“Pity…wouldn’t you rather have a private party with me, or are you happy to stand here and dry hump me on the dance floor?”
Her words tipped the scale. Nothing in this world was more appealing to me, and my dick was suddenly right up front, in charge of the whole shebang. “You’re hot when you talk dirty,” I murmured turning on my seductive voice and kissing her neck. She was reacting like she wasn’t aware anyone else could see us.
“Restroom and we need to get out of here,” she said patting my chest and heading for the restrooms. When she broke away like that I suddenly had doubts, was she playing me this time? I grabbed her arm roughly.
“Don’t fucking dick with me, Lily.” She raised her eyebrow.
“I’m not…dicking.” She smirked and turned on her heel.
I got my jacket from the cloakroom and waited for her. She took a while and again I was feeling she had played me. When I saw her coming toward me, the arguments that were beginning to take me into the revolving door dissipated instantly. “I thought you’d changed your mind.” She raised an eyebrow.
“I want some mindless sex, and you’re good,” she said rather too loudly.
I tried to explain again what we were without her getting angry with me. “I don’t want you to be my fuck buddy, I want to spend time with you, but I do want you sexually too.” Lily nodded unsmiling.
“You want to fuck me, I want to fuck you, we’re buddies, so …fuck buddy, let’s go.”
Giving her a pensive look, I asked, “You’re sure about this?” as we got into the cab. I was still thinking that she was pulling some kind of sick joke. Payback for all the times when I tried to resist her and failed, fighting my feelings, the ‘hot and cold’ as she called it.
“Are you? Why do you keep asking me?” Because I don’t want you to do something you’ll regret as soon as it’s happened.
Lacing my fingers in hers, I smiled. “Never been more sure about what I want to do with you, but I don’t want to hurt you.” I’d never said anything to anyone and meant it more than at that moment. Oh, I was sure I wanted to do it, but so fucking unsure of what it would all mean afterwards.
“You won’t. I’m looking forward to it,” she said, looking completely relaxed about what we were about to do. How Lily looked like some innocent, delicate angel was in contrast to some of her decisions and things about her. She had a flair for the unexpected. Sometimes she was so unpredictable and there was stuff that was so out of place with a girl like her such as her tattoo and piercing. She was a walking talking fucking enigma at times.
Chapter 27 – Where We Started
We arrived at my place, and I offered her a drink. She refused, but I went ahead and opened a bottle of Pinot Noir anyway, pouring us both a glass. I needed it to settle the bout of nerves simmering in the pit of my stomach.
“I think I’ve had enough for tonight.” Suddenly, I wasn’t so sure about doing anything with her. The last thing I wanted was for her to hate me even more because she thought I’d taken advantage of her. I was the sober one.
I hadn’t even had time to reach the bar when I saw her on the dance floor. Making sure she was making the decision to get with me with a clear mind.
“Is that why you’re here, because you’re drunk?
“I’m not here because I’ve been drinking, or maybe I am? I get horny when I drink, but I know what I’m doing.” Studying her, I continued to sip my wine, watching her over my glass. She was actually sober now, and my mind was having all kinds of dirty thoughts about her; tasting her, tucking my fingers into her sweet pussy, exploring every inch of her in a slow delicious torture.
“What are you thinking?” she murmured. I smiled and exhaled giving a soft laugh.
“You really don’t want me to verbalize that for you.” I shook my head and winked playfully, thinking damn, was I displaying the pleasure on my face that I was feeding my mind?
“Maybe I do,” she tried to provoke, that cute chin jutting upwards at me. Her eyes were sparkling with mischief.
Draining the rest of the wine from my glass, I walked over to her and set it down on the counter with a soft clink.
She was leaning on the counter, and I wandered up behind her to whisper in her ear. “I’d rather show you. Can I touch you now?” I forced down a swallow my body humming and primed to accept what was about to happen between us.
Lily looked over her shoulder meeting my gaze, her gorgeous blue eyes were hooded with desire, sparkling with mischief and pink clouded with lust.
“We’re already here. I don’t have to answer that,” she said, flatly, and fuck it if she hadn’t just set me another challenge.
My hands landed on either side of her ribs, and I turned her to face me. My eyes were taking in the sight of her, my hands the feel of her as I slid them down, cupping her ass firmly. She shuddered in my arms, and I turned her away from me again. Pressing her front into the counter with my weight, I pulled her hips back firmly grinding my aching hard dick against the cleft of her softness. The side of my head was touching hers. Cheek to cheek, and the scent of her was so fucking intoxicating.
I inhaled deeply and was aware of her ragged breathing as my hand scooped under her dress to run between her soft, silky bare thighs. At the same time I buried my face in her neck with soft kisses and could feel goose-bumps erupting under my lips and fingertips.
“Fuck,” I husked, tracing my tongue up her neck to her jaw.
She shivered and the sweetest, sexiest sound ground out. “Oh, God.” Smiling into her neck, I was in absolute fucking heaven in that moment. I turned her to face me again.
Not being able to hold myself back a moment longer from her, my lips collided with hers, my tongue demanding entry to her hot, wet mouth—exploring her, tasting her, committing it to memory once more. A groan rose from her chest and into my mouth before she broke away briefly and moaned, “Oh, Alfie.”
The sound of my name on her lips was so sensually delivered that a guttural groan of my own ripped out of my throat as I pulled her close again, her body completely flush to mine. Fuck I’d missed that with her. My control was ebbing away…fast, giving way to reckless abandon and want, and being wanted in return.
The way Lily melded herself to me had to be the best feeling in the world. All the non- sexual things seemed sinful to me when I was with her. Even just the way she wrinkled that little nose and made my dick perk up like a dog seeing a juicy fucking bone. Damn.
Lily was the most addictive girl I’d ever met, and yet, a pile of stuff was in the way of me just getting right along with giving and taking everything with her.
Enough dicking around I needed more, I couldn’t do slow for much longer, so I kicked her feet apart to get closer, my arms skimmed from her waist to under her arms, pulling her up my body and lifting her onto the granite counter. Without hesitation my palms were sliding up her inner thighs, pushing her dress up to bunch around her waist, and tucking the hem from under her ass as she sat at on it.
In one swift movement, I had unrobed and pushed her dress to the floor. I didn’t waste a moment in getting my hands back on her thighs. She sat there stunning, in her delicate lacy lingerie, and I was expecting something to crash into the house, to ruin the moment, because I wasn’t a lucky guy, and everything in front of me was screaming this was different.
My eyes were locked in on hers, as my hands traveled to the apex of her legs where I ached to touch but was so fucking terrified at the same time. Seeing the effect of my hands on her body in my eyes was so erotic. She was so turned on, and with each inch I traveled, her eyelids became more hooded.
When the tips of my fingers touched the damp wet material between her legs, I spread her legs wider apart, tugging the elastic of her panties aside. The smell of her sex hit my senses, and I dipped my head, blowing a soft breath across her hot swollen mound, quickly followed by a long slow gentle sweep of my tongue the length of her seam. Lily murmured, “Alfie, the window.” The blinds weren’t drawn, and she
was in full view of the picture window, and fuck if it didn’t just make the scene I was looking at even hotter.
“I don’t care who looks. I need to taste you. I can’t stop.” I wrapped my lips around her pussy and gently pulled her folds into my mouth. I’d never forgotten how she smelled or tasted and my eyes rolled back in my head when she was finally right where I wanted her; drinking from her. Making my dick thicker and harder with every suck I took, I swallowed like a man dying of thirst making exquisite pulses, drawing her juices deep from within.
Licking my lips and never wanting to stop. “Oh. God.” Lily shook, her body trembling on the cusp of an orgasm. I stopped and inhaled sharply. There couldn’t be anything in the way because once I got going nothing was going to stop us from sating each other.
Hooking my fingers around the top of her panties I dragged them down her legs and dropped them on the floor, instantly placing my hand over her clit and circling them in the glistening moistness of her seam before I tucked a finger inside.
Even with one finger she clenched tightly. A feral growl bubbled up from my chest and came out in a possessive claim as I sucked on her clit, swirling my finger a few times, stretching her to ready for when I finally took her, then rubbed it on that sweet little walnut patch of her anterior wall that made her forget everything but my name.
“So fucking sweet…” I muttered shakily when I came up for air. I could have stayed there all day, but my dick couldn’t have stood that.
“Oh. God. Uh, huh… Yeah… don’t stop!” she moaned loudly, leaning back on her elbows, watching me and damn if my heart didn’t nearly fucking burst in out of my chest it swelled so much.
Stopping what I was doing to grin up at her. “If I’m going to pleasure you, could you at least try to remember my name,” I said playfully then spread her legs wider. “I should just take you here… now. You’re so ready for me, I’ve waited too long,” I growled watching her intimate pinkness, spreading my fingers and running my fingers around her slit lightly, watching the moist essence of her coat my fingertips.
She tried to move, and I pushed her back where she was. “No! You’ve made me wait too long for this, stay where you are! I want to take my time,” I commanded.
Licking and sucking her, suckling and teasing her, it was no time at all until she was chasing my hand on the counter for a greater connection from me, and I felt myself chasing my climax, her body arching up to meet my face.
Increasing my speed and concentrating all my efforts on flicking her clitoris until I shook and screamed, coming so hard I was having difficulty keeping her up there on the countertop. “Oh sweet Jesus…yes…oh fuck… no… stop. No Alfie, please…” I chuckled while I was tormenting her.
“You. Want. Me. To. Stop?” I lapped at her with each word, sending me almost insane with pleasure.
I scooped her off the counter into my arms, her ass was soaking wet. She wrapped her legs around me as I headed for the stairs. “I need you in my bed… now!” I moaned loudly at the feel of my dick in my pants when I started walking.
“Why the bedroom?” she panted.
I was kissing her hard breaking off to tell her, “Nightstand drawer.”
I gasped into her neck. Lily started giggling. “That has got to be the weirdest thing anyone has ever said, given the circumstances.”
I peppered kisses over her face still walking. “When. I. Get. Started. I. Wont. Stop… condoms.” A broad smile flashed across her face in recognition of the explanation.
Laying her in my bed, I shucked my jeans to the floor, and crawled over her, lying down at the top of the bed. I motioned for her to come to me. She never hesitated, just scooted up and lifted her leg over me, settling her-self astride me.
No coherent thought could even begin to describe what I was feeling at that point. Part desperate, part terrified doesn’t even come close. On the one hand it felt fucking perfect. Lily was right there in front of me, ready and willing. Her warm wet swollen pussy cradling my dick along her folds in the most perfectly seductive way.
She was still wearing her beautiful intricate lace bra, so I unhooked it and her ample, heavy breasts sprung free, reverberating against her chest. They were every young boy’s wet dream. All pert, with dark pink nipples that just begged to be sucked. I hooked the bra on my forefinger and threw across the room.
I vaguely saw the bra land over my television on the wall, but my hands and my eyes were all about Lily. Stroking her skin, trailing my fingers over her breasts and down her stunning form, not believing I was being allowed to touch her sweet body again. “Oh. My. God, Lily. You feel so good. I’ve fucking craved you, so badly.”
My hands trembled as I took her breasts in my hands plumping them and watching my fingers indent her soft flesh. “You’re so fucking beautiful, so perfect.” I shook my head. I was still having a hard time comprehending that this was really happening.
Leaning in I rolled my tongue around her nipple. It instantly puckered, the nipple protruding stiffly. I pulled it, stretching it between my lips, and let it go sharply, before taking it in my mouth and suckling hard. Lily moaned in ecstasy and threw her head back. “Sweet, Jesus.”
Lily began rolling her pussy over my dick, undulating slowly, coating me with her warm sticky juices. Leaning over, I snapped the foil packet and placed her back to near where she’d been before I put it on. Slipping my fingers inside her, she curled forward her mouth in my neck mewling softly.
I murmured in her ear. “So fucking sexy, so silky… so wet… so tight.” She smiled into my neck, enjoying the sensation of my fingers inside of her.
“Yeah, it kind of does that down there when I’m being teased and fondled,” she replied playfully, enjoying what I was doing too much to engage with me properly.
My lips moved to her neck, and I rolled her back over me, spreading her ass cheeks in readiness to take her. I felt her entrance with my finger testing to make sure she was wet enough. The last thing I wanted her to take away from this was pain.
We had enough of that between us without her having the physical pain to deal with. I brought my fingers up and sucked on them. “Mmm,” I said smiling at her and widening my eyes. She tasted fucking incredible.
His eyes widened with excitement as I slid my thick tip along her moistness, lifting me slightly and lowering her onto me, my mouth claiming hers with my tongue probing at the same slow tantalizing speed.
Moving swiftly, I turned her on her back, crawled down between her legs, and was on her pussy again with my mouth, licking and flicking her clitoris just the way she liked it, my fingers penetrating her again, rubbing her soft spot. “Oh. God. Yes. Just like that…” she moaned loudly.
“I fucking love the sounds you make, and when you tell me what you want.” By then I was so far gone on her I groaned against her pussy and she shivered, goose-bumps running over her soft skin. I could feel the familiar drawing up inside, her vaginal walls tightening and she clamped down on my fingers, coming hard and pulsating over and over, screaming my name.
When she was recovering, I flipped her over on her belly and grabbed her hips, pulling her up onto her knees and entered her in one long glide all the way my root. We both gasped simultaneously, and I made a low groaning noise. “Oh, God… fuck,” I ground out, slapping her ass then massaging it in a circular motion as I moved my dick in and out slowly.
We were both so turned on at that moment, and I grabbed her hips, holding her tightly as I began to thrust harder. Her hair was all over the place, and I grabbed as much as I could and wrapped my hand in it, pulling it gently from behind, before spanking her ass a couple of more times.
She was just so fucking sexy and the thoughts going through my mind about what I wanted to do to her were less than pure. “You’re… so… fucking… amazing… I can’t live without this,” I moaned into her back. Again, telling her that I needed this, but holding back on the but….
This union wasn’t a long, drawn-out fun sex session. It was driven by nee
d. My head swimming with emotions and words that I couldn’t say out loud, that I wasn’t even sure would have been welcomed anyway. A race to release on my part and in less than five minutes I had cum hard and fast, my pulsing cock still throbbing inside of her.
I clung tightly to her. Wondering, no fearing, what was going to happen next. Pulling myself out slowly, I laid back on the bed. Lily collapsed next to me on her side, facing me. “Sorry, I got desperate, it’s been a while,” I said feeling embarrassed.
Lily squeezed my arm, and I wasn’t sure if it was to comfort me or in sympathy. She started to push herself off the bed, but I pulled her down beside me again. No way was she going anywhere. We had to talk. I couldn’t do this anymore; be nothing to her.
“Can you stay?” She smiled.
“I wasn’t leaving. I was going to give you some time to…”
Not wanting her to leave, I cut in on her sentence. “I want to hold you, is that okay?”
Choking back the tears that had sprung to her eyes, she said, “I need to pee.” Untangling our limbs, she quickly headed for the bathroom. My head landed heavily on the mattress, a strangled groan of frustration tearing up from my throat. Emotion was choking me. It was the most difficult feeling to see her so hurt and know that I was the cause of it.
Chapter 28 – Running Out
Lily was in the bathroom for about ten minutes, and I figured we needed to talk. I was lying on one elbow, facing her when she walked in and patted the bed beside me. “I’ve been waiting.” She gave me a slow smile but shook her head. “I just want to go home now Alfie. I’m tired.” She began putting on her bra.
“Sleep with me, here.” Damn I hadn’t realize how badly I wanted that until the words were out there. I smiled and silently pleaded with her to say yes.
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