by Maggie Wells
This was exactly why she didn’t care for the unexpected. When she was prepared, she could pretend their kiss was nothing more than impulse on the part of a friendly coworker. She could control the compulsion to stare at his mouth and make sure she spoke in a normal voice rather than the sex-kitten purr his intense gaze all but demanded she use. With a little advance notice, she could school her racing pulse and do that whole inner pep talk thing Kate was so fond of invoking. She wasn’t opposed to all forms of combustion, only the spontaneous type.
“Ty.” She managed to spit his name out with a cordial head bob perilously close to a curtsy. Or maybe she was feeling a bit weak in the knees. “I thought you had meetings today.”
She tried to keep the observation light and casual, but the lift of his dark eyebrows told her he’d heard the hint of accusation at the edges. A glance at Mike proved he’d caught the sharpness in her tone too, so Millie did what she did best. She spun the situation to her advantage.
“I mean, you had me clear the schedule for today because you said you were booked solid.” Activating the touchscreen on her tablet, she swiped the wallpaper away and punched in her security code. “If you’re free now, I have a couple of bloggers I can line up for a webchat.”
He rose from the chair, slowly unfolding all eighty inches of his lean, muscular frame with the grace of a man who was certain of the gifts God had given him. Ty Ransom was one of those people who appeared to be moving in slow motion, even when he was flying past in a blur. Everything he did seemed purposeful and deliberate. His wariness was one of the things she liked about him. Also the main reason the clinch they’d shared one dark, scotch-soaked night was still headlining in her dreams. She never thought he’d actually kiss her.
Like his magnificent body, his smile was slow to bloom, but when it reached its peak, the damn thing was devastating. “You know, Mike, I’ve gone almost twenty-four hours without being bossed around by a woman half my size. I have to admit, I was feeling sort of lost.”
Mike chuckled and pulled a file off the stack on his desk. “We all live to be managed by Millie.” He flipped open the folder, pulled the top sheet off the stack, and waved the paper at her. “I’m approving the trip to New York for the NSN interview, but I’m not putting you up for a week so you can make the morning show rounds.” He placed the page back in order, closed the cover, and held the dossier out to her. “Your travel arrangements are in the folder. Ty’s leaving from New York to head straight to Reno.”
“Reno?” Her head whirled as she accepted the folder. First, she had to wrap her mind around the prospect of being alone on a trip to New York with the man, then the realization he wasn’t coming back with her. “Already?”
“Takes six weeks’ residency.” Ty lifted a shoulder in a shrug. “If I go now, I can have the divorce finalized and be back before fall practices are in full swing.”
“Right.”
Six weeks in Nevada, and his divorce would be final. The plan was logical. Reasonable. And for some reason, slightly more disturbing than the prospect of Ty being free from his wife once and for all.
Ever since the night he’d bottomed out in a bottle, he’d been as calm and placid as a pond in the heat of high summer. Cool too. Not to her in particular, but to everyone and about everything. The man had his game face on, for sure. The problem was, Millie wasn’t entirely certain if she was supposed to be playing offense or defense whenever she was around him.
“My lawyer and I met with Mari’s. I was with my attorney all morning making sure the bases were covered. We have the plan worked out. She doesn’t want to leave lover boy alone for long, so I’m going to Reno to establish residency,” he explained. “The divorce will be final by Labor Day, and I can get on with things.”
Something about the gleam in his eyes struck her as odd. He was wary, and his steady gaze was more than a little speculative. As if he were expecting her to react in a certain way but not quite sure she wouldn’t disappoint him. Feeling as if she were tiptoeing through a field filled with land mines and all too aware of their audience, Millie gave him a small, sympathetic smile. “I see.”
He laughed and took a step toward the door. Sucking in a sharp breath, Millie stood her ground as he passed too close for comfort. The little smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth told her he’d brushed past her on purpose. But she wasn’t the type to be intimidated by big men. On the contrary. The bigger, the better, as far as she was concerned. The move came off as a bit adolescent, in truth. And finally, the reason why pinged on her radar. He was as off-kilter as she was. Maybe even more.
A rush of power pulsed through her veins. She tipped her chin and upped the ante with a full-on sassy-pants grin. “Well, good luck. I hope everything works out for you.”
He stopped, standing way too near for either of them to be completely unaffected. “I’m going to see you later, aren’t I?”
The husky, intimate timbre of his voice short-circuited her brain. “What?”
She darted a meaningful glance at Mike, seated behind his desk with his hands resting on the blotter. He studied them with narrowed eyes, like they were a couple of amoebas trapped under a microscope slide. Or worse, as if they were hooligans and he was trying to figure out which one had thrown a baseball through his window.
Clearing her throat, she arched her brows as she tried to deflect with some good old-fashioned professional detachment. “What’s scheduled for later?”
Ty tapped the travel documents in her hand with one long finger. “You, me, flying to the Big Apple.” He flattened his hand and mimed an airplane taking off. “You wanted a front-row seat for my beheading, remember?”
She blinked, then scrambled to recover as she threw up mental barriers in front of every naughty thought the prospect of jetting off to New York with this man spawned. “I’d never wish for any such thing,” she said, pressing her hand to her heart and aiming for an accent reminiscent of a scandalized Southern belle. “The dry-cleaning bill would be horrendous.”
Mike barked a laugh as he pushed his chair back. “Our Millie, the soul of sympathy.” He came around the desk and extended his hand to Ty. “Be good. Do everything the boss lady tells you to do,” he added with a nod in her direction.
“Yes, sir,” Ty answered, his smirk growing into a smile so wide, it upgraded his face from merely handsome to breathtaking. “I always do whatever Ms. Jensen thinks is best.”
“Good luck.” Mike gave Ty a slap on the back, then ushered them both toward the outer office. “We’ll be watching.”
Before she could get another word in edgewise, the door closed behind them, and she and Ty were left facing each other. At last, Ty glanced over at the solid mahogany door. “If I didn’t know he’d played football, I’d swear the guy was a point guard.”
Millie nodded. “I guess there’s a good reason they call them directors.”
The athletic director’s assistant didn’t look up or even break rhythm in her typing. “I emailed copies of your itineraries to your university and personal emails as well.”
Millie recovered first. Pulling the mantle of brisk efficiency around her like a cloak, she plastered a big smile onto her face and started toward the open doorway to the hall. “You’re the best, SaraAnn,” she called over her shoulder.
“I know!”
Millie laughed, and her stride hitched. Then, six feet eight inches of freight-train-solid man almost plowed right over her.
“Oh! Oof!”
His hands closed around her upper arms. Millie wasn’t quite sure if he was trying to catch himself or keep her from falling, but she figured intention hardly mattered as long as they didn’t end up on the floor of the main hall in a tangled heap.
“Sorry,” he breathed as he shifted his center of balance to correct their momentum.
Ty repeated the apology under his breath while he straightened to his full height once a
gain, but she waved the annoying little word away. “I didn’t use my brake lights.” Too chicken to look directly at him, she cracked open the cover and peeked at the neatly typed schedule inside as she pivoted away from him. “So I guess I’ll see you at the airport this evening.”
“About that.” He fell into step beside her, waylaying her attempt to escape. “I was wondering what you’d think about giving me a ride.”
She wasn’t sure if it was his phrasing or the hopeful note in his voice, but something set off the warning bells in her head. She paid about as much attention to the clamor as a native New Yorker does a car alarm. “A ride?”
“Not that kind of ride,” he said with a chuckle. “Wait. No.” He drew to a sudden halt, and automatically, she stopped too. His forehead puckered as he gave the innuendo due consideration. “Yes to both kinds, if you’re willing.”
“Stop.” She raised a hand to underscore the command.
A wicked smile curved his sculpted lips, but he ducked his head deferentially. “A ride in your car to the airport,” he clarified.
She thrust her hip out, standing her ground. “You locker room jocks think everything is an opening, don’t you?”
“I am a playmaker,” he countered.
She rolled her eyes and directed her commentary to the trophy cases lining the deserted corridor. “Barely a week since I found him crying in his cups, and now he thinks he’s a player.”
His smile warmed, and his eyes crinkled at the corners. “I don’t think I am. I know.”
“Well, try to keep your pants zipped for the next six weeks, Romeo. I’m having enough trouble paying off the checks your mouth wrote without you adding a paternity test or two to the mix.”
The winning smile disappeared, and he looked injured. “That was uncalled for,” he said, his voice low and soft with disappointment.
“I’m sorry.” And she was. “A joke, and a bad one.”
He’d been getting too close, pushing all her buttons. She wanted to back him off a bit.
“Last week notwithstanding, I know how to handle myself both personally and professionally,” he said stiffly.
“I know. I apologize.”
Didn’t he understand? Didn’t he feel the buzz? She needed to distance herself, because having him so near was becoming too much for her to handle. Millie had spent the better part of the week reminding herself this was a dangerous situation for both of them.
Or maybe it was only dangerous for her. Maybe he wasn’t actually interested in her but just…felt lonely that night.
Either way, she needed to buckle down and tough it out. She could get through the next twenty-four hours without doing something she couldn’t undo. Then, once he was safely on a plane winging his way west, she could think about him.
“Aren’t you on my side?”
The question surprised her. She looked up to find him searching her face as though the answer might be tattooed on her forehead. She hoped he was getting a clear read on the indignation flaring in her cheeks. “What? Why would you ask me that? Of course I am. I’m the one who’s been standing right beside you all week.”
“I’m not questioning your loyalty to the school or your job, Millie. I’m asking you.” He paused long enough to take a deep breath. “Do you like me? As a person.” He added the last part in a rush, like he felt an urgent need to sew up any loopholes she might dive through.
Torn between being mortified and affronted, she did the only thing she could do when put squarely on the spot. She fired back with the truth. “Yes. Of course I do.”
“As much as I appreciate the ‘of courses,’ I’m well aware not everyone does like me, and I’m okay with that.” He gave her a wry little smile. “I’m not okay with you not liking me though.”
“I don’t,” she blurted.
He reared back as if she’d slapped him across the face.
Panic gripped her by the throat while she scrambled to rewind the last bit of conversation in her head. Sadly, her babbling came across every bit as muddled the second time through. “I mean, I do.” He cocked his head like a quizzical spaniel, and she blew out an exasperated huff. “I like you. There. I said it, okay?”
He opened his mouth to retort, then snapped his jaw shut. Then he smiled. Not one of those broad lady-killer grins but a small, pleased smile that made her feel fluttery inside. Which was disconcerting. She wasn’t a fluttery sort of woman. In fact, she prided herself on her logical, if not surgical, approach to life. She was strong. Decisive. Independent and opinionated. Millie liked to say she was a leader, not a lemming.
Her ex-husband simply called her a ballbuster.
Millie gave her head a hard shake. No sense in dwelling on ancient history. She needed to focus on the present. They were standing mere feet from their boss’s office, acting like a couple of junior high kids trying to decide if they were going to be an item. She needed to make it crystal clear that they couldn’t be one. Ty was still married.
Besides, he hadn’t said he liked her. He’d only asked if she liked him.
The whole thing was nuts. She should be focusing on ways to parlay the media attention into positive press for the university. Instead, here she was, breathing harder than she did in mile seventeen and wondering if he was going to kiss her again. His lips parted as if he’d read her mind. Her gaze zoomed in on his mouth like she was the director of some low-budget porn flick. The ridiculousness of the situation wasn’t lost on her, but she had a hard time mustering a laugh. Acting out of impulse and a healthy dose of self-preservation, she pressed her fingertips to his mouth and tried not to think about how impossibly soft his lips were.
Tried and failed.
“This is neither the time nor the place,” she managed in a desperate whisper.
He nodded almost imperceptibly, the movement so slight he didn’t even dislodge her hand. Millie’s breath caught in a snarl when he pursed his lips and kissed the pads of her fingertips. Curling her fingers into her palm, she let her hand fall to her side.
“Pick me up at six,” he ordered in a low, gruff voice. When she was slow to respond, he quirked a challenging brow. “You remember where I live, right?”
A strangled laugh escaped her, and she ducked her head, amused by his audacity. The drunk and discombobulated man was long gone. No sight of him all week. Thank God. In his place stood this quiet warrior, committed to doing what he needed to do to reclaim his life. And damn if his determination wasn’t as attractive as all get-out.
Chapter 4
The seats in first class were roomy, but they weren’t spacious enough for Ty. And he wasn’t bitching about the legroom. Hell, a court’s length of space could stretch between them, and his skin would still prickle every time Millie moved.
“I can’t believe they booked us first class,” she said for the tenth time.
They didn’t, he thought, pressing himself into the corner of his leather seat so he could watch her. I did. With her wild-cherry hair and ruthlessly coordinated cream-and-gold outfit, she looked like some kind of exotic butterfly. One who wore stiletto heels to tramp through the airport and pulled a pink-and-purple polka dot wheelie bag. She looked up to be sure he was still an active participant in her one-sided conversation, then returned to rummaging through the enormous tote bag she called a purse.
“Every time I’ve flown before, they booked me in coach.”
He stretched his legs out as far as the high-dollar seating would allow, then shrugged. “I can’t sit in coach.” She looked up, her eyes bright and inquisitive over the rims of the cheetah-print half-glasses perched on the end of her nose. “Well, I can, but I’d have to buy the whole row to have enough leg room. It’s actually cheaper for me to fly first class.”
She blinked and cocked her head to the side. “You know, I never thought about that,” she confessed.
Pleased to have found a topic ot
her than his upcoming appearance as Greg Chambers’s whipping boy, he nodded. “I order my furniture custom too. Particularly couches and beds.” He tried to focus more on the relief he felt when his drool stain came out of the Ultrasuede sofa than the thought of chasing Millie around his outsized bed. The best way to do so was to talk about the elephant between them. “I would have had the kitchen and bath counters lifted, but that wouldn’t have worked for Mari.”
“I never thought about that either. What a pain.”
He chuckled. “I should have stopped eating my Wheaties, huh?”
Millie laughed and extracted a pack of chewing gum from her bag of tricks and offered him a stick. “I bet you cost your poor parents a fortune to feed.”
“Most of the time it was only me and my dad. And yeah, I remember the grocery bill being pretty outrageous.” Ty smiled as he waved her offering away. The memory of his father standing at the stove in his work pants, the sleeves of his shirt rolled back to avoid catching splatters as he stirred, filled Ty’s head. “God, he was a horrible cook. It’s a wonder we didn’t both starve.”
She laughed and unwrapped a stick of gum for herself. “He never got better?”
Ty stared, transfixed by the way she bent the pliant piece into an accordion against her tongue. A waft of fruity sweetness tickled his nostrils. He glanced down at the pack she’d tossed back into the cavernous bag, shaking his head as he noted she preferred watermelon gum to anything as boring as mint or cinnamon.
“No,” he whispered with an affectionate smile.
“Is he still with us?”
The cautious note in her voice snapped him out of his stupor. He wasn’t exactly sure what they were supposed to be talking about, so he responded with a noncommittal, “Hmm?”
She flipped her reading glasses up onto her head and met his eyes. “Your dad. Is he still alive?”