'What's the matter?' he asked, puzzled, glancing at her horror-stricken face and then following her gaze, enlightenment dawning. Freddy went slowly up to the car, looked in, and then turned to him.
'I have never ever done this before,' she said slowly and distinctively. 'You can laugh, Joe, but I just can't believe it!' And then she was laughing too, rattling the door-handle hopefully. 'Perhaps you'd go and ask Viv if I can borrow the necessary tools?'
Controlling himself with an effort, Joe went back into the house. On his return Freddy held out herhand, saying grimly, 'I might as well learn how to do it myself.'
Houdini needed to be calmed once more, the second bent hanger joined the first and the screwdriver was returned to an amused Viv. Freddy was grateful that the crew had already left; she would never have lived it down. On the whole, the day had gone remarkably well, she thought, pleased, apart from the totally demoralising farce of the car keys, of course. Just thinking of that made her want to gnash her teeth— oh, how she had wanted everything to go smoothly this day of all days! Yet it had been funny! And Joe had been very sweet. Her lips curved at the corners; she glanced his way and her breath caught in her throat. It ought not to be allowed, she decided grimly, such smiles as Joe Corey could produce, right out of the blue, without the hint of mockery in them. It was unnerving.
'Do you know the Queen's Theatre?' she asked, and pointed to the red brick building coming up on their right. 'Awful architecture, in my opinion, but it has a terrific reputation professionally.'
'So I understand.' Joe glanced across as they drove by. 'Do you go?'
Freddy sounded shocked. 'Of course I go! Have to support the local theatre.'
'And the artistic director, Adam Carlyon, do you know him?'
Freddy nodded. 'His son, Michael, goes to...' The same school as my daughter, Megan, was what she was going to say, but before she could work out the reasons she had changed it to '... our local school,' with barely a pause in the flow of words.
'Have you booked to see the new John Bennett play, Choices, yet?'
'No, I must do so, his plays are always popular.'
'How about coming with me? I have two tickets for the twenty-fifth of next month.'
Freddy shot him a blank look, her wits deserting her in surprise, and guided the car into the Atticus car park, pulling to a halt alongside the gleaming red Tiger. In the silence when the engine stopped she was without a single excuse, her brain empty. She asked bluntly, 'Why me?'
His lips turned down in sardonic amusement. 'How suspicious you sound, Fred. Why not you? If you want reasons, I can give you some. It's a way of saying thank you for putting up with me over the next few days—I'm sure it was the last thing you wanted. I'd sooner take someone than go by myself, and I don't know anyone else to ask.'
'I don't believe that,' Freddy challenged drily.
'And the idea has occurred that you might feel like humouring me.' Joe glanced back to the rear shelf where the two bent coat-hangers lay.
'That sounds suspiciously like blackmail,' protested Freddy mildly. She watched him put an arm across the seat and smooth his hand over Houdini's domelike head. She thought that was something Joe did well—knowing when to bide his time. He had enormous energy and drive, but had also the instinct of knowing when to curb it. She took the diary from her bag and flipped the pages until she came to the date she was seeking. There was nothing down for that particular Saturday, and there was enough time to arrange for Megan.
It would be wise to make an excuse...
'If we could come to some mutual agreement,' she murmured, turning to look at him, feeling a spark of anticipation stirring inside. They were playing games, and it seemed a long time since she had allowed herself that indulgence.
Joe drawled, 'Oh, I'm sure we can work something out between us!'
Laughter was pulling at his mouth and lighting up his brown eyes.
'Well,' the word was long drawn out, 'my reputation is at stake. I've built up a name for efficiency here at Atticus which I'm loath to forfeit, but if you promise never to breathe a word about the coat-hanger and screwdriver...'
'Two,' corrected Joe gently.
'Two coat-hangers and screwdrivers,' repeated Freddy with dignity, 'then I'd be delighted to take the other ticket off your hands.' She quite spoilt the effect by bursting into laughter.
'It's a deal,' he confirmed, and held out his hand. Freddy's went into it and recognition shot through her. Her hand seemed quite content to remain where it was, but enough was enough. She pulled gently and was free. Joe swung himself from the car and, turning, bent his body to peer back in.
'Much the best thing to keep quiet about it,' he agreed kindly, 'or folk might be wondering why I have such a traumatic effect on you, Frederica... if you've never done such a thing before.' His brows rose provocatively and he shut the door.
Driving home, Freddy informed Houdini more than once that she wanted her head examined.
Frederica. No one could say her name quite like Joe.
CHAPTER THREE
LOOKING back, some weeks later, Freddy smiled ruefully at how jumpy she had been when Joe had first turned up, for, apart from that disastrous day when all she had seemed to do was lock herself out of the car, the following few days when he'd joined her on her work schedule were totally unremarkable. She had decided to be pleasant but distanced with him, and when Joe made no attempt to challenge this stance she felt a ridiculous sense of being let down. She subsequently bumped into him a number of times around town and at Atticus, and sighted him having lunch in her favourite restaurant, a young and attractive strawberry-blonde hanging on to his arm like a limpet. This was no surprise. Joe Corey without a female in tow, and a good-looking one at that, was difficult to imagine.
One evening in late October Freddy arrived home to find Megan playing happily with a friend, and Mrs Mallory, Freddy's housekeeper, putting the finishing touches to the evening meal. When Mrs Mallory had left, Freddy joined the children in a board game entailing much giggling and a little cheating before taking the friend home, four doors down. This was an important time of the day for Freddy, and as often as she was able she liked to share it with Megan, eating together, Megan chatting about her day at school and any worries she might have.
After settling her daughter for sleep, Freddy rang her parents, confirming that she hoped to be spending some time with them in Boston for Christmas. She had just settled down with a book when Judith arrived home, singing the praises of Choices, the play currently on at the Queen's Theatre, which she had just been to see.
'You'll enjoy it,' she told Freddy, pouring two measures from the bottle she had brought in with her. 'And I've found out what's tempted Joseph Corey to Queensbridge.' She passed one of the glasses to Freddy and took the other glass and herself to the other large, comfortable armchair, kicking off her shoes and tucking up her legs. She took a sip of the drink and fished a brochure out of the pocket of her skirt. ' Voila! The spring and summer programme is advertised, and lo and behold, one of the forthcoming plays is being directed by Joseph Corey. There's a bit about him, listing his credits, finishing with the information that he's currently writing a book. How about that, then?'
She tossed the brochure over to Freddy who closed her book and scanned the contents. The play was Shakespeare's Othello, which was being produced the following May and going out on tour in June.
'So his sojourn here is not to be a brief one,' commented Judith, her eyes resting speculatively on her friend over the rim of her glass. 'How is he these days? You don't talk about him much.'
'Simply because I rarely see him,' Freddy replied calmly. 'He's in America at the moment.'
'But I thought he was taking you to see Choices on Saturday?'
'And he is. There are such things as machines that fly, Judith.'
'Ha-very-ha.' Judith decided she wasn't going to get anything more on the subject of Joe Corey and changed the subject.
The Queen's brochure made a handy
bookmark and, when Freddy decided to read for a while before going to sleep, she found herself browsing through the brochure instead. Othello in May, touring in June... Joe would be here through winter, spring and summer. She hardly knew how she felt about the news, but then, Freddy couldn't understand herself half the time these days. At the office the following day she found a short letter from Joe waiting for her, penned in his thin, scrawling writing, telling her that he would pick her up on the Saturday evening, naming a time. Judith was away that weekend, so Freddy arranged for Megan to sleep at the house of her nearby playmate. It was a reciprocal arrangement and Megan was highly delighted. Getting ready that evening became a farce. Freddy had decided what she was going to wear and had a lazy soak in the bath, washing her hair and generally pampering herself. She wandered round in bra, panties and stockings, leisurely making-up and then, when the time came to put on the dress she had picked out, she decided against it. Half an hour later her bed was strewn with articles that had been tried on and thrown off. When the doorbell rang she whipped round and stared in horror at the clock, seized a silk dressing-gown and hurriedly thrust it on and went to answer the door. She had to hold back Houdini, who wanted to make his own boisterous greeting. Joe stepped inside and Freddy clutched the robe fronts together, Houdini's gyrations proving too much for the hastily tied belt.
'Hello, Joe,' she said breathlessly, taking in the grey suit, the red tie and matching handkerchief in the top pocket, the white and red finely striped shirt. Glory! He did look gorgeous! Her eyes lifted to his face and she found him just the same—warm brown eyes, quirky mouth, a little tired-looking.
'I'm sorry, Joe, I shan't be a minute. Go on in, will you?' Freddy escaped into her bedroom, furious with herself. Where was the cool, poised image she had wanted to present? She grabbed the dress she had first chosen and threw it on in haste. It was a silk jersey, soft and fine, in a shade the fashion world called peppermint. It was graceful and flowing, with long sleeves and a front cross-over in draped folds, the hem coming to below the knee. She stared at herself in the mirror, remembering the picture she had presented at the door, and hoped that this would be an improvement. There wasn't time to mess about. Freddy pushed her feet into black patent shoes, sprayed herself with Van Cleef's First, pulled despairingly at a few straggling loose tendrils and decided she would have to do.
She joined Joe in the sitting-room, and said in a vexed voice, 'Oh, Joe, I should have offered you a drink! I'm sorry. Will you have one now?'
'Thanks, no. And don't worry, I've been catching up on the evening news.'
He returned the paper to where he had found it, and his eyes drifted appreciatively over her. 'Shall we go? We might have trouble parking.' He helped her on with her coat, a soft wool in oatmeal, and followed her to the door. Before opening it, he asked lazily, 'Missed me, Fred?' and an eyebrow rose extravagantly.
The warmth of approval in his eyes when she had walked into the room had sent Freddy's spirits spiralling, but she was determined not to show it. 'Why, Joe, haven't you been around?' she asked, eyes wide. 'I hadn't noticed.'
With his sardonic features showing faint amusement he made no comment, the lids dropping over his eyes so that they were nearly, but not quite, closed. Freddy found herself having to use all her reserves to out-stare him, and as she followed him out to the Tiger she wondered who had won that round.
The Queen's Theatre had a festive air about the place that was indicative of a successful run. The bars on both floors were a moving mass of people, giving out a steady level of noise. Joe disappeared, saying he was going to order interval drinks, and Freddy caught sight of the theatre's artistic director's wife, Elizabeth Carlyon, threading her way towards her through the crowd.
Their knowledge of each other was merely from meeting at the school gates and an occasional school function, but, even from this minimal contact, each instinctively liked the other and secretly wanted to further the acquaintance. Liz Carlyon was a year older than Freddy, with friendly blue eyes and a warm, outgoing personality. 'Hello! Freddy Leigh, isn't it?' she exclaimed, smiling, as she came up. 'I was so pleased when I learned you were with Joe tonight. We're all sitting together! Where is Joe? Oh, there he is, talking to Adam. It's been such a rush getting here in time! I start off with plenty to spare, and then something always throws me out—usually the children.' She grinned. 'The best way is for Adam to put the clocks forward twenty minutes, which works quite well.'
The first bell summoning the audience to their seats brought Joe and Adam to their side. Adam shook Freddy's hand, his manner more reserved than his wife's, but showing kindly interest. He was tall, with cool grey eyes and dark hair silvering at the temples, giving his attractive, aquiline features an authoritative air. As talk progressed it became obvious that Joe was a friend as well as a colleague and, listening to the Carlyons together, watching the exchange of glances, Freddy felt a sharp pain shoot through her. She squashed it immediately, for she was ashamed of it—envy was a bitter rue to carry around and could eat away the soul... and in any event, her life was extremely fulfilling, and she did have Megan. Joe caught her eye and gave her the suggestion of a wink and the pain went completely. Megan, satisfying work and friends—what more could she want?
The second bell sounded and they made for their seats. As the play unfolded Joe's strawberry-blonde came on to the stage. Her name, according to the programme, was Nina Welsh.
'Oh, dear!' gasped Liz, laughing. 'What a wickedly funny play! Nina really is extraordinarily beautiful, isn't she?'
Freddy agreed. The play finished to strong applause, and afterwards the cast of six joined them in the bar and received well-earned congratulations. Nina Welsh turned out to have an even more stunning effect offstage. Her hair would always draw the eye, but she had the most astonishing pansy-mauve eyes. Young, pretty and talented about summed up Nina Welsh, thought Freddy.
A table had been reserved at a nearby Italian restaurant and Freddy found that she and Joe were included in the party. She was seated between Adam and one of the actors in the play, with Joe sitting opposite between Liz and Nina. As he stretched out to pour wine into Freddy's glass Joe smiled—a wide, warm, intimate smile that caused Freddy's heart to leap into her throat and her stomach to make a sickening lurch. Her expression must have shown something unusual, for his look was arrested and his eyebrows rose as he searched her face, the wine bottle suspended.
Nina called out gaily for his attention, holding up her empty glass, and the action, which seemed to have been put on pause, started up again. Adam passed Freddy the menu, but she sat there, hardly able to take it in, the print dancing in front of her eyes. The thought of food was nauseating anyway. She ordered Dover sole, thinking she might be able to force some of it down and looking anywhere but at Joe, her thoughts racing.
What a fool she was! Nothing had changed, nothing! All her fine resolutions for keeping her head and her heart intact were trembling on the brink of ruin. Why, oh, why hadn't she realised how much she had missed him? How stupid not to understand why she felt so light-hearted today, so ridiculously indecisive over what to wear so that she could look her best for him! She had sworn that no man was going to have the power, ever again, to hurt her... Adam asked, with quiet concern, if the sole was to her liking. She forced a smile, glancing briefly at him as she replied that it was delicious, and took a swallow of wine to force the next mouthful down. She sensed Joe was watching her closely and pushed aside the rising panic, calling on all her reserves. She laughed at something Adam said, and hated the searing jealousy that swept over her every time Nina and Joe smiled, spoke, laughed together. This wasn't what she wanted! It was so long since she had felt anything so acutely and had been so determined that her emotions should be inviolable that now they had been pierced she was stricken. The half-eaten sole was whisked away and a creme caramel put in its place. This was easier to dispose of. She rather thought Adam Carlyon knew something was wrong, for he was being extremely kind, talking to her about
things that demanded no response, so that by the time coffee came round shewas feeling much calmer, and was able to talk back quite naturally.
'We're always struggling to find new ways of making money,' Adam was saying. 'The potential of a place such as ours is enormous and I like to think we use it to the full.'
Freddy nodded. She knew that apart from the main auditorium there was a small studio theatre tucked away under the eaves which put on the works of new writers and the more experimental plays that would not attract the larger audiences. There was foyer entertainment at lunch time, visiting ballet and opera companies as well as the Queen's own touring company. An idea struck her and she said slowly, feeling her way, 'I wonder if you'd be interested in Atticus doing a programme about Queen's? You've built up such a tremendous reputation as being one of the best of the provincial theatres, it would be nice to let the ordinary public know about you.'
A flicker of interest showed in Adam's eyes. 'We did have an arts programme done on one of our guest directors last year, but it was more about him than Queen's.'
'It could be filmed over a number of weeks, taking in all aspects, perhaps following through one particular production...' Her voice, which had started off quietly ruminative, now gained speed and animation as the project began to take hold of her imagination, the adrenalin flowing as it always did at the beginning of any conception. She checked herself with a wry smile.
'No good getting too excited until we know if Atticus is interested. May I sound out Patrick Tyson and come back to you?' she asked.
When Adam replied, 'You may, and I look forward to hearing the outcome,'
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