Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Acknowledgements
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Harkham's Corner Chapter 1
More Works
Coming Soon
Author Bio
HARKHAM’S CHOICE
Chanse Lowell
Copyright © September 2014 by Chanse Lowell
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CONTENT WARNING — This story contains scenes of an explicit, erotic nature which included sexual acts such as rimming, oral sex and masturbatory activities, and is intended for adults 18+. Though the main characters are seniors in high school through most of the story, they are of legal age.
Cover illustration by Mayhem Cover Creations © 2014
Acknowledgments
Edited by: Marti Lynch
Prereaders: Angela Bohr, Peggy Dewachter, Lisa Hoeppner, Connie Lema, Tricia Lockwood-Smith, Tanya Manning, and Andi Roane-Wiley
Chapter 1
A smile flashed across Mari’s face while she rinsed the shampoo out of her hair. Her heart swelled, and she chuckled to herself as she considered how much happier she was now. How in God’s name had her life changed so much in two short months?
It was like a whirlwind swept her away, taking her from her nightmare and plopping her straight down into a dream.
Adam. Her boyfriend. It was all him.
Water ran down her face and into her mouth as she savored her shower, but she kept grinning like a dork anyway.
He did that to her. Nothing much seemed to bother her a whole lot anymore. He simply made everything better.
Just a week ago, in the spur of the moment, he’d insisted they get married and drove them straight from school, taking them halfway from Phoenix to Las Vegas before coming to his senses, turning around and heading back home.
Her ring finger almost twitched with the memory of it—almost taunting her and making her heart rate pick up.
Good God, how she adored him.
“Ahhhh.” She released a loud sigh. It was girlie and dorky, but she had to.
There were times like now as she bathed alone that part of her wished she had kept her mouth closed and not objected that day so she could have him in here with her.
That one time they showered together a few weeks ago had been so wonderful.
He received his first blow job, and she received her first real, hard-hitting moment of being utterly consumed by him and all that he was. In the process, she discovered she honestly couldn’t live without him.
How could she? Nothing was the same ever since he entered her life. There was no going back to either of her divorced, frustrating parents—both an absolute mess all on their own, and even worse when expected to care for her, their daughter.
She fought off nasty memories of them and hummed instead. That was what Adam did to fight the numbers. She smiled again.
What would Adam do if she let him in this shower at this very instant? Beg for her mouth on him? Beg to pleasure her? He was so unpredictable at times, and she loved that about him.
There were other times, though, that she knew exactly what he was going to say . . .
Adam talked about that failed Vegas trip a lot—mostly at night when they’d sneak into each other’s room, lay in bed together, talking and making out. Reminders of how they could be married already and he could have his dick inside her would come up when he was beyond horny and before they had to separate and she had to go back to her own room to sleep in.
The water continued to invade her mouth because she couldn’t seem to stop smiling so wide that her lips had to stay parted.
Damn. He was such an amazing man. There was no one like him.
“Oh, Adam,” she said with a sigh to herself. “God.”
She shook her head, trying to rid herself of errant thoughts about stepping out of this shower, going and finding him, then dragging him in here with her.
So many times, she wanted to say fuck it. She was eighteen and Adam was twenty-one, but still . . . She cared about what Dustin Latham, her future father-in-law, thought about her.
She lathered her hair for the second time, sighed for the tenth time and kept smiling. What surprises would she run into today with Adam?
She finished her shower, stepped out and dried off.
“Jesus,” she groaned, glancing at the paper on the counter. That fucking thing was calling to her.
She couldn’t help herself—she had to read his note from yesterday one more time. The one he’d left on her pillow as a surprise and she’d found after her morning shower.
It was shameless, but she’d been carrying it around with her in her pocket all day so she could see it whenever she felt the urge.
Like now.
She flattened it out on the counter and was careful not to drip on it as she read—
Dear Abandoner,
I really don’t like to wake up to an empty pillow beside me. Why must you torture me so?
Why aren’t we married already? This is not cool.
My little heart can’t take it, not to mention my sore spot. I wake up aching for you, and only you know how to touch me right to make my morning wood feel as pleasant as possible before I can chop down this tree. Okay, well, I wouldn’t actually do that. Chopping would hurt real bad, but I will stroke it until it’s flaccid—but you knew what I meant. I was trying to impress you and sound smarter than usual, but I think I failed. Man . . . See what happens when I wake up to no Mari in my bed?
But back to the morning wood. You’re very smart like that—knowing what I need. Please, wake me up before you leave on the nights you sneak into my room and sleep with me. It’s the least you can do since I gave you three very beautiful orgasms last night with my skilled fingers, and I didn’t even tell anyone at all how happy that made me to do that for you and to watch you climax in my bed.
I know I beg and plead and pull you back into the bed when you try to get up so I can have more snuggles, but it’s really rather rude to abandon me so cruelly. Just a word and a kiss, sweetheart? Please?
If you do not comply, I will be forced to lie in wait behind the shower curtain and sabotage your abandoning plans in there. Don’t make me set my alarm on my phone, ‘cause I’ll do it, you know.
Tomorrow I expect a grope too on my crotch when you wake me up, to make up for your flagrant disregard of my absolute need for more Marissa Cole in the morning. I need my cuddle time and my girl all to myself before others take you away from me.<
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You need breakfast. I need morning loves. Let’s make the mornings better with more skin, okay? Better for everyone.
And no one has to know. Promise—I won’t say a word about it to anyone. I won’t even show them the books or articles that taught me how to make you come so hard on my fingers, even if they were exactly right and very enlightening.
Let’s at least do this until I can steal you away for another Vegas roadtrip. One that will be completed next time.
Love,
The Abandonee
Good Lord, but he was the most adorable man alive.
She set it aside and went back to her morning routine.
Reading his note this last time would be enough to keep her in this delirious state of happiness.
Well, that note and memories of what took place less than an hour ago . . .
Really early this morning—way before his dad would be awake—she woke him as he requested, gave him a quick hand job, then when he fell back asleep, she crept out of his bed and hopped into the shower in her own bathroom. The one she shared with his sister, Samara. A Jack and Jill bathroom was less than fun when she knew it meant more ways for Adam to figure out how to break in. And that man was genius at doing that type of thing.
She wiped down the entire bathroom and removed all traces of herself, including her note she kept fixating on. Samara would never even know she was sharing a bathroom with another teenage girl.
Or at least that was always Mari’s goal since Samara hated her so much.
It was best to stay out of that tiny, dark-haired, judgmental girl’s way. Mari could only take so much before she might snap and hit her for being such a controlling, psycho little mother-hen to Adam most of the time.
His dad was getting better at least, now that Dr. Harkham was backing Mari and telling him that she had done wonders for Adam and his issues. Dustin was nearing a neutral attitude toward her, so she couldn’t complain. He didn’t avoid her, but he didn’t seek her out or talk to her a whole lot either. It was as if he was neither upset nor glad she was here. At times, it felt like he accepted it the way a man on death row might swallow his fate and stop contesting it.
A lump formed in her throat and in her gut. She swallowed, trying to dislodge the one higher up, but it did nothing for her. Thinking of Adam’s dad and sister always made her tense up and feel like her insides were twisting into pretzels.
It always made her feel guilty to know his dad probably felt stuck as her ward, and because of it, she would redouble her efforts to cook and help out more around the house, to earn her keep and stay on his good side.
She finished getting ready, then opened the door of her tidied-up room that led out into the hallway. Adam was probably downstairs eating breakfast already. She took a backward step as she scanned the room to make sure she hadn’t forgotten anything.
“Mmmnnnhh.” A grunt came from the ground as her foot knocked into something solid.
She turned at the hips but kept her feet stationary.
“Adam . . . ? What’re you—”
He was lying on the ground, asleep in nothing but his pajama pants.
She looked around to make sure nobody else in the family was seeing this.
What the hell was going on?
She crouched down and jostled him, but he didn’t wake.
Her next tactic was to grab his arms and drag him into her room.
He was heavy, but it was easier than she thought.
She toed the door shut, slumped down to the ground, sat cross-legged and massaged his back while kissing his temple to rouse him.
“Adam . . . Time to wake up,” she said.
He stretched, then grabbed blindly for her.
She lay down next to him and spooned. “Why were you asleep in the hallway outside my door?” she asked, stroking the back of his neck.
Goose bumps erupted on him, making her smile and blow in that same spot to keep them there.
“You said not to break into your room anymore—especially when you’re showering. I got tired of waiting, so I closed my eyes. I didn’t like being out there. I needed to touch you.” He reached back, grabbed her hand and wound her arm around him as he settled her hand in his. He placed it on his chest and snuggled into the ground like it was a comfortable place to be.
“I was with you all night, cuddling as we slept.”
“I know. It’s not enough.” He hummed.
“But when I didn’t live here, you slept alone every night. What’s changed?”
“I wanted to be in a bed with you then, too, but it wasn’t an option. Now it is. Stop leaving my bed.” He sighed like he was content to stay here forever.
“I knew this was a bad idea . . . I never should have started sleeping in your bed each night. This isn’t good for you to be this dependent, and we’re gonna get caught. I need to get a job immediately and get my own place,” she said and stopped the light touches on his back and neck.
“No!” He flipped over and held her head still with one hand while peering deeply in her eyes. “Stay.”
“How can I? Your dad’s never gonna allow you to sleep with me every night, and I can’t let you sleep in the hallway outside my door.” She stroked his bottom lip with her thumb, then kissed it.
“I’ll convince him. And, besides, we’re not sleeping together, because it’s not sex.”
She grinned. “That’s right—this is not about sex at all,” she said with a facetious tone.
“This is all about sex. It’s all I want to be the happiest me I can be—lots and lots of yummy Mari sex—but he doesn’t have to know that bit. I’ll keep quiet about it this time.” Her face dropped. He cleared his throat and added, “This isn’t lying—I’m not doing that. I’m just making sure I keep private things private.” He smiled like he had it all figured out and he was the smartest man in the world.
He was, but still . . .
“Your dad remembers what it was like to be a horny young guy. He’s gonna say no without even considering it.” She moved his hand off her head and pushed herself up to sitting.
“How do you know?” He sat up, too.
She straightened out her clothes and hair.
“Because—I wouldn’t allow it if you were my kid—not under my roof if you weren’t married. He has standards and expects you to uphold them.” She stood up. They were gonna be late to school.
“That’s an ancient way of thinking. We’re living in today’s world where people have sex without being married.” He paused, and his shoulders sagged. “And I wanna be part of them. Either that or we head back to Vegas. No turning around this time until it’s done.”
“We’ve discussed this. Vegas isn’t an option.”
He grinned. “Fine by me. I don’t need to be married to have sex.”
She smirked back. “Oh, you plan to be promiscuous, huh? I’m sure that’ll make Daddy proud.”
Adam looked up at her and scowled. “It’s not funny. Do you know how much it hurts me that I can’t have you when we both want it? It’s one hundred times worse than being denied soda! What the hell are we waiting for?”
She chuckled. He was so adorable when he was sexually frustrated, and as sexy as any man could be. Not to mention he seemed to forget every conversation they’d had about this subject before. Why was that so endearing?
“We’re waiting because we both know it’s the right thing to do. You’re not gonna die if you don’t ejaculate around the clock.”
His lips shook, and he grimaced. “I might. It feels like I’m gonna die from exploding in my pants. I have to have you, Mari.” He looked at her with those lost, pleading, animalistic eyes. “It’s the reason I even breathe anymore—to be with you and someday be able to show you how much I love you with every part of me.” His hands dropped to the floor. “Can’t you see how it’s killing me?”
She groaned and slid to the floor. “It’s only a few more months. You’re so strong, sweetie. I know we can do this the right way, and we can
both finally be proud that we didn’t take shortcuts. We followed the rules and we benefited from it.”
“How?”
“Huh?” Her brows came together.
“Benefit, how? I don’t see any fucking benefit from waiting!” He flung his arms up in the air, and his hands smacked down onto his thighs.
She swallowed a chuckle, and it landed low in her belly. “Cursing regularly now? I need to watch what I say, because you’re sounding too much like me.”
“Don’t change the subject.” He gripped his knees. “And I always thought those words in my head but kept from saying them. Now that I’m allowed to be more me around here, I’ll talk as I please.”
He cocked his head at her, waiting for her to explain.
“You want me to list benefits?”
“Yes.” He adjusted himself, unashamed of his semi.
“Okay, how about this . . . In the future, once we’re married and when we come here for every Thanksgiving and Christmas, your dad won’t see me as the girl that trashed her son’s innocence.”
He rolled his eyes. “You need to come up with something better than that, because I know he wouldn’t hold a grudge, and he’d be fine with it in time.”
“How about—I never wanted to be married ever, so I need time to adjust to thinking about this. And even though I know I want to be with you forever too, I don’t relish the idea of being married in high school.”
His eyes dropped. “I embarrass you. That’s what this is all about. You’re okay with people at school thinking this is temporary, but if they know it’s permanent, well, then you look like a fool.” He bit his trembling lip and started rocking back and forth.
“No!” she said, scurrying toward him and flinging her arms around him. “I don’t give a damn what anyone at school thinks. I hate all those morons!” She hissed a few stronger curse words and somehow balled herself up and found her way into his lap. She cupped his jaw. “It has nothing to do with what anybody thinks outside your family.”
“You promise?” He blinked like he was forbidding tears from coming out.
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