Snowed
Book 1: The Bloodline of Yule Trilogy
Maria Alexander
Other books by Maria Alexander
Young Adult Fiction
Snowed, Book 1: The Bloodline of Yule Trilogy
Snowbound, Book 2: The Bloodline of Yule Trilogy
Adult Fiction
Mr. Wicker
The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.
Text copyright © 2016 by Maria Alexander.
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Cover art by Daniele Serra.
Published by Ghede Press – Los Angeles, California.
ISBN-13: 978-1-7324542-0-0
ISBN-10: 1-7324542-0-5
For Bret
You will always be my Aidan.
Chapter 1
I want to kill the person who tore down my flyer.
The torn blue corners of my flyer are stuck under the brass thumbtacks, surrounded by cheery posters for bible studies and prayer meetings. We’re in a public high school, but nobody complains. Nobody but me, of course: Charity Jones. Eleventh-grade troublemaker.
Anger mushrooms inside of me. Bell’s about to ring and the meeting is this afternoon. People rush past me on their way to class, bursts of cold white mist escaping their mouths.
Screw this.
The backpack slides from my shoulder to the icy pavement. I dig into it for a spare flyer. I posted the information on the school’s online activity board last week but nobody checks that. I tack up the new flyer and stand back to examine it.
’Tis the Season for Reason!
Have Doubts?
You’re Not Alone
Join the Skeptics Club
In the Library
Thursday, November 6 at 2:30pm
My back bumps into a solid mass. The campus gorilla.
“Awwww, did someone tear down your Satan Club sign?”
Darren Jacobs. Blond-haired, broad-shouldered, senior quarterback. Leader of what I call the American Teen Taliban aka the “BFJs” — Bullies for Jesus. My throat tightens with fury. The gorilla’s girlfriend, Beth Addison, sneers at his side. She’s the cheerleading captain and editor of the yearbook.
My face burns as I heave the backpack up over my shoulder. I know I shouldn’t answer. “No. But someone did tear down my anti-idiot sign.”
As Beth scowls at me, Darren tosses the crumpled blue flyer over his shoulder. So he’s the one who tore it down. “You’re going to hell, fatso. You and everyone in your little club.”
I plunge into the crowd and head over the dead winter grass. Why can’t they leave me alone? For years at other schools I was teased for my smarts until I finally got into a magnet school, although sometimes I was still teased for being chubby. But now that we live here in Hickville? I get tormented for being skeptical—and smart and chubby—but mostly for not backing down.
Thanks to the flyer drama, I stagger into first period AP Calculus late, as everyone is already passing forward last night’s homework.
“You okay?” Keiko asks as I drop into my seat and slip off my ski jacket.
“Douchebags tore down the sign.” My face feels hotter and now leaky.
“Seriously? Isn’t that vandalism? I told you we shouldn’t have advertised.”
Keiko’s Smithsonian-grade brains and ethnicity provoke a lot of teasing, which sucks because she’s already painfully shy. Her parents moved here from Japan when she was 8 years old. They converted from nothing to being Southern Baptists for unknown reasons. Maybe to fit in? It makes no sense. A non-believer, Keiko has suffered from the endless sermons and restrictions ever since.
As for “diversity,” Keiko and I are pretty much it. Hey, at least today no one’s called me a “beaner” yet. I’m actually mixed—my dad’s black and my mom’s white. I wouldn’t mind people getting my ethnicity wrong if they weren’t such racist jerks about it.
It’s California, right? The home of hipsters, homeopaths and tech startups? Not here. Thanks to my dad’s new job, we’re stuck in the foothills of Sacramento—Oak County, where guns and God overrule science and compassion, and there’s a church on every corner. No one here has voted Democrat in at least half a century.
“Charity? Five points off of homework for being late.”
Crap.
Mrs. Stewart wrangles the homework into one papery heap. “Everyone take out a pencil for the not-so-pop quiz. Come on, come on.”
We settle down for the test. The only sound is Michael Allured sniffing. I once asked him what he was allergic to. He said, “Only two things.”
“Only two?”
“Yeah. The air and the ground.”
I’ve had a crush on Michael since I arrived last year. Like most of the guys I have crushes on, he doesn’t know this. Also, he’s the smartest guy in school. I don’t have a chance. He’s always been involved with older girls or someone outside of school. Or so I’ve been told. I like his dark brown eyes and how his mousey brown hair splays forward over his forehead. His decided lack of athleticism hasn’t won him much favor with the girls here, but it scores with me for sure.
I make good progress on the quiz before I hear a buzzing in my bag. It’s my cell phone on vibrate. It buzzes. And buzzes. Mrs. Stewart glares at me over her reading glasses. Keiko’s bag is buzzing out of control, too. We’re only required to mute the ring tone, not turn off the phone, but this is distracting.
“Turn it off, Charity,” Mrs. Stewart orders. “You too, Keiko.”
We shut off our phones.
After class is over, we compare text messages in the hallway. Multiple unknown phone numbers were texting us over and over: Satan. Burn in hell. And various bible verses. Fifty-six messages so far…
I turn off my phone, wondering if I’ll ever be able to use it again.
Keiko looks like she’s going to cry.
The day rattles on until the last bell rings. I shuffle down the hallways, slouching as if an extra inch of protruding scapula will somehow keep people from staring at me. My younger brother Charles tumbles past me, a flash of white paper between his fingers as he pulls it from his leather jacket. He passes a cigarette to a friend as he presses one between his lips. One of his friends croons, “Hey, man! It’s Cherry!”
I walk faster.
“Hey! Shit stirrer!” Charles runs up alongside, cigarette dangling between his lips, his black hair wild. His Vin Diesel complexion and light green eyes are a total win with the chicks. His sloped forehead and permanent squint remind me of a demonic hedgehog.
“What do you want, hoodlum?”
“What the hell did you do to the library?”
I slow down. “What?”
“You can stop embarrassing me any day now, loser.” He spits on the ground and marches off.
I hear Christmas caroling. Who is singing? I hurry toward the noise.
Silent night, holy night. All is calm. All is bright.
As I round the music building, I see the library. The carolers flank the front door, holding signs.
JESUS (HEART) YOU
ATHIESM = SATANESM
JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON
STOP MILITENT ATHEISM
The crowd shoves signs in the faces of entering kids. Everyone is annoyed, both sign feeders and eaters. As I approach the scene, I vow to
be cool, even though I just want to die. I started this fight. I’ve got to finish it.
I’ve got to be brave.
A murmur of recognition. They’ve noticed me. Darren and his church friends are no longer singing “Silent Night” but “Onward Christian Soldier.”
“Stop persecuting Christians! You’re going to hell, you atheist whore…”
It’s not all sweet church words like those.
The shouts are deafening. My whole body feels like collapsing into itself to escape the thousand prickly pins of red-hot hate. I concentrate on putting one foot in front of the other, on not caring, on knowing I’m right. On anything except the crowd.
And then I notice her.
Chapter 2
Judy LaHart stands off to the side, twirling one of her purple pigtails. Everyone says she’s a fantastic artist. But since she’s a total misanthrope, no one knows much else about her. As soon as she sees me, she sidles up to me. “Hey, are you Charity? I’d like to go to your club, but this is a little scary.”
“We’ll go in together. Safety in numbers.” This is the first time we’ve ever spoken to one another. We’re from two different worlds, art and math.
Judy studies me and then smiles. “I kind of suck at numbers, but okay.” We press forward together to the heavy glass library doors.
The crowd has decided we’re lesbians and now shouts homophobic slurs.
“Where are all the ‘peaceful’ Christians?” Judy asks.
“Home praying for this crowd,” I reply. “And us.”
Judy makes a pouty face at the signs. “Awwww! It’s so cute when they try to spell.”
The library doors shut behind us. No one follows—probably because Mr. Vittorio is standing on the other side, glaring at the commotion. He holds open the door and yells: “Get out of here! You’re disturbing students who are studying! If you don’t leave, I’m calling the police!”
I sometimes wish Mr. Vittorio were more like Giles the cool British Librarian-Watcher dude from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. But today I’m glad he’s more like a brooding Italian Mafioso with his thick black moustache and sharp eyes. He guards the library as if it were the mob’s safe house.
“Sorry, Mr. V,” I say, as if it’s my fault.
“You’ve got serious guts, kid,” he growls, peering out the glass doors at the dispersing crowd. “You realize I have to report this to the administration. The new policy’s to protect you.”
Trembling, I unwind the scarf from my neck and let my backpack slide off my aching shoulder. “Do you really think that’s going to help? Won’t it just make things worse for me?”
Mr. Vittorio picks up a stack of books and hauls them to the back room. “You’ve got to trust someone, kid.”
I look around the main room.
A few people are gathered at one of the long tables near the periodicals. My pal Leo Donatti waves to me. A skinny band geek and Michael’s BFF, he sits with his trumpet case standing next to his chair. We’ve played D&D together many times at Michael’s house, bonding over our mutual love of peanut M&Ms. He should be famous for his talent on the horn, but he’s more famous for his big nose. Judy has already joined the table. The rest are sophomores and freshmen. No seniors. Everyone waves.
“Hey, everybody. Leo! Where’s Michael?”
“He’s not interested,” Leo replies, leaning back in his seat. Judy has planted herself right next to him. “Something about being a cat who walks alone? He was quoting crazy stuff.”
“‘The cat that walked by himself, and all places were alike to him,’” I recite as I dump my backpack on the floor. It’s from a Rudyard Kipling poem Michael’s obsessed with. I memorized part of it to impress him.
“That’s him!” Leo says. I can’t tell if he’s ignoring Judy as she checks him out or if he honestly doesn’t notice.
“I’m not an atheist,” Judy says, hunching forward. Her large hazel eyes are perfectly winged with black eyeliner. Her gaze sweeps the participants before landing on me. “I just like to question stuff. I hope that’s okay.”
“Totally! The only requirement is that you have a thinking problem,” I reply. “Or actually, that others have a problem with your thinking.”
As people chatter about how they each have a “thinking” problem, two words shout in my mind:
Where’s Keiko?
There’s a blur between the book stacks.
“Excuse me. I’ll be right back.”
I follow the blur. It’s definitely Keiko. She stops at a dead end in the Reference section, wiping her eyes on her jacket sleeve.
“Keiko, what’s wrong?”
“I told you we shouldn’t have advertised!” She sobs, her eyes red with tears, nose running.
“We had to put up flyers. It’s the best way to reach people who need us.”
“Making people walk through an angry crowd is cruel. And all those text messages! I have like almost a hundred! My parents are going to kill me for going over the limit.” The tears come in a torrent now. “And if they make me show them the texts…I don’t know what I’ll do.”
She sobs harder.
“I’m sorry,” I say, my throat tightening. I want to say something noble about how this is what happens when you stand up for what you believe in—or, in our case, don’t —but those words sit like bricks in my mouth. Also, I forgot she has a text limit. That’s cruel in and of itself.
“If this was really about helping people and not about your ego…” she says.
“My ego?”
“You always have to be right.” Her voice rises. “Well, maybe this is wrong. Maybe people should be allowed to think whatever they want instead of being told they’re wrong.”
Okay, now I’m mad.
“Keiko, the only people who aren’t allowed to think whatever they want are you and me! We rationalists need to stick together.”
“If thinking ‘rationally’ means you don’t think about putting your friends through hell, then count me out!”
She pushes past me, and storms out of the library.
I sink down onto the floor between the book stacks. What just happened? I’ve never seen Keiko that mad before. Is this just about her feeling embarrassed? Or is something else going on?
As soon as I can collect myself, I return to the group. The meeting attendees list the threats they’ve gotten from the vociferous religious/conservative/whatever faction of our school. It’s only a segment of the school population that’s a problem, but it’s still an issue.
“We’ve got to support each other,” I say as the meeting draws to a close.
“Seriously,” Judy says, although the younger members already seem like they might bail.
I exchange phone numbers with Judy.
As we head to the door, Leo hangs back as he digs into his backpack. “Hey, Charity?”
“Yeah?”
Before he can answer, Judy stuffs a piece of paper in Leo’s jacket pocket, giving him a look like she could eat him alive. “Just, you know, if you want to call me to study or anything.” She winks at him—“Nice to meet you guys!”—and disappears out the door.
Leo watches her in a nervous stupor. “Did she just give me her phone number?” He digs the paper out of his pocket to check. He shakes his head, as if to wake up his brain. “Um…wait. Here.” He hands me something in a colorful wrapper. “I can tell you need this more than I do.”
It’s a bag of peanut M&Ms. My favorite candy in the world.
“Thanks, Leo.” I would hug him but he’s already running out the door. That gesture means more to me than he could possibly know. Or maybe he does. For the first time all day I feel warm and fuzzy inside.
They say bad news comes in threes. The first was the angry mob and the second was the fight with Keiko. I’m not superstitious, but I can’t help but wonder what’s next.
I was supposed to go home with Keiko and her mother, but that plan has clearly fallen through. The crowd’s dispersed and the school is nearly empty
as I wander toward the parking lot. Just as I pass the music building, Matt Swain is exiting the band room, trombone case in hand. He’s always friendly, so I ask him for a ride. A freakishly tall senior with a kind face, Matt’s the eldest of six kids in a super Catholic family. He’s also one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. He drives a beat-up yellow pickup and is far more preoccupied with the upcoming Winter Musical than with whatever else is going on at school. He was blasting away on his trombone in the band room, unaware of the library drama. As I recount the event, I tell him about the Skeptic’s Club meeting.
“So, you don’t believe in God?” he asks. “How come?”
“Why should I believe in someone I’ve never seen? It’s like believing in Santa Claus or the Easter Bunny. No one has ever produced the ‘real’ Santa Claus or Easter Bunny, and no one believes in them—except kids, of course. If you can produce God, I’ll believe.”
“Yeah, but God isn’t a person. He’s everywhere. In everything. You can see him in the trees and newborn babies and people in love. He had a body, but…you know.”
“When I see trees and newborn babies and people in love, that’s exactly what I see. Not God. That’s an interpretation of what you’re seeing. I get why people feel that way. It’s cool, but I’m just one of those people who needs proof. And I want to make that okay. Like, it’s okay to believe. Why isn’t it okay not to believe?”
Matt looks thoughtful. “Well, because you’re insulting people when you say you don’t believe.”
I can see where this is going, but I. Can’t. Shut. Up!
“Why is it an insult? Because I disagree? I don’t get it. We should value what we see, not what we don’t see. It’s like the person who is not gullible is persecuted.”
Matt’s face pales.
Oops.
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