All eyes fixed on her.
She shifted uncomfortably in her chair. “If … if I’m still in the running. I know my employer gave me a terrible review, but—”
“Oh, please,” said Diane. “Anyone can see she’s just resentful that you were invited for an interview and she wasn’t. How stupid does she think we are?”
Gretchen stared at her. “Heidi applied for the job?”
“We really shouldn’t discuss the other applicants,” Sarah broke in quickly. “I think we’ve covered everything, don’t you?” The other Elm Creek Quilters nodded. Diane sniffed miserably, accepting the box of tissues Gwen passed her. “Is there anything you’d like to add, Gretchen?”
“Well, there’s my block—”
“Of course. Please, show us.”
Gretchen quickly brought out the Elm Creek Quilts block she had created and handed it to Sarah. They passed it around the circle, nodding and murmuring in appreciation—even Diane, who had abandoned her show of disapproval. When the block had traveled all the way around the circle, Sarah asked if anyone had any more questions.
“I have one,” said Sylvia. “You remind me of one of my star pupils from very early in my career. She was also named Gretchen, but her last name was not Hartley. You wouldn’t be her, by any chance, would you?”
Gretchen glowed. Sylvia had called her a star pupil. “Hartley is my married name. I was in your home economics course in college.”
Summer stared at Sylvia. “You taught home ec?”
“Only because they wouldn’t hire me to teach quilting in the art department.” Sylvia fixed her gaze on Gretchen. “Why didn’t you mention that you’re one of my former students?”
Gretchen fidgeted and gestured to the copy of her résumé in Sylvia’s hand. “I described my educational background in some detail.”
“Yes,” said Gwen, amused, “and you somehow managed to omit that one important fact.”
“I honestly didn’t think Sylvia would remember me,” confessed Gretchen. “I didn’t want to seem as if I was taking advantage of an earlier acquaintance, especially since it was so long ago. It didn’t seem fair to the other applicants.”
“All’s fair in love, war, and job interviews,” said Sylvia, smiling faintly. “In the future, I hope you won’t be so reluctant to sing your own praises.”
Gretchen smiled back, her spirits rising. “I’ll remember that.”
After that the interview wrapped up quickly. Sarah waited while Gretchen retrieved her overnight bag from the car and then led her upstairs to a comfortable suite on the second floor where she would spend the night.
After unpacking her things and hanging up her change of clothes in the wardrobe, Gretchen returned downstairs to call Joe from the campers’ phone in the converted ballroom. She passed a white-haired woman perhaps not quite ten years older than herself sewing in an armchair in the foyer.
Suddenly the woman set down her work. “I’m going to flunk out of quilt camp. I just know it.”
Gretchen paused. “I don’t think you need to worry about that,” she said. “The teachers here don’t grade your work. All they ask is that you try.”
“That’s the problem. They’ll think I haven’t been trying very hard when they see this Rose of Sharon block. They’ll think I’ve been sleeping in class.”
“Nonsense. They’ll think no such thing.” The woman looked unconvinced, so Gretchen added, “Do you want some help?”
“Yes, please. If you have time.”
Gretchen didn’t, not really. She wanted to call Joe right away so she would have time to properly prepare for dinner with the Elm Creek Quilters, where they would surely continue to evaluate her even though the official interview had ended. It was too bad she had not run into this woman before her interview, when she had so much time to fill. “I’m in no hurry,” she said, crossing the foyer.
The woman handed her the Rose of Sharon block, and Gretchen quickly spotted what had so frustrated her: a slight bulge in the side of an appliqué leaf where a perfectly smooth curve should have been. “Your stitches are excellent,” remarked Gretchen, inspecting the underside of the block. “The problem must be in the preparation of the appliqué. From the feel of it, I’m guessing you used freezer paper. Did you place it wax-side up on the wrong side of the fabric and iron the seam allowance down so it stuck to the wax?”
The woman nodded. “That’s right.”
“You might want to try placing it wax-side down instead and ironing it so the whole appliqué sticks to the wrong side of the fabric.”
“Wax-side down?” echoed the woman, puzzled.
“That’s right. Then take a little glue stick and glue the seam allowance to the smooth side of the freezer paper. Your edges will be smoother and they’ll stay put until your appliqué is sewn in place on the background fabric. When you want to remove the paper, just cut through the back as you ordinarily would, and press the block with a damp cloth between the block and your iron to loosen up the glue. The paper will come right off.”
Gretchen returned the block to the woman, who was staring at her. “That’s very clever.”
“I’ve found it to be a very useful technique.”
“I have honestly never heard of that method, not in all my years of quilting.”
“I didn’t invent it,” said Gretchen, startled by a curious look in the woman’s eye. “I just picked it up along the way.”
“Even so,” said the woman, rising. “Even so. Thank you very much, Gretchen.”
Gretchen nodded a good-bye and watched as the white-haired woman disappeared into the parlor where the Elm Creek Quilters were still conferring, or perhaps comforting Diane. Only then did Gretchen realize that she had not told the woman her name. She was almost completely certain she had not.
Curious, she almost knocked on the parlor door on the way to the ballroom but decided against it. As she hurried off to tell Joe about her day, she thought of Diane and her desperate, misguided, and rather poorly conceived plan to prevent her friends from leaving. How wonderful it must be to work with friends who loved you enough to risk utter foolishness to keep you close.
The place where one worked and the work one did was not enough. Without the company of good friends, even the most interesting job could become drudgery, something to be endured rather than enjoyed. No wonder Gretchen had been dissatisfied with Quilts ’n Things, a place that most quilters regarded as the mortal world’s closest equivalent to heaven.
Whatever else happened, Gretchen knew she could not go back to work for Heidi. Their partnership had fractured beyond repair, and it was long past time for Gretchen to move on. She had made her decision and nothing would change her mind. She did not need to talk it over with Joe, who had been encouraging her to quit for years. She did not need to rehearse her departure speech, or spend hours writing and rewriting a letter of resignation, or worry about what other people would think of her or how Heidi would explain things to their customers after she was gone.
Tomorrow she would stop by Quilts ’n Things on her way home and break the news to Heidi.
Whatever the Elm Creek Quilters decided, Gretchen’s days at Quilts ’n Things were over.
The Elm Creek Quilters
Perhaps to convince Diane that nothing could prevent them from leaving, Summer and Judy wanted to begin discussing the candidates right away, but Sylvia thought they needed some time alone to reflect—and in some cases, to allow their tempers to cool. She announced that they would meet in the parlor the following day between supper and the campers’ evening program to deliberate.
Before dismissing them, Sylvia instructed the Elm Creek Quilters to evaluate the applicants based upon everything they had presented since the selection process began, and not only upon the applicants’ performances in the interview. It was fair to say that, thanks to Diane, the applicants would have fared better in a classroom with only the questions and problems of real students to confront them.
“We must consider all of the appl
icants’ qualities,” said Sylvia.
“Not only how many years they’ve quilted, or how much teaching experience they have, or how many awards and accolades their quilts have won, but all of those things, and more. Why do they want to work here? What will they bring to our circle of quilters, beyond their technical expertise? How will they fit in with us, and how will they complement one another? What will their presence here mean for the future of Elm Creek Quilt Camp? Our choice will say as much about us and what we want for Elm Creek Quilts as it says about those we decide to hire.”
“Can’t we just draw straws?” grumbled Diane.
Sylvia smiled. “No, dear. I’m afraid there’s too much at stake.”
Heidi’s eyes went wide. “You can’t mean that.”
“I do,” said Gretchen. Already the office felt like a stranger’s. “Please ask your daughter to contact me about purchasing my share of the business. If she isn’t interested, I’ll find someone else.”
“But—but what about the shop? Who will cover for you?”
“I’m sure one of our part-timers would be glad to go full-time.”
Heidi’s expression was both lost and trapped. “But we’ve been together so long.”
“Perhaps too long.” Gretchen shouldered her purse and rose from her chair. “Good-bye, Heidi.”
She turned and left the office with her head held high, prouder of herself than she had been in many years.
But she could not deny the small ache of regret that a longtime friendship was over, and that something that had begun with so much promise had ended in disappointment.
The morning after her disastrous interview, Karen woke to a soft rapping on the door to find sunlight streaming in through the window. She sat up with a gasp and frantically searched the bed beside her for the baby. Lucas was not there, nor could she remember getting up in the night to nurse him.
“Good morning, honey.” The door eased open and Nate entered, carrying a tray. She caught the aroma of coffee.
“Where’s Lucas?”
“Downstairs in the kitchen.”
“Alone?” She threw back the covers.
“No, honey, stay in bed. He’s not alone. Ethan is keeping an eye on him.”
“Our four-year-old is keeping an eye on the baby?”
“Just for a minute. They’re eating oatmeal. They’re fine.”
“When did Lucas wake up?”
“Around four, four-fifteen.”
“I didn’t hear him. He was in his crib crying for”—she glanced at the clock—“four hours, and I didn’t hear him?”
Nate shook his head. “He wasn’t crying. I got up with him and gave him a sippy cup. He fell asleep and I put him back in his crib. He slept until about a half hour ago.”
“You’re telling me he willingly went back to sleep without nursing?”
“And now he’s downstairs having breakfast with his brother. I think you’re up to date now, just in time for your own breakfast.” He unfolded the legs of the tray and set it across her lap. “I made waffles.”
“Breakfast in bed.” She sat up as Nate placed a pillow behind her back. “Looks like the sufferings of a guilty conscience.”
“You could just say thank you.”
“Thank you,” she said, after a moment. “But you know this doesn’t make everything all right.”
“I know.” He sat down on the edge of the bed. “What will?”
She studied the tray he had prepared for her—waffles in maple syrup, coffee with soymilk, veggie faux sausage, and orange juice. “I don’t know.”
“I’m sorry I ruined your shot at the job.”
She shrugged and picked up her fork. “They haven’t said no yet.” But she knew it was only a matter of time.
“Daddy!” came Ethan’s shout from downstairs.
“Da-Da!” echoed Lucas.
“I think you’re being summoned.”
Nate nodded and turned to go, but already they heard footsteps scampering on the stairs. Nate snatched up the tray and moved it to the dresser just in time to avoid the two little boys who ran into the room and hurled themselves at Karen. “Mama,” cried Lucas, delighted, as he and his brother tumbled over her, burying her in hugs and kisses.
“Hello, Lucas. Good morning, Ethan,” she said, hugging Lucas and tousling Ethan’s hair. “Did you have a good night?”
“Pretty good. Are you still mad at Daddy?”
She glanced up at Nate, who looked back at her anxiously. “Not so much. And how about you, pumpkin?” She kissed Lucas on his soft cheek. “You were such a good boy, going back to sleep for Daddy so nicely.”
“Good,” agreed Lucas, snuggling closer for another kiss. He patted her chest. “Muk.”
“Oh, muk, is it?” she growled, tickling the boys, who shrieked in delight and tried to get away. “That’s all I am to you people: milk in a shirt!”
Nate stood outside the play, closed off from them, watching, but Karen did not draw him in.
Mrs. Stonebridge kept her promise to stay at Ocean View Hills as long as at least one friend remained, but two days after Mrs. Blum left, her son arrived to take her to a new residence near his home in Santa Cruz.
Mrs. Stonebridge was in her eighties now. She had acquired a walker and white hair and aches and pains in her hands that made quilting a challenge, but to Maggie she was the same admirable, diplomatic leader, sorting out differences and disagreements with grace and humor. She had comforted her departing friends and had organized a round-robin quilt project among the Courtyard Quilters. In the days leading up to their separation, each quilter sewed a sixteen-inch block in her favorite pattern. Before the first of many departures, they exchanged blocks. Each quilter would add a border of her own favorite blocks to the center she had received, and on the last day of the month, she would mail the growing quilt top to the next quilter in the circle. After each quilter had added a concentric border to every other quilter’s center block, the tops would be returned to their owners in their new residences, a keepsake of dear friends.
In this way their circle of quilters would endure even though they could no longer gather every morning in their favorite chairs by the windows with the view of the courtyard garden.
When it was time for Mrs. Stonebridge to go, Maggie escorted her outside and waited while her son loaded her belongings in the car. “I’ll miss you,” she said, hugging the older woman. She was startled by how thin and fragile Mrs. Stonebridge felt in her arms.
Mrs. Stonebridge patted her on the cheek. “You take care of yourself, my dear.”
Maggie nodded and blinked back tears as Mrs. Stonebridge’s son helped her into the front seat. Just as her son started the car, Mrs. Stonebridge rolled down the window. “I forgot to tell you,” she called over the noise of the engine. “Guess who’s going to be down the hall from me?”
“I don’t know,” Maggie replied. “Who?”
“Lenore Hicks.”
The car pulled away from the curb. “Don’t get between her and pie,” Maggie shouted.
Mrs. Stonebridge laughed and waved to her through the window until the car turned onto the main avenue and drove out of sight.
Anna did not hear from Gordon for almost a week after the macaroni and cheese dinner at his apartment. She wondered if he had been waiting for her to apologize or if it had simply taken him that long to discover she had left.
She had her answer when she returned home from working as the lead chef at a banquet for the provost, who had requested her by name. Gordon’s voice on the answering machine was clipped and irritable. “You were inexcusably rude to sneak out like that without even telling us you were going. Theresa’s feelings were hurt. We may not be able to cook like you, but we did our best. Call me if you want to apologize.”
Anna didn’t. She erased the message and went across the hall to share the banquet leftovers with Jeremy. She hoped Summer had told him whether the Elm Creek Quilters had made their decision, but he had not heard anything.
Two days later, she discovered another answering machine message: “Anna, kitten. I’m not mad anymore. Give me a call and let’s talk.”
Once again she hit the erase button and did not return his message. She was growing accustomed to his absence and found she did not mind it.
As the days passed, his messages became more worried, more forlorn. “I miss you,” he said once, and, “I’m sorry.” He did not elaborate, and she suspected he did not know exactly why he ought to be sorry, just that saying so might bring her back.
Maybe it would. He seemed genuinely remorseful, if not for the right reasons. But how would she know for certain unless she gave him another chance?
One afternoon, she came home from work to discover that Gordon had visited her apartment in her absence. He had left a dozen roses in a vase on the kitchen table and a heartfelt note asking her to call and let him know she was all right. In the postscript, he added the last lines of the sonnet he had written her: “Thou shalt in me, livelier than elsewhere, Anna’s image see.” The memory of a happier occasion pained her.
The sight of the roses had startled her so much that she had left the apartment door ajar, and as she stood gazing at the note and wondering what to do, Jeremy peered in from the hallway. “Nice flowers.”
Quickly Anna returned the card to the envelope. “No one’s ever given me a dozen red roses before.”
“Very romantic.”
“You don’t have to be sarcastic. He’s trying.”
“Have you called to thank him?”
“Not yet.”
“Are you going to?”
“I don’t know.” Anna tossed the note onto the table and touched a rose petal. “He hasn’t paid so much attention to me in months.”
“Take my advice and don’t call. That bouquet doesn’t mean anything. Anyone can buy flowers. I could buy you flowers.”
“It’s not just the flowers,” Anna insisted. “Gordon cares about me. He gave me a gift—a gift from the heart. He wrote me a sonnet. How many guys do you know who write their girlfriends a sonnet?”
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