by Adam Hall
Will you be here? Don’t be here Wednesday, pal.
The shape was still in the mirror. I don’t know if Foster had caught a reflection or heard the chains but he looked round and then sat facing forward again. ‘You’re going to have a crack at getting out, then.’
‘I’m taking you to London.’
He didn’t say anything immediately but I heard him suck his breath in. His fear was in the car, like a smell. He didn’t want to go to London; there were people there who’d believed they were his friends and he had something in common with all shabby men: he couldn’t face his creditors.
‘Throw me to the pack, eh?’
‘No. Formal trial.’ I brought the speed up another few k.p.h. ‘And no faked evidence.’ I was taking the odd chance with the unpredictable surface but they didn’t drop back. One of my eyelids had started flickering because he’d had time to think about things and there was the vulnerable point that could finish me and I no longer believed he’d miss it.
‘Revenge is sweet, that old lark.’
‘Oh balls, you don’t mean anything more to me than something on a doorstep and it’s mutual.’ There was a soft area in him that I hadn’t suspected: an inability not to emote. It felt sticky. ‘A full-scale trial’s going to tell us a lot more about you and your network. I’m just taking some goods home, it’s my trade.’
We crossed Jerozolimskie and headed north and heard firing again.
‘Then you’ve had it, old boy. Without you in control of those nervy idiots, your hostage is as good as finished.’
I felt my scalp go tight.
‘Not necessarily.’
Suddenly his discipline broke and his voice became. very bright. ‘If there’s another police raid they’ll shoot him before they’re taken. Otherwise they’ll shoot him in any case when he’s no more use. He was a good man, you know that? He was my one friend, the only man who ever understood.’
‘Bloody shame, what chance did you give the others to understand?’
He made me sick.
The street lamps flickered and steadied again. I took the next set of lights on the red and the shape closed right in, filling the mirror.
When he spoke again he’d got the control back.
‘That’s a patrol car behind, as I suppose you know. They weren’t satisfied, that’d be it, wouldn’t it? They’re checking to see where we go. Better pull in, you know the score now.’
They began flashing and I tipped the mirror.
When the trap closes you. shake at the bars, it’s a reflex, all animals do it. Their klaxon started up and I took an intersection and hit piled snow and got her back and swung left and saw I’d blown it because there were barriers across the street and the lights flickered again and went right out, one of the power stations gone up, no help to me, dark figures moving among lamps, the shadows alive and something waving, red and white stripes, then flashes poppling the dark and I spun the wheel and felt the front end go, Foster calling something, the bodywork taking a shock and then another one, rapid rifle fire.
Still spinning and then the rear hit a kerb and we bounced and some feel came back into the steering and I used it, sudden brilliance striking across my eyes, the patrol car coming at us with the heads full on and then glass smashed behind me and I sat low and found a gear and got traction again as the patrol glanced off and the scene went black in contrast, coming up again as I hit the heads on and kicked the switch to full, a repeater starting a rat-tat from the barricade, a side window going and my arm jerking to the force, pain flaring, then some stability as the chains bit and we closed on the intersection, the sound of the engine taking over from the noise back there, the fusillade fading as I drifted the right-angle and sped up, settling along the street’s perspective.
Check gauge: tank-strike possible.
The slipstream rushed, back-pressure flowing through the smashed, rear glass, the frozen air from the side window setting up turbulence. The dead street lamps hung above us.
Foster was leaning against me and I gave him a nudge but he didn’t sit up straight,
A few kilometres out of the city I passed through the humped shades of tanks harboured in line at the roadside. Their engines were silent and the troops standing about looked idle, some of them smoking a cigarette. A lamp flashed but that was all: they weren’t interested in normal traffic.
I dropped him off soon afterwards. It was only a ditch where the wind had scooped a shallow in the lee of thorn, but better, from his point of view, than London.
On my way back to the car I saw a jewel lying on the snows southward, blue-green and as brilliant in the winter night as Sirius above me. From here it had lost the look of a city, of anywhere I’d ever been, but when later my lights rushed north the fragments of memory came and went, like a far lamp winking out: a curl of hair, a shadowed mouth, who are you please.
The Hamilton had steam up but I wasn’t overdue: my signal had allowed for ice conditions and I’d avoided towns, taking my time so as to reach Danzig by dark. I ran the Mercedes into the truck park on Quay 4 and walked to the crane at the end. I wasn’t there long: it was in sight of the starboard lookout and a boat came slopping through the flotsam and took me on.
There was ice on the deck and I nearly did a pratfall but they grabbed me and I shook them off, small thanks: I was fed up because one arm wouldn’t work anymore and with the two windows smashed the cold had been paralysing.
‘I’ve sent for the ship’s doctor,’ first thing he said.
‘Oh Christ, what are you doing here?’ I wasn’t in the mood to talk and he’d want me to do that.
‘We were worried about you.’
I couldn’t get him into focus, things looked dim here, touch of snow-blindness all that way behind the shifting lights. He said: ‘I thought I’d come along.’
‘Well it won’t do your chilblains any good.’
‘Is he all right?’ someone asked, gold braid, I supposed this was his cabin.
‘I’m bloody tired, don’t you ever get tired?’ They were trying to pull the glove off but it was stuck. ‘Listen, what happened?’ The only stations I could find on the car thing had been jammed.
‘We’re waiting .for news ourselves. It’s all rather confused still, but we know the tanks didn’t go in.’
‘Well they couldn’t, could they? Whole idea, wasn’t it?’ Someone said we’ll have to cut it away, I could smell ether, sleeve as well they said, very dim in here, lying on something now. ‘Back, right?’
‘I didn’t quite catch that,’ leaning over me.
Effort, come on, I want to know.
‘Did Merrick get back all right?’
‘Ah, yes indeed, we met the plane. You looked after him splendidly, I’m really most grateful. Most grateful.’
The End