“Ryder,” she breathed, and I was about to lose control and pull her lips to mine when I heard the television announcer say, “Okay everyone, it’s almost time for the ball to drop and ring in the new year! Thirty seconds to go!”
Everleigh jumped at the sound of the TV but our eyes never left each others. The whole world was on hold and we were the only two people in that moment that mattered. The seconds ticked by until I heard the announcer say, “Okay everyone, here we go! Get ready to kiss the one you love as the seconds tick away! Ten, nine, eight…”
“Ryder,” Everleigh repeated, desire in her voice, “I…”
“Seven, six five…”
“Everleigh…” I trailed off. I needed to back away before I let things get too far. But the way she was looking at me right now…
“Four…”
She wasn’t afraid. She wasn’t unsure. “Please,” she whispered.
“Three…”
“Are you sure?” I asked.
“Two…”
She nodded. “I’m ready.”
“One…Happy New Year!”
At the moment the clock struck midnight, Everleigh and I fell into each other and our lips instantly met. I wasted no time sliding my tongue into her mouth and she whimpered at the taste of me. Her kiss was like a drug to me…she was the best kind of high.
The arm I had wrapped around her shoulders moved down to the small of her back and she turned her body into me. Everleigh wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled my body into hers. She quickly wrapped her legs around my waist and straddled me on the couch and I groaned at the feel of her heat pressing against my growing erection. The only thing between us was two thin pieces of clothing from my pants and her tiny shorts.
I didn’t how far she wanted to take this, but however this went down I knew I didn’t want it to happen while we were on her couch. I wrapped my arms around her waist and quickly stood up, taking her with me. She tightened her grip on my waist with her legs and she gasped. “Are you really sure you are ready for this, Everleigh?”
I looked into her eyes, searching for anything I could find that would leave any doubt that this was what she wanted, but I found nothing. All I saw was pure desire and something else…was it love? Before I could dwell on it, I heard her say, “I am more than sure, Ryder.”
“I just don’t want us to do this and you wake up and regret it in the morning,” I said. I was falling so hard and fast for this girl that if she woke up tomorrow and decided that sleeping with me was the biggest mistake of her life, I knew I’d be devastated. Call me a big ass pussy but that’s how I felt.
She shook her head, which made her body wiggle right into my dick. I gripped her hips with my fingers to steady her. “Ryder, I have never been more sure of anything in my life. I want you so much and I’m not afraid anymore. This feels so right,” she said.
“It does,” I said, and she moved her mouth down along my jaw line and began to kiss and lick my neck. I gritted my teeth together and fought back a moan. “Evie, I’m scared,” I admitted.
She snapped her head up and her eyes widened. “Scared? Of what?” I shook my head. “Ryder, you can tell me. Maybe I can help,” she said.
I took a deep breath. “I’ve never made love to a girl before,” I admitted. I looked at her shocked expression and fought back a laugh. “Not in the way you think. I’ve had sex, Everleigh. A lot of it…” I said, and she looked away for a moment before looking back at me, “but I have never made love. I am scared that I will fuck this up if I go with my instincts. All I know is hard, fast, and dirty.”
She played with the hair at the nape of my neck. “You won’t. The way you have been with me since we met…you’ve been amazing, Ryder. When I wanted to slow things down you didn’t hesitate to respect me. When I fell apart, you picked up the pieces and are helping me put them back together. I know you won’t be too rough with me. I trust you,” she said.
Even though I was still cautious, that was what I needed to hear. Our lips met again and this time, our kisses were desperate and full of need. I carried her to her bedroom and opened the door. I shut it with my foot and Everleigh stifled a laugh. “What’s so funny, gorgeous?” I asked.
“You shut the door. It’s not like we have to be quiet now,” she said, and her eyes glassed over for a moment.
“Oh, Everleigh,” I started, but she shook her head.
“It’s okay. I just didn’t think before I spoke. I’m all right,” she said, and leaned in to kiss me again. I was trying not to read into what she’d said and when I felt her tongue glide into my mouth again, I was a goner. I walked her over to her bed and gently set her down. She started to reach for the bottom of my shirt, but I stopped her.
“Evie, listen to me. I’m going to be really honest here. It’s taking everything in me not to literally tear your clothes off and fuck you as hard as I can right here and now,” I admitted, and she swallowed hard. “All I am asking from this is that you let me take my time with you. I think that will help me to keep in control. I need to know that I can slow it down and be calm and the only way to do that is for you to give yourself over to me. Can you do that and really trust me?”
Wide eyed, she nodded. “I already told you I trusted you, Ryder.”
“I know but I guess I just needed to hear it again. I want to make love to you, Evie, and this is a new thing for me. I have to know I can be the right kind of lover you need. I guess I am asking for a chance to prove to both of us that I am the only man you will ever want,” I said.
“So, let me get this right. You are asking me to completely let go of every idea of sex I’ve ever had and let you do what you want to me?” she asked nervously.
“Yes, in a matter of speaking. Don’t worry, I’m not going to pull any freaky shit on you,” I said, smiling, and she lightly giggled. “I just basically want you to lay back and enjoy. Give yourself to me tonight,” I said, staring into her hypnotic eyes.
She bit her bottom lip and blinked a few times. “I’m yours, Ryder. I trust you,” she repeated, and I took her hand and pulled her to her feet.
“Put your arms up,” I commanded, and she did. I placed my hands on her waist and slowly started to pull up her camisole, trailing my fingers along her sides as I went. I pulled her top up and over her head with ease, and I gasped when her hair came cascading down in a waterfall of dark waves.
She wasn’t wearing a bra under her top and my semi hard dick went completely rock solid when my eyes landed on her absolutely perfect breasts. They were full, firm, and beautiful. I wouldn’t wait to taste them. “God you’re beautiful,” I said, and I quickly pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it to the floor.
She lowered her hands and touched my chest with shaking fingers. Her delicate hands roamed down my chest and felt my defined abs, which contracted at her touch. “So are you,” she whispered. I pulled her close to me and we both gasped at the feel of our skin touching. I swept her hair back off of her shoulders and began to kiss my way from her neck down to her collarbone before my mouth was on top of her breast. My hand covered one breast while my lips moved down and I got my first taste of one of her perfect pink nipples. She tasted so sweet, and I planned on tasting every inch of her body all night long.
Chapter 4
Everleigh
My eyes closed…it was hard to focus on anything other than Ryder’s deliciously sinful mouth on my nipple while his skillful calloused hands rolled and teased my other breast. I threw my head back and moaned loudly. I had never felt pleasure like this before…damn it, this man was talented. I could feel heat burning through me and my panties were dampening by the second. “You taste so sweet,” he said, and the feel of his warm breath on my nipples made them harden painfully. For a man that’s never really made love before, he was off to a damn good start.
He moved us to the bed again and he gently guided me back and I laid my head on my pillow. In an instant he was on his knees at the foot of the bed and he hovered over me fo
r a moment before his mouth was back on my chest, licking and tasting each breast. He didn’t spend too much time on them and I felt tingles shooting through me as he began to kiss his way down my stomach.
His tongue dipped into my belly button for a quick moment before his hands found the waistband of my shorts and he began to slowly pull them down. I lifted my hips slightly so he could pull them off with ease and soon they joined the growing pile of clothes on the floor.
Ryder’s eyes roamed hungrily up and down my body and I shifted around to try and ease some of the pain I was feeling from how turned on I was. “Fuck, you’re so sexy,” he said as I lay on the bed in nothing but a tiny red pair of panties. His fingers found the waist band of them and he slid them under the seam at my hips. “These panties are hot, Evie,” he said, licking his lips. “Are you particularly fond of them?”
“N-not really. I’ve had them forev-” I gasped loudly as I heard a loud riiip. I looked down and saw Ryder tear my panties clean off of me and toss them to the side.
He smiled sexily at me and cocked is head to the side. “Sorry, they were in my way,” he said, winking.
I smiled back. “Couldn’t you just as easily have taken them off?”
“Where’s the fun in that? Don’t worry, I’ll buy you a new pair,” he said, and his hands massaged my thighs as he stared down at my naked body. “God, Evie…” he said, almost like a prayer.
“What is it, Ryder?” I asked, still feeling a bit insecure.
“You are so damn beautiful. Everything about you is beautiful. Your lips, your long neck, your breasts, your stomach, your soft skin, and especially this,” he said, running his fingers along the outside of my entrance, “this is fucking gorgeous.”
“Oh my God,” I moaned, writhing around.
“Damn, you’re drenched,” he said, teasing around my folds. “So wet for me, aren’t you?”
I nodded and bit my lip. “That feels so good,” I moaned.
He leaned in and kissed my stomach again for just a moment before he said, “I have to taste you,” and before I could think his mouth was on my heat. I screamed out in ecstasy as his tongue rolled around my clit and up and down my entrance. He moaned loudly as he licked and tasted me. “Tastes…so….good,” he growled out between licks.
“Ryder! Oh my God!” I yelled, my hands finding his hair and grabbing onto it. He continued his torturous rhythm as my body was building and building toward what I was sure was going to be an extremely intense orgasm.
“Feel good?” he murmured.
I nodded. “Yes, oh God yes,” I moaned.
“Mmm, I could taste you all night,” he said, and I screamed out again when he slid two fingers in me. He groaned. “So fucking tight,” he said, and his mouth was on me again. I whimpered and moaned as he moved his fingers around inside me, his mouth never leaving me. I started to arch my back…I was so close. He knew, and he paused long enough to say, “That’s right, gorgeous, come for me.” At that moment, I was completely gone as a hard, strong orgasm rocked my body. My hands gripped the sheets as his mouth and fingers never left my body, prolonging my release. I was falling, falling, falling…I didn’t know when it would stop.
Once my body finally stopped shaking and my orgasm started to taper off, I felt Ryder kissing my stomach right above my pelvic bone. “Oh…wow…” I mumbled, barely able to form any words.
He softly chuckled and his breath caused goose bumps on my skin. “So, I take it that was good for you?”
I rapidly nodded my head. “Y-yes. Oh shit, Ryder, that was…” I said, and I felt a tear escape my eye.
He looked up at me and when he saw the tear rolling down my cheek, he looked panicked. “Evie, what’s wrong?”
I shook my head. “Don’t worry, I’m not crying. That was just so intense…that felt amazing,” I said, and he relaxed.
Ryder slowly made his way up my body with kisses, finally stopping at my lips. He hesitated before he kissed me, my arousal still glistening on his lips. I leaned up and pressed my lips to his and he groaned. It was strange to taste myself on his tongue…strange and sexy. It turned me on knowing that he loved the taste of me so the flavor didn’t bother me. It was really sexy.
“If you think that felt amazing just wait until I’m inside you,” he said, and he suddenly climbed off of me and stood next to the bed. I sat up on my elbows as he started to pull his pajama pants down. I wanted to be the one to take them off, but he also said he was afraid if I touched him or tried to be sexy with him he might lose control and be too rough with me.
My mouth went dry as I watched him slowly push his pajama bottoms down and they fell to the floor. He wasn’t wearing any underwear so as soon as his pants were down and he was stepping out of them, my eyes landed right on his large erection, or “gun” as he liked to call it. I started to shake with anticipation…I already knew that he would have to go slow with me but I knew also that just from the look of his thick, strong length that this was about to be the some of the best sex I would ever have.
I was already feeling incredibly aroused from the sight of him alone but when his hand reached down and he started stroking himself, I almost had another orgasm. “I can’t wait to feel you around my cock, Everleigh,” he said, and my heart started beating faster. “Do you want me to wear a condom?”
I bit my bottom lip. “I don’t know…do you feel like you need to? Am I safe with you?”
He nodded. “Yes, you’re safe with me. I don’t have anything, I get tested regularly. Besides, it’s been three months since I’ve been with anyone. I just worried about you being at risk of getting pregnant.”
I shook my head. “I want children one day but not right now. I am on the pill so we should be safe. Using a condom is really your call, Ryder.” I’d been on the pill since I was sixteen because my periods were all over the place so I stayed on them to stay regular.
He smiled at me. “I’ve never gone bare before,” he said. “Looks like this will be a night of firsts for me,” he said, and he stepped to me and climbed back on the bed. His hot, hard, toned body covered mine as I parted my legs for him. He fit so perfectly nestled between my thighs. It was like he was made to fit there and that no one would ever take his place.
I felt the head of his cock teasing at my entrance, a bead of moisture at the tip showing me he was ready for me. I grinded my hips impatiently and I looked into his eyes. “Ryder…” I whispered, silently begging him to take me.
He leaned in and rubbed his nose to mine. “You know if we make love there is no going back. I’m pretty sure that I’m never going to want to let you go after this. Last chance to back out, Evie.”
I shook my head and pressed my fingertips into his strong, broad shoulders. “I don’t want to back out. I want you as much as you want me and I don’t want you to let me go. Make love to me, Ryder,” I said, and I leaned up and kissed him.
He kissed me hard for a moment before pulling away and placing his hands on either side of my head. “Look at me, Evie,” he said, and my eyes flickered up to his. “Keep your eyes on mine. I want to look into them when I push inside you,” he said. I nodded and one hand left the side of my face and moved down to his erection. He positioned himself at the entrance of my heat, which was slick with my desire, and after rubbing himself on my clit a few times (which nearly cause me to come right then), he started to slowly enter me. I grasped onto his shoulders for support as he slowly took me inch by inch. “Oh fuck,” he said through gritted teeth, “you are so damn tight.”
“Oh Ryder,” I whimpered, my fingertips still digging into his skin. Hopefully I didn’t hurt him because holding onto him like that was the only thing keeping me from losing all control.
I felt my eyes start to roll back into my head as he kept inching his way in, but he said, “No, Evie, don’t look away. Keep your eyes on me, gorgeous,” and I did what he commanded. “God you are so beautiful,” he said, and then with one last quick thrust, he was all the way in. We both gasped loudly
as he filled me completely and he stopped for a second before moving. “Hold on, don’t move. You feel so god damned good that if I move right now I’m going to come,” he groaned through gritted teeth.
I was panting and craving some kind of relief so he put his thumb into his mouth for a moment before putting his hand in between us and rubbing my clit. After the first mind-numbing orgasm he’d already given me, my body was already a live wire of senses so it didn’t take but a moment for me to shatter around him in another orgasm. I wrapped my legs around his waist and held on tight as I came hard against his dick, which still hadn’t moved inside me. He groaned at the feel of my wetness against his cock and without another word he finally started to move.
His movements were slow and deliberate, like he was trying not to break me. My toes curled and my hands moved from his shoulders to his hair and I gently ran my fingers through it as he slowly made love to me.
He moaned and panted like it was his first time all over again, which in a way it was. This was a first for both of us. Neither Ryder nor I had ever made love to someone that we really had deep feelings for, and it made all the difference in the world.
With each slow thrust my body became more and more accustomed to him. It was like we were destined to make love only to each other for the rest of our lives. I didn’t know how he felt but in that moment with him deep inside me, making love to me so sweetly and gently, I fell completely in love with him.
He was moaning and breathing into my ear and said, “I don’t know if I can hold out much longer, Evie. You feel so fucking amazing…I just…can’t…hold…on…” he said, his jaw locked tight. Seeing Ryder barely hanging on, feeling his hard toned body rubbing against mine, feeling his thick, hard dick deep inside me had me on the edge of another orgasm.
He thrust hard one more time, hitting a spot deep within me I didn’t know existed and at that moment I was gone. I was completely lost in a bone melting orgasm and I felt Ryder start to shake and his dick start to thicken inside me. “God, Evie, I’m going to come,” he moaned.
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