by Rowena
“Thank you,” I whisper to Jason, feeling him tremble as my lips graze his neck.
“Oh god, Calla—please don’t thank me for having sex with you.”
“No, I don’t mean that. I mean—through everything, you’ve been there for me. You’ve been a good friend, and you let me make all my mistakes while you made sure I always knew you were there for me. So thank you.”
I can tell he’s waiting for more but has decided not to push me.
How could I have taken so long to give this amazing man a go?
“I want for us to be more than just friends, Jason.”
“Calla, I don’t want to be a rebound.”
“It’s not that simple when it comes to us, is it? How long have we known each other? You might have been able to see it all the while, but I see it now too—I should be with you.”
Again, I feel him fighting against words. He needs more.
“Jason, I…I tried really hard not to look at you like that over the years. I did a pretty good job of it too, but every now and then…” I stop, feeling the weight of what I was going to say. It would be the first time I’m admitting it to myself, but it’s about damned time. “…Every now and then I’d wonder what it would be like to be with you instead. You made me curious, and part of me wanted to…” I chuckle. “…own you. That probably sounds bad.”
“No, Calla, continue.”
I let out another breath. “I truly can’t imagine my life without you, Jason, and as hard as I try to fight it, that attraction has never gone anywhere. Part of why I resisted you so hard, so rudely in that vault was because I knew I was somewhat vulnerable to you. I knew there was a part of me going against all my plans and wanting everything you could give me. Of course I had to fight it—I don’t roll like that, I’m a good girl.”
“You don’t have to convince me, Calla.”
“I’m a good girl, but yet here I am beneath you, a mere hour or two after breaking up with my boyfriend of nearly nine years. Here I am, looking forward to the next time you fuck my brains out. Here I am, longing for your lips on mine again, hoping that every word you said to me is true because it’s scary how much I want you…”
Jason’s deflating cock reverses its course, and I feel him hardening inside me again.
“Calla, you know I meant every word—I’ve loved you since I was thirteen, and that’s not gonna change.”
I try not to cry at his admission, even though he has told me this before—although not in so many words.
“Please,” I say, “we can go as slow as you want, but I do want to be with you, Jason.”
He chuckles. “As slow as I want, she says. Calla, you know I’ll do practically anything you want. I love you.”
“I love you too, Jason.”
My heart feels like it’s bursting from the admission, like the final piece has come together, like some part of me has attached itself to some part deep within him with those words. It feels like we are now tied to each other, bound by our hearts.
Jason starts moving inside me again, his head still over my shoulder as if he doesn’t want me to see his face.
“Calla, you don’t know how much that means to me,” he says softly, and then starts drilling me harder, slapping his pelvis against mine as his cock plunges me.
“Move in with me,” he says. “I hate people being able to waltz right into your building and up to your door if they want. I want you near me at all times—when you’re not at work, that is. I’ll take care of you, Calla, no matter what. We can start looking for a two-bedroom later today or tomorrow or…”
“Deal,” I say, grinning as joy radiates through me at the thought of having Jason next to me every night, seeing his face every day when we come home from work, making love to me anytime.
We writhe against each other, matching thrust for thrust, whispering sweet nothings and everythings, and I can feel another orgasm building in me.
I confess love to him once more, and he does the same, moments before we both explode in thunderous climax again.
Tears finally escape my eyes as I hold him tight.
I have no doubt that Jason is my true destiny, and I look forward to every day we get to spend together, trying hard not to acknowledge the part of me saying, Thank you, Voice.
END
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Rowena writes friends-to-lovers erotic romance and erotica with an element of unwillingness. She likes a bit of darkness involved as long as no one really gets hurt—at least, only in good ways. ;) Forced proximity and kidnapping romances are her favorites.
She enjoys making up circumstances in which two people are forced to confront their feelings—sexual and otherwise—to the object of their desire, feelings they have been hiding or running from because of a major barrier or conflict of interest. Usually, her characters have known each other for quite a while, so their first sexual encounter has been a long time…coming.
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Sensual Nicole is a dirty rotten tease.
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Now that he’s on to her, he’ll take things a step further and make sure the tease thinks twice before she messes with a red-blooded man like him—and she’ll learn her lesson hard and without protection! Grab it here!
From the TIED TO HIM: MY BFF series (unrelated stories):
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They both think the other sees them as nothing more than a friend, but this time, as Jake heads home from deployment, he plans to show Gina not only how much he has missed her, but how much more than a friend she’s about to become once he gives it to her hard and without protection. Get it here!
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Brandon can’t take it anymore.
His sexy longtime friend, Lola, needs to crash at his place for a while, and he’s not sure how he’ll handle his secret desire for her. He wants to take advantage of the situation, but he’s not sure where to start.
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Curvy, untouched Janine thinks she’s ready for the next important step in her womanhood, so she’s on the lookout for a strong alpha male to give her innocence to.
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She asks Josh to hook her up with the hunky stranger and Josh agrees, but he suddenly realizes that he should be the one to get the voluptuous brown beauty’s gift, and he’ll make sure he gets to stuff his sexy best friend hard and without protection. Check it out here!
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She plans to keep the stories coming fast and hard. ;)
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