by Vi Keeland
He put this stupid pouty face on. “Fine, I guess I will just sit here and think about you all hot and naked in the shower rubbing your hands all over yourself.”
“You do that,” I said laughing as I walked out of the room.
I showered as quickly as possible. I wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and curl up next to him. For the first time in a long time, I actually didn’t even want to have sex. I was so spent from work that just lying with him would make me happy. I wrapped a towel around me and headed back into my room. I found him on my bed in the same exact spot, but something was different about him. He had a huge smile on his face. He looked like a cat that just ate the canary.
“What’s so funny?” I asked him suspiciously.
“Oh, nothing.”
“Why don’t I believe you?”
“It’s nothing. I just found something that belongs to you in the night stand.”
My face dropped. “No you didn’t.”
He nodded his head and began to laugh. “So why have you kept this from me? We could’ve been using it.”
I felt my face turn bright red. “Garrett, put it back please,” I begged.
From underneath the blanket he pulled out my Rabbit Vibrator, and he proceeded to turn it on. “Oh look at that, it has three speeds,” he laughed hysterically.
“Garrett! Stop it! Put it away!” I laughed. I could feel my face getting even redder than it already was.
“Hell no, Babe, I’m going to try this out right now. Get over here and spread em. I wanna see how this little bunny makes you squirm.”
I started walking toward him crossing my arms. “What were you doing going through my drawers anyway?”
“I was looking for a tissue. I just had a sneezing fit. What else do you have in your drawers? Nipple clamps, ben wa balls or a butt plug?” He was laughing so hard he was holding his stomach.
I charged at him to grab the vibrator, but he was too quick for me. He caught me as I jumped on him and pinned me to bed. I could feel myself getting angry. I knew he was only joking, but I was truly mortified that he found it.
“There is nothing to be embarrassed about, relax,” he said softly.
He reached down and opened my towel up. “Spread your legs.”
I shook my head. “No.” I said angrily.
“Come on. Don’t be like that.” He began to lightly kiss my neck and chest.
I felt myself beginning to calm down and my arousal starting to build. I was trying so desperately to fight this feeling. I didn’t want to give in to him. I was still mad.
He ran his tongue down my chest and began teasing my nipples. I was fighting so hard to hold back a moan. I heard the click of the vibrator and his hand move down my body. I felt my body stiffen at his movement, even though I had used it a million times on myself. I had never used it in the company of someone else.
“Relax nothing bad is going to happen. Just relax and enjoy it,” he said calmly. “Now open your legs.”
I reluctantly spread my legs, feeling my body tense up again. He slowly inserted the vibrator into me and turned up the speed again. I felt my body shudder involuntarily, damn my body for defying me. He began to pull the vibrator slowly out of me and then pushed it back in making sure my clit was being touched by the little bunny. I bit my lip trying not to show him I was enjoying it. I knew I was going to have to give in. I couldn’t fight it much longer I was already feeling that buzz inside me.
“G,” I whispered.
“There’s my girl,” he smiled. “Do you like that?”
I nodded my head.
“Show me how you use it,” he said brushing his lips against mine.
I closed my eyes in embarrassment and shook my head again.
He ran his hand over my cheek. “I wanna watch you get yourself off, please,” he begged.
I clenched my eyes closed again hoping all of this would stop. Knowing Garrett and how persistent he was, he wasn’t going to stop until I gave in. I opened my eyes and gave him a defeated looked. Removing his hand from the Rabbit, I took over. I immediately turned it onto the highest setting, figuring the faster I got off the sooner this would all be over.
“Full power? I like it,” he smiled.
I turned my face to him and gave him a dirty look. “If you don’t stop picking on me, I’m going to sleep on the couch.”
“Will you stop it, I am just teasing you.”
I laid my head back on the bed and closed my eyes trying to pretend he wasn’t in the room. I began moving the vibrator in and out with the little bunny rapidly vibrating against my clit. A relaxed feeling started to come over me, and I began to enjoy it. I heard Garrett moan, turning my head, I looked over at him. He was rubbing himself on the outside of his boxers.
“Seriously, I’m going to blow a load in my fucking underwear watching you,” he groaned.
“Come here,” I said breathlessly. “I want to suck your dick.”
He crawled up the bed and knelt down next to me pulling his boxers down. His erection was rock hard and I licked my lips to wet them. I felt his breathing become jagged as I put my lips around him slowly moving my tongue around his cock. Letting go of the vibrator I pulled myself up onto my forearm to give me better access.
I felt Garrett’s body lean down. “You are not getting out of this,” he said reaching down and inserting it back into me.
I must have lost my concentration.
“You okay?” I heard him say.
The intensity of the full power setting was almost too much, and I found it hard to focus. He pulled the vibrator slowly out of me and quickly pushed it back into me. I gasped. I could feel myself coming already. I began to press my lips tightly down on his shaft pushing him deep into my throat. He took a handful of my hair trying to quicken my speed. He pushed a little too hard, and I gagged.
“Oh, Babe, I’m sorry,” he laughed “I got a little carried away. I thought you were actually going to deep throat me.”
“Do you want me to puke all over you?” I said laughing.
He continuously pressed the bunny up against my clit applying pressure. I could feel myself building. I looked up at him. “I need you inside of me,” I moaned. I quickly got on all fours and backed myself up to him. I could hear the vibrator still buzzing in his hand as he pushed inside of me. He handed the vibrator to me. “Here use this,” he moaned. I went down on my forearms pressing the vibrator up against my clit. He took hold of my hips and pulled me hard into him.
My breathing became labored, and I felt my eyes roll back in my head. I had to drop the vibrator to the bed. It was too intense, and I couldn’t take it anymore. Garrett was still ramming himself into me, and I could feel his balls bouncing up against my ass. Clenching the blanket on the bed I was so close to coming, but I was trying to hold on until he came. It felt so good when we came at the same time. Every part of my body quivered, and I let myself go. I couldn’t hang on anymore.
As I began to cry in pleasure he slowed his pace down and pulled himself almost completely out of me. He paused for a moment then plunged himself back in. He repeated this a couple of times until I heard him moan loudly, and I felt his explosion inside of me.
I dropped onto my stomach in utter exhaustion breathing heavily. He lowered himself slowly on top of me breathing in my ear. “I love you so much.” I sighed fighting to keep my eyes open. “I love you too.”
Chapter Twenty
A month before the wedding Garrett went away again for training. Nicole suggested we hit the mall to find a wedding dress. After looking at what felt like a hundred stores, I found the perfect dress. It wasn’t your typical wedding dress, but it was perfect for me. It was an off white, empire waist, kimono sleeved dress. It was very bohemian looking and perfect for a summer wedding. For shoes, I picked out simple white strappy sandals.
As we were standing in the dressing room Nicole began to cry. “I can’t believe you are getting married and leaving me,” she said sadly.
I took her hands. “Don’t cry, you are going to make me cry and I think I’ve shed a lifetime of tears for the both of us.” I was smiling, trying to hold back my own tears. “I’m only a phone call away and we can Skype all the time.” With a huge smile on my face I said, “Plus, now that I am moving to paradise you can come visit me. How amazing would that be? Us on the beach in Hawaii!” I squealed.
“I’m not crying because I am sad, I am crying because I am happy for you. I know how much you love each other.” She got very serious and hung her head. “I never told you this, but Garrett would call me every few months to check on you. He wanted to make sure you were okay.”
I became very quiet and let out a sigh of relief. “So, you were the one he was talking about.”
“What?” She said looking completely stunned by my words.
“The night that Garrett and I got back together he told me he always knew what I was doing and just because he was away, didn’t mean he didn’t talk to people around here.” I paused for a minute trying to decide if I wanted to ask my next question. I took a deep breath, “Did you know about his accident?
“Leila, I swear I didn’t know,” her voice began to rise. “I would’ve told you if I knew. When we spoke, he never talked about himself. He would call, ask how you were, make some small talk and then our conversation would be over. Please don’t think I would have ever kept that from you,” she pleaded.
I swallowed hard. “I believe you. I just needed to know.”
“Oh honey, I always thought maybe both of you would move on and be happy on your own. Obviously, I was wrong about that and I kick myself for not telling you.” She grabbed me and hugged me tight. “I love you and I can’t wait to see you become Mrs. Levine next month.”
Nicole and Hillary begged to plan a Bachelorette Party for me. I was totally against the idea until I spoke with Garrett. He encouraged me to go out and live it up one last night with my friends. “Leila, it’s one night. You are going to see me for the rest of your life. And don’t forget we are moving away soon. Nicole and Hillary aren’t going to be sitting downstairs waiting for you anymore,” Garrett said.
His words saddened me. The move hadn’t really sunk in yet. I felt like I had been living in a dream world for the past few months. Even though I was planning our wedding it almost didn’t seem real.
Nicole and Hillary kept everything very top secret about the Bachelorette Party. They wouldn’t give me any sort of hint. The only thing they would tell me was dress to kill. I couldn’t for the life of me figure out where the hell we were going. As I looked through my closet for something to wear I realized I had nothing that I would classify as “dressed to kill”. I called my old college roommate, Amy. I asked her if she would like to help me find a dress. She nearly blew my eardrum out with the squeal she let off.
We made plans to meet up at the mall around seven to find me a dress. Amy was coming to the Bachelorette Party, so she knew exactly what kind of dress would work for where we were going. We met outside of Macy’s. Amy was her typical bubbly self. She gave me a huge hug and nearly picked me up off the floor. “I can’t believe you are getting married,” she squealed loudly.
As we made our way through Macy’s, Amy grilled me about Garrett. Amy and Garrett had never met. When Amy and I became roommates, Garrett had already left. I told her the entire story, how we ran into each other at the wedding, then at the Halloween party. Amy was pretty speechless through the story. By the time I was done telling the story, we had been standing in the dress department for ten minutes. Amy had a huge grin on her face. She had one hand on each of my shoulders. “Leila, this is fate, you were meant to be with him,” she said. “Now, let’s go find you a kick ass dress.”
Amy pulled a few off the rack and sent me into the dressing room. While I slipped the first dress on, she was still out on the floor scouring for more dresses. When I came out in the first dress she looked at me and shook her head. “I think I found the perfect dress for you,” she said. She handed me a simple black off the shoulder dress that cinched at the waist. I went back into the dressing room to try it on. I slipped the dress on and turned towards the mirror. The dress fit me like a glove. A huge smile appeared on my face. I knew Amy was going to go crazy for this dress. I was almost scared to come out of the dressing room. “Alright, are you ready for this?” I called to her.
“Bring it on, Sister,” she said back.
As I opened the door, I cringed a little waiting for her reaction.
“Oh . . . My . . . Gawd,” she cried. She sounded like Janice from Friends.
I burst out laughing at her reaction. “Do you like it?”
“This is the one!” She exclaimed. “Now we need to find you shoes.”
I rolled my eyes at her. “I have plenty of shoes at home.”
“You are getting new shoes! This is your Bachelorette Party!”
Lucky for me, the shoe department was just across the aisle. I grabbed my purse, and we crossed the aisle into the shoe department. I left the dress on so I could see what the shoes looked like with the dress. After trying on several different types, I saw a leopard print platform peep-toe pump. I was in love. When I paired the pumps with the dress, they were a perfect match. I thought Amy was going to fall over with excitement.
After our afternoon of shopping and having lunch at the mall, I headed home. I was really excited about my new outfit, and I couldn’t wait to show Garrett. He was going to die when he saw me in it. I got the idea to put the outfit on and take a picture with my cell phone. I hadn’t seen him in almost a month. I wanted to give him a little surprise. I rushed into my apartment, got dressed in my dress and sexy shoes, and somehow managed to take a picture of myself in it.
I immediately texted it to him. Within seconds I had a response.
Garrett—
Holy fuck! You look HOT!
His text put fancysansa huge smile on my face. I was happy he liked it, even though he wasn’t going to see me in it until he came back.
Me—
You like it? I’m wearing it to my Bachorelette Party. I am going to kill Nicole if she gets me a stripper.
Garrett—
LMFAO
Garrett—
Take another picture of yourself. Just in your bra and underwear. I wanna see you.
Me—
Are you out of your damn mind!!
Garrett—
It’s just a bra and underwear. It’s like you are wearing a bathing suit. PLEASE! I miss you and I wanna see you.
I couldn’t believe he was asking me to actually take a picture of myself in my freaking bra and underwear. This was something I would have never done before. A smile came across my face. Fuck it, I’m going to do it. I went digging through my underwear drawer looking for the set he had bought me for Christmas. I slipped my dress off. I quickly changed my bra and underwear and put my shoes back on. I knew he would love the shoes. I took the picture and hit the send button before I could change my mind.
Garrett—
FUCK! I can’t believe you did it! GAH! You left the shoes on. I’m going to have to rub one off tonight to this picture.
Me—
PMSL I’m glad you like it.
I’m not sure what came over me, but I got the crazy idea to send him a topless picture. I looked over to my dresser and saw his dog tags and Marines baseball hat. A wicked smile appeared across my face, and I knew exactly what I was going to do.
This by far was the craziest thing I had ever done sober in my lifetime. I took my bra off put the dog tags around my neck and the baseball hat on my head. Crawling onto my bed I sat up on my knees and laced his dog tags around my thumb holding them out seductively. I snapped the picture and hit send.
It felt like I had just hit the send button when I got a reply.
Garrett—
You just made me spit out my beer. Holy fuck there are so many things I want to do to you right now.
His words were fancysansmaking me blush. I still w
asn’t comfortable with how he liked to talk dirty. I felt so silly.
Me—
I’m glad you liked the picture.
Garrett—
Come on Babe. Tell me what you want to do to me. Give me something to think about tonight while I am looking at these fucking hot pictures of you.
Me—
I can’t.
Garrett—
Pleeeeeeaseeee.
Me—
Oh God help me.
I was lying on my bed trying to figure out something sexy to write to him. This was totally not me. I am going to text him something and it is going to sound completely ridiculous. Why did I send him those pictures? He’s not going to stop until I send him something.
My phone went off again.
Garrett—
Babe, I am waiting here with a raging boner. You gotta give me something.
Me—
Will you give me a minute? I am trying to come up with something. I don’t have a filthy dirty mind like you do.
Garrett—
Ok. I will be waiting. I’m over here thinking about you going down on me right now. Your sweet mouth running up and down my cock. It feels so fucking good.
His words made me blush. I couldn’t figure out how those words came so easy for him. I frantically racked my brain for the words he wanted to hear.
Me—
Hmmmm. Your dick feels so good in my mouth.
I hit the send button and felt mortified. Oh my God! Why did I just send that?
Garrett-
Your mouth is so warm and wet. I love it when your tongue teases my balls.
Me—
I can feel myself getting wet; I want to feel you inside of me.
What I had just sent him was the God’s honest truth. His words were doing exactly that.
Garrett—
Oh, Babe. I want to eat you out so fucking bad right now. The thought of you sitting on my face right now is sending me over the edge. You have no fucking idea.
Me—
I want your face in between my legs. Your stubble on my thighs and your tongue on my clit.
A shot of anxiety ran through me as I sent that. Even though I really wanted him to do this to me, I had never actually told him. He had always taken care of me. He was never a selfish lover. He always made sure I got off. I began to squirm as I lay on my bed. I began to look at my nightstand thinking about The Rabbit. I was definitely going to need some type of release a month with no sex, and we were sexting.