“Do I? Jack is probably your real first name, but I’ll bet it doesn’t say McCall on your birth certificate.”
“My birth certificate conveniently disappeared into cyberspace a long time ago,” Jack said. “And if you think I’m going to tell you my last name, so you can tap into a search engine and get the goods on me, you’re a bigger sucker than I ever guessed.”
Tanner frowned. He loved puzzles, and he was exceptionally good at figuring them out. “Wait a second. You and Ashley dated in college, and she knew you as Jack McCall. Did you change your name in high school?”
“Let this go, Tanner,” Jack answered tightly. He had to give his friend something, or he’d never get off his back—that much was clear. And while they were sitting there planning his segment on Biography, Chad Lombard was looking for him. By that scumbag’s watch, it was payback time. “I was one of those difficult types in high school—my folks, with some help from a judge, sent me to one of those military schools where they try to scare kids into behaving like human beings. One of the teachers was a former SEAL. Long story short, the Navy tapped me for their version of Special Forces and put me through college. I never went home, after that, and the name change was their idea, not mine.”
Tanner let out a long, low whistle. “Hot damn,” he muttered. “Your folks must be frantic, wondering what happened to you.”
“They think I’m dead,” Jack said, stunned at how much he was giving up. That toxin must be digesting his brain. “There’s a grave and a headstone; they put flowers on it once in a while. As far as they’re concerned, I was blown to unidentifiable smithereens in Iraq.”
Tanner glared at him. “How could you put them through that?”
“Ask the Navy,” Jack said.
Outside, snow crunched under tires as Ashley pulled into the driveway.
“End of conversation,” Jack told Tanner.
“That’s what you think,” Tanner replied, pushing back his chair to stand.
“I’ll be out of here as soon as I can arrange it,” Jack warned quietly.
Tanner skewered him with a look that might have meant “Good riddance,” though Jack couldn’t be sure.
The back door opened, and Ashley blew in on a freezing wind. Hurrying to Tanner, she threw her arms around his waist and beamed up at him.
“The babies are beautiful!” she cried, her eyes glistening with happy tears. “Congratulations, Tanner.”
Tanner hugged her, kissed the top of her head. “Thanks,” he said gruffly. Then, with one more scathing glance at Jack, he put on his coat and left, though not before his gaze strayed to the Glock on top of the refrigerator.
Fortunately, Ashley was too busy taking off her own coat to notice.
Jack made a mental note to retrieve the weapon before she saw it.
“You’re up,” she told him cheerfully. “Feeling better?”
He’d never left her willingly, but this time, the prospect nearly doubled him over. He sat up a little straighter. “I love you, Ashley,” he said.
She’d been in the process of brewing coffee; at his words, she stopped, stiffened, stared at him. “What did you say?”
“I love you. Always have, always will.”
She sagged against the counter, all the joy gone from her eyes. “You have a strange way of showing it, Jack McCall,” she said, after a very long time.
“I can’t stay, Ash,” he said hoarsely, wishing he could take her into his arms, make love to her just once more. But he’d done enough damage as it was. “And this time, I won’t be back. I promise.”
“Is that supposed to make me feel better?”
“It would if you knew what it might mean if I stayed.”
“What would it mean, Jack? If you stayed, that is.”
“I told you about Lombard. He’s the vindictive type, and if he ever finds out about you—”
“Suppose he does,” Ashley reasoned calmly, “and you’re not here to protect me. What then?”
Jack closed his eyes. “Don’t say that.”
“Stone Creek isn’t a bad place to raise a family,” she forged on, with a dignity that broke Jack’s heart into two bleeding chunks. “We could be happy here, Jack. Together.”
He got to his feet. “Are you saying you love me?”
“Always have,” she answered, “always will.”
“It wouldn’t work,” Jack said, wishing he hadn’t been such a hooligan back in his teens. None of this would be happening if he hadn’t ended up in military school and shown a distinct talent for covert action. He’d probably be a dentist in the Midwest, with a wife and kids and a dog, and his parents and his brothers would be dropping by for Sunday afternoon barbecues instead of visiting an empty grave.
“Wouldn’t it?” Ashley challenged. “Make love to me, Jack. And then tell me it wouldn’t work.”
The temptation burned in his veins and hardened his groin until it hurt. “Ashley, don’t.”
She began to unbutton her blue silk blouse.
“Ashley.”
“What’s the matter, Jack? Are you chicken?”
“Ashley, stop it.” It wasn’t a command, it was a plea. “I’m not who you think I am. My name isn’t Jack McCall, and I—”
Her blouse was open. Her lush breasts pushed against the lacy pink fabric of her bra. He could see the dark outline of her nipples.
“I don’t care what your name is,” she said. “I love you. You love me. Whoever you are, take me to bed, unless you want to have me on the kitchen floor.”
He couldn’t resist her any more than he’d been able to resist coming back every time he left. She was an addiction.
He held out his hand, and she came to him.
Somehow, they managed to get up the stairs, along the hallway, into her bedroom.
He didn’t remember undressing her, or undressing himself.
It was as though their clothes had burned away in the heat.
Even a few minutes before, Jack wouldn’t have believed he had the strength for sex, but the drive was deep, elemental, as much a part of him as Ashley herself.
There was no foreplay—their need for each other was too great.
The two of them fell sideways onto her bed, kissing as frantically as half-drowned swimmers trying to breathe, their arms and legs entwined.
He took her in one hard stroke, and found her ready for him.
She came instantly, shouting his name, clawing at his back with her fingernails. He drove in deep again, and she began the climb toward another pinnacle, writhing beneath him, flinging her hips up to meet his.
“Jack,” she sobbed, “Jack!”
He fought to keep control, wondered feverishly if he’d die from the exertion. Oh, but what a way to go.
“Jack—”
“For God’s sake, Ashley, lie still—”
Of course she didn’t. She went wild beneath him.
Jack gave a ragged shout and spilled himself into her. He felt her clenching around him as she erupted in an orgasm of her own, with a long, continuous cry of exultant surrender.
Afterward, they lay still for a long time, spent, gasping for breath.
Jack felt himself hardening within her, thickening.
“Say it, Jack,” she said. “Say you’re going to leave me. I dare you.”
He couldn’t; he searched for the words, but they were nowhere to be found.
So he kissed her instead.
* * *
Ashley awakened alone, at dusk, naked and soft-boned in her bed.
The aftershocks of Jack’s lovemaking still thrummed in her depths, even as panic surged within her. Damn, he’d done it again—he’d driven her out of her mind with pleasure and then left her.
She scrambled out of bed, pulled on
her ratty chenille robe, and hurried downstairs.
“Jack?” She felt like a fool, calling his name when she knew he was already gone, but the cry was out of her mouth before she could stop it.
“In here,” he called back.
Ashley’s heart fluttered, and so did the pit of her stomach.
She followed the echo of his voice as far as the study doorway, found him sitting at her computer. The monitor threw blue shadows over the planes of his face.
“Hope you don’t mind,” he said. “My laptop came down with a case of jungle rot, so I trashed it somewhere in the mountains of Venezuela, and I haven’t had a chance to get another one.”
Ashley groped her way into the room, like someone who’d forgotten how to walk, and landed in the first available chair, a wingback she’d reupholstered herself, in pink, green and white chintz. “Make yourself at home,” she said, and then blushed because the words could be taken so many ways.
His fingers flew over the keyboard, with no pause when he looked her way. “Thanks,” he said.
“You’ve made a remarkable recovery, it seems to me,” Ashley observed.
“The restorative powers of good sex,” Jack said, “are legendary.”
He was legendary. It had been hours since they’d made love, but Ashley still felt a deliciously orgasmic twinge every few moments.
“Answering email?” she asked, to keep the conversation going.
Jack shook his head. “I don’t get email,” he said. “After I booted this thing up and ran all the setups, I did a search. Noticed you didn’t have a website. You can’t run a business without some kind of presence on the Internet these days, Ashley—not unless you want to go broke.”
“You’re building a Web site?”
“I’m setting up a few prototypes. You can have a look later, see if you like any of them.”
“You’re a man of many talents, Jack McCall.”
He grinned. He’d showered and shaved since leaving her bed, she noticed. And he was wearing fresh clothes—blue jeans and a white T-shirt. “I began to suspect you thought that while you were digging your heels into the small of my back and howling like a she-wolf calling down the moon.”
Ashley laughed, but her cheeks burned. She had acted like a hussy, abandoning herself to Jack, body and soul, and she didn’t regret a moment of it. “Pretty cocky, aren’t you?” she said.
Jack swiveled the chair around. “Come here,” he said gruffly.
Her heart did a little jig, and her breath caught. “Why?”
“Because I want you,” he replied simply.
She stood up, crossed to him, allowed him to set her astraddle on his lap. Moaned as he opened her bathrobe, baring her breasts.
Jack nibbled at one of her nipples, then the other. “Ummm,” he murmured, shifting in the chair. He continued to arouse delicious feelings in her breasts with his lips and tongue.
Her eyes widened when she realized he’d opened his jeans. He drew his knees a little farther apart, and she gave a crooning gasp when she felt him between her legs, hot and hard, prodding.
Just as he entered her, he leaned forward again, took her right nipple into his mouth, tongued it and then began to suckle.
Ashley choked out an ecstatic sob and threw back her head, her hair falling loose down her back. “Oh, God,” she whimpered. “Oh, God, not yet—”
But her body seized, caught in a maelstrom of pleasure, spasmed wildly, and seized again. Taken over, possessed, she rode him relentlessly, recklessly, her very soul ablaze with a light that blinded her from the inside.
Jack waited until she’d gone still, the effort at restraint visible in his features, and when he let himself go, the motions of his body were slow and graceful. Ashley watched his face, spellbound, until he’d stopped moving.
He sighed, his eyes closed.
And then they flew open.
“You are on the pill, aren’t you?” he asked.
She had been, before he left. After he was gone, there had been no reason to practice birth control.
Ashley shook her head.
“What?” Jack choked out.
Ashley closed her robe, moved to rise off his lap.
But he grasped her hips and held her firmly in place. “Ashley?” he rasped.
“No, Jack,” she said evenly. “I’m not on the pill.”
He swore under his breath.
“Don’t worry,” she told him, hiding her hurt. “I’m not going to trap you.”
He was going hard inside her again—angry hard. His eyes smoldering, his hands still holding her by the hips, he began to raise and lower her, raise and lower her, along the growing length of his shaft.
She buckled with the first orgasm, bit back a cry of response.
Jack settled back in the chair, watching her face, already driving her toward another, stronger climax.
And then another, and still another.
When his own release came, much later, he didn’t utter a sound.
CHAPTER 5
In some ways, that last bout of lovemaking had been the most satisfying, but it left Ashley feeling peevish, just the same. When it was over, and she’d solidified her sex-weakened knees by an act of sheer will, she tugged her bathrobe closed and cinched the belt with a decisive motion.
“Good night,” she told Jack, her chin high, her face hot.
“’Night,” he replied. Having already refastened his jeans, he turned casually back to the computer monitor. To look at him, nobody would have guessed they’d been having soul-bending sex only a few minutes before.
“I’ll need a credit card,” Ashley said.
Jack slanted a look at her. “I beg your pardon?” he drawled.
Ashley’s blush deepened to crimson. “Not for the sex,” she said primly. “For the room.”
Jack’s attention was fixed on the monitor again. “My wallet’s in the bag with my other gear. Help yourself.”
As she stormed out, she thought she heard him chuckle.
Fury zinged through her, like a charge.
Since she was no snoop, she snatched up the leather bag, resting on the sewing room floor, and marched right back to the study. Set it down on the desk with a hard thump, two inches from Jack’s elbow.
He sighed, flipped the brass catch on the bag, and rummaged inside until he found his wallet. Extracted a credit card.
“Here you go, Madam,” he said, holding it between two fingers.
Ashley snatched the card, unwilling to pursue the word Madam. “How long will you be staying?”
The question hung between them for several moments.
“Better put me down for two weeks,” Jack finally said. “The food’s good here, and the sex is even better.”
Ashley glanced at the card. It was platinum, so it probably had a high limit, and the expiration date was three years in the future. The name, however, was wrong.
“‘Mark Ramsey’?” she read aloud.
“Oops. Sorry.” Jack took the card back.
“Is that your real name?”
“Of course not.” Frowning with concentration, Jack thumbed through a stack of cards, more than most people carried, certainly.
“What is your name, then?” Since I just had about fourteen orgasms straddling your lap, I think I have a right to know.
“Jack McCall,” he said sweetly, handing her a gold card. “Try this one.”
“What name did you use when you rescued Rachel?”
“Not this one, believe me. But if a man calls here or, worse yet, comes to the door, asking for Neal Mercer, you’ve never heard of me.”
Ashley’s palms were sweaty. She sank disconsolately into the same chair she’d occupied earlier, before the lap dance. “Just how many
aliases do you have, anyway?”
Jack was focused on the keyboard again. “Maybe a dozen. Are you going to run that card or not?”
Ashley leaned a little, peered at the screen. A picture of her house, in full summer regalia, filled it. Trees leafed out. Flowers blooming. Lawn greener than green and neatly mowed. She could almost smell sprinkler-dampened grass.
“Where did you get that?” she asked.
“The picture?” Jack didn’t look at her. “Downloaded it from the Chamber of Commerce website. I’m setting you up to take credit cards next—the usual?”
She sighed. “Yes.”
“Why the sigh?” He was watching her now.
“I have so much to learn about computers,” Ashley said, after biting her lip. That was only part of what was bothering her, of course. She loved this man, and he claimed to love her in return, and she didn’t even know who he was.
How crazy was that?
“It’s not so hard,” he told her, switching to another page on the screen, one filled with credit card logos. “I’ll show you how.”
“What’s your name?”
He chuckled. “Rumpelstiltskin?”
“Hilarious. Do you even remember who you really are?”
He turned in the swivel chair, gazing directly into her eyes. “Jack McKenzie,” he said solemnly. “As if it mattered.”
“Why wouldn’t it matter?” Ashley asked in a whisper.
“Because Jacob ‘Jack’ McKenzie is dead. Buried at Arlington, with full military honors.”
She stared at him, confounded.
“Get some sleep, Ashley,” Jack said, and now he sounded weary.
She was too proud to ask if he planned on sharing her bed—wasn’t even sure she wanted him there. Yes, she loved him, with her whole being, there was no escaping that. But they might as well have lived in separate universes; she wasn’t an international spy. She was a small-town girl, the operator of a modest B&B. Intrigue wasn’t in her repertoire.
Slowly, she rose from the chair. She walked into the darkened living room, flipped on a lamp and proceeded to the check-in desk. There, she ran Jack’s credit card.
It went through just fine.
She returned the card to him. “There’ll be a slip to sign,” she said flatly, “but that can wait until morning.”
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