by Jade Lee
She paused. "Is that wrong?"
"That is very, very right." Then he shucked his pants until he was as naked as she. More so, because he had disposed of his shoes. Then he glanced to the door with a frown. They were alone here in their new home, so she didn't know what worried him until he spoke. "Your first time should be in a bed."
She thought about that for a moment, then she shook her head. "I want to do it here. My happiest times have been in the kitchen. We met in the kitchen. I think—" Suddenly she had no more words because he was before her, his mouth on her nipple, sucking her while she gasped.
"I love cherry tart," he murmured as he went to her other breast. His tongue was thick as he licked her there, and she had to lean back on the worktable or she would have fallen. Her knees were so weak.
"Anthony," she gasped. "I have something. Over in my satchel."
"I have something, too," he said as he sucked on her breast until she cried out for the heat of it. She would have laughed. Anthony was not one to make jokes, but he had become so playful lately. So happy. And she adored it!
But she had to stop him. She had to! So she grabbed his head and pulled back enough so he looked directly at her. "Mr. Anthony Pierce!" she cried. "I mean to be debauched right here next to my cherry tarts. But I mean to do it in the right way!"
He blinked, his eyes somewhat dazed. "Am I doing it wrong?"
She giggled. "No, my love, but I have French letters. In my satchel."
He straightened, and his smile was delightfully lewd. "You were planning this," he accused.
She nodded. "Shall I help you?"
He shook his head, crossing quickly to her satchel. He found the condom easily enough, and she watched in fascination as he pulled it onto his organ. Then he looked at her, all tall and proud.
"Do you know you make me incredibly happy?" he asked.
She giggled and saw his eyes light up at the sound. "I have never been happier in my entire life," she said. "Now debauch me!"
He nodded, crossing to her in two quick strides. He kissed her then, hard and penetrating. Then he pulled her leg up to his hip, exposing her center to his organ. "I want children with you," he said as he began nibbling down her neck.
"I do, too."
"But for now," he said as his hand found her breast. "I want just you. Just..."
He thrust, entering her deeply and fully.
"You," he finished.
She hadn't cried out. The shock of his invasion was too sudden, too... full. But as he froze there, waiting for her, she began to breathe. "Just me," she whispered.
"Are you all right?"
She nodded slowly as she accustomed herself to him. "Am I debauched now?"
He smiled. "Thoroughly." He laughed, and the sensation made her gasp. "You are my heart, Francine. You have made all my dreams come true. I love you, Francine."
"I love you too," she said, awed that such a man could love her. And with the look in his eyes, she knew her own worth as never before. All because of him.
"Francine," he said, his expression growing fiercer. "I cannot wait anymore." And with that he began to move. Without even setting her down, he began to thrust into her. Deep and hard, and with each impact, she felt more strongly, more fully his. His woman, his love. And in a way, that made her heart sing, because for the first time in her life, she knew she deserved such love.
And as the tension in her belly grew, the joy magnified a hundredfold. A thousand.
"Anthony!" she cried. Her body soared into ecstasy.
A single thrust later, and he joined her. He cried out, his body shuddered, and she held on tightly.
And then a miracle happened. It came as her body eased, as the contractions slowed and the glow faded. It was a startling realization, and it filled her to bursting. And with it a joy that suffused everything until she felt as if she was love. She and Anthony together. They were love.
She looked him in the eyes and saw the same realization in his expression.
"Everything is going to perfect," she whispered.
He shook his head. "Everything already is."
The End
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Wedded in Sin
Wedded in Sin
A Bridal Favors Novel
by
Jade Lee
USA Today Bestselling Author
The dazzling wedding fashions of A Lady's Favor dress shop are guaranteed to make any girl the talk of the ton. But the brides aren't the only ones falling in love...
With her parents murdered and her inheritance stolen, all Penny Shoemaker has left is her job designing handcrafted shoes for A Lady's Favor dress shop. But that's not enough for her to support herself or her young brother. Her only chance to regain what is rightfully hers rests with a strange but brilliant gent with a weakness for damsels in distress.
Samuel Morrison is a dispossessed younger son searching for his place in the world. When Penny's predicament literally lands at his feet, he sets his keen detective skills to solving her mystery. But she fills more than his time—she fills his heart. Can he solve the mystery, win the girl, and create a life not only for himself but for her as well? The answer maybe just a favor away...
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Praise for the novels of Jade Lee
"Jade Lee has the heart-stopping tension, wonderful characters, and compelling voice to sweep you away."
~Sabrina Jeffries,
New York Times bestselling author
"Lee's beautifully nuanced characters and impeccably crafted historical setting are guaranteed to cast their own seductive spell."
~Chicago Tribune
Samuel Morrison's mind was racing, but that was not unusual. His mind was always racing. Even on this most beautiful morning as he strolled down Bond Street at the height of a shopping day. His thoughts wandered to Lady Pierson, who had just slipped a note to the flushed and very young Mr. Cooper. Then it hopped to Lord Simpleton, er, Simpson, who appeared to have left his home without his hat. Or a clean shirt. Ah, that was because he was coming from the brothel, Samuel realized, mainly from the unmistakable scent of smoke and perfume that trailed in the man's wake. And from the man's smile. Obviously, poor Lord Simpson was arrears in his funds, because he was walking down this side stretch of Bond Street rather than hailing a cab from Nightingale Street.
Samuel's mind wandered on, noting everything from the style of one person's clothing to the rubbish on the street. He did his best to ignore his thoughts. It was really the only way to survive without complete lunacy, but his mind kept chattering away, this time about the dark-haired boy with the bad cough who was trying to get up the nerve to pick someone's pocket. About four yards away, a gypsy woman was watching closely, most likely as the boy's instructor. Not mother and son, he realized, because of the different facial features. More likely from the same gypsy family, though, because of a certain twist of the head. An aunt, he guessed.
Following their gazes, Samuel realized their victim was likely to be Lord Histlewight, who had obviously just returned from Northampton because his shoes were new. The fine stitching of his footwear proclaimed them as Northampton made. Unlike Samuel's own; his feet had lately begun to throb from his very cheap and poorly made shoes.
With a sudden veer, Samuel decided to turn left rather than suffer the moral choice of preventing a pickpocketing crime or keeping a silent witness. Normally he would have warned the child off, but the boy was thin and ill and would probably make better use of the coin than Histlewight ever would.
But a moment later, Samuel spun on his heel and turned back. His sense of justice prevented him from allowing any crime, even against an ass like Histlewight, to go unchecked. He made it to the street barely two feet ahead of the boy. Quick as he could, he gr
abbed the child's arm and hauled him up. It was pitifully easy. The boy was stick thin and too frightened even to scream, so Samuel had ample time to speak harshly into his ear.
"No thieving today, my boy. There's a butcher shop seven blocks that way." He jerked his head in the right direction. "Talk smart and polite to Mr. Braun, and compliment his smoked bacon. He's extraordinarily vain about his pork. The man's looking for a new apprentice, as the last one ran off. No matter what your aunt says, thieving leads to the gallows or worse. Not every man is blind or stupid. Someone always sees."
He held the child a moment longer. The boy was shaking in terror, but Samuel didn't release him until he had caught the aunt's eye a block away. The boy was too young to know better, but the older one would see that Samuel would not be crossed on this. It was a lie, of course. They could move their business two blocks over and he would not be there to prevent it. But perhaps it was an illusion that would hold. Perhaps the woman would make the right choice, apprentice the boy to the butcher, and turn from their life of thieving.
So he held the woman's dark gaze and whispered a quiet prayer on the child's behalf. And then he let the boy go. The kid dashed away on wobbly legs, catching up to his aunt before tugging the woman away down toward the butcher. Perhaps he had done a good deed, he thought, though he doubted the lesson would stick. Gypsies, as a rule, did not like to be tied to regular jobs or regular homes.
Meanwhile, his mind had tired of the gypsies and wandered off to notice other things. Mrs. Worthington had lost some weight. She had a new charge this season—two girls fresh from the nursery. One was pretty, the other canny. He gleaned that in an instant from their clothing, the way they moved, and the way the canny one kept her head down but her eyes always roving. Her gaze stopped on him and she flashed him a flirtatious smile, but he was already turning away down a side street to avoid having to chatter with the females. Meanwhile, he noticed that the meat pie cart had a weak spoke on its left side wheel. And perhaps he ought to check his own pocket to be sure it hadn't been picked while he was about his good deed.
He shoved his hand into his pocket and was relieved to feel that his few meager coins were safe. He had enough to last him until quarter day, but not much beyond that. Perhaps he ought to avail himself of his own advice, he thought. Find a regular job, focus on a regular task as so many younger sons were forced to do. He didn't truly need the money, except for right now. His investments would return handsomely in the next few years. But for the moment, a job would relieve his cash flow difficulties and, much more important, give him something to do.
Then the most extraordinary thing happened. His mind noticed one thing more before falling absolutely silent. It was a woman with a too thin build and above average looks. She was carrying a child and a satchel while being bodily evicted from a shoemaker's shop. No one else noticed what he saw, though there were a dozen people watching the spectacle. She was arguing, the child was crying, and none of the constabulary appeared to care despite her large gestures and vehement protests. Only he saw that all her noise was for show, covering the fact that she had just tossed a small bag at a pile of rubbish.
It was a poorly tied bag with thin seams. As it landed, to wedge between the brick wall and leather scraps, the stitching burst and something distinctive tumbled out. Something that silenced the noise in his head and left his thoughts utterly speechless.
She'd just discarded Lord Winston's left foot.
* * *
Penny Shoemaker was furious. And not the kind of fury that made tears burn in her eyes. This anger was like a living thing under her skin that drove her to madness. If someone had given her a knife right then, she would have easily sunk it hilt deep in the constable's throat. A tiny part of her was horrified by that, but it was only a tiny part lost beneath the weight of anger fueled by humiliation.
She was being thrown out of her home. While she'd been quietly feeding Tommy a real breakfast of bread and eggs—their first in weeks—armed men had banged on her door. She'd picked up her nine-month-old brother and answered the door. She'd been told in round flat tones that she was no longer owner of their home. That everything they owned—from the tools in the shoe store on the first floor to the clothes in their home right above—had been sold to that bastard Cordwain, a small-time hack of a shoemaker.
Well, she'd told them flatly that they were mistaken. She'd never sold anything, hadn't been paid a groat, and they could bloody well leave. Then she slammed the door in the constable's face.
She knew it wouldn't work. She recognized the face of Authority when it came in the guise of armed men and a constable's badge. It didn't matter that her eviction was wrong. That she hadn't sold their home or that for the first time since her parents' deaths, she'd found a way to support herself and her brother. It didn't matter to those bastards outside. To them, she was a woman alone with a babe. Her parents had been murdered less than two months ago, and she was now vulnerable to every kind of horror that the uncaring world could throw at her.
"Bleeding curs," she spat as she dashed for the workroom. There was only one thing of true value in her home and she would be damned if Cordwain got his hands on it. It was in a satchel because her father had been a slob. He had always planned to put everything on display or at least organize it in a closet, but that had never happened. And now Penny had cause to be thankful for his forgetfulness. She was able to grab the bag and her coin purse. Then she was back upstairs, Tommy crying in her arms as she stuffed clothing and the like into another bag.
But she was out of time. Their door burst open and the men tromped upstairs. Before she could do more than scream, rough hands wrapped around her waist. She kicked and screamed, but she had no purchase as she was lifted off the ground. The bastard was strong, his grip bruising, and his smell even worse. She knew without looking that the greasy head of hair belonged to Jobby, Cordwain's nephew and all-around brute. He flipped her over his shoulder and carried her outside. How she kept hold of both Tommy and her bags, she didn't know. Except that it was her life and her brother that she held and she'd be damned if she dropped either one.
Jobby banged her head three times on the way out of the house. She barely cared. She was more interested in protecting Tommy's head than her own. Still, the pain made her head throb and gave birth to that living fury just beneath her skin. Once outside, the constable ordered Jobby to set her down. Normally she wouldn't have heard it, but the man had a whistle that he blew right in Jobby's face to get the idiot's attention.
"There's no cause for that!" the constable bellowed. And so Jobby put her down, copping a feel of her bottom as he did. So she kicked him hard as she could right in the privates.Luck was with her. She connected. Not as hard as she would have liked, but enough that Jobby went down with a howl. Every man there winced in sympathy, and that gave her time to toss the satchel of important things to the side, where hopefully no one would notice. Then she started screeching like a madwoman by way of covering. If anyone had noticed what she'd dropped, hopefully they'd get distracted and forget.
She focused on the constable, as he was the authority here. His eyes had darkened as he watched Jobby writhing on the ground, but now he focused on her.
"There were no cause fer—"
"He had no cause to be doing what he was doing to me bum either," she snapped, her language deteriorating as her fury grew stronger. "And you've no cause to throw me out of my home!"
The constable sighed, the sound coming from deep within him. If she were less furious, she might have felt sorry for him. He had the air of a man keeping doggedly on simply because there was nowhere else to go. A soldier, she thought, in a forced march. But then the image was gone as Cordwain blustered forward.
"Got the bill of sale right here, my girl. As of dawn this morning, yer property is mine."
She snatched it from his hands, all but ripping the document. She would not have him waving the thing in her face. Problem was, she still had Tommy wailing in her arms, clinging
to her like he was terrified. Which he was. Just as she was, but she controlled it better than the toddler. And while she was struggling to control the boy, Cordwain turned to Jobby, who was just now getting to his knees, his face a pasty white.
"Get inside. Make sure she didn't steal nothing!"
"It's not yours!" Penny snapped in reflex, but the constable just shook his head, his hands shoved deep in his pockets.
"I'm afraid he's right, Miss Shoemaker. I made sure of it before I came. Everything's sold to him."
"By who? How can someone up and sell my home right out from under me?"
Cordwain rolled his eyes. "Aw, listen to the tart. Lying bitch. I paid you all my damn savings for this place. You're rich, you bloodsucking whore. And you won't be denying me what's mine!"
Penny gaped at him, her mind rebelling at all the things that were absolutely wrong with everything he'd just said. But before she could get a word past the dam of fury clogging her throat, another man sauntered up. A gentleman, by the looks of him, and a useless one at that, given the worn state of his clothing. He was tall and somewhat thin, and his dark curly hair went every which way about his head as if his brains were exploding by way of his hair.
"If I might have a word, Constable—"
The official all but groaned. "Sir, this is hardly the time."
"Yes, I know, but in the interest of the writ of law, I thought I'd point out something." He gestured with his hand, and in that one movement alarm bells began to ring in Penny's mind. He was looking at the satchel. He knew and was about to tell. Bloody hell.
"You want justice?" she snapped. "Here, hold Tommy for a moment." Her words made no sense, but she had to distract him somehow. And how better to distract a toff than to hand him a squirming, screaming toddler?
"What? No!"
Too late. She'd shoved the boy into his arms, much to both males' terror. And with her hands free, she could finally look at Cordwain's false bill of sale while keeping half an eye on whether the toff hurt Tommy or not. He didn't, thank heaven, but neither boy nor man was pleased with the situation.