Carefully, moving only my eyes, I surveyed the slope as far to the right and left as possible. The slope was snow-covered except in places sheltered by boulders, fallen trees, or clefts in the rock. It was a maze of deadfalls and the larger rock slabs that lay at the foot of the frost-created slide rock.
Sidestepping to my left, I waited, but nothing happened. I stepped over again, then crouched behind a deadfall, scanning the snow for any gleam of metal that might be my rifle. It had been still more to the left, for I remembered my shoulders had struck only snow when I toppled back.
Where was the Indian who had pitched over my head? Down there in the trees, awaiting a shot? Or had they gone?
Their attack had been sudden, but complete surprise had failed, for my first shot must have warned the camp. Yet there had been two shots immethately upon the sound of my own, so someone by the fire must have seen them almost as soon as I had. It was growing paler around Bald Mountain, I could even see a little blue now.
Cold! It was bitter, bitter cold! The Shoshone must hate me very much or have amazing confidence in his medicine to attack on such a night.
The attackers must be gone. The Indian was ever a careful warrior, for brave as they were their people could not afford to lose warriors or their tribe would grow weak and small, unable to hunt or defend itself. It was their way to attack swiftly, and often if the advantage was lost to pull away and wait for another time. Yet crouching there in the snow, I waited while the sky brightened slowly and the shadows lost their war with the sun.
Atop Bald Mountain there was now a crescent of gold. I stood up and looked carefully around.
Walking to my left, scanning the snow with care, I found the place where my shoulders had struck, and just beyond it my rifle, fallen neatly into the snow with only a dusting of snow over it Taking it up, I brushed off the snow, then tested the action, putting the ejected shell into my pocket.
From our camp I thought I heard a murmur of voices, and I shifted the rifle to my left hand, pulling the glove from my right hand and tucking it into my armpit to warm my chilled fingers.
The woods were still, and I looked up the slope toward camp. It should be safe to go in now, so I took one last look around. My eyes swept past the snow-laden spruce trees, over the fallen timber, and stopped.
He was standing there, not fifty feet off, and he was bringing the rifle to his shoulder as my eyes caught him. I had dropped my hand to button my coat, and as my eyes fastened upon him my hand was no more than an inch or two from my gun. I drew and fired in the same instant.
His gun stabbed flame, but I felt no shock and I fired again. He took a step back, slipped on the snow, and started to straighten up. I held my fire, waiting.
He started to lift a foot to get better footing, and then his legs folded under him and he went down. I waited while one might have counted four, then walked toward him, prepared to shoot at any movement. There was none.
He was lying on his side, but as I came near, in a futile attempt to get up, he slipped again and rolled over on his back.
Reaching down, I took the rifle from him and tossed it aside. He stared at me, his eyes alive with fury. From his actions or lack of them I decided my bullet must have touched his spinal cord, for he seemed to have lost the power to use his legs and at least one hand.
My bullet had gone through his body, my second shot a little lower, but well in the target area.
I knew he was dying and I spoke carefully, knowing he understood a little English. I am sorry, I said, I was never your enemy.
His eyes were black and hard, but at my words he seemed puzzled, and his tips fumbled for words that would not come. It is a big country, I said, big enough for all of us. I wanted to be your friend.
I thought he heard me, but I did not know. I squatted there beside him, reluctant to leave him alone. A cold wind rustled the spruces, a little snow blew from one, and a flake settled on his eyeball. The eye did not move or blink, and I knew the Shoshone was dead.
Slowly, I got to my feet, thumbed a couple of cartridges into my gun, and holstered it.
It was not until I started to button my coat that I noticed the holes. There were two of them through the left side of the coat about elbow high, and they were close together. Undoubtedly as I stood, my coat unfastened and my right hand under my left armpit and then dropping toward the holster, my coat must have hung loose, and he had shot where he believed my heart to be. Oddly enough, I remembered but one shot.
When I had scrambled up the slope for a few yards, I called out Ethan? Stacy?
There was a moment of silence, then Ethan's voice called out, Ben? Is that you? Come on in!
Short Bull was down. He was badly hit, I could see that. Urawishi was tending him, soaking some dried herbs he carried with him to pack on the wound. Ethan had a bullet scratch along his jaw, and Stacy had a bloody bandage on his left arm.
We was in a good spot, Stacy was saying, an' Ben here gave us warnin'.
Somebody shot from camp, I said, somebody fired almost as soon as I did.
Stacy pointed with his pipe stem at Uruwishi. It was him. He was on one knee a-shootin' when I come awake.
They'd rolled in snow, I said, and some of them wore fur ... wolf skins, maybe. They were so white I could scarcely make them out.
You get any? Stacy asked.
One for sure, I said, after a minute, and maybe three, but probably not. I know I scratched a couple or came close enough to worry them.
I nailed one, Stacy said. He run right at me. I had nothin' to do but squeeze 'er off.
How bad is Short Bull?
Ethan shrugged. The Old One is some kind of a medicine man and he's fixin' him up. In this here cold he's apt not to get infection, an' he's a tough youngster.
We built up the fire and shaped around to eat. I drank some coffee and felt a little better. We had seen no dead Indians ... except for me, that is, and the Shoshone down the slope.
They carried off their dead when they could, but of course we might not have killed any. It is easy to believe you are doing better shooting than you are.
We cut poles for a travois for Short Bull, and when we rigged it we mounted up. Even at the slow pace we must now take we would be at the Medicine Wheel by noon.
Ain't human! Stacy growled. After all you done for him!
What is human, Stacy? I asked mildly. What we call human is what we believe to be right and sane, for in our world we have been brought up to believe certain things. We are apt to believe those things are human nature ... whatever that is.
Look at it from his standpoint. He took prisoners, and from the beginning of time as far as he is concerned the captor has the right to dispose of his prisoners, to kill them or enslave them.
Our ancestors in Europe or Africa were doing the same thing for centuries. While he is arguing his case with the old men we come in, take his prisoners, then knock him out with a six-shooter in front of the very old men he is belittling.
We disgraced him, dishonored him, and he must have revenge. We find him wounded. We bring him in, care for him, return him to his people.
This to him was a triumph, for he believed his medicine was too strong for us or we would have killed him as he intended to kill me.
To him our gifts were a cheap way to bribe him because we were afraid, and what we call gratitude had no place in his scheme of things. Nobody ever taught him to do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
We were riding out on a western spur of Medicine Mountain overlooking a vast sweep of the Big Horn Basin. The sun was warm, the sky clear, and before us was the Wheel.
It was almost round and seemed to be made of chunks of white limestone. At least seventy-five feet across and better than two hundred and fifty feet around. The stones were two to three feet above the thin grass of the ridge. In the center was a cairn of rocks perhaps a dozen feet across with an opening in one side, and from it radiated twenty-eight spokes, although there were scattered rocks that migh
t once have been another spoke. Some of the rocks had been disarranged by frost or whatever.
It was high, barren, and the spur itself was cracked deeply in places, some of the cracks being all of four feet wide and a hundred feet deep.
We all drew up and sat our horses in silence. The wind touched our faces and stirred the hair hanging by Uruwishi's cheek.
We were white men, and we did not think with his thoughts, our blood did not run as his, nor did our memories stir with ancient secrets. These things were deep within him, deep in the flesh and bone of him, and yet as we sat with him I liked to think that we felt a little as he did.
Uruwishi did not stand alone upon this place. He stood with the spirits of all who had gone before.
Many times! he spoke suddenly. Many times this place was shaped! Many times the wind, the snow, the ice ... they have changed this place, they have made the stones move, but each time the stones have come back to their seats.
There are places where a man can stand and be one with the Great Spirit, and this is such a place.
This is a place to dream, a place to smoke, and a place to die!
I am here! I, Uruwishi, have come!
Slowly, weakly, the old man's arms lifted to the sky. In a quavering voice he sang once more his death song, and then he said, I go now to join my fathers, I go where age cannot come, where flowers do not wither, where fish leap like silver in the streams. I go where the buffalo go, where the warriors, my brothers, have gone before me!
Do not think that I mourn! I have come to this place with men! I have shed the skin of the old chief and ridden again with the young braves!
I am here! I have come to this place! I am Uruwishi!
Slowly, his arms lowered, and he bent far forward. We ran to him, all of us, and eased his body to the ground. His tired hand gripped my arm. His eyes held mine. You said 'Come ride with me,' and I came. You saw not an old man, tired and weak. You saw beneath my skin, which the years have wrinkled and withered, you saw the young warrior that lives in my heart! You saw Uruwishi!
He died there, under the blue sky, near to the place where the men who had no iron had built their shrine, but he did not die alone or unmounted.
Chapter 47
We left him upon the mountain under the wide sky, but we did not leave him as he had fallen, although he might have wished it to be.
We did not know how the Umatilla would have buried him, and Short Bull was unconscious and unable to tell us. The day had not many hours to go, and our way was hard. Short Bull lay upon his travois, and we must take him to a place beside a stream where his wound could be treated and where he could rest, this young Indian who was our friend.
So we buried Uruwishi as a Plains Indian might be buried, and if all was not perfect, at least it was done with respectful hands.
We cut four poles in the forest below the rim, and we stood them up in the ground and set them solidly there; then we built a platform of boughs and on it we placed the body of Uruwishi, his rifle beside him, with his ammunition belt and his medicine bag, and we covered him with his blanket and weighted the edges with stones.
He had brought his best clothes, knowing his time was near, and it was not until we stripped him to dress him in his best that we found the bullet wound, low down on his left side. He had bled much, but he had stopped the wound with moss and said nothing.
We could have let him lie where he fell, as men who die in battle are sometimes left, but our respect was too great, so we lifted him up, covered him over, and then Stacy, who had lived among Indians, sang a song of the dead warriors.
When he had done we rode away, but once, before I went over the rim of the mountain and out of sight, I looked back.
The frame was stark against the sky, and I thought I saw the old man's hair blow in the wind, and I turned away, feeling I had left behind another father, one I had known a brief time only where the streams ran cold and clear and the stars stood bright in the sky.
Tonight he would ride the Milky Way, which the Greek call the Chief's Road, and I would go back to our town and after a while back to Ninon and the life that lay before me.
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