Lacey looked back at Wade, but he no longer stood behind the doctor. She searched the room and found him against the wall, edging closer to the door. “Where do you think you’re going?” Didn’t he know she wanted him by her side?
“You’ve heard it all, and you have your family with you now,” he said as though that was supposed to mean something to her. “We’ll be out in the hall. Come, Promise. Come on, everyone.”
“But I need you here. Beside me.”
Wade looked from Lacey to her parents. Her father tugged on his wife’s arm to pull her back to give Wade the place closest to Lacey. The invitation was loud and clear. The place by Lacey’s side belonged to Wade. Lacey didn’t know what she would do if he rejected it. She decided she wouldn’t give him the chance.
“I love you, Wade.” The words came out with a force this time—and a dare to turn her love away.
Wade stepped up to the bottom of the bed, but still not by her side. His blues flashed at her declaration. His dimple turned rigid.
“Being loved upsets you?”
“Think about what you’re saying, Lacey. A life with someone who isn’t whole is bound to hurt you. I would rather die than harm one hair on your head.”
“Even if I have perpetual helmet hair?”
“I’m being serious.”
“So am I. I want to make sure you know that I’m not one of those girls who cares about her hair being out of place.”
“I don’t care about your hair! I care about your heart and breaking it.”
Lacey put her hand on her heart. “Now I love you even more. I’ll never find another guy who will love me despite my messy hair.”
His lips pressed into an angry line. “Your hair is hardly equal to what my brokenness will do to you. Can’t you see that?”
Lacey looked at her mother and understood her wise words to her at the shop even more now. Lacey would hug her later for it.
She looked back at Wade and lifted her chin. “You can push me away all you want, but nothing will change the way I feel about you. I will always love you, and if you walk out that door, I will still love you. And not for anything you think you can offer me. Sure, I can list all the wonderful qualities that make loving you easier, but it’s the man beneath it all who has my heart, and you will have it forever. Good days, bad days and every day in between are just more days for me to show it with my truth and actions. Can’t you see that?”
Wade stepped around the bed, but the look on his face didn’t look anything but livid. “You’re asking me to be okay with hurting you because you love me. Do you know how ridiculous and selfish on my part that sounds? What kind of man would I be if I accepted those terms?”
“An honest one.”
He stilled beside her, studying her face.
“How many people promise to love and cherish someone only to hurt them because they denied a weakness in their life? It’s why I never wanted to get married. I didn’t trust someone who pledged their undying love when things were going well. Can they still say they will feel the same when things aren’t? I can. Our honesty now will only make us stronger together later. With everything in the light, there can be no hidden surprises.”
“It’s going to be hard, Lacey,” Wade said in a rush on a raspy whisper.
“I drive race cars, Wade. Do I look like some wimpy girl?”
“I want marriage, Lacey. Nothing else.”
“Is that a proposal?”
Wade pulled back. The shocked look on his face at the turn this conversation just took had him switching gears. He looked around the room at their family’s expectant eyes. “Wait. I can’t do this.”
Everyone started to shuffle out of the room to give them privacy.
“Stay where you are.” Wade stopped them in their tracks. “I want everyone I love here.”
Instead, it was Wade who left the room, leaving an awkward silence and flittering glances that didn’t reach Lacey’s eyes.
Wade suddenly reappeared in the doorway, Clay’s forearm held in his grasp.
Clay kept his eyes downcast from everyone in the room. One look and Lacey knew he felt responsible for all that happened.
“Clay,” she said, knowing Wade needed this man in his life. “You don’t need to take this on as your fault. You trusted an old friend who used you.”
Clay’s shoulders curved in, his eyes avoided hers. So different he was from the night she met him on Christmas Eve. “I shouldn’t have been in denial for so long. Deep down, I knew the truth of the accident. No. The murder. I was living a lie.”
“It allowed you to feel safe, Clay. Sometimes the parties and gates fill a role for a time, but sooner or later, they have to come down and the truth has to be dealt with. It’s the only way we can heal. I think the blinders are off for everyone now. Wouldn’t you agree?”
Clay nodded because his emotions wouldn’t let him speak.
“So let the healing begin.” She looked at Wade. “For everyone.”
Wade’s blue eyes pierced her to the point she lost her breath. He moved back to her side, and his hand found her cheek. Tears filled his eyes, making them glassy and shimmering. “I don’t deserve you.”
“That’s a Jesus kind of love. Because of Jesus, we don’t get what we deserve. We get loved instead. Will you let me love you?”
Clay cleared his throat. “If you’ll allow me to speak. Just some fatherly advice, Wade. This is a very special lady. If I were you, I wouldn’t let her go.”
Wade smiled down at her. “All she knows how to do is go. It’s her motto for everything.”
“Then, perhaps you might want to jump in and go with her.” The room of people giggled at Clay’s remark.
Promise jumped up on the bed to lick Lacey’s face. Wade pulled Promise back, concern on his expression. “Promise, down. Lacey’s injured.”
“Then, I couldn’t think of a better dog to help me heal. She’s the most gentle and attentive dog ever. Will you share her with me?”
Lacey patted the side of the bed for Wade to sit, but Promise claimed the spot before he could.
“I see how this is going to go.”
Lacey laughed even though Wade wasn’t. “So serious you always are.” She mocked him to get a smile, but it didn’t work. Then Promise pushed her head into his hand, and Lacey could see a smile about to crack. This dog was good medicine.
“Move it, Promise. It’s my turn to smother her with kisses.” Wade slid his hand to the back of her head and leaned down.
Lacey locked her eyes on his lips, ready to claim hers. She waited for the confetti that was sure to shoot off around her at any second, more mind-blowing than any winner’s circle she would ever be in. She rushed up to meet him.
Wade pulled back. “Not so fast, my little need-for-speed. We’re doing this my way.”
Lacey rolled her eyes. “Oh, brother. You all might as well come back tomorrow. This could take a while.”
Wade laughed, his deep rich baritone she rarely heard, and honestly, wasn’t in any rush to hear go away.
“Lacey Phillips, I think you’re crazy.”
“Well, thanks, I love you, too.”
“That’s why I think you’re crazy. How you could ever love me will forever boggle my mind. You humble me and honor me and stupefy me all at the same time. But if you will marry me, I promise I will spend the rest of my life cherishing you and loving you with everything I have in me, and then some. I won’t lie and say the road ahead of us won’t be bumpy, it will be, but with us going together, and God and honesty as our guides, it will be an incredible race.”
Lacey smiled. “I see where you’re going with this,” she said with a slow nod. “I might even let you drive.”
“First you have to say yes, then our first trip will be to the church. Right away. Like this weekend.”
“So fast? That’s so unlike you, Wade Spencer. Are you sure you don’t want to wait it out so we can plan accordingly?”
“Everyone we love is here. Wh
y wait?”
“True.” Lacey shrugged. “And I do have a wedding planner in the family. Mama, how fast can you whip together a wedding?”
“Are you kidding?” Adelaide shrieked and clapped her hands. “I’ve had your wedding planned since the day you first drew breath. Say yes, darling, and all you’ll have to do is show up.”
“No lace,” Lacey warned.
“I wouldn’t dream of it… Well, I would, but I won’t do it. Promise.”
Promise lifted her head, her caterpillar eyebrows bouncing up and down at the mention of her name. Lacey giggled. “And speaking of Promise…” Lacey patted her vacant side to invite the dog back up. She sank her fingers into the dog’s soft fur at her neck. “Your love is so pure. Your actions are more powerful than any spoken word. Thank you for loving Wade, and showing me how to love him, too.” Promise lapped Lacey’s face and made her laugh. “I want you by our side when we say I do. It just wouldn’t be the same without you.”
“So is that a yes?” Wade asked impatiently.
“Wait a second. I don’t like to be rushed. Let me think this through.”
“You? Since when do think things through? What happened to ‘Go unless God tells you no’?”
“About that… I think I might have been a bit too quick with my motto.”
“Just a bit?” He smirked, deepening his dimple.
“When the car was filling up, and I had no way of escaping, I realized it wasn’t always about going but about letting go.”
Wade’s smile slipped from his face. He caressed her cheek with the back of his fingers, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. “I’m sorry, Lacey. I won’t rush you. If you need time, you take it. As much as you need.”
“But I don’t. That’s just it. My answer is yes, Wade. I will marry you, but I want you to know this is not something I’m rushing into because I haven’t heard God say no. I’m walking forward in trust, knowing He is at the lead, and has great plans for us.”
Wade sighed and dropped his forehead to hers. “There can’t be any regrets in that,” he whispered, his voice choked.
“No regrets, only peace.”
“Peace.” He closed his eyes. “I thought I would be chasing after that forever.”
“Well, get used to it. You don’t have to search for it anymore.”
“Hey,” Roni piped up. “Does this mean you’re coming home, Wade?”
Wade didn’t move from Lacey. “I don’t think that’s a question for today.”
Lacey answered for him. “Yes, he’ll be coming home.”
Wade lifted his head. “Are you sure about moving north? You’re a born-and-bred Southern gal.”
“Now who’s crazy? You own a racetrack? Hello!” She waved her hand. “We’re going to be the greatest racing family ever.”
Wade smiled so big his dimple cut into his cheek like a crater. “Racing family? You have no idea what that means to me.” He leaned in, his lips a breath from hers. “Start your engine, sweetheart. We’ve got a legacy ahead of us to claim.”
“You know I’m going to spin circles around you, right?”
“I’m counting on it,” he said and finally claimed her lips.
Moments went by and Lacey forgot about the people watching. It was easy to do when Wade let all the barriers between them fall away, where it became just the two of them.
It was Michael, Wade’s newfound granddaddy, who interrupted. “If you don’t mind, I would like to give you your wedding present early, Wade.”
Wade stood up from the bed but still held Lacey’s hand, his thumb tracing circles on her skin that sent tingles throughout her body. “That’s not necessary. Really.”
“It is. You’ve been searching for peace for so long, perhaps I can bring you some. It’s what your parents would want me to do. They would be so proud of you. Both of you.” He looked to Roni and opened his briefcase. He withdrew a large envelope and handed it to Wade across the bed. “It’s the accident report. The real accident report.”
“Real?” Both Wade and Roni spoke in unison.
“The one on record was altered. There were certain things I didn’t want the public to know. Like I said before, there are people who will hurt my loved ones just to get to me. I could protect you from afar because I knew where you were.” Michael sighed and looked to make a quick decision. “But I couldn’t protect your brother.”
“What are you saying?”
Michael’s gaze fell to the envelope. “You’ll see in the report that your brother Luke was not found in the car. There were no remains of him at all. Someone removed him from the scene and took him to an unknown place where I couldn’t protect him. What I’m saying is, Veronica and Wade, there’s a chance your brother is still alive, and out there somewhere.”
*
Dear Reader,
Welcome to a fun new series with the start of Silent Night Pursuit. I hope you enjoyed the Spencer siblings and are excited to continue their journey with me down many roads of danger. Look for Roni’s story, as well as the baby brother, Luke’s, story…if the Spencers can find him.
Both Lacey and Wade had pain to face before they could move forward together. Wade’s trauma with his injury of PTSD is felt by so many of our military coming home, experiencing these same wounds. Some have found a service animal to help.
Enter Promise.
Service dogs like her show what unconditional love looks like. In 1 John 3:18, we are instructed not to love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. Promise’s actions were more powerful than any words.
Thanks again for joining me! I love hearing from readers. You can visit my website, www.katyleebooks.com, or email me at [email protected]. You can also write to me at Katy Lee Books, PO Box 486, Enfield, CT 06082.
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