I was stumbling toward the outside gate when I realized the ringing in my ears had died down, not much but enough to let me know I wasn’t deluding myself—I hadn’t gone deaf, and I wanted to sink down and weep, to thank the Firstborn for sparing me. Instead I continued through the frost, jumping the hedge when I saw lights coming down the path ahead of me and sneaking back to the Earl as quickly as a broken man is capable.
I slid into the bar as quietly as I could. I needed time to think, to figure out where my reasoning had gone awry. One way or another Wren was gone, and if the Blade hadn’t taken him, that didn’t make the boy any safer. Once upstairs I ripped a vial of breath from my stash and put it to my nose. My hearing was returning slowly, though after the first hit I couldn’t make out anything but the beating of my heart, accelerated by the drug.
On the dresser sat Grenwald’s missive. I opened it with dull fingers, cutting my thumb in the haste to confirm my growing sense of dread, smearing red across the white parchment.
The top of the document was identical to the one I had taken off Crispin, but the bottom half was undamaged, the page listing every practitioner involved in Operation Ingress. I recognized Brightfellow and Cadamost.
And I recognized one more name, at the very bottom, beneath the tear that had defaced my earlier version.
I pulled my shirt over my head, then took out the straight razor nestled in the bottom of my satchel and flicked it open. The full weight of my sins began to settle across my back, and for one self-indulgent moment I wondered where to put the edge of the blade for best effect. Then I cut a shallow incision below the sapphire in my shoulder, wincing at the pain as I did so.
Five minutes later I was double-timing it through Low Town, bleeding through the hastily tendered bandage I had torn from my undershirt.
By all the Daevas, I hoped there was still time to stop it.
The Blue Crane had been dead for about six hours. His body was slouched in the oak chair in his study, azure eyes lolled back in his head, the wounds on his arms and the blade resting on the ground confirming his demise was self-inflicted. On the desk in front of him sat a scroll of parchment, two words in his scrawling chicken scratch.
I’m sorry.
So was I. I closed his eyes and walked downstairs.
The door to her study was open, and I slipped inside. Celia and Brightfellow were turned away from me. Wren sat limply on a chair in the corner, unbound, his eyes glazed over insensibly.
“I say we do him now.” The last day had seen Brightfellow slip further toward collapse. He wore the same clothes as at the Blade’s party and was gesturing wildly. “Let’s do him and dump him, before anyone gets wise.”
Celia by contrast was steady as a block of quarried stone, her hands busy with the array of alchemical equipment on the table before her. “You know as well as I do the fever takes a half day to set, and we haven’t even passed it to the boy yet. I’m not going to ruin everything we’ve accomplished because you’re getting jumpy.” She poured the contents of a beaker into a smaller one, then jerked her head at Wren. “Why don’t you take a seat, keep an eye on him.”
“He’s not going anywhere. My working will keep him down for the rest of the night.”
“He’s got the gift, like the others, even if he doesn’t know how to use it yet. You can’t be sure how he’ll react.”
Brightfellow peeled a dirty fingernail between his teeth. “You said you can’t feel the gem any longer.”
“Yes, Johnathan, that’s what I said.”
“That means he’s dead, right?”
“It means exactly what it means,” she said, but not angrily.
“He must be dead,” Brightfellow repeated.
Celia lifted her head up and sniffed the air. “I doubt that,” she said, setting aside an alembic and turning to face me. “How long have you been here?”
“Long enough.”
When Brightfellow saw me, what was left of his equilibrium departed completely. He turned corpse white, and his eyes flickered back and forth between Celia and me, as if in the air between the two of us there was something that would salvage the situation.
“This would mean that Beaconfield …” Celia began, implacably calm, my arrival apparently not causing the slightest hiccup in her planning.
“Has thrown his last Midwinter’s party,” I confirmed. “Poor dumb bastard. He never knew any of it, did he? I guess you brought him in after I started asking questions, to make sure you had a sucker to pin things on.”
“Johnathan had prior dealings with him. He fit the bill.”
“He was perfect. I hated him as soon as I saw him, wanted him to be behind it, was happy to latch onto what your stone gave me as proof. And of course you were always there with your advice, and to plant the occasional piece of evidence.” I pulled her knife from my satchel and tossed it on the ground. “I take it you’ve got another prepared for Wren.”
Celia glanced at the instrument with which she had sacrificed a pair of children, then looked back up at me casually. “How did you get into the Aerie?”
“The Crown’s Eye has the ability to dispel minor workings. I used Crispin’s to force my way in. You remember Crispin? Or do they all start to blend together?”
“I remember him.”
“Let’s see now. There was Tara, and the Kiren you paid to kidnap her. And Caristiona and Avraham. We’ve already mentioned my old partner. And upstairs the Master took the straight-razor cure rather than face what you’ve become—though I’m not sure suicide adds to your tally.”
Brightfellow stiffened in surprise, but Celia only blinked. “It saddens me very much to hear that.”
“You seem real broken up.”
“I was prepared for it.”
“I guess you were—that’s what all this was for, wasn’t it? Preparing for the Crane’s death. You never took over powering the wards, that was a lie—you can’t, and you knew once the Master died his working would go with him.”
“The Master was a genius,” she said, and a flicker of regret passed over her features. “No one could do what he did. I was forced to seek out alternatives.”
“You mean murdering adolescents.”
“If you want to put it that way.”
“And giving them the plague?”
“An unfortunate requirement of the ritual. Necessary, though unpleasant.”
“For them especially.”
Brightfellow made his entrance into the conversation with gusto. “Why are you telling him this? Kill him, before he ruins everything!”
“No one’s going to do anything rash,” Celia commanded.
“How about you, Brightfellow? You in this for the good of the city? Somehow I hadn’t pegged you for a humanitarian.”
“I don’t care anything about this shithole. Let it burn to the ground.”
“A woman, then?”
He turned away, but I knew the answer.
“What did you think, you’d kill a couple of children and she’d fall madly in love with you?”
“I’m not a fool. I know I don’t mean anything to her. I never meant anything to her, not back in the academy, not ever. She said she needed my help. I couldn’t let her do it alone.” He wasn’t talking to me, but I was the only one listening.
“No one means anything to her. Something broke a long time ago; she didn’t break it, but it doesn’t matter. It can’t be fixed. She talks about Rigus, about Low Town, but it isn’t real to her. People aren’t real to her.”
“You are,” he said. “You’re the only one—and you’ll die for it.”
Celia snapped back to attention. “Johnathan,” she started, but he’d already made his decision.
Four things happened then, more or less simultaneously. Brightfellow brought his arm up to perform some working, but before he could get it off there was the sound of meat sizzling, and the air was hot with burnt flesh. That was the second thing. With the third I took shelter behind Celia, or seemed to.
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nbsp; The fourth happened very quickly, and Celia didn’t notice.
Brightfellow looked at the red expanse that was no longer covered by skin, an aperture deep enough to make out the cream of his rib cage. He swung his head back up to Celia, then pitched forward.
Celia’s hand still glowed with the working that had killed Brightfellow. She began speaking immediately, the body in front of us forgotten as soon as she’d made it. “Before you do anything, before you say anything, there are things you need to hear.” She strayed backward, out of my effective range. “What the Master did, the working he performed, it can’t be duplicated. Do you understand? I didn’t want to use the children, believe me, I didn’t. I spent the last ten years in this damned tower, preparing for today, preparing for Father’s death. I wish I was better.” Her eyes shut, then fluttered open. “By the Firstborn, I wish I was better. But I’m not. With the Master dead, his wards no longer hold. It’s winter now, but once the weather warms—you don’t understand what it will be like if the plague comes back.”
“I remember what it was like. Don’t say that again.”
She sighed in acknowledgment. “Yes, I suppose you do.”
I thought she would continue. When she didn’t I took over. “Why do you need Wren?”
“We needed a child with potential in the Art. They aren’t so easy to find.” Her voice carried the barest trace of apology, but it was so light I might have imagined it. “We didn’t have time to look further afield.”
“And you knew snatching him would drive me after the Blade.”
“Yes.”
I tried to keep how I felt about what she was saying off my face, but I must have failed because her lips closed tight and she snapped at me. “Don’t look at me like that. I could have killed you, you know. I could have set the thing on you at any time or let you freeze in the snow.”
“You’re a peach.” It felt like something had burrowed its way into my brain, a spiny creature that had taken root. The only thing keeping me on my feet was too much breath, and I had to strain to hear Celia, so fierce was the din echoing through my ears. “What happened to you?”
“I appreciate what I’ve traded—I have no illusions. But I won’t let the Master’s work be in vain, I won’t let it go back to the way it was. Ten thousand mothers, twenty thousand fathers, dead stacked like walls, more than you can count in a week’s worth of counting. Summer after summer, year after year. I don’t expect you to forgive me, I can’t imagine anyone would—but come next summer the people of Low Town won’t rot like carrion in the sun.”
“I guess this high up it gets hard to see faces. Dig a child out of the mud and you might do your sums different.”
“I didn’t think you’d understand.”
“Maybe I’m not the altruist you are. I murdered men today—some of them didn’t deserve it.”
“People die,” she said, and there was no arguing that. “I did what I did—I had hoped you would never learn. But it’s too far along to stop it. I won’t let the sacrifices be in vain. I owe them that much. I won’t let anyone stop me, not even you. And you will try, won’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Do you remember that day before you left for the war?”
“Yes.”
“Do you remember what you said to me?”
“Yes.”
“I guess you were wrong. I’m more like you than you thought.”
“No, Celia,” I said, holding up her necklace, the one she’d worn since I’d first met her, the one she’d used to bind her abomination to her soul, the one I’d snatched while she was saving my life a moment earlier. “You aren’t anything like me.”
Her hands flew to her neck. “How … how did you …”
“I’m taking Wren now,” I said, picking him up from the chair and throwing him over my shoulder. I kept the pendant between us. It seemed to squirm in my hand, and had an uncanny warmth.
“He’s fine, he isn’t infected, there’s nothing wrong with him,” she stuttered, her eyes doe wide and fixed on the bauble. “You need to put that down, you don’t understand what that is, you need to—”
I snapped the charm in half. “Too much blood, Celia—too much blood.”
The color drained from her face. A low whistling filled the air, and a gust of wind kicked open the shuttered windows. We stood staring at each other. She looked like she wanted to say something but didn’t.
Thank the Oathkeeper for what blessings he provides.
I felt it coming and stepped into the stairwell, my stomach clenching in terror. The thing congealed from the wall behind her, and she gave me one last look, her eyes mournful and condemning.
Not everything needs to be chronicled. Suffice to say after that things got pretty terrible.
I was sitting on the top of one of Kid Mac’s houses a few days later, a block or so from the Aerie, watching Rigus mourn the Blue Crane. His body, carefully preserved and dressed in his finest robes—the kind I had never once seen him wear—lay on a golden pedestal atop a small stage. Seated on the podium were the cream of the city’s business and aristocratic elite, a few dozen nobles the Master couldn’t have picked out of a lineup. The stage was surrounded with security, not the hoax either—military men with halberds at the ready, scanning the crowd for any signs of disturbance. Around this core virtually the entirety of Low Town had come to pay their final respects.
It was still bitterly cold, but it hadn’t snowed since that last night. What remained had turned to the unattractive mixture of sleet, dirt, and shit that characterizes a city snowdrift. Mac and I passed a joint back and forth, adding graphite-colored smoke to the already gray sky. This last batch of dreamvine had been particularly dull—if things didn’t improve I’d start looking for another wholesaler.
The Patriarch was praising the virtues of the deceased on the platform below—at least that was what I assumed was happening. My hearing hadn’t fully recovered, and between that and the low murmur of the crowd I was having difficulty making out the speech. Mac didn’t seem impressed. I doubted I was missing much of substance.
“You knew him, right?” Mac asked. Behind us a couple of his whores were smoking cigarettes and sobbing quietly, happy for the opportunity to indulge their innate sense of melodrama.
“Yeah.”
“What was he like?”
“He was fairly tall,” I said.
Yancey was down there somewhere, surrounded by the sweaty assemblage that had filtered in for the ceremony. I called him back from hiding after it was all over. He said we were square, but I didn’t think he meant it. Regardless, he had been right about what he said that day on the roof—it would be a long time before I’d be invited back for lunch at Ma Dukes’s.
In retrospect I didn’t think the Blade would have gone so far as to hurt him. I had misread Beaconfield. I had misread a lot of people. The Old Man cleaned up the mess, and if he knew I’d gotten the wrong man he didn’t care, filing it away to use against me should the situation warrant. As far as he was concerned, the whole thing had wrapped up neatly enough. The murders in Low Town stopped and a famed but irrelevant member of the peerage had an unfortunate accident with his furnace. The Duke of Beaconfield was the last of his line, and in contrast to the glittering soiree only a few days prior, his funeral was sparsely attended. For all his celebrity he was not well loved, and outside of his creditors few mourned his loss.
Wren lounged against the railing. If it had been up to him, he’d be down there with the rest of the city, but ever since his return Adeline had been wary about leaving him unattended. If he remembered anything about being taken, or his time spent under Brightfellow’s spell, he never mentioned it to me. He was a tough little runt. He’d be all right.
I wasn’t so sure about Low Town. There had been talk of turning the Aerie into a free clinic, but we’d see how that went. The Crane had no family, and with Celia gone there was no one left to look after his estate. It was hard to imagine the government would dispose of h
is property in a fashion advantageous to the general population. Either way, Low Town would miss its protector.
As far as the wards went—we’d have to wait till summer to see what would happen. Not every year had brought the plague, and the city’s medical care and sanitation had improved since the epidemic that had orphaned me.
But some nights the dreamvine wasn’t enough and I’d wake up screaming in a sweat, thinking about the carts they’d sent to collect the dead, one-man traps piled high with rotting flesh. Nights like that, I’d nip a bottle of whiskey from the cupboard, sit by the fire, and drink until I couldn’t remember why I started. There wasn’t much else to do.
“I’m gonna head back,” I said. Mac nodded and turned to watch the proceedings. Wren looked up as I passed. “If I let you out of my sight, do you promise not to get killed?”
He laughed and sprinted downstairs. He’d be all right. Later, when I thought he was old enough, I’d get him the training his talents required. But not at the academy—he’d never have some government worm whispering counsel into his ear. There were still practitioners out there unaffiliated with the Crown, I’d find one.
The walk back seemed longer than usual, and not just because my boots were soaked through with slush. There wouldn’t be much call for me to come back to the Aerie, not anymore. My days of navigating that stone labyrinth were over. It would have been better for everyone if they hadn’t started up again.
The Earl was slow when I came in, Adeline preparing for the dinner rush and Adolphus leaning against the bar, roots going down through the cellar, a tired smile on his face. He waved at me and I waved back. Neither of us said anything.
I took a seat at a back table, and Adolphus came over with a pint of stout. I waited for the bar to fill up, pulling from my drink until it was gone. It didn’t help much, but I called for another one anyway.
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