by P. D. James
Before ringing off he asked whether Father Baddeley had made any telephone calls from the hospital.
“Well, he made one, that I do know. That was when he was up and about. He went down to make it from the outpatients’ waiting-hall and he asked me if there’d be a London directory there. That’s how I remember.”
“At what time was this?”
“The morning. Just before I went off duty at twelve.”
So Father Baddeley had needed to make a London call, to a number he had to look up. And he had made it, not during the evening, but in office hours. There was one obvious enquiry Dalgliesh could make. But not yet. He told himself that as yet he had learned nothing which could justify even his unofficial involvement. And even if he had, where would all the suspicions, all the clues, ultimately lead? Only to a few fistfuls of ground bones in Toynton churchyard.
V
It wasn’t until after an early dinner at an inn near Corfe Castle that Dalgliesh drove back to Hope Cottage and settled down to begin sorting Father Baddeley’s books. But first there were small but necessary domestic chores to tackle. He replaced the dim bulb in the table lamp with a higher wattage; cleaned and adjusted the pilot light on the gas boiler over the sink; cleared a space in the food cupboard for his provisions and wine; and discovered in the outside shed by the aid of his torch a pile of driftwood for kindling, and a tin bath. There was no bathroom at Hope Cottage. Father Baddeley had probably taken his baths at Toynton Grange. But Dalgliesh had every intention of stripping and sluicing himself in the kitchen. Austerity was a small price to pay to avoid the bathroom at Toynton with its hospital smell of strong disinfectant, its intrusive reminders of sickness and deformity. He put a match to the dried grasses in the grate and watched them flare instantaneously into black needles in one sweet-smelling flame. Then he lit a small experimental fire and found to his relief that the chimney was clear. With a wood fire, a good light, books, food and a stock of wine he saw no reason to wish himself elsewhere.
He estimated that there were between two hundred and three hundred books on the sitting-room shelves and three times as many in the second bedroom; indeed the books had so taken over the room that it was almost impossible to get to the bed. The books presented very few surprises. Many of the theological tomes might be of interest to one of the London theological libraries; some, he thought, his aunt might be glad to give a home to; some were destined for his own shelves. There was H. B. Swete’s Greek Old Testament in three volumes, Thomas à Kempis’s Imitation of Christ; William Law’s Serious Call; a leather-bound Life and Letters of Eminent 19th Century Divines in two volumes; a first edition of Newman’s Parochial and Plain Sermons. But there was also a representative collection of the major English novelists and poets and, since Father Baddeley had indulged himself by buying an occasional novel, there was a small but interesting collection of first editions.
At a quarter to ten he heard approaching footsteps and the squeak of wheels, there was a peremptory knock on the door, and Millicent Hammitt entered bringing with her an agreeable smell of fresh coffee and wheeling after her a laden trolley. There was a sturdy blue banded jug of coffee, a similar jug of hot milk, a bowl of brown sugar, two blue banded mugs, and a plate of digestive biscuits.
Dalgliesh felt that he could hardly object when Mrs. Hammitt cast an appreciative glance at the wood fire, poured out two mugs of coffee and made it obvious that she was in no hurry to go.
Dalgliesh had been briefly introduced to her before dinner the previous evening, but there had been time for only half a minute’s conversation before Wilfred had taken his stance at the reading desk and the ordained silence fell. She had taken the opportunity to discover, by the expedient of a blunt interrogation with no attempt at finesse, that Dalgliesh was holidaying alone because he was a widower and that his wife had died in childbirth with her baby. Her response to this had been, “Very tragic. And unusual, surely, for these days?” spoken with an accusatory glance across the table and in a tone which suggested that someone had been inexcusably careless.
She was wearing carpet slippers and a thick tweed skirt, incongruously topped by an openwork jumper in pink wool, liberally festooned with pearls. Dalgliesh suspected that her cottage was a similar unhappy compromise between utility and fussiness, but had no inclination to find out. To his relief she made no attempt to help with the books but sat squatting on the edge of the chair, coffee mug cradled in her lap, her legs planted firmly apart to reveal twin balloons of milky white and varicosed thigh above the bite of the stockings. Dalgliesh continued with his job, coffee mug on the floor at his side. He shook each volume gently before allocating it to its pile in case some message should drop out. If it did, Mrs. Hammitt’s presence would be embarrassing. But he knew that the precaution was merely his professional habit of leaving nothing to chance. This wouldn’t be Father Baddeley’s way.
Meanwhile Mrs. Hammitt sipped her coffee and talked, encouraged in her volubility and occasional indiscretion by the belief which Dalgliesh had noticed before that a man who is physically working only hears half what is said to him.
“No need to ask you if you had a comfortable night. Those beds of Wilfred’s are notorious. A certain amount of hardness is supposed to be good for disabled patients but I like a mattress I can sink into. I’m surprised that Julius didn’t invite you to sleep at his cottage, but he never does have visitors. Doesn’t want to put Mrs. Reynolds out I suppose. She’s the village constable’s widow from Toynton Village and she does for Julius whenever he’s here. Grossly overpaid, of course. Well, he can afford it. And you’ll be sleeping here tonight, I understand. I saw Helen Rainer coming in with the bed linen. I suppose it won’t worry you, sleeping in Michael’s bed. No, of course it wouldn’t, being a policeman. You aren’t sensitive or superstitious about things like that. Quite right too; our death is but a sleep and a forgetting. Or do I mean life? Wordsworth anyway. I used to be very fond of poetry when I was a girl but I can’t get along with these modern poets. Still, I should have quite looked forward to your reading.”
Her tone suggested that it would have been a solitary and eccentric pleasure. But Dalgliesh had momentarily stopped listening to her. He had found a first edition of Diary of a Nobody with an inscription written in a boyish hand, on the title page.
To Father Baddeley for his Birthday with love from Adam. I bought this from Mr. Snelling in Norwich and he let me have it cheap because of the red stain on page twenty. But I’ve tested it and it isn’t blood.
Dalgliesh smiled. So he’d tested it, had he, the arrogant little blighter. What mysterious concoction of acids and crystals from the remembered chemistry set had resulted in that confident scientific pronouncement? The inscription reduced the value of the book rather more than had the stain, but he didn’t think that Father Baddeley had thought so. He placed it on the pile reserved for his own shelves and again let Mrs. Hammitt’s voice pierce his consciousness.
“And if a poet can’t take the trouble to make himself intelligible to the educated reader, then the educated reader had better leave him alone, that’s what I always say.”
“I’m sure you do, Mrs. Hammitt.”
“Call me Millicent, won’t you? We’re supposed to be one happy family here. If I have to put up with Dennis Lerner and Maggie Hewson and even that appalling Albert Philby calling me by my Christian name—not that I give him much opportunity, I assure you—I don’t see why you shouldn’t. And I shall try to call you Adam but I don’t think it’s going to come easily. You aren’t a Christian name person.”
Dalgliesh carefully dusted the volumes of Maskell’s Monumenta Ritualica Ecclesiae Anglicanae and said that, from what he had heard, Victor Holroyd hadn’t done much towards promoting the concept of all one happy family.
“Oh, you’ve heard about Victor then? Maggie gossiping, I suppose. He really was an extremely difficult man, inconsiderate in life and in death. I managed to get on with him fairly well. I think he respected me. He was a very clever
man and full of useful information. But no one at the Grange could stand him. Even Wilfred more or less gave up in the end and left him alone. Maggie Hewson was the exception. Odd woman; she always has to be different. Do you know, I believe she thought Victor had willed his money to her. Of course we all knew that he had money. He took good care to let us know that he wasn’t one of those patients paid for by the local authority. And I suppose she thought that if she played her cards right some of it might come to her. She more or less hinted it to me once. Well, she was half drunk at the time. Poor Eric! I give that marriage another year at the most. Some men might find her physically attractive, I suppose, if you like that dyed blonde, blowzy, over-sexed type. Of course, her affair, if you can call it an affair, with Victor was just indecent. Sex is for the healthy. I know that the disabled are supposed to have feelings like the rest of us but you’d think that they’d put that sort of thing behind them when they get to the wheelchair stage. That book looks interesting. The binding’s good anyway. You might get a shilling or two for that.”
Placing a first edition of Tracts for the Times out of reach of Millicent’s nudging foot and among the books selected for himself, Dalgliesh recognized with transitory self-disgust that, however much he deplored Mrs. Hammitt’s uninhibited expression, the sentiment wasn’t far from his own thoughts. What, he wondered, must it be like to feel desire, love, lust even, and be imprisoned in an unresponsive body? Or worse, a body only too responsive to some of its urges, but uncoordinated, ugly, grotesque. To be sensitive to beauty, but to live always with deformity. He thought that he could begin to understand Victor Holroyd’s bitterness. He asked:
“What happened in the end to Holroyd’s money?”
“It all went to his sister in New Zealand, all sixty-five thousand of it. Very right too. Money ought to be kept in the family. But I daresay Maggie had her hopes. Probably Victor more or less promised her. It’s the sort of thing he would do. He could be very spiteful at times. But at least he left his fortune where it ought to go. I should be very displeased indeed if I thought that Wilfred had bequeathed Toynton Grange to anyone but me.”
“But would you want it?”
“Oh, the patients would have to go, of course. I can’t see myself running Toynton Grange as it is now. I respect what Wilfred’s trying to do, but he has a particular need to do it. I expect you’ve heard about his visit to Lourdes and the miracle. Well, that’s all right by me. But I haven’t had a miracle, thank God, and I’ve no intention of putting myself in the way of one. Besides, I’ve done quite enough for the chronic sick already. Half the house was left to me by father and I sold out to Wilfred so that he could start the Home. We had a proper valuation made at the time, naturally, but it wasn’t very high. At that time large country houses were a drag on the market. Now, of course, it’s worth a fortune. It’s a beautiful house isn’t it?”
“It’s certainly interesting architecturally.”
“Exactly. Regency houses of character are fetching fantastic prices. Not that I’m set on selling. After all, it was our childhood home and I have an affection for it. But I should probably get rid of the land. As a matter of fact, Victor Holroyd knew someone locally who would be interested in buying, someone who wants to set up another holiday caravan camp.”
Dalgliesh said involuntarily:
“What a horrible thought!”
Mrs. Hammitt was unabashed. She said complacently:
“Not at all. A very selfish attitude on your part, if I may say so. The poor need holidays just like the rich. Julius wouldn’t like it, but I’m under no obligation to consider Julius. He’d sell his cottage and get out I suppose. He owns that acre and a half of the headland, but I can’t see him driving through a caravan park every time he comes here from London. Besides, they’d more or less have to pass his windows to get down to the beach. That’s the only spot with a beach at high tide. I can see them, can’t you; knobbly-kneed fathers in natty little shorts carrying the picnic bag, mum following with a blaring transistor, squealing kids, yelling babies. No, I can’t see Julius staying here.”
“Does everyone here know that you stand to inherit Toynton Grange?”
“Of course; it’s no secret. Who else should get it? As a matter of fact, the whole estate should belong to me by right. Perhaps you didn’t know that Wilfred isn’t really an Anstey, that he was adopted?”
Dalgliesh said cautiously that he thought someone had mentioned as much.
“Then you may as well know the whole of it. It’s quite interesting if you’re concerned with the law.”
Mrs. Hammitt refilled her mug and wriggled back into her chair as if settling herself for a complicated dissertation.
“My father was particularly anxious for a son. Some men are like that, daughters don’t really count with them. And I can quite see that I was a disappointment. If a man really wants a son, the only thing that reconciles him to a daughter is her beauty. And that I’ve never had. Luckily, it didn’t seem to worry my husband. We suited very well.”
As the only possible answer to this announcement was a vague, congratulatory murmur, Dalgliesh made the appropriate sound.
“Thank you,” said Mrs. Hammitt, as if acknowledging a compliment. She went happily on:
“Anyway, when the doctors told father that my mother couldn’t bear another child, he decided to adopt a son. I believe he got Wilfred from a children’s home, but I was only six at the time and I don’t think I was ever told how and where they found him. Illegitimate, of course. People minded more about that kind of thing in 1920 and you could take your pick of unwanted babies. I remember how excited I was at the time to have a brother. I was a lonely child and with more than my share of natural affection. At the time, I didn’t see Wilfred as a rival. I was very fond of Wilfred when we were young. I still am. People forget that sometimes.”
Dalgliesh asked what happened.
“It was my grandfather’s will. The old man distrusted lawyers, even Holroyd and Martinson who were the family solicitors, and he drew up his own will. He left a life interest in the estate to my parents and the whole property in equal shares to his grandchildren. The question was, did he intend to include Wilfred? In the end we had to go to law about it. The case made quite a stir at the time and raised the whole question of the rights of adopted children. Perhaps you remember the case?”
Dalgliesh did have a vague memory of it. He asked:
“When was your grandfather’s will made, I mean in relation to your brother’s adoption?”
“That was the vital part of the evidence. Wilfred was legally adopted on 3rd May 1921, and grandfather signed his will exactly ten days later on 13th May. It was witnessed by two servants, but they were dead by the time the case was fought. The will was perfectly clear and in order, except that he didn’t put in the names. But Wilfred’s lawyers could prove that grandfather knew about the adoption and was happy about it. And the will did say children, in the plural.”
“But he might have had it in mind that your mother would die first and your father remarry.”
“How clever of you! I can see that you’ve a lawyer’s devious mind. That’s exactly what my counsel argued. But it was no good. Wilfred won. But you can understand my feelings over the Grange. If grandfather had only signed that will before 3rd May things would be very different, I can tell you.”
“But you did get half the value of the estate?”
“That didn’t last long I’m afraid. My dear husband got through money very quickly. It wasn’t women, I’m glad to say. It was horses. They’re just as expensive and even more unpredictable but a less humiliating rival for a wife. And, unlike another woman, you can at least be glad when they win. Wilfred always said that Herbert became senile when he retired from the army, but I didn’t complain. I rather preferred him that way. But he did get through the money.”
Suddenly she glanced round the room, leaned forward and gave Dalgliesh a sly conspiratorial glance.
“I’ll tell you some
thing that no one at Toynton Grange knows, except Wilfred. If he does sell out I shall get half the sale price. Not just half the extra profit, fifty per cent of what he gets. I’ve got an undertaking from Wilfred, properly signed and witnessed by Victor. Actually it was Victor’s suggestion. He thought it would stand up in law. And it isn’t kept where Wilfred can get his hands on it. It’s with Robert Loder, a solicitor in Wareham. I suppose Wilfred was so confident that he’d never need to sell, that he didn’t care what he signed or perhaps he was arming himself against temptation. I don’t think for one minute that he will sell. He cares too much about the place for that. But if he should change his mind, then I shall do very nicely.”
Dalgliesh said, greatly daring:
“When I arrived, Mrs. Hewson said something about the Ridgewell Trust. Hasn’t Mr. Anstey got it in mind to transfer the Home?”
Mrs. Hammitt took the suggestion more calmly than he had expected. She retorted robustly:
“Nonsense! I know Wilfred talks about it from time to time, but he’d never just hand over Toynton Grange. Why should he? Money’s tight, of course, but money always is tight. He’ll just have to put up the fees or get the local authorities to pay more for the patients they send. There’s no reason why he should subsidize the local authorities. And if he still can’t make the place pay, then he’d do better to sell out, miracle or no miracle.”
Dalgliesh suggested that, in all the circumstances, it was surprising that Anstey hadn’t become a Roman Catholic. Millicent seized on the thought with vehemence.
“It was quite a spiritual struggle for him at the time.” Her voice deepened and throbbed with the echo of cosmic forces linked in mortal struggle. “But I was glad that he decided to remain in our church. Our father”—her voice boomed out in such a sudden access of hortatory fervour that Dalgliesh, startled, half expected that she was about to launch into the Lord’s prayer—“would have been so very distressed. He was a great churchman, Commander Dalgliesh. Evangelical of course. No, I was glad that Wilfred didn’t go over.”