by A. M. Castle
About the Author
Before turning to crime, A.M. CASTLE was a national newspaper feature writer. Her first psychological thriller for HQ Digital, The Perfect Widow, is an Amazon number one bestseller in Noir Crime, and a top-selling audiobook. She also writes cosy crimes as Alice Castle. She lives in south London with her two daughters and two cats and, when not dreaming up new ways to kill people herself, is usually glued to a whodunit on TV.
Also by A.M. Castle
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A.M. CASTLE
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Table of Contents
Cover
About the Author
Also by A.M. Castle
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Prologue
Part One
Chapter 1: Vicky
Chapter 2: Gita
Chapter 3: Tom
Chapter 4: Vicky
Chapter 5: Rachel
Chapter 6: Geoff
Chapter 7: Jane
Chapter 8: Vicky
Chapter 9: Jane
Chapter 10: Geoff
Chapter 11: Gita
Chapter 12: Vicky
Chapter 13: Rachel
Chapter 14: Gita
Chapter 15: Vicky
Chapter 16: Gita
Chapter 17: Vicky
Chapter 18: Rachel
Chapter 19: Tom
Chapter 20: Gita
Chapter 21: Vicky
Chapter 22: Tasha
Chapter 23: Tom
Chapter 24: Gita
Chapter 25: Rachel
Chapter 26: Gita
Chapter 27: Tom
Chapter 28: Vicky
Chapter 29: Gita
Chapter 30: Rachel
Chapter 31: Tom
Chapter 32: Jane
Chapter 33: Geoff
Chapter 34: Rachel
Chapter 35: Vicky
Chapter 36: Tasha
Chapter 37: Jane
Chapter 38: Gita
Chapter 39: Vicky
Chapter 40: Rachel
Part Two
Chapter 41: Geoff
Chapter 42: Gita
Chapter 43: Vicky
Chapter 44: Jane
Chapter 45: Gita
Chapter 46: Tom
Chapter 47: Gita
Chapter 48: Tom
Chapter 49: Vicky
Chapter 50: Gita
Chapter 51: Vicky
Chapter 52: Jane
Chapter 53: Tom
Chapter 54: Gita
Chapter 55: Geoff
Chapter 56: Jane
Chapter 57: Vicky
Chapter 58: Gita
Chapter 59: Vicky
Chapter 60: Jane
Chapter 61: Vicky
Chapter 62: Gita
Chapter 63: Tom
Chapter 64: Gita
Chapter 65: Tom
Chapter 66: Tom
Chapter 67: Jane
Chapter 68: Geoff
Chapter 69: Vicky
Chapter 70: Gita
Epilogue: Vicky
Extract
Acknowledgements
A letter from A.M. Castle
Dear Reader …
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About the Publisher
To Ella and Connie, with love
Prologue
Tregowan Castle, Mount Tregowan, 1st November, Midnight
The glare, when the lights suddenly go back on, is worse than the total blackness moments before. The guests blink as four huge chandeliers blaze down on them. The table, dead centre in the vaulted baronial dining hall, is covered with the detritus of their long, indulgent reunion meal: crystal glasses, fine china, empty bottles of Champagne and Barolo. From the looks of things, it’s been quite an evening.
A bewildered murmuring starts. Everyone is in identical Halloween costumes, though some have ditched their orange wigs. Then someone gets up to see what caused the power cut, almost tripping on the long black and red velvet cape. But, before they’ve even reached the light switch, they begin to back away, colliding with chairs and table, pointing wordlessly. The others follow the direction of that single, shaking finger.
Someone is face down in one of the sumptuous gold dinner plates, wig askew, shoulders hunched. Who could possibly have slept through all this? they ask each other.
No one, it turns out. The blinding light catches something. A shiny metal skewer, sticking straight up from the back of that still neck.
As a second horrified silence falls, a red bead wells up where the skewer has entered the body. It traces the nape, languid as a lover, and trickles off the table. On the floor a pool, rich and red as the Barolo, is rapidly gathering.
Then the screaming starts.
Excerpt from Yes! Magazine, November Issue
It’s two short months since Lady Tregowan, better known as heiress and socialite Rachel Cadogan, threw her magnificent castle open to us.
Forty-four-year-old Rachel, who tied the knot with Lord Tregowan in a glittering New York ceremony at her family’s Cadogan Museum, home of her internationally renowned art foundation, had additional receptions for several hundred guests in London and Paris.
‘I’m eager now just to enjoy my new life with Ross and my adorable stepchildren, Penny (46) and Roderick (43), over simple family evenings like this one,’ she explained graciously.
Resplendent in the Tregowan pearls and a full-length Oscar de la Renta evening gown, Rachel was standing in front of the mantelpiece in Tregowan Castle’s Great Hall, emblazoned with the family’s crest.
‘It’s a sabre rising from the castle itself, with the motto underneath, “My Revenge is Swift.” How fun is that?’ smiled the radiant newlywed.
PART ONE
Chapter 1
Vicky
Central London, 5th September
Don’t get me wrong, I love Gita, and our lunches. But I sometimes wonder how much there is to talk about, every single month. Especially as we can never discuss the real issue: her marriage. Christ, if I’d been stuck with Tom and his wandering eye, he would have been six feet under long ago. But Gita always pretends everything is great. I find it a strain; I suppose she’d say I’m a typical plain-spoken Northerner.
That’s one of the reasons it’s been three times as long as
usual since we’ve made this journey into Soho. My fault; I was in charge this time and I, erm, let things slip.
Now, on this crowded Saturday tube, filled with tourists beginning to wonder why they picked this rainy capital in autumn, I wish I’d carried on postponing. Never mind. Nearly there now.
It’s chilly. I pull up the zip on my jacket, sympathising with the Japanese guy in shorts. He’s going to suffer when he gets above ground. But I don’t let on. I may give away my roots every time I open my mouth, but I have a proper Londoner’s transport face.
My job is numbers, and thank God they don’t talk back. Opposites attract, I suppose. Gita has a constant need to ‘communicate’ as she puts it. Take her Instagram. It’s a waterfall of beautiful family pics. Her sheaf of blue-black hair and those Mata Hari eyes. Tom, still far too handsome for his own good. And their three girls, showing off top-notch genes from both sides. It’s more carefully stage-managed than an episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians. I don’t know when she even sees them to take the snaps; she’s working at the newspaper all hours of the day.
Still, she loves that job. ‘Can you see me as an accountant or a lawyer, the way Mum and Dad wanted? I was so lucky I could say no.’ She’s always reckoned her parents’ scandalous divorce saved her. ‘If it hadn’t been for the fuss, I’d have been under their thumb forever. But what could they say, afterwards?’
One evening we’d both had too many, and I finally had the balls to come out with it. Why, after her dad scarpered, did she ever decide to marry someone like Tom? ‘Love,’ she hiccupped. ‘And,’ she said, lowering her voice, ‘at least I know Tom and I will last. Unlike my parents.’ My double take must have been comical, but she was looking the other way. It’s amazing what you can convince yourself of – if you try hard enough. Usually it’s him I want to kill but sometimes it’s her. Deluding herself is bad enough; inflicting it on me and everyone else is hard to take.
No wonder it’s been so long since we met. Poor Gita. She’s had to crush it on all fronts, to prove herself to everyone. Newspapers instead of a profession, and then Tom on top. And, despite his electrical engineering degree, he ‘only’ went into the police force. Fast track, fair dos, but still not the kind of job a family like Gita’s would ever rate. No wonder she’s got a million perfect photos to try and prove how brilliantly everything is going.
Truth is, nothing much has turned out the way either of us expected. We were going to have it all: careers, men and kids. No problemo. Ha!
Oh well. We’re fine. I’m fine, I am. Really. Well, I miss my lad, Raf, I can’t deny it. Like that sore place on the back of your ankle, from high heels. Sometimes you hardly notice it. But then it’ll rub itself raw and it’s all you can think about. Like now, when I see a kid the same age as Raf opposite me in the tube carriage, sitting plugged into his phone, bobbing his head to some phantom beat. I gaze out of the window for a moment, though the only view is of darkness whisking past us.
Somewhere out there are secret tunnels beyond the tube tracks, places where people hid during the Blitz, and where they stuffed our art treasures until victory was won … I know everything there is to know about my adopted city. Our friend Rachel Cadogan’s family collection was stashed down here, along with the Elgin Marbles and half the National Gallery. Everyone’s heard of the Cadogan Foundation, even the likes of me. It’s been world famous forever, long before Rachel decided to slum it with us at uni.
Where was I? I’m seeing Raf next weekend anyway. It’s my turn, though at twenty he’s too old to be passed between me and Bob like a parcel. And he has a bad habit of postponing. Wonder where he got that from.
When I emerge at Leicester Square, the crisp, blue skies cheer me up. I dodge the homeless, feeling the usual guilt. I make a monthly charity donation to shut my conscience up. Better than pressing cash into outstretched palms. Too much temptation – I should know. We all have our secret vices, don’t we? Gita has her blinkers. And yes, I have a weakness of my own … But I shan’t dwell on that now.
I peer into furniture shops instead, wishing I was good at that design stuff, promising myself a trip that will never materialise. Maybe Raf would stick around, if I made the place more homey? In Shaftesbury Avenue, I inhale as I pass Lisle Street, breathing in five-spice, admiring the red paper lanterns around the Chinatown sign.
I check my watch and speed up. When I arrive, I pull open the Club door before the man has a chance to get it, and shift from foot to foot as the fourteen-year-old with the iPad checks the seating plan. In the end, I read it upside down and point to us on the diagram. ‘They’re already here,’ she trills and sashays away in front of me.
They. I’m just processing the word when I see Gita waving, her pretty face alight with smiles, long dark bob swishy as a shampoo ad. She’s never understood what a stunner she is. But wait, who’s that sitting next to her, a beam of sunlight almost making a halo out of bright blonde hair?
My God, it’s her. Actually her. Did I conjure her up, thinking of her art, hoarded in those dark tunnels? I kick myself. This lunch just got a whole lot harder.
All right, we’ve seen each other at the big events, over the years. Gita’s parties; Christmas and New Year, christenings, birthdays and whatnot. And sometimes Gita has had an invite to some enormous Cadogan Foundation thrash, and I’ve tagged along as a plus-one. I’ve glimpsed that famous face, hobnobbing with the great and good. But I can’t remember the last time we sat down for a casual meal. It might even have been over the chipped Formica of the uni canteen. Gita’s seen much more of her – but then, she has no reason not to.
I suppress a shiver, stick on my best smile, and step forward to greet her. The one, the only, the amazing – Rachel Cadogan.
Chapter 2
Gita
Central London, 5th September
Vicky doesn’t do it on purpose. Well, I’m pretty sure she doesn’t. But when she isn’t happy, she somehow lets everyone know, without a word being spoken. And then she refuses to discuss it.
Today, even the way she stands and looks at us both, with her back very, very straight and her smile so rigid, makes it plain that something is up.
Communication. I always come back to that. It’s crucial. I know she’s still smarting at her long separation from Raf. She’s probably been longing to discuss it. She’s no doubt heard he’s round at ours a lot at the moment. Maybe she’s angry? But we’re his godparents. And he’s been chatting to Tom about the police force, fitness, potential careers. Surely she’d be glad about that? With Rachel here, it’s impossible to broach the subject. Vicky would never admit to that sort of pain in front of anyone else.
I feel terrible. Seeing Rachel again after all this time should have been such a brilliant surprise. But Vicky has been so … off recently. Perhaps I should have known better. She flicks her eyes from Rachel to me, and then submits to Rachel’s hug, still as unbending as a lamppost.
A couple of minutes in, and, thank God, Vicky is beginning to rise to the occasion. Things are suddenly going with the swing that I first envisaged. It’s down to Rachel, of course.
She always assumes people will be thrilled to see her. And then they are. She’s the one to watch, the punchline of the joke, the Viagra in the pensioner … no, where is my mind even going? But it’s true that Rachel makes people sit up and take notice. Maybe it’s apt after all.
‘It’s been, what? So long, love. Too long. I can’t believe it, you look so …’ Vicky says.
And Rachel does look so. Indefinable things have gone on, and she looks amazing, miraculous. Neither young nor old, but suspended between the two. She shrugs and hits back the compliments faster than Novak Djokovic. I wish she’d spill the beans. I’ll need to start getting a few tweakments soon. Policemen may be getting younger every day, but so are policewomen – and Tom works with way too many of them for my liking. It’s not a question of trust, exactly. Men can just … have their heads turned. It’s up to me to keep young and beautiful, as they say. I
’ll have to ask Rachel another time. There’s something she does want to show off about, though. The massive new ring weighing down the third finger of her left hand.
‘Christ, Rach. I didn’t think I’d need my shades in September.’ Vicky takes Rachel’s hand as though she’s going to check for occlusions like a Hatton Garden jeweller. It’s a safe bet that there aren’t any. No one can say Rachel has lived a flawless life. But this ring is bound to be perfect – the real thing.
Vicky’s second question is typically blunt, but I admit I was wondering myself. ‘Did you buy it, or did he?’
‘Oh he did, darling, of course,’ Rachel says, though all three of us know she can lie for Britain, or anywhere else she touches down, if the occasion demands it.
‘So who is he, where did you meet him and, most importantly, why didn’t I meet him first?’ Vicky’s smile doesn’t quite go with her eyes.
Is she still smarting over Bob? But they were never right for each other; they never really communicated. Vicky’s focus has always been on making it big, while Bob was all about the pro bono cases. She used to say he was the only lawyer she knew who made a loss. She should be over it by now. Of course she’s not. Bless her, she holds grudges like it’s an Olympic sport. But today I want to concentrate on Rachel.
‘Come on, we want to hear all about this proposal,’ I say, even though I’m kicking myself. I spiked a story that Rachel was engaged only last week, on the grounds I’d have been the first to know. I’m going to look a prize idiot in the office.
‘I’m sorry I didn’t call you right away,’ Rachel says, searching my face. ‘It’s been a whirlwind. But now I’m going to tell you everything.’ She leans forward with a gust of perfume, a glimpse of still-firm décolletage and a discreet clank of her Tiffany bangles.
And she’s off.
It’s quite a tale. Klosters, Bequia, Monaco, Meghan, Amal and Reese. ‘Christ, you never bump into anyone in Tesco Metro, do you, Rach?’ says Vicky. But Rachel doesn’t get it; for her this is normal life.
When the waitress first starts hovering, Rachel waves her away, though Vicky has her mouth open, ready to order. The next time the girl appears, I make sure to grab her myself and then turn swiftly to Vicky. Once she has a bottle of red coming her way, her shoulders finally relax.