“Shall I tell you when they’ve gone?”
Her sigh was loud. “No, in fact I should even now be beside my sister, fielding comments and veiled insults.”
His head tilted slightly as he rested a foot on the stair above her. “If they’re insulting you, you shouldn’t go in there.”
If only it were that simple, she thought. “Thank you. I shall definitely give that some thought.”
They were silent for a while and she knew he was wrestling with something that he wanted to say.
“Are you happy here, Charlie? Do you like the Toots family?”
His eyes lit as she mentioned her staff and the corner of his mouth tipped upwards, which she guessed constituted a smile for him.
“Yes, it’s the best place I’ve ever been, and the Tootses are the best people…besides you, Miss Allender.”
She felt humbled at his words. One simple sentence spoken in his gruff little voice, yet it meant so much to her to hear he was happy. It also made her realize that her problems compared to what his had been were pathetic and that her behavior in trying to avoid her morning callers was childish, when so many were suffering every day just to feed themselves.
“Thank you for saving me.”
The words were a whisper, but she heard them, and while she wanted to close the distance between them and take him in her arms, Patience stayed where she was, looking down on his bent head.
“Oh, no, Charlie. I may have helped, but you saved yourself by being the strong young man you are.”
“Really?” He lifted his head and looked at her with his big brown eyes.
“Really. And it’s my hope that you’ll stay here with us and the Toots family for many years to come, even when we all go to live with Lord Belmont.”
He nodded, and the small smile appeared again. Suddenly, he was the boy he had probably never had a chance to be.
“I want that, to stay with you and the Tootses, and Lord Belmont.”
“You like Lord Belmont?”
“Yes. He told me I was to come to him if ever I needed anything, or any trouble came calling from my past.”
Tears began to spill from her eyes. “He is a good man.” And I miss him so much.
The boy nodded, then with a bow—which Lenny had told her he practiced for hours—he left her alone once more with her thoughts, although now they were no longer filled with self-pity but disgust.
She was sitting here avoiding those women, when in all honesty they could do nothing to hurt her. A few well-placed words could cause her no pain; she was stronger than that now, stronger than the innocent girl she had once been. She loved Mathew, and he loved her, and Charlie had just reinforced for her why she would marry him, because he was a good, kind man, as well as a devilishly good kisser. Not many of his rank and birth would take the time to speak with a young, scared boy and offer his support should the boy need it.
Climbing to her feet, she brushed the tears from her cheeks. She was to be Lady Belmont, and she was strong enough to face a few gossiping women, especially when most of those women would give anything to have their daughters or indeed themselves married to Mathew. He was hers, every wonderful inch of him, and she would make sure everyone knew it.
When she returned to the parlor, Claire had arrived, and soon managed to insult everyone in such a way that no one realized it. Patience was torn between laughter and horror, until finally every guest had left, leaving the now giggling Allender sisters and Lady Kelkirk.
“You’re terribly good at insulting people, Claire, without their knowledge.”
“Years of practice, Lucy. And now we are going shopping, as you both need new dresses to make the men in your lives drool.”
“Yes!” Lucy clapped her hands. “James already loves me, but inflaming his passions further cannot hurt.”
“He does?” Patience looked at her sister.
“Of course. I have declared my love also, Patience. All that is left now is for James to ask for my hand.”
Unaware that Patience’s responses were less than enthusiastic, Lucy ran for the door, eager to collect her things and prepare for the outing.
“For what it is worth, Patience, Mr. Stanhope is a well respected man. He will make your sister a wonderful husband, and she a wonderful wife for him.”
Claire had regained her feet and was now standing before her. Patience struggled to collect her thoughts. “Yes,” Patience said softly. “I know you are right, Claire. It is just that for so long there was only the three of us, and I am very protective of my siblings.”
“As you should be, my dear sister-in-law-to-be. But now it is time to share your burden, and to let your sister know you are aware she has grown up, and that she has your blessing to wed Mr. Stanhope.”
“Must I?” Patience knew she sounded pathetic, and it annoyed her even more that she wanted Mathew here so she could discuss this issue with him.
“Yes, you must.” Claire kissed her cheek. “And I want to say thank you for talking to him about Anthony, convincing him to hang the portrait where it belongs once again. I believe my brother now walks with a lighter step, as if bringing Anthony back into his life has freed him in some way.”
“He needed to grieve for Anthony, and do so with his family around him.”
“Yes,” Claire sighed. “It is wonderful to talk openly about our brother now.”
“I am so pleased for you all,” Patience said.
“And I’m pleased you have come back into our lives, Patience Allender, because you have saved my brother, and for that alone I can never thank you enough.”
They talked and laughed as Claire’s carriage carried them through London to the boutique she had declared the very thing for what they needed. Charlie was spending the day with Louis, and unlike she once would have been, Patience was not at all anxious that he was away from the house. Everything was changing around her, and she realized that it would take some time to come to terms with those changes. She would be marrying a man she loved; her sister would likely wed someone she was sure was a good man; and her brother could now live a complete life, doing what other boys his age were doing. Two of those things she had always hoped for, and she could not be happier for her siblings; the third she had given up wishing for seven years ago.
“I have not seen that smile for a while, Sister.”
Patience acknowledged her sister’s words with a nod, but said nothing further. The thought of marrying Mathew made her tingle all over.
“I am so pleased for Louis to have a new friend in your brother,” Claire said, interrupting her thoughts.
“As are we, Claire. Charlie had no friends before, due to our cousin, and it is time for him to find some. Yesterday he was discussing which school he wishes to attend with Patience and me, and it was wonderful to see his enthusiasm.”
“I am happy it is behind you all, and sad only that you suffered for so long.”
“It’s all right, Claire.” Patience touched her arm as she saw the glimmer of tears.
“I cry a great deal now,” she sniffed. “It is the baby, so I am told.”
“Well, as the carriage has stopped, you had better compose yourself,” Lucy said, reaching for the door.
The boutique had a blue and gold canopy over the elegantly dressed front window, with the words Madame Alexander’s written across it.
“Is this a new boutique, Claire?” Patience looked through the doors at the woman already inside. “I do not believe I have ever heard its name mentioned before.”
“It has been open a while. It is rumored that the owners are nobility, yet no one can substantiate that.”
Patience took Claire’s arm and helped her up the steps and into the boutique.
“Nobility,” Lucy said. “How scandalous!”
“Their styles are wonderful, and their designers have such flair.”
They looked around the shop briefly before a woman came toward them with a genuine smile on her face.
“Always so eleg
ant, Lady Kelkirk, even in your delicate condition.”
“It is your clothes, Madame Allard. They hide that I am now the size of a small building. But enough about me. You have work to do, Madame. Before you are my dearest, dearest friends, both of whom have men to impress, one of which is my brother, so dress them accordingly, if you please.”
“I really don’t think I need a new dress,” Patience said. “Perhaps one for Lucy—”
“Ignore her, Madame Allard. She has the soul of a puritan. I assure you, I know best!” Claire cried from her seat. “For Miss Allender, lower necklines and less material, I think, plus an overskirt in something soft and floaty. Light colors for Miss Lucy Allender, and I think a very small train at the back.”
Patience was only stuck with a pin once, and managed not to yelp too loudly. She was measured, draped and asked to twirl, and laughed so much her sides were aching. It was fun, she had to admit that. Some time ago, she had visited a seamstress fleetingly and had vowed never to repeat the experience, but Claire made this entire visit an adventure.
“I need fresh air,” Patience declared when Madame Allard had finished with her. “I will step outside for a few minutes while Lucy is being fitted, as I’m sure you do not need my help.”
“No, indeed.” Claire waved her away. “You would put your sister in something ill-fitting, made of coarse fabrics, if we let you.”
“That is harsh. Surely I would have chosen a wheat sack, at the very least.”
Leaving her friend laughing, she made for the door and stepped outside. The aroma of roasting chestnuts made her stomach rumble, so she headed across the street to the vendor and procured a bag. Popping one in her mouth, she found a seat across from the shop and settled there.
People walked by, some acknowledging her, others not, and Patience was quite happy eating her nuts and watching the goings-on around her. She had nothing greater to tax her mine than her forthcoming marriage and Lucy’s forthcoming betrothal. There was no danger lying in wait, and for the first time in many years she felt peace in her soul.
“Miss Allender!”
She turned to see Mr. Whitty approaching. His face was red and he was breathing hard.
“Mr. Whitty, are you all right?”
“Indeed. Thank you for your concern.” He pulled out his white handkerchief and mopped his glistening brow. “I was just about to call upon you, so it is fortuitous that I have found you seated here.”
“Perhaps you could sit here and tell me what is bothering you.” Patience patted the space beside her as the man had still not caught his breath.
“If it is not too much of an inconvenience for me to do so.”
“No inconvenience, I assure you.”
He took the seat, leaving a sizable gap between them, and settled his hat on his lap. Patience gave him a few moments to gather his breath before asking why he needed to speak with her.
“After you sent word that your cousin had been dealt with, I was about to close your case, but then I received news of an alarming nature.”
“Please do not tell me that Brantley Winston has escaped.” Patience felt the lump of dread that had so recently eased settle again inside her chest.
“No, indeed. He is on his way to America. There is nothing to fear there, Miss Allender.”
“Then what is the problem, Mr. Whitty?”
“I was able to gather information that your uncle, Mr. Winston’s father, had a son born out of wedlock.”
“Are you sure?”
Mr. Whitty nodded. “Yes, I am. I have many contacts, and the one I asked to delve into the Winston family was able to collect that information.”
“But surely this has no bearing on my family.” Please let it have no bearing, Patience silently begged.
The private investigator looked down at his hat briefly, which told her what his words had not. This did have a bearing on her family.
“It seems that your cousin and his half-brother have connected. I am not sure in what way this will impact you and your family, but my fear is that Brantley Winston has left his brother instructions to finish what he started, and if he does, then your cousin will return as head of the family.”
Patience could not take all of this in. She fell back on the seat as the chestnuts she had eaten suddenly began to make her feel nauseus. “But you cannot be sure of this?”
“No, I cannot, but with your permission I shall start investigating the half-brother, and when I uncover his name I shall see if he is a threat to you and your family.”
“I would be grateful to you, if you could. I shall tell my fiancé when he returns, and once again alert my family to the danger that may still be present.”
Mr. Whitty regained his feet and bowed, then he was once again walking, this time away from her. Patience watched him until he disappeared, wondering how she ought to tell Charlie that he could still be in danger. Should she wait to hear more details? This cousin might not even be a threat. Yet something inside her told Patience he was, an instinct that had her rising and hurrying back across the street to the boutique. She was scared, but this time she had Mathew to help protect her family.
“Please come home soon,” she whispered before she entered the shop.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
“We are here, Patience.”
Lucy’s excitement made her smile. They were at the Lindhurst ball, an event eagerly awaited each season.
Patience held out her hand to Lenny after he had opened the door and climbed down from the carriage. She must keep her wits about her, she reminded herself; this was the first evening she had ventured out since her betrothal and she would, no doubt, still be something of a sensation. She had managed to avoid all previous invitations, as Lucy had attended a few social gatherings with Mr. Stanhope and his mother, but tonight her sister had asked her to attend.
“Ladies, allow me.” Lucy and Patience each slipped an arm through Mr. Stanhope’s as they moved up the stairs behind the other guests. Once they had removed their outer clothing, they greeted the host and hostess, then moved into the ballroom.
Mr. Stanhope had paid Patience a call yesterday and she had said how happy she was that he wished to be Lucy’s future husband. She had welcomed him into their family, and actually meant it, much to her own surprise.
“Good Lord,” Mr. Stanhope exclaimed as he noted the large satin swathes, which hung like thick ropes from the ceiling.
Patience hissed at Lucy to be quiet as a small giggle erupted from her lips. The room before them was quite simply a riot of color. Lamps were hidden behind colorful screens; walls were hung with fabrics in varying colors. Flowers had been placed every few feet around the walls in large vases. It was a veritable assault upon one’s senses, and not in an agreeable way.
“Nothing seems to match,” Lucy whispered. “Over there we have an oriental display, and there Egyptian.”
Claire had warned both Patience and Lucy that this ball was usually something of a sensation due to the decorations, and most people attended out of curiosity. Last year had been a gold theme; everyone had been instructed to wear the color, and the entire room had been decorated in gold. It was hideous, according to Claire, and she’d left early with a headache.
“She has a pink flying horse hanging from the ceiling.” Lucy was looking upwards. “I can only guess, but perhaps it is meant to be Pegasus.”
Patience snapped her teeth together to stop her jaw from falling open. It was indeed a horse, and quite the largest horse she had ever seen, with a silver satin bow around his neckcloth. His matching silver wings were raised as if in flight, and Patience hoped the entire thing was secured well, because if it fell, it could do no end of damage.
“One hopes that does not fall,” Mr. Stanhope said echoing her thoughts.
“I believe I would like to dance, James,” Lucy said, still struggling to contain her giggles. Mr. Stanhope nodded, still looking around, his expression bemused.
“Miss Allender, please allow me to congratula
te you on your betrothal.”
Patience stiffened as Mr. Dundrill bowed before her. He rivaled the horse as a source of amusement: he was wearing a lemon jacket and a silver and puce waistcoat.
“Thank you, Mr. Dundrill. As you can imagine, I am very happy.”
His frown told her he was not pleased with her reply, but as she did not care a fig for his feelings, she simply continued to look around.
“You are alone this evening. The marquis is still out of town?”
“He is.” Now go away, she wanted to snap.
“Would you do me the honor of standing up with me, Miss Allender? If I can no longer hold out the hope of seeing you across my breakfast table, then I shall content myself with holding you in my arms.”
“I never gave you that hope, Mr. Dundrill, as I have already explained.” Patience looked around, hoping no one was listening; the man had the loudest voice of anyone she knew. How dared he speak to her in such a forthright manner.
“A last dance, then, is all I can hope for,” he said loudly, which increased her embarrassment. To shut him up she agreed, but this was positively the last time.
Mathew flicked his cuffs and straightened his ring. She was here, and in seconds he would have her in his arms. He stood inside the doorway surveying the room, searching for Patience.
He’d been gone longer than he’d intended and had missed her desperately. The memory of her had tormented him day and night, and he had decided during his return journey that he would not leave without her again, no matter how many arguments she raised. He loved her, she him, and that was enough in his eyes.
He’d never felt this way about a woman before. He was consumed with her. He could taste her lips, feel her body and hear her voice constantly. They were going to be married, and soon, he vowed, because he was done with this torture.
Walking slowly around the room, he searched for her. Would she be as pleased to see him as he was her? Seeing the Duke and Duchess of Stratton, he headed for them. They might know where she was.
“She is dancing with that idiot, Mr. Dundrill, and does not appear terribly pleased about it.”
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