher.’
‘Wait! She’s had the baby?’
‘Yeah, two weeks ago. She’s talking about keeping him, but’ – he raked a hand through his hair and rubbed his left horn in agitation – ‘well, he’s only two weeks old so it’s still too early to know if he’s hers or not. Or who the father is. She was the last to give birth so that’s why it’s taken us so long to get back into sync with London.’
I sat down on the bed next to him. ‘Wow. That’s unreal.’
He nodded. ‘Yep. It is. Even living through it.’
Briefly I touched his arm. ‘Is Nicky okay?’
‘She and the baby are healthy.’ He grimaced. ‘She’s still got a lot to work through. Psychologically. We all have.’
‘Yeah,’ I agreed. They weren’t the only ones.
We fell into another awkward silence, then Finn gave the shoebox of petals a sidelong look. ‘Do those mean that something’s going on with someone else?’
My anger blew back up and I almost told him to mind his own business again. But even though the petals might not be the clichéd romantic gesture he suspected, I did have something going on with Malik and, even if it was still early days, I needed to tell Finn that.
But I wasn’t up for another emotional confrontation. Not right this minute.
I snagged a petal from the box. It still felt velvety soft and real. As illusions went, this one was top of the range. If it was an illusion. I held the petal out to Finn. ‘Does it exist?’
He gave me a searching look, then took the petal and examined it thoroughly before handing it back. ‘Seems real enough. Why?’
‘They weren’t here when I went to sleep. Robur, the dryad sentry, says no one’s breached the Wards, and the only sending spot is inside the fridge. So how did they get here?’
He stared fixedly at the window for a minute then cupped his hands; a small earthenware pot filled with violets appeared in them. ‘The Wards are set to let whoever is inside them call something from outside.’
‘They are?’
‘Yep. It’s pretty standard for this type of defensive Ward, in case you get trapped and need to call in food or water. Though usual rules for calling still apply; you’d have to know exactly where an item is before you could call it here.’ He held the pot of violets up with a smile. ‘These beauties are from my glade. First thing I saw last night, when I got back.’
Hmm. I hadn’t been aware of that particular feature, but it wasn’t really a security hazard; not with the way entry through the Wards was set up. Except— ‘There’s only Robur, Sylvia and me here. Robur’s not the type, Sylvia’s in Between and I was asleep.’ Not to mention I can’t call anything other than spells, and only then if I can see them.
‘Then I don’t know how they got here, unless . . .’ he trailed off, pensive.
‘Unless what?’
He stood and put the pot of violets gently on the windowsill. ‘Maybe you called the petals without realising it. It’s been known to happen sometimes with toddlers; they’re asleep and next thing a toy will turn up in their cot even though they couldn’t have known where it was. It’s thought either they were dreaming of it or it’s a manifestation of a subconscious want.’ His moss-green eyes darkened. ‘Though I guess that theory hangs on what you were dreaming about?’
My dreams had been of Malik, of gatecrashing his memory, or whatever the blood-spattered snowy plateau scenario was. And yes, the crimson petals on my white sheets had reminded me of that, and of our time in the hotel penthouse, but no way could I tie the two together as any subconscious want, not when the rose petals had felt like a threat. A threat, I decided, I’d be better talking about with Malik than with Finn.
‘Okay, thanks,’ I said, then dived into a subject change. ‘So, when are you going back to the Fair Lands and Nicky?’
He eyed the shoebox with a frown. ‘You don’t want to talk about these and your dreams?’
I don’t want to talk about Malik and his dreams with you, no. ‘Not right now.’
For a moment he looked as if he wanted to argue, then he nodded. ‘I’m going back later today. Look, I know you think I’m an idiot for letting my brothers rile me up about you and Sylvia and Ricou—’
‘If the hat fits.’
‘Guess I deserved that.’ He shook his head ruefully. ‘But if I’m honest, in a way I wanted to believe them.’
My jaw dropped. ‘What?’
‘I know, sounds crazy even to me.’ Bafflement briefly crossed his face, and he scratched behind a horn. ‘I mean, I hated the thought you might have found someone else, but at the same time . . . Hell’s thorns, that is crazy,’ he said, almost to himself. He shook his head then turned to stare out the window, tension tightening the broad muscles of his shoulders under the thin T-shirt. ‘There’s something I’ve got to tell you, Gen.’ His hand against the window frame curled into a fist. ‘Something I don’t want you to find out from anyone else.’
I stood, dread settling like lead in my gut. ‘Okay, so tell me.’
‘Gods, this is a mess,’ Finn muttered, before turning to face me with a determined expression. ‘Helen’s been staying at the Morrígan’s castle while we’ve been there. Not that we’re staying together. It’s a big place,’ he finished quickly.
Shock rocked through me and I sat abruptly back on the bed. Ugh! I hadn’t seen that coming. My own green-eyed monster reared up and snarled, surprising me with its strength. But my fury was more than just jealousy. Damn it. Helen the Witch-bitch was pure poison; even if he couldn’t admit that before, surely he couldn’t deny it now, not after what she’d done to him and their daughter.
I balled my hands, glared up at him. ‘How the hell could you let her near Nicky again, after what she did?’
He raked his hand through his hair. ‘Nicky doesn’t know. She doesn’t remember much about what happened, and she was brighter once Helen turned up, so I agreed not to tell her anything.’
I shot him a disbelieving look. ‘You agreed?’
‘Helen . . . yes, I agreed.’
In other words, it had been the Witch-bitch’s idea, and she’d somehow persuaded Finn to go along with it. Nothing had changed there then. After all, Helen had persuaded Finn to keep his daughter a secret from me in the first place, despite the fact that we were supposed to be on the fast track to providing Nicky with a curse-breaking baby half-brother. And how the hell was Nicky going to feel when she found out that both her parents had been lying to her by omission? If my own experience, right up until I was fourteen, was anything to go by – my vamp father had been an expert at that sort of leaving-out-the-important-stuff style of communication (such as, the princely vampire he planned to marry me off to just happened to be a psychotic sadistic murderer) – then I could pretty much guarantee Nicky would be shocked, angry and betrayed. Much like I felt now.
When the fuck was Finn going to learn to stand up for himself? And his daughter?
I blew out searing breath. ‘You haven’t forgotten what Helen did, have you?’
He frowned. ‘No, of course not.’
‘So the fact that she’s responsible for Nicky being pregnant, that she’s lied and deceived you throughout all the time you’ve known her, and she used her position as a police officer to try and ensure I ended up either dead or pregnant, or both, more than once— Oh, and let’s not forget she’s responsible for the death of my best friend and the continuation of the fertility curse. And you still let her stay?’
A puzzled look flickered over his face as if he couldn’t believe it himself. ‘I know . . .’ Then his expression se
ttled to resignation and he held his arms out in surrender. ‘She’s Nicky’s mother, Gen. What was I supposed to do?’
‘Protect your daughter and keep her mother the fuck away from her.’
‘She can’t harm her, not with me there.’
‘She’s already harmed her, Finn! And it’s going to harm Nicky even more once she finds out the truth!’
‘Hell’s thorns, Gen. Don’t you think I haven’t thought about that? If I could’ve stopped Helen joining us, I would have. I’ve told her she had until after the baby’s born, then she had to leave.’
Right. So Helen got to Nicky first. By the time Finn had found out, it was too late. Or she’d made him think it was. Fuck. I wanted to scream with the anger and frustration, and yes, the hurt boiling up inside me.
‘You know she’s wanted by the police?’ I said flatly. ‘She can’t come back here unless she’s prepared to pay for her crimes.’ Though even being burned at the stake was way too good for the Witch-bitch.
‘Of course I do. And so does Helen. She’s not going to return here.’
Not if I had anything to do with it. ‘How long’s she been there?’
He looked down at the pot of violets. ‘A couple of days after we got there. Jack brought her in.’
Jack was Helen’s changeling son. And one of the Morrígan’s ravens. I narrowed my eyes. ‘So Helen was there before the Morrígan took you all out of sync? And you didn’t think to tell me this first?’
He half shook his head, then sighed. ‘I wanted to tell you from the beginning, but . . . hell, Helen said it wasn’t a good idea, and even my brothers said not to. That I should just keep it to myself. That you wouldn’t be happy’ – I wasn’t! – ‘That you wouldn’t understand’ – I didn’t! – ‘That if you thought there was something going on between me and Helen you might not be waiting when I got back’ – Got that right! – ‘Then when I did, they started bringing up Sylvia and Ricou.’
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