by Tracy Tegan
IT’S YOU
It’s Always Been You
WRITTEN BY TRACY TEGAN
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Copyright © 2014, Tracy Tegan, www.TracyTegan.com.
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Acknowledgements
About the Author
CHAPTER ONE
Zoey Parker has had serious feelings for exactly one person in her entire life and that was when she was in junior high. Since then, not as much as a spark for a single man. It wasn’t like she never dated, she just hadn’t found that someone special, that someone who was worth all the effort that it took to be in a real relationship.
So Zoey did what most single girls do with their time; she worked and enjoyed time with her friends. Only now, her best friend Kara has gotten married and is absolutely driven to find Zoey a match of her own.
Her stomach filled with butterflies as she strolled into Kara’s fancy hi-rise apartment building. The two have been practically inseparable since junior high. They were both cheerleaders, they double dated for prom, and even went to the same college.
Last year though, Kara married her boyfriend, Trevor, and while Zoey truly did think he was great, what wasn’t great was Kara’s insane devotion to the idea that if she could find true love, Zoey could too.
Kara was always trying to set her friend up on dates, insisting that if Zoey found true love like she had with Trevor, she would be blissfully happy and that was all she wanted for her friend. Novel idea, but as Zoey has learned the hard way, it isn’t always that easy.
She knew that Kara meant well, but she hated the endless stream of incompatible men Kara always found for her. Tonight was different though, because Zoey knew exactly who her pairing was with, and she couldn’t be happier about it.
Kara was going to throw a dinner party and invited her sexy neighbor, Stefano, to be Zoey’s date. Zoey didn’t really know him, only his name, but she had seen him a few times and thought he was absolutely gorgeous. He was tall, dark and pure perfection. She overheard him once speaking to someone and his accent made her heart skip a beat.
As Zoey stood in the elevator she caught sight of herself. She was having a great hair day and was sure that was a sign that tonight was going to go exactly as she had hoped. She tried not to let others see her looking at herself and admiring how her hair fell in soft waves, framing her perfectly made up face. The attention grabbing little black dress hugged her figure in all the right places and her matching six-inch, platform heels were the icing on the cake.
Stefano wouldn’t know what hit him, she thought confidently as she rang the doorbell to Kara’s apartment.
Zoey wasn’t normally one of those girls who obsessed so much about her looks, but tonight was special. Tonight was going to be the night she finally spoke to the man she’d been secretly lusting after for months.
It only took a second before the door flung open to reveal her best friend’s smiling face.
“Oh my god Zoey, it’s about time,” Kara said playfully.
Zoey looked down at her watch in confusion, knowing she wasn’t late. In fact, she was even early. Kara laughed, grabbed her by the hand and drug her inside, giving her a warm, welcoming hug.
“Now let me look at you. Girl, you are going to be the center of attention tonight. I love this dress on you, Zoey. It’s amazing.”
Zoey twirled around so that her best friend could get a good look at her and the sultry low cut of the back of her dress.
Kara gasped. “Wow, if that doesn’t get his attention, nothing will.”
Zoey followed Kara into the kitchen to check on the last minute preparations for their dinner party. On the way to the kitchen, they ran into Kara’s husband.
“Hey, Trevor!” Zoey leaned in for a quick hug. “You are looking fabulous. I see married life is treating you well.”
“It’s nice to see you too, Zoey,” he said as he fondly patted her shoulder while checking out her attire. “And look at you, all dressed up. I see someone is on the prowl tonight.”
Zoey giggled and then blushed. “You don’t think it’s too much, do you?”
“Show Trevor the back,” Kara said as she grabbed Zoey’s hand and twirled her around.
Trevor cleared his throat. “I don’t think there is a single man alive that would be able to resist you in that outfit.”
Both Zoey and Kara laughed and then went on into the kitchen to meet with the caterers.
The first guest to arrive was Evan, Kara’s older brother. His date for the evening was someone that truly surprised no one. He tended to date a certain type of girl and this one was right up his alley. She was a bleach blonde with overly large, inflated breasts and wore bright red lipstick that matched her tight, bright red dress which showed off more of her body than it covered. Looking at the girl closely, Zoey wondered if she was even old enough to drink.
“I see you’ve outdone yourself,” Kara said, clearly annoyed with her brother, as she leaned in to give him a hug. “And who might this be?” Kara asked, looking towards his date.
Evan’s date stuck out her hand, “Hi. I’m Ami. Ami with an I,” she giggled and actually bounced as she reached out to shake Kara’s hand.
“Hello Ami with an I, I’m Kara, Evan’s sister.”
Ami had a blank expression on her face, as if she had no clue who in the heck Evan was so Kara continued. “Evan Scott, your date.”
“Ooops,” Ami said giggling. “I forget things sometimes.”
“That’s okay sweetie,” Zoey interjected. “I’m sure there are some things that Evan wished he could forget sometimes too.”
“Oh no, Evan doesn’t forget things. He’s so smart. Did you know he went to college and actually graduated?”
“You don’t say,” Kara responded, trying her best to stifle a laugh.
Evan groaned and rolled his eyes and they all made their way into the living room to have a drink or two, or in Evan’s case, three or four.
Shortly after Evan and his date arrived, the doorbell rang again. Zoey was nervous, she knew this time it would be Stefano. While Kara went to greet her neighbor, Zoey made her way over to Ami to talk.
Ami was the last person she wanted to be speaking with but she didn’t want to appear too eager or anxious when Stefano walked into the room and saw her for the first time, plus she figured that Ami might give her something she could use to tease Evan with later on. As a child, Evan had tormented and taunted her, and now as adults, she took every chance she could to get her revenge and girls like Ami made it all too easy.
“So Ami, how long have you known Evan?”
Zoey expected some great story about how he picked her up in a bar the night before but no such luck. Ami, it seems, was distracted by the tall drink of water that had just walked in the front door.
“Is that
Stefano Nikos, grandson to Greek shipping magnate Spiro Nikos?” Ami asked excitedly.
“I don’t know his family history. He’s Kara’s neighbor.”
Zoey did her best to pretend to be engaged in a fascinating conversation with Ami but it wasn’t easy. While Ami rambled on about the Nikos family fortune, Zoey could hear Kara introducing Stefano to her brother.
“Stefano, this is my brother, Evan Scott. He’s a litigation support director at Baker, Price and Associates. Evan, this is the wonderful neighbor I have been telling you about, Stefano Nikos.”
“Well, well, this night just got interesting,” Ami said as she continued to look Stefano over.
“I’m sure your date would agree,” Zoey said under her breath while looking towards Evan who, at that moment, was staring right at them. Zoey couldn’t believe it, but she suddenly found herself feeling sorry for Evan. He had himself a real winner this time.
Zoey never understood why Evan dated the kind of women that he did. He was a great guy, good looking, smart, funny and successful. He was a real catch but he never, in all the years she had known him, seemed to have a real relationship or even date a girl that had any potential for something serious. It was always one stupid bimbo after another and over the years they seemed to be getting younger and dumber, if that was even possible. It was like he was going out of his way to make sure he found women that he knew he had no possible chance at a future with. Zoey just didn’t understand it.
With the exception of his choice in women, Zoey might even go as far as to say that Evan was truly the perfect guy, and if he wasn’t her best friend’s older brother, she herself would have hooked up with him years ago. And although she would never in a million years admit it, she’s had a secret crush on him since junior high, but it was never feelings she would ever allow herself to act on. Zoey knew Kara would kill her if she hooked up with her brother, back then as well as now, but especially back then. Even though, when they were kids it wasn’t all too likely it would have happened, as he was a complete ass to her. If he wasn’t ignoring her, he was busy making fun of her.
As a child, Zoey had been quite the ugly duckling and even uglier teenager. She was too thin, too pale, with bushy eyebrows, bad skin and her mouth full of braces didn’t exactly help either. Her confidence had bloomed as her skin cleared up, her braces were removed and she learned how to tame her unruly hair and eyebrows. She would never be a supermodel, especially considering the fact that she only stood five foot one inches tall, but still, nowadays she turns her fair share of heads and unlike Ami with an I, she did it with class.
But still, a relationship with Evan, no matter how much Zoey had grown up, was not in the cards. She knew that giving in to her secret desires for Evan would be the end of her friendship with Kara and she couldn’t do that. Kara had made it clear when they were kids that hooking up with her brother was not an option. Kara had been her lifelong best friend and nothing was ever worth risking that.
So Evan would only ever be her friend, Zoey could live with that, or so she told herself. And as his friend, what she couldn’t figure out was his need to bring around these bimbos and even more confusing was this Ami with an I. What is her problem? Most girls would be thrilled to be on a date with a guy like Evan, who by most female’s standards is considered a God among men. He was hot, super sweet and had done quite well for himself financially. He’s every girl’s dream. Okay sure, he wasn’t heir to a billion dollar fortune like Stefano, but still Evan did quite well for himself.
The more Zoey thought about it, the more annoyed she was about what Ami had said. And not because Stefano was supposed to be there for her, but because Evan was a great guy. How dare Ami not recognize that in him. Did she not know how lucky she was to be here with Evan tonight?
Kara walked over with Stefano and started to introduce him. “Zoey, this is ….”
Ami interrupted. “Are you kidding? No introductions are necessary. Who doesn’t know this is Stefano Nikos?” She stuck out her hand and Stefano leaned down to kiss it. Ami giggled and stuck out her chest. “I saw you on TMZ at that party with Paris Hilton last spring.”
Nudging Stefano out of Ami’s grasp, Kara turned his attention to Zoey.
“This is Zoey, my nearest and dearest friend.”
“It’s a true pleasure to meet you, Zoey. Kara has told me so much about you.”
As she stood before Stefano, all of her butterflies were gone. Suddenly the man she had lusted after for all those months just didn’t seem as wonderful anymore. It was probably the way his eyes locked on Ami’s breasts as he greeted her or perhaps that he loved the way Ami recognized him. She really wasn’t interested in the pseudo celebrity type.
Zoey turned around to grab her wine glass and when she did Evan glanced at her and for the first time that night, he noticed the low and seductive cut of the back of her dress. His eyes widened in surprise and then his gaze locked on Stefano who, at that very moment, had also noticed the sexy backless part of Zoey’s dress.
Evan took off his suit coat, hurried over to Zoey and sat it on her shoulders, covering her up. Surprised at his actions, she whipped around to face him.
“What are you doing Evan?”
“You looked a little chilly. I thought you might want to put my jacket on to cover up.”
Zoey was annoyed by the over protective gesture, but still something about it turned her on. What she didn’t get was why he was so concerned about covering up her body when his own date was standing right next to them, with an even more revealing dress on. Zoey stared daggers at Evan but he didn’t seemed to care. His only concern was keeping Zoey covered up and out of Stefano’s line of sight.
“Excuse us for just a moment,” Zoey said in the most polite voice she could muster, as she grabbed Evan’s arm and drug him to one of Kara’s guest bedrooms so that nobody could hear her reading him the riot act.
“What is wrong with you Evan? Have you lost your freaking mind? Why did you do that?”
“I didn’t like the way he was looking at you, Zoey. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t respectful.”
“That isn’t your business. I’m a grown woman and have every right to get hit on by men.” She groaned. “You are so damn frustrating sometimes, Evan!”
She started to turn but he grabbed her arm and twisted her around. When he did, she spilled her wine, right down the front of his pants.
“Oh my God, I’m so sorry, Evan. It was an accident, I swear.”
Without thinking, she picked up a decorative hand towel that was on a nearby dresser and tried her best to clean up the mess. As Zoey wiped down the front of his pants, she didn’t quite think about where her hands were at and what it was she was touching.
Evan, however, couldn’t think of anything else. His voice was low and breathy when he spoke.
“Zoey, I’m going to have to ask you to stop doing what you are doing.”
Still flabbergasted at what she had done, Zoey was just trying to clean up her mess and was not thinking straight.
“I can’t believe I spilled wine all over your expensive suit. I’m so sorry, Evan.”
“Please Zoey,” he pleaded.
But she didn’t listen and by the time she realized where her hands were, it was too late. The bulge in his pants gave away his desire and try as she might, Zoey couldn’t force herself to look away, and even worse, she couldn’t stop herself from grabbing ahold of it and rubbing it even more.
It felt much bigger than she had imagined it might be and more than anything, she wanted to unzip his pants and see if she was right. As she stroked him through the fabric, she found herself getting more and more turned on.
“We can’t do this, Zoey. It’s not right.”
The thought of her putting her sweet mouth on his cock sent sparks up Evan’s spine. Still, he knew he had to stop this. His sister would kill him if he fucked Zoey, and at one of her fancy dinner parties at that. Before he could try to stop her though, Zoey let her fingers caress his leng
th.
“We can’t do this, we can’t,” he tried to say yet again.
Her eyes holding his, she leaned in and for the first time in her life did exactly what she had always wanted to do; she kissed him.
“Okay, we won’t,” Zoey replied teasingly as she ran her tongue along his bottom lip.
She had wanted to do this for as long as she could remember. She had fantasized for so long about what it would be like to kiss Evan but never in a million years did she think it would ever be possible, and definitely not with all those people just in the other room.
“I promised I wouldn’t …” Evan wasn’t able to finish that line of thought. It just felt far too good to have her mouth on his. Nothing else at that moment mattered.
She pulled back and he watched her through half lidded eyes and waited patiently for her next move. He wanted to pull up her dress around her waist, rip off her panties and take her right there on the bed, but before he could do anything else, Zoey pulled back. She winked and then walked out of the room without saying another word, leaving Evan standing there alone and completely speechless.
CHAPTER TWO
Afterwards, Evan’s mind was flooded with thoughts about what just happened and who it happened with. Zoey had given him a mind blowing kiss and after, she just walked away.
What the fuck was that? He had fantasized about kissing those sweet lips of hers for years but that was better than any fantasy he’d ever had.
Zoey was his dream girl, someone he had secretly been in love with for years, but had always avoided because he promised his sister he would. It was the only thing Kara had ever asked of him. But now that Zoey had been the one to initiate the contact, did that make a difference? Would his sister understand it wasn’t his fault, Zoey had been the one making the moves on him? She’s the one who started it, how could his sister possibly blame him for what had happened?
And what did all of this mean for him and Zoey? Are they still just friends? Are they friends with possible future benefits? Did she want more? Was she still going through with her date for tonight? And what about his date, what was he going to do about Ami?