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by Craig Nova


  She often went to bed early, and then Briggs sat down in the living room to do chores he had brought home from work. He set up a problem and started going through it, although from time to time he heard her moan or cry out, and then he went to stand at the foot of the bed until she slept quietly again. Still, there were times when he felt her come up behind him. She asked how he was doing and started to rub his back. He closed his eyes and felt her affection for him in the touch of her hands. And then the certainty of her pregnancy had a soothing effect. It was something he could concentrate on. She squirmed against him when she rubbed his back.

  “Is that better?” she said.

  “Yeah,” he said. “Thanks.”

  “You know,” she said. “I didn’t really care about Jack. I was just looking to have a little excitement. That’s all there was to it.”

  He helped her into bed again and sat there while she fell asleep. At these moments he felt how much the apartment was improved by having her here, or, to be more precise, how much he had been improved by having her here. And when he looked up from his work and tried to say why this was the case, he supposed that one of the reasons was her frankness. He depended on it. He missed her when he was at work. He brought flowers home and she was delighted by them. She rubbed petals on the skin behind her ears and asked him to smell the fragrance.

  One night, when he had been working for a while and she had been sleeping, she woke up and came into the living room.

  “Hey, Briggs,” she said. “Have you got a minute?”

  “Sure,” he said. “What’s the trouble?”

  “I’m scared,” she said.

  “There’s nothing to worry about,” said Briggs.

  She shrugged.

  “It’s not like a thing I am worrying about,” she said. “Like about having the baby. It’s not that kind of scared. It’s a more general kind. Like when you’re afraid of the dark. You don’t know why you’re scared, or what you’re scared of, you just are.”

  “It will be all right,” he said.

  “That’s easy to say,” she said. “Do me a favor, will you? Lie down with me until I fall asleep.”

  She got back into bed, and he lay down behind her. The walls glowed with a soft luminescence from the light outside. She took one of his hands and slipped it under the covers, under her breast, so that he could feel the heat. It was like touching a hot water bottle. She whispered, “Have you ever felt anything like that?”

  “No,” he said. He closed his eyes.

  “Get under the covers, will you?” she said. “I’m scared.”

  He got under the covers and she took his hand again.

  “Feel that?” she said.

  “Yes,” he said.

  “It’s nice, isn’t it?” she said.

  “Uh-huh,” he said.

  “Open your shirt, will you?” she said. “Take off your pants. Don’t you ever get lonely?”

  “Sometimes,” he said.

  “Just sometimes?” she said.

  He took off his clothes and lay next to her under the sheet. She turned toward him, the smooth heat pushing against his skin.

  “Oh,” he said.

  “That’s better,” she said. “Don’t you think so?”

  “Yes,” said Briggs.

  “I don’t want to be scared,” she said.

  “Me neither,” he said.

  “You don’t have to be,” she said.

  “I’m not so sure about that,” he said.

  “When I first came to see you, you looked scared. Were you?”

  I still am, he thought.

  “Yes,” he said.

  “About what?” she said.

  “You think one thing is going to happen, but then it turns out another way.”

  “Like what?” she said.

  “Oh, I guess it’s the kind of thing any pregnant woman worries about. She worries about having a monster. Or she worries about deformities. I guess I worry about things like that.”

  “But you have to get over that, don’t you?” she said.

  “Yes,” he said. “You do. You really do.”

  She put her head against his, the strands of her hair tickling his face.

  “Tell me,” she said. “Do you think we can work things out?”

  “I hope so,” he said.

  “Yes,” she said. “It would be nice, wouldn’t it?” She turned to face him. “And we don’t have to worry about monsters. Do we?”

  “No,” he said. “No monsters.”

  Craig Nova

  WETWARE

  Craig Nova is the author of nine novels. He has received an Award in Literature from the American Academy and Institute of Arts and Letters and is a recipient of a Guggenheim Fellowship. He lives in Vermont.

  ALSO BY CRAIG NOVA

  Turkey Hash

  The Geek

  Incandescence

  The Good Son

  The Congressman’s Daughter

  Tornado Alley

  Trombone

  The Book of Dreams

  The Universal Donor

  Brook Trout and the Writing Life

  FIRST VINTAGE CONTEMPORARIES EDITION, APRIL 2003

  Copyright © 2002 by Craig Nova

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  The Library of Congress has cataloged the Shaye

  Areheart/Crown edition as follows:

  Nova, Craig.

  Wetware: a novel / by Craig Nova

  1. Genetic engineering—Fiction. 2. Human genetics—Fiction.

  3. Androids—Fiction I. Title

  PS3564.O86 W48 2001

  813’.54—dc21

  2001049043

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  eISBN: 978-0-307-43015-1

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