This shadow sees
   its breath. From the underground
   it comes, first the head, the neck
   wrapped tight, eyes to match, deep
   as cracked arctic snow. Flame
   turned inwards. The neighbors
   watch the shadow watch the man
   come, then go. This will be the last
   time. No one sees the shadow wrench
   itself from the flesh, the breath stop.
   (II)
   No one stands at this window now.
   The curtains drawn. Doors taped
   shut, the oven open, folded cloth 
   a pillow. In another room, upstairs
   an open window. The sound of children. 
   Winter sun. Cloaked mirrors. A book.
   Sylvia And I Disagree
   She tells me I haven’t lived the type of life 
   she has. I tell her I’ve been
   to Harvard Square. She tells me I will never 
   understand love. I tell her I have seen the face 
   of death. She tells me loving her means I must love
   Ariel too. I tell her I have always 
   been faithful. She tells me I am 
   not tall enough for her. I tell her when
   we are naked and I am on my knees 
   in front of her, I will be just the right 
   height. She tells me I don’t have enough 
   words to speak her voice. I tell her
   to spit into my ear, I can’t hear
   spirits with their mouths full
   of blood. She tells me she doesn’t
   know why she likes me. I tell
   her it is my illusion of idealism,
   love and morbidity: All the women
   I love are dead. She tells me to stop
   reading her letters. I tell her
   she was waiting all this time for
   someone to send them to. She tells me I
   don’t understand her poetry, why continue
   this hopeless quest. I tell her her love
   drives me into places where I might
   never go. I offer her a bouquet of black
   roses, I offer her my beating heart. She
   says, I am going to let you do this
   to me, she takes the roses, wraps her
   other hand around my heart, squeezes.
   
 
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