by Steve Almond
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7. Anyone who knows the history of the Warriors—a franchise that had not, until this season, smelled the playoffs since the early Clinton years—will confirm the idiocy of my conduct. Rooting for the Warriors is like dating a Mormon with bad breath.
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8. If the Reagan presidency marked the apotheosis of politics as entertainment, the reign of Bush II has marked the ascendance of politics as sport. The man himself, a failed athlete and baseball owner and a notorious cheat, has shown an astonishing talent for reducing the complex realities of the modern world into the only duality he cares to understand: the win/loss record. His manner—the cocksure gait, the coy bullying, the juvenile solipsism—derives not from the frat house he commandeered in college, but the locker room he wished to occupy in those years that he was (let us pause to remember) a cheerleader. To speak of his political philosophy is foolish, for he has none. He follows the code of honor held to by all failed athletes: It’s not how you play the game, it’s whether you win or lose. Iraq, he felt, would be an easy win. Viewed in this context, one can see his Mission Accomplished photo op for what it was: a premature end zone dance.
Yes, I’m aware that was a political rant; that’s why I snuck it into a footnote.
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9. The key single supplied by Erubial Durazo, whose mellifluous name I sang in my head for the next thirteen hours.
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10. Varitek is often referred to as “the heart of the Red Sox.” I think of him, however, as “the thigh of the Red Sox,” owing to the Hendersonian dimensions of his quadriceps. In moments of morbid speculation, I have wondered whether these thighs are larger than my own torso. Those who detect an immature ad hominem in the foregoing observation, please note that Varitek’s physical deformity plays a central role in the drama about to unfold.
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11. I realize you expect me to launch a diatribe here about how modern sports culture—with its implicit reliance on aggression to generate unholy profits—marks a precise repudiation of the moral code Jesus expressed in the Beatitudes and, in this sense, a vital adjunct to the perversion of His message being carried out by the medieval bigots who populate the Christian Right of this country, but I’m not. So there.
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12. It would emerge that Hudson had sustained the injury the night before the game, during an altercation at a bar where he and another player had gone to unwind, apparently unaware that opposing players who enter Red Sox Nation surrender their civil right not to be hassled by shitfaced asshole fans.
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13. In his recent Sox hagiography, Feeding the Monster, author Seth Mnookin portrays Ortiz as a locker-room clown who regales the press with prognostications such as “We’re going to kick their ass, drink their beer, and rape their bitches.”
Adorable!
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14. It struck me as plausible that his feeble swing in the fourth was in fact a setup, a point Young Bull and I argued to the point of causing Tim to place his head on the bar and attempt to sleep.
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15. This is what we in the lit game call hyperbole, for Bush/Cheney were—even as the series was being played—rapaciously ruining democracy as we know it, whereas the Sox/Yanks were merely ruining a week of my otherwise frittered leisure time. Still, I trust that A’s fans will understand what I mean.
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16. I say none of this in an effort to whitewash the future of our nation. Our obsession with sport is clearly a symptom of imperial doom. We must remember: All that held Rome together at the end was spectacle.
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1. Last winter Sarvas sold his first novel. Mazel tov, mon blogamour! Here’s to the hope you take up fiction…full-time.
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1. Who can blame her? One minute you’re a fish, happily afloat in a warm dark sea, the next you’re a shivering mammal, shoved into the bright cold beyond. Is it any wonder the Bible is so much about exile?
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2. Point of clarification: I press the Help button every seventeen minutes.
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3. My score on the 1984 Advanced Placement Physics Test (on a scale of 1 to 5): 1.
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4. No it doesn’t.
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5. At home, my wife will express awed disgust at the extent of my thievery. She will, for instance, remove a small pink plastic dish from my haul and hold it up for my consideration. “Did we really need a bedpan?”
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6. A loaner necessitated by the fact that Erin refused to see the sense in storing the child—at least for the first month or two—in one of the sturdy plastic bins that I occasionally remove from beneath public mailboxes, a bin that, as I’ve pointed out to her repeatedly, could easily be scrubbed and filled with clean blankets.
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7. This circumstance will come to be known in our household as Code Brown. Curiously, shit no longer bothers us. Just the opposite. In these early days of child rearing, our interest in her feces borders on the fetishistic. We are overjoyed on the occasion of her first projectile defecation and brag about it to friends for weeks.
Me: I’m telling you, this kid is a powerhouse. Two feet she shat!
Erin: All the way to the laundry bag!
Me: That’s over the lip of the changing table.
Friend: [Silence]
Erin: So, when do you want to come see her?
Friend: [More silence]
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1. My parents—who read this essay for factual content and have reserved the right to take legal action—would like it noted that we never actually ate ham during Chanukah.
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2. For those of you keeping score, that’s one great-grandfather for God, one against, and no (thank God) they were never in the same room.
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3. As for Almond—a name that doesn’t exactly scream Jewish—it was a naked bid at assimilation on the part of rabbi David after his emigration to London. Our name had been Pruzhinski.
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4. My father recently presented me with a copy of my bar mitzvah speech, a document I presumed to have died of shame sometime in the early 1990s. The document, which is allegedly about the Covenant with Abraham, reveals a predictable fascination with genital mutilation:
In another story God asks Abraham to have all of his men circumcised. Here we find out that God wants to distinguish his people from all others by permanently altering a semi-noticeable [!!!] part of the body. This is a very strong commitment because it can never be changed. This is not found in most other religions. Circumcision is metaphoric of the all-out commitment that began with the covenant.
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5. I did briefly consider moving to Israel, but I’m afraid that had more to do with the native female population, lady soldiers with big hips and thick hair and rifles. Yum.
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6. As a good Catholic girl, she had a crucifix on her bedroom wall. “Not just the cross,” she notes. “The body was on it, too.” This, I believe, helps explain her attraction to me: She grew up worshipping a half-naked Jewish man.
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Copyright © 2007 by Steve Almond
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Some of the essays in this work were previously published:
“Heart Radical” originally published in Bat City Review, Spring 2006; “How to Write Sex Scenes” originally published in The Boston Phoenix, May 2003; “Cash Cowed” originally published in The Boston Phoenix, March 2005; �
�Death by Lobster Pad Thai” originally published in Death by Pad Thai, edited by Douglas Bauer (New York: Crown Publishers, 2006); “You’re What?” originally published in Blindsided by a Diaper, edited by Dana Hilmer (New York: Crown Publishers, 2007), as “Blindsided by a Sonogram” “Chestfro Agoniste” originally appeared at www.Nerve.com, September 2005; “My First Fake Tits” originally appeared at www.Nerve.com, May 2006, as “Plastic Not So Fantastic” “How Reality TV Ate My Life” originally published by Ninth Letter, Spring/Summer 2005; “Blog Love” originally appeared at www.Salon.com, October 2005, as “Me and My Blog Bitch” “Tesla Matters (Dude)” originally published in Virginia Quarterly Review, Summer 2005, as “Heavy Metal Will Save Your Life” “Pretty Authors Make Graves” originally published in Virginia Quarterly Review, Winter 2005.
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