by Lisa Cardiff
I hesitated for a fraction of a second, then a rush of memories flooded my brain.
All the nights I had waited for Kevin and eaten dinner by myself.
How I put my life on hold to build a future with him.
The sounds echoing through his art studio when I caught him fucking Ana.
The countless times I suspected Kevin of cheating and I looked the other way.
I couldn’t help wanting to hurt Kevin and show him I wasn’t some pathetic clinger without options. I curled my fingers around Gian’s neck and pulled him closer to me. His hand slid up my thigh, not far from the hem of my skirt.
“Is this good?” I whispered. His golden eyes held me hostage, and my pulse skyrocketed.
“Close.” His lips crashed against mine. They were smooth and firm, and he tasted like whiskey—sweet with a hint of caramel and vanilla. I opened my mouth and let him inside. His tongue stroked mine, deep and unrelenting, devouring me until sparks of desire fired in me. Within seconds, I didn’t care why he was kissing me. I wanted to wrap myself around him and lick every inch of his olive skin. My hand slid down to his chest and snuck between the buttons of his starched white shirt. My fingers toyed with the contours of his chest.
A moan rumbled from his mouth, and just like that, I was insanely turned on. Warm goose bumps showered my arms, and I buried one of my hands in his raven hair. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been so needy for a man. I clung to this stranger like I needed him more than my next breath. Maybe I did. Maybe he’d help me forget. Maybe he was the key to starting over.
He leaned back, severing contact, his lips swollen and his pupils dilated. “Not here.”
“What?” I said, breathlessly unable to think clearly.
“Let’s go somewhere more private. Follow me.”
He threaded his fingers through mine, guiding us through the crowds of people. When we reached the rear of the bar, he pushed a door open marked No Admittance and led me down a darkened hallway. My heels clacked against the concrete floors, and my heart thrashed against my ribcage.
At the end of the hall, there were three doors. The one directly in front of us was closed. The one on the right had a lit exit sign above it, and the one on the left was open. He pulled me into the room with the open door and closed and locked it behind us.
“What is this place? Are we going to get in trouble?”
“No.” He backed me into the wall, fusing our bodies together again. “Nobody will bother us.” He swept my hair over my shoulder and buried his lips in the crook of my neck, tasting, biting, and sucking. God, he smelled good. Too bad I couldn’t relax. My muscles tensed, and my stomach knotted. What the hell was I doing? I didn’t know this guy. Carmela could be looking for me.
“Relax, Evangeline.” His hands slipped beneath the hem of my cropped top, watching me with his eyebrows raised expectantly. “You can stop this whenever you want. We’re just having a little fun, and I’d prefer it happened without an audience. Wouldn’t you?”
The idea of hooking up with a stranger in the back room of a bar scared me—though not enough to convince me to stop—and he was right. I wanted to have a little fun. I wanted to feel the excitement of touching and kissing someone new. I wanted to do something different. Be someone different.
Nodding, the air whooshed out of my lungs. “Okay.”
CHAPTER FOUR
Gian
The second she conceded, I snagged her clutch purse out of her hand and tossed it on the sofa to the right of us. If she were smart, she wouldn’t believe a word out of my mouth, and she’d stay far away from me. Unfortunately for her, I was too much of a bastard to send her away. One taste wasn’t close to enough.
With her pale, flawless skin and lithe dancer’s body, she wasn’t the type of woman who normally drew my attention. But marone, when she leaned over the bar to order a drink and her skirt lifted, flashing the sinful curves of the backs of her thighs, I had to talk to her. I’d never felt an affinity for a woman’s legs in my life. I was more of a breast man, but one look at her legs, and I became a convert.
Conflicted vibes radiated off her, and part of me knew I should leave her alone, especially after the story of her ex-fiancé. I didn’t want anything to do with a woman still pining after another guy, not even for one night. That changed the instant her ex looked at her like he owned her. I took what I wanted, what she needed, and I had every intention of taking this as far as she’d let me tonight.
I twisted my fingers in her strawberry blonde hair, angling her head so I could see her entire face. Her wide brown eyes peeked at me from beneath her lashes, her gaze roving all over me, my skin blazing with heat. She swallowed back her uncertainty, her long, elegant throat flexing. A smattering of freckles dusted the bridge of her nose like stardust. I’d give my left arm to make her smile.
“Fuck, you’re beautiful,” I growled against her lips. A moan tumbled from her mouth. It had to be one of the sexiest sounds I’d ever heard. My tongue slipped between her lips, and within seconds, the kiss spiraled into something primal and untamed. Her teeth grazed my lower lip, and my hands were everywhere and nowhere all at once.
I slipped my fingers under the hem of her skirt, and her skin was every bit as soft as I had imagined. She intoxicated me with her smell—jasmine mixed with soap. Her hands skated down my chest, and she palmed the front of my pants. Sparks ignited under my skin, and I wanted to throw her down on the floor, sofa, anywhere. I needed my pants down and her clothes gone.
A sharp thud echoed against the wood door. “Go away. I’m busy,” I barked, slipping my hand inside her damp panties. I wanted to fuck her so hard she’d forget her pansy-ass ex and any other guy who came before me.
Something slammed against the door. “Open the door, Gian. You’re supposed to interview Evie tonight.”
Evangeline’s muscles tensed under my fingertips, and I groaned. “Sorry,” I whispered next to her ear. “It’s my sister. Give me five minutes to get rid of her.”
She dug her fingers into my biceps, and her face drained of color. “Oh crap. You’re Carmela’s brother.”
I raised my eyebrows. “You know my sister?”
“Gianluca, open this door right now!” my sister yelled. Evangeline shoved me away from her, and I stumbled back a few steps, reeling from the revelation that she knew Carmela.
“I’m Evie,” she hissed. “The person you’re supposed to interview right now.”
I raked my hands through my hair. “Oh fuck.”
“My thoughts exactly.” She smoothed the front of her skirt and tucked her hair behind her ears. “Carmela, it’s Evie. We’re nearly done.” She sat down on the sofa and crossed her long legs then snapped her fingers. “Stop ogling me and open the door.”
I buttoned my suit jacket and rubbed the back of my neck in frustrated resignation. After a deep breath, I opened the door. “Hey, sis.”
“What’s going on?” Carmela asked. Her gaze ping-ponged between Evangeline and me.
I shrugged. “Nothing. I ran into your friend at the bar, and we decided to start without you.”
She rocked back on her heels and pinned her friend with her stare. “Are you already done?”
“Actually,” Evangeline said, coming to her feet, “we decided it wasn’t a good fit for either of us.”
“What?” Carmela yelled, her eyes shooting daggers at me. “Did you do something to her?”
I held up my hands. “What the hell, Carmela?”
My sister aimed her finger at me. “You said you’d help.”
“It’s fine, Carmela. He said he’d make some calls for other jobs.” A wobbly smile pulled at the corners her mouth. “I’m going to take off. I’ve had a headache all day.”
Carmela squeezed her friend’s hand. “What happened?”
Evangeline rolled her eyes. “I ran into Kevin, and I think he’s still here, which means I want to be anywhere other than here.”
“Okay. I’ll see you at home in an hou
r.”
“Nice meeting you, Evie,” I said as she stepped into the hall.
She glanced over her shoulder. “Likewise.”
“I’ll be in touch to finish our…conversation.” My gaze dropped to the back of her long, toned legs. I had no intention of letting her walk out of my life like the last twenty minutes hadn’t happened. In fact, I wouldn’t be satisfied until I had her naked beneath me more than once.
She paused, and her back stiffened. “Yeah, let Carmela know if you hear of another job.”
After she left, her scent lingered in the air of my office. Fortunately, my sister didn’t say anything until the hall door slammed. It gave me some time to clear her from my thoughts.
“So what really happened?” she asked, her hands on her hips.
“Nothing. We had a drink. We talked. You knocked on the door.” I crossed the room and sat down behind my desk. “I think she changed her mind about working here when she saw her ex.”
“Yeah, that makes sense. Do you think you can help her find something else?”
“I’ll make some calls tomorrow,” I said, scrolling through my missed texts. Dominick prohibited us from using cell phones for business unless we used coded text messages.
“That doesn’t sound promising.”
I read the message from Tony Red one more time. Tony Red had been nicknamed for his penchant for fast red cars and violence. Once, he drove a pickaxe through a man’s stomach with so much force, he ripped up the floorboard when he pulled it out.
Tony Red: Meet you at the bar in thirty minutes. Have a Tom Collins ready for me.
To most people, it sounded like he needed a drink. I knew better. Tony Red and I had created our own language when I started working with my dad five years ago. The text referenced one of my soldiers, Tommy Calvo. Everyone knew he had a drug problem. To date, Dominick hadn’t done anything about it. That was about to change. I received a tip that he’d been skimming money from deadbeats when we sent him to collect. He’d gone missing seven days ago. Apparently, Tony Red had found him, and they were headed here.
“Sorry, Carmela, I can’t talk now.”
She pursed her lips. “What’s going on?”
“Something came up,” I answered without looking at her.
“That sounds like code for get the hell out of here.”
I chuckled. “It’s nothing major, just a little meeting. I’ll call you later.”
She hesitated near the open door for a second and then she glanced over her shoulder. “Thanks for meeting with Evie. It’s been hard watching her ex be such an ass to her over the last year. She deserves better. She’s a sweet person.”
My gut twisted. She’d kill me if she knew what actually happened with Evie. “Yeah, sure. I’ll make sure she lands on her feet,” I said, squeezing her shoulders.
She pecked me on the cheek. “Good, because I owe her. She stuck by me when Rocco died, and I want to return the favor now.”
CHAPTER FIVE
Evangeline
“Oh shit. Oh shit,” I repeatedly mumbled as I half-ran, half-walked through the bar. I didn’t think my luck could get any worse.
My ankle.
My disaster engagement.
Running into Kevin tonight.
Throwing myself at Carmela’s brother.
Now, I was back to square one because there was no way I’d work for Gian after hooking up with him. I couldn’t believe I didn’t recognize his name. Granted, Carmela always called him Gianluca and he introduced himself Gian, which sounded a lot like John. Once I saw them side by side, I couldn’t believe I missed the similarities between the two of them. They had identical light brown eyes and the same glossy, dark hair.
I needed to forget how incredible it had felt to be in his arms, his mouth moving against mine. Or how close I was to begging him to strip off my clothes. Or how disappointed I felt when Carmela interrupted us.
My stomach heaved, and I covered my mouth. Oh my God, I hooked up with the male version of my best friend. With my hands trembling, I stepped into the street, frantically flagging down any taxi in the proximity.
I climbed inside the first one that stopped, and I finally felt like I could breathe normally. I gave the driver Carmela’s address, laid my head back, and closed my eyes. Lately, my life had been one mistake after another. Tears snuck out of the corners of my eyes, and I wanted to slap myself. I was so sick of crying.
The taxi stopped moving, and I discreetly wiped my face with the back of my hand.
“It’ll be twenty-five bucks,” the driver said.
I reached for my purse—then, I remembered I had left it on the sofa in Gian’s office. “Shit.” I threaded my fingers through my hair. “I’m sorry. I left my purse at the bar. Would you mind driving back?”
The driver glanced over his shoulder. “Do you have money in your house? I can wait.”
“I don’t have a key. It’s in my purse.”
The driver rubbed a hand down the side of his face. “Are you serious? Your purse might not be there anymore.”
I swallowed back the sobs edging up the walls of my throat. “I left it in the owner’s office. Nobody will take it, and you can double the fare.”
“The owner?” he said, his voice softer than a few seconds ago.
“Yes. I’m friends with the owner and his sister.”
He pulled away from the curb. “I’ll take you back. Don’t worry about doubling the fare. I’m happy to help out a friend of the Trassatos.”
Contemplating his swift mood change, my eyes narrowed for second. Maybe what my friends whispered about the Trassato family was true. I tugged on the hem of my shirt then decided it didn’t matter either way. I had kissed Gianluca Trassato. So what? It wasn’t a big deal. If the rumors about him were true, Gian had plenty of women coming and going in his life. In all likelihood, he had dismissed me from his thoughts the minute I exited his office. I’d be smart to do the same.
“That’d be great. Thanks for your help,” I replied, already feeling better.
Fifteen minutes later, the driver pulled up in front of Gian’s nightclub. “I’ll be right back,” I said.
“Don’t worry. Take your time.”
I headed directly to the bouncer at the front door, circumventing the line to get in the bar. It hadn’t decreased much since I went in the first time. After a quick explanation to the bouncer, he unhooked the red velvet rope and let me inside again. Not stopping to look for Kevin, Carmela, Gian, or anyone else I might know, I darted through the crowds of people to the back area of the bar leading to Gian’s office.
Unlike when I had followed Gian through the No Admittance doorway, a large man now stood in front of the door. He wore a black suit, an impeccably starched white shirt, and a dark tie.
“I need to get back there,” I blurted out.
Folding his bulky arms across his chest, he glanced at me, a frown on his face and his dark eyes narrowed. A wave of cold rushed through me. Something about him made me grateful I hadn’t run into him in a dark alley.
“No.”
“I left my purse in Gian’s office. I had a meeting with him earlier.”
He pursed his lips, a dubious look on his face. “The answer is still no. He’s busy right now. Come back in an hour.”
I heaved a worn out sigh. “I need to pay the taxi outside, and I don’t have any money.”
He shrugged. “Find someone who cares.”
“Can you go back there and get it for me?” I asked impatiently. “I left it on the sofa in his office. It’s a black clutch purse.”
“No. No one is allowed back there right now. Including me.”
“What the hell am I supposed to do?”
He arched one messy eyebrow. “I don’t care. Just find somewhere else to do it.”
“Are you fucking kidding me right now?”
His dark eyes jerked to mine. “Look, lady, you can either come back in an hour, or I’ll have someone escort you out of here.”
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nbsp; “Thanks for your time.” I spun on my heel. “Asshole,” I said, flipping him off without turning around.
Admittedly, it was childish, but I’d gotten sick of men pushing me around. Gian had probably already moved on to some other woman for the night, and this time he added security so they wouldn’t be interrupted. Well, he and his goons could go fuck themselves. If that man refused to let me get my purse or go back there to get it for me, I’d try the exit door I saw earlier.
CHAPTER SIX
Gian
Tony Red and Sal escorted Tommy Calvo into my office with a gun pointed at his head. His stringy dark hair stuck out in every direction, and blood dripped from his nose. Carlo followed them inside, his hands shoved deep in his pockets.
“Shut the fucking door!” I yelled at Carlo. I didn’t know why Tony Red had recruited him tonight, especially when I was one second away from putting a bullet in Carlo’s head. Some of the guys told me Carlo had attempted to persuade Dominick to take me out based on fabricated charges. If he didn’t watch himself, I’d punch his ticket and worry about the implications later.
I dragged a wooden chair to the middle of my office and pointed to Tommy. “Have a seat.”
Tommy shrugged and rolled his eyes. “Don’t mind if I do.”
I circled his chair with my hands behind my back. “Do you know why you’re here?”
“I don’t have a fucking clue,” Tommy snarled, his nostrils flared and his eyes narrowed. “You better have a damn good reason because Tony Red yanked me out of The Smoking Gun in the middle of a lap dance.”
“Where have you been for the past week?”
He stretched his legs out in front of him, his eyes fixed on the ceiling. “Taking care of my nonna. She’s been sick.”
“Don’t fucking lie to me.”
“I’m not.”
I slammed my fists into his face. First, an uppercut to his jaw. Then, a left hook to his right cheek. And finally, one more punch to his nose.
A sickening crack echoed through the room, and his nose bent sideways. He slumped forward in his chair, cupping his face. Blood seeped between his fingers, dripping onto his shirt and pants.