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by Kristan Higgins

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  Author: Kristan Higgins

  “Thank you for asking us to dinner,” I prompt gently, taking a sip of my wine and eyeing the chicken parmesan. We’re eating family style, and neither Marie nor Gianni has started serving yet. My stomach growls.

  Marie gives Gianni a look. “We wanted you here because we love you like you’re our own daughter, Lucy, honey. And Ethan, of course, you’re like a son to us. ”

  “I hate to be overly technical here, Ma,” Ethan says, “but in point of fact, I am your son. ” His right eyebrow bounces up as he looks at me. The corner of his mouth curls, and I feel a wave of affection for him. Poor Ethan, always the second son. I give his knee a little pat.

  “You know what I mean, Mr. Smart-Ass,” Marie replies, half fond, half irritated. “Thirty-six hours of labor, okay? So shut up. ”

  “It gets longer every year,” Ethan murmurs, reaching for the penne and passing it to me. His father scowls, but Ethan ignores him. “In the original story, I was born in a taxi on the way to the hospital. Now she’s in labor for a day and a half. ”

  Marie reaches over and smacks Ethan’s head. “Hush, you, we’re talking here. You know what I mean. She’s like a daughter, you’re our son, shut it. ”

  “Show your mother some respect,” Gianni says, more coolly than Marie’s fond chastising. He’s never gotten over Ethan’s choice of profession.

  “I respect my mother,” Ethan says, a hard edge in his voice. His small smile is gone. “Mom. I respect you. Especially if it took me thirty-six hours to be born. ”

  “Your head was all squished when you finally came out. ” She winces, a life skill if you’re Italian, meant to instill guilt. “And the stitches! Oh, Madonna!”

  Gianni shifts uncomfortably. “Do we have to discuss this at the table, Marie?”

  “Oh, so my suffering, you don’t want to know, is that it? Sorry to disturb you, your majesty. ” My mother-in-law turns to me. “Lucy, it was fourth-degree tear. Three inches long. ” Gianni flinches, and I try not to smile.

  “Sorry, Ma,” Ethan says. “Didn’t mean to be such trouble. ” He smiles at his mother, but she’s lost in thought.

  “Of course, Jimmy was no picnic, either. He was bigger, you know, nine pounds, eight ounces. Those eyes even when he was first born, they were so special. Like the ocean, so amazing! The nurses, they couldn’t believe it. Oh, he was the most beautiful baby I ever saw, Lucy. ” Her mouth wobbles, and a spear of pain pierces my heart. Poor Marie.

  I reach across the table and pat her hand, and at the same time, give Ethan’s knee a squeeze. I’m sure Marie doesn’t realize it, but she just told Ethan he wasn’t the most beautiful baby she ever saw. Ethan removes my hand, giving it a quick pat. Still, the message is clear. Hands off.

  Marie wipes her eyes and sighs again. Gianni growls at a passing waiter to check table fifteen, Ethan’s leg jiggles with tension. All in all, a typical Mirabelli dinner.

  “So what’s the big news?” I ask, taking a large bite of the delicious penne.

  “So we’re moving,” Gianni announces. “Arizona. Retirement. ”

  I drop my fork with a clatter, splattering the white tablecloth with the creamy vodka sauce, and swallow.

  “Excuse me?” Ethan asks. His leg jiggling has gone still.

  “Arizona,” Marie repeats. “Valle de Muerte Community for Active Adults. ”

  “The Valley of Death?” Ethan asks.

  “What Valley of the Death?” Marie asks. “Valle de Muerte, I said. ”

  “It’s not Valley of Death, smart-ass,” Gianni says to his son. “Marie, you got it wrong. It’s Puerte, not Muerte, okay? With a P. Valle de Puerte Active Adult Community. We’re active, we’re adults, we’re moving. ”

  “When did you decide this?” Ethan asks.

  “Last week,” Marie explains. “Your father, his knees, his heart…and…well…” She glances at me, then down at her untouched plate.

  “What, Marie?” I ask, the pebble already stuck in my throat.

  “That goddamn Angelo,” Gianni explodes, shoving away from the table. He tends to leave at emotional times. I swear, he spent half of Jimmy’s wake outside the funeral home, advising the valets on where to park cars.

  “Ma. Why now?” Ethan asks.

  “The restaurant is too much for your father,” she says, not looking at either of us. “His blood pressure. And it’s just…it’s not the same without Jimmy. And now that you’re moving on, Lucy, honey, and you’re back to raise your son, Ethan, well…we’re just not needed anymore. ”

  “You’re needed!” Ethan barks. “Nicky loves you! When are you planning on seeing him? Did you even think about your only grandson?”

  “Ethan,” I interject in a low voice, but he ignores me.

  “We’ll have him visit,” Marie says. “You, too, Lucy, sweetheart. And we’ll come back from time to time. It’s just…we just don’t want to stay around anymore. ”

  “Part of the reason I took this job in Providence was to be closer to you and Dad, Ma,” Ethan says.

  “So? You don’t need us. You’re doing fine. We’re very, uh, proud,” she says, tearing a piece of bread to bits. “I’d better check on your father. ” With that, she, too, hurtles away from the table, leaving me with Ethan.

  I shift in my chair to look at him better. His jaw is tight, and a muscle jumps underneath his left eye. I reach out and give him a tentative pat on the leg.

  “Would you please stop touching my leg?” he bites out.

  My hand slinks back to my own lap. “Sorry! Sorry, Eth,” I say. “But listen, your parents deserve to retire. Why are you so mad, buddy?”

  He gives me a look that could cut glass. “Lucy, you’re so obtuse sometimes,” he says.

  “What? What am I missing?”

  He continues to gaze at me dispassionately, like a teacher with a not-very-bright student. “If Jimmy were alive, they’d never leave. They’d die in that kitchen. ” He jerks his chin in the direction of his parents’ escape.

  “Well, Jimmy did die,” I murmur. My hand wants to pat him again, but we know better.

  “I’m aware of that, Lucy,” he says, his voice unfamiliar in its hardness.

  “And they really should retire. They’re in their seventies, aren’t they?”

  “Yes. And I don’t begrudge them retirement. But why not Newport or the Cape or something? Why Arizona? It’s a little far, don’t you think? I just moved back here, and I was hoping…”

  “Hoping to be closer with them?” I ask.

  Ethan shrugs. “I guess. ” He pauses, pushing the food around on his plate. I sneak another mouthful, feeling somehow that I’m being unsympathetic by eating when my friend is distressed. Chewing without moving my mouth proves difficult, however, so I just go for it, letting Ethan brood next to me. It works.

  “Did you know that Jimmy was named for our grandfathers?” he asks after a few minutes “They were both Giacomo. ”

  I smile. I did know that little fact, learning only when it was time to do our wedding invitation that Jimmy’s name wasn’t James, as I’d assumed. “What’s your point?” I ask gently.

  Ethan straightens his fork. “Do you know who I’m named for?” he asks.

  “He’s named for the doctor,” Marie announces loudly. Apparently, Angelo has been thoroughly chastised, because both my in-laws have returned to the table. They sit now, Marie smiling, Gianni glowering. “We were so sure you were a girl, honey,” Marie says to her younger son. “Lucy, we didn’t even have a boy’s name picked out, we were so sure! You were supposed to be Francesca. Isn’t that a lovely name?”

  “It is,” I agree, grinning at Ethan.

  “Even when the doctor said you were a boy, I didn’t believe it. I was convinced you were a girl!”

  “What every man wants to hear, Ma,” Ethan says, but Marie continues, undaunted.

  “So then he shows me your
tiny little parts—” Ethan closes his eyes and I giggle “—and we were just stumped! Then your father here—” Marie elbows Gianni “—your father says, ‘So what do we call the little bugger?’ And my mind, it goes completely blank, so I look at Dr. Tavendish and I say, ‘What’s your first name, Dr. T. ?’ And he says, ‘Ethan. ’ And that was that!” She and Gianni smile at each other fondly, warmed by the memory.

  “And that’s how this little paesan got a WASP name,” Ethan says. Then he gives his parents a smile that doesn’t quite make it to his eyes. “So tell us more about Valle de Muerte. ”

  AFTER DINNER, ETHAN AND I WALK HOME. The street is quiet, as sidewalks tend to roll up before nine after Labor Day. Ethan knows how I feel about the cemetery, and it’s nice not to have someone trying to coax me through like they’re cajoling a reluctant dog out of a crate. The stars gleam bright above, and salt flavors the air, putting me in mind of sourdough bread.

  “Does it really bother you, being named after the doctor?” I ask.

  “Not really. It’s just…well, it doesn’t matter. ” Ethan says mildly. I suspect it does, but now that we’re away from his parents, he’s not going to reopen the subject.

  “How’s the new job going?” I ask.

  “It’s okay. ”

  “What do you do all day?”

  He sighs. “Meetings. Long-range planning, research on new markets. ”

  It’s a far cry from what he used to do…schmoozing, basically. He was head of North American sales, rather astonishing, given that he’s only twenty-seven. Instead of working at Gianni’s during college, Ethan took a summer internship at International, and his employers so liked him that they offered him a job. I know from Parker that the new position is a promotion and Ethan’s making even more money now, but I also know that long-range planning and research are not Ethan’s thing. Certainly, though, it’s safer than flying all around the country and doing all those adventure sports things.

  “Do you like it?” I ask.

  “Not especially. ”

  “Then why’d you take it?”

  We’ve reached the bridge and stop for a minute, looking down at the Mackerly River, which flows from the ocean side of the island to the bay. The lights of the much more upscale Newport twinkle in the distance, but here on our little lump of land, it’s quiet save for the murmuring rush of the tidal river and the occasional night bird. A breeze ruffles Ethan’s perpetually rumpled hair.

  He glances at me. “Figured I should be around more for Nicky,” he says, dropping his gaze to the water.

  “Right,” I answer. “That’s a good reason. ”

  “The best. ” He smiles at the thought of his son, and, as always, my heart gives an almost painful twist. Ethan is such a good dad, and little is more appealing than a father who so obviously loves his child.

  “So come on, tell me. What’s the deal with being named after the obstetrician?” I ask, watching as the river rushes past the reedy banks.

  “It’s nothing. Just that Jimmy got the grandfathers’ name, and they hadn’t even bothered to pick one out for me. ”

  “Sure they did. You just decided to be difficult and come out a boy. ”

  “Right. ”

  “So?”

  He turns to look at me. “Well, a person could say that I disappointed my parents right from the get-go by being me. They already had a son. They wanted a daughter. They got me, and I wasn’t as good as Jimmy. ” He says it as if he’s presenting a paper on the history of dirt—these are the facts, and while they’re true, they’re not all that interesting.

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