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When she no longer wanted to take me on her travels, engaging a younger woman in my place, I was deeply upset. For her I was not fast and strong enough any more. I could barely keep up on the long hikes, I had never coped well with the sea voyages and the permanent change of climate disagreed with me. Her restlessness, into which she dragged me and all those around her, gradually undermined my health, but I would have put up with anything just for the chance to stay near to her. She wrote me the sweetest letters, full of longing and love. I often had to go without seeing her for months. It was sad to be replaced just like that.
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Everything is as it was before. The silent breakfast, the meat juice, the Greek lessons, a silent lunch after the Greek teacher has slammed the door, endless hikes, errands, shopping, secretly emptying jars, the baron at the corner – he never mentioned the money again. I keep it in the same envelope he handed to me. The envelope is quite crumpled. Every night I count the money with my trembling hands and I stroke the smooth banknotes. There are fewer and fewer of them. Ida doesn’t go to see the baron as much these days; she often has to lie down during the day as her legs swell up and she’s got varicose veins that are wrapped around her calves and thighs like string. My suspicion is that she’s diabetic, but she won’t go to the doctor. Now I wear a housecoat with a diagonal stripe, which I take off when we eat. I have it in a variety of colour combinations. It’s terribly practical. You slip it on and at once feel like you’re well dressed. Frau Hohenembs also gave me a wide lilac velvet armband. It feels nice against the skin. As soon as it gets greasy I’m given a new one. Two weeks ago we had a very promising guest: a girl who is as thin as a British model. Frau Hohenembs invited her over for some Gugelhupf and the girl took the other half of it home with her.
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AUTHOR
Linda Stift is an Austrian writer. She was born in 1969 and studied Philosophy and German Literature. She lives in Vienna. Her first novel, Kingpeng, was published in 2005. She has won numerous awards and was nominated for the prestigious Ingeborg Bachmann Prize in 2009.
TRANSLATOR
Jamie Bulloch is a historian and has worked as a professional translator from German since 2001. His translations include books by Paulus Hochgatterer, Alissa Walser and Timur Vermes. Jamie is the translator of three previous Peirene titles: Portrait of the Mother as a Young Woman by Friedrich Christian Delius, Sea of Ink by Richard Weihe and The Mussel Feast by Birgit Vanderbeke, winner of the 2014 Schlegel-Tieck Prize for Best German Translation. He is also the author of Karl Renner: Austria.
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First published under the German-language title Stierhunger
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This translation © Jamie Bulloch, 2016
Linda Stift asserts her moral right to be identified as the author of this work in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.
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