“Much better.” He winked and withdrew his fingers. “So ready for me.” He got down on his forearms and buried his face in my neck. “Feet on my thighs, babe.” When I had complied, he prodded me until the tip slipped inside. “Fuuuck.” He thrust in further and moaned.
I grasped his biceps hard. Pleasure flooded my body. I guess I needed it more than I knew. His next stroke was deeper, and I sighed. His lips moved over my neck as he gasped. Two more thrusts and he was fully seated. His hips ground into mine for a few seconds.
“God,” I mumbled, loving the way he caressed my sweet spot effortlessly. “Brad… Fuck me.”
He grinned against my skin and muttered as he withdrew gradually, “Oh, I will. Gonna fuck you good.”
I cried out when he slammed into me again. My body tensed and thrashed at the same time. I was blinded. The orgasm continued to play out as he pumped, moaning loudly. I had no idea how long it took. However, I was surprised when he pressed his hips to mine tightly, and I felt him cumming.
“Just what I needed.” He exhaled loudly then pulled away from me.
It was over much faster than I expected. He got off the bed for a few seconds then dropped down beside me. Instead of taking me in his arms, he grabbed the television remote and turned it on. He propped himself up on a pillow and lay a hand near my head.
“You OK?” He cocked an eyebrow as he looked at me.
I nodded and crawled under the sheet and blanket. He seemed a bit distant. We weren’t real close, but that night he appeared nervous or preoccupied. Instead of dwelling on it, I got comfortable and closed my eyes. A hand on my head made me smile. He played with my hair, lulling me to sleep.
Chapter 31
I woke up to the feeling of the bed moving. My eyes opened to slits. What I saw was beyond unexpected. Neil was on the bed, on top of Bradley. Both were naked, and lips locked. I watched them kiss, fascinated and confused. Their hands traveled each other’s bodies as the kissing continued. Obviously, they didn’t know I was watching.
Neil broke the kiss. Then he moved down, trailing kisses as he went. He licked Bradley’s nipples and sucked on them, before going further south. When he licked Bradley’s cock, I almost said something. My eyes opened wide when he took it into his mouth. Then suddenly it was down his throat. I gaped at them. Bradley’s hips lifted, forcing every inch in. He moaned loudly. Neil’s cheeks moved as he sucked hard.
It had to be a dream, a weird one. No way was my boyfriend getting head from his best friend. I shut my eyes, hoping I was right. Could I handle that? Sleep came quicker than I expected. At that point, I was sure it was just a dream.
Some time later, hands were everywhere on me at once. Fingers brushed my nipples, my clit, my throat and my belly. I moaned. The dream was amazing, but I wished it were real. My hips tilted as fingers dipped inside me. I shifted, my hands landing on the male skin surrounding me.
“Mmm.” My mouth opened as two sets of lips moved over my body. I wished I knew who it was, but dreams were sometimes vague. “Fuck me.”
A strange voice was in my ear. “You sure?” My eyes opened. Neil’s face was close to mine. “I can fuck you, really?”
I sat up, forcing both he and Bradley off me. “What?”
“Neil’s gonna fuck you,” Bradley said in a desire-filled tone as he crawled to me.
I shook my head. “No.” Wide-eyed, I frantically looked around. Then I realized that none of what I remembered was a dream. It was all real.
“Why not?” Bradley laid me back as he slid a hand over my neck.
Nervously, I replied, “I don’t know him.” Oh God. Neil’s been touching me.
“Yes, you do.” Bradley leaned down and breathed in my ear. “Are you afraid I’ll get mad? I won’t. I wanna watch him fuck you.” He licked my lobe, then sucked on it hard. “We wanna have a threesome. You, me and him. He’ll fuck you and I’ll—”
I didn’t want him to tell me he would fuck Neil. I interruped, asking, “Are you seeing him behind my back?”
Bradley chuckled softly. “I wouldn’t call it that.”
“What would you call it?” I was becoming confused.
He grabbed my breast. “Exploring my options. He’s got something you don’t—a dick. And gives a kick-ass blowjob.”
I couldn’t argue with that. “So you guys have something going? But, I thought you promised—”
He quickly cut me off. “I never promised to give up men.” His lips dragged over my cheek to my mouth. Soft kisses turned deep and passionate in seconds. He pinched my nipple, then let his hand drift down. Two fingers thrust into my pussy, and I gasped. “But you promised this is my pussy.”
With slow strokes, he built my need. The conversation was soon forgotten as he sped up, pressing into my sweet spot deliberately. I cried out, unable to stop the explosive orgasm. It took a few minutes to come back to reality.
“I wanna see Neil’s dick in here.” He groaned as I hugged his fingers tightly.
Then Neil sucking him off came to mind. “You’re gay?”
“No.” Bradley rolled his eyes. “I play for both teams.” His lids lowered as he stared into my eyes. “And it makes me so hard to think of him fucking you. I wanna see his ass pumping as he rams his dick in you.” He ground his hips against my side, letting me feel his erection. “My pussy, remember? I want Neil’s dick in it.”
I glanced at Neil, who was ogling Bradley. No way was Neil straight. Why would he want me? It made no sense. Then Neil reached over and caressed Bradley’s cock. His eyes glazed over as he licked his lips.
Bradley groaned in pleasure. I watched him grit his teeth, obviously enjoying the handjob. When Neil bent down and licked the fluid from the tip, Bradley grabbed my hand and held it to Neil’s head. Together, we forced Neil’s head down. Then Bradley moaned loudly. Neil was sucking him again. I watched Bradley’s face. He obviously liked blowjobs. I felt guilty that I refused to do it. Then Neil sat up again. Bradley’s eyes were closed.
My eyes drifted over to Neil. His cock was just as hard. Pre-cum oozed from the tip and slid down the side. He moved back a bit, and I noticed he was quite thin overall. He was handsome. I could be attracted to him under the right circumstances. However, he only had eyes for my boyfriend. It was freaking me out a little.
“Does it really feel different?” Neil asked. “I mean, is it tighter?”
Bradley looked up. “No, but you’ll like it.” He backed up, lying on his side next to me. His head propped up by his hand. “Go ahead.” He waved a hand at me. “Take her.”
I turned to Bradley. “You really want this?”
He gripped his stiff shaft and ran his hand up and down. “Fuck yeah. Open your legs, and let him in.” He reached back, then tossed a condom in Neil’s direction. “Put it on.”
Things were moving fast. Neil rolled the condom on as my eyes flitted around the room. I jumped when Neil settled his body over mine. Can I do this? I wasn’t sure. Then a hand was between my legs.
Before I knew it, Neil pushed into me a bit. “Never fucked a girl before.” Slowly, he pushed forward. “Does feel different. It got me so hard watching him with you.”
I grabbed Neil’s arms and looked to Bradley again. “I—I—”
He moved towards me and kissed my lips. “Let him have you. I been fantasizing about this for a while.” He kissed me again. “Come on, man. Fuck her.”
My nails dug into Neil’s skin as he withdrew and thrust in deeper. It felt mechanical. I kept my eyes on Bradley until Neil was in as far as possible. He bowed his head and laid it on my shoulder. I leaned away, and Bradley closed the distance.
“You OK?” he asked quietly.
I shrugged a shoulder. “I guess.” I bit my lip when Neil started to go faster. “You like this?”
“Yeah.” He grabbed his dick again. “Love it.”
Neil’s head came up. “How do I make her cum?”
Bradley put his hand between us and rubbed my clit. “This’ll help.”
I gasped, and my head went back. The fact that both of them were there left me. Neil moved faster, and Bradley upped the pressure. My back arched, and my hips lifted.
Neil moaned. “Feels good. Brad… Brad, kiss me.”
When I opened my eyes, their lips were connected. “Uh, I can’t.” I pushed on Neil’s chest. “Get off. Please.” To say I was confused would be an understatement.
“I’m sorry.” Neil pulled out of me and got to his knees. “Did I hurt you or something?”
Shaking my head, I pursed my lips. Tears stung my eyes. I didn’t know how to feel about what had been going on for who knows how long behind my back. Although it wasn’t cheating, he hid it from me. I wondered if, had I known he was bisexual, I would have started seeing him. Then I felt guilty. That was so closed-minded. I just knew I couldn’t handle seeing the two of them together.
“Hey.” Bradley touched my arm. “You a’right? What happened?”
I rolled towards him. “I don’t feel comfortable having sex with him.”
“OK. I’m sorry.” He pulled me into his arms. “I won’t ask again.” His lips brushed mine. Then he got me on my back, with him on top. “That was so fucking hot.” His cock pressed into my inner thigh.
I gripped his shoulders. “You need a condom.”
“But we been together a while,” he protested. “Just once?”
I tensed. “No. I can’t take the chance.”
He huffed but grabbed another condom from the nightstand. When he applied it, he whispered, “One day, can I fuck him while he fucks you? Or maybe the other way around? I think of that all the time.”
I stared into his eyes. He wanted that badly. “I don’t know.”
“Another day.” He spread my legs then helped me wrap them around him. “Will you jerk him off while I fuck you?”
“Now?”
He smirked. “Yeah, now.” He took my hand in his and placed it around Neil’s shaft, which no longer had a condom on it. “Just keep him hard. OK?”
I squeezed the cock in my hand, and Neil sucked a breath in through his teeth. My eyes focused on Bradley, and I did as I was told. Neil lay down, getting a bit closer. That made it easier for me.
Bradley grinned. “Mmm, perfect. My two favorite lovers.” He prodded my opening and moaned as he penetrated me. “I wish I could fuck you both at once.”
I held onto his arm as he gradually burrowed into me. He laid his body over mine and pressed his lips to mine. That eased my nerves. His confident strokes made me understand why sex with Neil was awkward. Bradley wanted me, but Neil just wanted to please his lover, as I did.
“Love my pussy,” Bradley breathed in my ear while grinding his hips into mine, forcing it all in. “You’re tight tonight.”
Lost in the pleasure, I moaned a reply. His hips started to pump while he leaned on his forearms, and I shuddered. He fisted my hair in one hand. With the other, he toyed with my right nipple. His thrusts were powerful and right on target. Every second brought me closer.
I still had a hand wrapped around Neil’s dick. Unconsciously, I continued to jerk him. His moans melded with Bradley’s. When I felt skin touch my side, I turned to him. He moved a hand over Bradley’s back. Then he leaned down and brushed his lips over my breast until he reached my nipple. He sucked on it hard, making me shiver. Then he turned and sucked on Bradley’s. He went back and forth a few times.
“That’s what I want.” Bradley ran his tongue along Neil’s ear. “All of us touching.” He rammed into me a few more times, and I exploded. “Aw yeah.”
I whimpered as my pussy and womb contracted several times.
Neil groaned loudly when I accidentally squeezed his cock harder. “Stop. Stop. Or I’ll cum.” He yanked my hand off his shaft. “Damn, her hands are talented.”
“OK. Let’s switch.” Bradley pulled out.
My eyes opened wide. “No. I don’t want him to fuck me again.”
“He won’t. I wanna hold you while he fucks me,” Bradley whispered in my ear as he tugged the condom off.
I looked at him hovering over me, leaning on his hands. The huge grin on his face made me give in. “OK.”
Excitedly, he rolled me to my side and spooned me from behind. His arms wrapped around me. Then he threw a leg over my hip. “Lemme hold your hands.”
I grasped his hands in mine. Not knowing what to expect, I closed my eyes and waited. The bed moved, and Bradley squirmed against me a bit.
“You OK?” I asked.
He gripped my hands a bit tighter. “Yeah.” Then he gasped in my ear while his body tensed.
“It hurts?” I didn’t want him in pain.
He pulled me back to him. “Sometimes at first.” After a minute, he moaned.
My eyes opened when my body was shaken. Both Neil and Bradley were making noise. Then I knew Neil was doing something to him. I couldn’t see what was happening. Bradley’s cock was hard as a rock and pressing into my back, so it must have felt good. When a finger grazed my nipple, I looked down. Neil had put an arm around us both.
“Such a tight ass,” Neil muttered. He covered my breast with his hand. “Brad, I love fuckin’ you.” Then his hand moved downwards. “Where’s that thing on her?”
Bradley moved Neil’s fingers over my clit. “Rub it, and let her reaction tell you what she likes.”
I tugged on Bradley’s hand as Neil massaged and teased me relentlessly. “Ah, God.”
“Harder. She’s gonna cum,” Bradley said in my ear.
I felt the change and cried out. It was shocking that Neil had brought me to orgasm.
“How about inside?” Neil pushed a finger into my pussy, and then another.
Bradley replied, “Up high, and hook your fingers.”
I was almost oblivious, my body still quaking.
“Why’d you stop fucking me?” Bradley sounded annoyed.
“Sorry.” Neil’s hips must have started moving because I was being shaken again.
Bradley whimpered softly. “Right there, Neil. Fuck, yeah.” He clutched me tighter. “Feels so good.”
I didn’t understand how it felt good. However, he was obviously enjoying it. Neil continued exploring inside me, but it just felt weird. Then suddenly he grazed my g-spot. I leaned my head back on Bradley’s shoulder as I gasped and squeezed his hand.
“Neil, you got it,” Bradley said breathlessly. “If you rub both, she might cum all over you.”
“Huh?” Neil stilled his hand.
Bradley’s lips moved to my neck. “Some girls can cum kinda like a guy.” He brushed his lips over my ear. “Can you squirt?”
“I don’t think so.”
“Rub her clit and that spot you just pushed on inside her,” Bradley directed.
My body jerked when Neil did it. His thumb massaged my clit in circles while he stroked me perfectly within. In minutes, I was panting, desperate for more. Bradley started to toy with my right nipple as he sucked on my earlobe. That overwhelmed me.
“Ay!” I shouted as my entire body quivered. The world faded as I was enveloped in pleasure.
I was startled when knuckles moved over my back. Then I felt Bradley’s cock moving. His body movements told me Neil was still inside of him. I didn’t know what to do.
“Gonna cum on you,” Bradley announced and groaned loudly.
Bursts of semen splashed on my back as Neil cried out Bradley’s name. It seemed like they came together. I wondered how long they had been lovers. Then Bradley winced.
“What happened?” I quickly turned over. Neil had pulled out of him. “You OK?” I touched his face.
He nodded. “I’m fine. Just kinda sore. It doesn’t usually take us this long. With you in the mix, we kinda lost our groove. But it was amazing.” He leaned down and kissed my lips. “Thanks for doing this. It was even better than in my head.” He reached over me and produced a towel. “Lemme clean you up.”
I was stunned when I realized they had planned that night, with me in the dark. What
went on while I was asleep? How often do they fuck? I couldn’t ask those questions though. The answers could be painful. When arms were around me again, I sighed. Then Neil hugged Bradley, his fingers splayed over my back.
“We’re all sleeping in here?” I didn’t understand.
Bradley kissed my nose. “Yeah. I wanna feel you both against me.”
I closed my eyes, trying to be as understanding as possible. “OK.”
Chapter 32
When I woke up the next morning, I was alone in the bed. The apartment wasn’t large. I heard voices on the other side of the bedroom door. Turning over, I sighed. The night before flashed through my mind. Seeing Neil and Bradley touching each other was hard to explain. I was torn between jealousy, shock and slight revulsion. The last part made me feel bad, though. I wanted to be good with them, but I had not been exposed to an alternate lifestyle up close and personal before then. Especially not in the same bed with me.
I dreaded telling them I didn’t want to see them go at each other again. It made me feel like I was about to ask Bradley to change. That wasn’t the case. I just wanted them to keep their relationship from me as it had been. Maybe one day I could handle being part of it again.
After I donned a T-shirt and panties, I found Neil and Bradley making breakfast in the kitchen, in their underwear. They acted like a couple—joking, touching each other, exchanging looks of longing. Maybe I should let him have Bradley. I felt like I no longer belonged.
“Hey. You’re up.” Bradley smiled wide enough to show a dimple. Then he rushed to me and lifted me up. “We’re almost done. I wanted to surprise you.” He kissed my lips hard as he set me on my feet. “Last night was incredible.” He hugged me tightly. “Thanks for going with it.” He nuzzled my hair.
I couldn’t burst his bubble. Instead, I smiled at his enthusiasm. “You’re welcome. It was kinda fun.”
He sighed and ran a hand down my back. “You got no idea how hard it was to tell you about that side of me. I was scared you were gonna run.”
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