by Fiona Field
‘I got spammed for extras. The RSM caught me smoking and had a go at me. It was extras, or go on a charge.’
‘The bastard.’
Immi nodded.
Jenna finished touching up Immi’s roots and began peeling off her plastic gloves. ‘So, I need to leave this to develop for twenty minutes. Can I get you a magazine, or a tea, or anything?’
Immi opted for the latest copy of Hello! and a tea, and settled back to relax, while the dye got busy and worked its magic.
She was engrossed in an article about Kerry Katona when Jenna came back and took her to the basins to get her hair shampooed.
‘I was thinking,’ said Jenna, as she began to rinse the colour out of Jenna’s hair. ‘With you stuck here too, how about you coming over to ours? I mean, we can’t manage another five but one person… well, I don’t like the thought of you being stuck in barracks on your own. That’d be minging, and anyway, it’d be nice to have a mate to have a laugh with – I won’t be getting any with Sonia. I know you’re on duty, but you’d still be on the base. Would you be allowed?’
‘God, Jenna, that’s sweet of you. I’ll have to ask the chief clerk but I can’t see anything really urgent happening on Christmas Day and, as long as all the other duty staff know where to find me and I’ve got my mobile switched on, there shouldn’t be a problem. I’ll get back to you.’
‘You do that. It’d be great to have you there. If Lee’s mum starts kicking off, it’d be nice to have someone on my side.’
‘Oh fuck,’ said Immi as a thought struck her.
‘What’s up? The water’s not too hot, is it? I didn’t get shampoo in your eyes?’
‘No, nothing like that. It’s just…’ This was tricky. How could she ask if her mate Chrissie could come along? Christmas dinner was a pretty big deal and asking if someone who was almost a complete stranger could join in was huge. Especially when Jenna had already said space was tight.
‘Come on,’ said Jenna, ‘spit it out.’
‘It’s my mate Chrissie.’
‘What about her?’
‘She’s an orphan.’
‘She’s a what? You’re kidding me.’
Immi shook her head.
‘Straight up? Really? No mum or dad?’
Immi didn’t say obviously, that’s the definition of an orphan. ‘Not a soul in the world.’
‘Bugger me. What, not even a brother or a sister?’ Jenna stopped lathering Immi’s hair and began to rinse the shampoo out.
‘No one. And with me on duty, we were going to make the best of a crap situation together.’
‘I know this Chrissie, don’t I? Coloured girl, yes? The one who was having a right laugh down at Tommy’s, the day Lee and I got our quarter?’
Immi nodded. And didn’t add, the one you caught Lee staring at more than he should have.
‘Yeah, I remember her,’ said Jenna thoughtfully. Immi didn’t ask what it was that she remembered. There was a pause then, ‘Why not bring her along too? The more the merrier. Mind you,’ she added as she switched off the water, ‘I can’t guarantee how the food will be. I’ve never done nothing like cook a turkey before.’ She slopped on a palmful of conditioner and began to massage it into Immi’s scalp.
Immi felt herself relax as Jenna’s fingers worked the lotion deep into her hair. ‘Chrissie can cook. Or at least she says she can,’ said Immi. ‘I bet, in return for a proper Christmas blow-out, she’d give you a hand.’
Jenna’s hands stilled. ‘Immi, you’re a fucking genius and I love you. You get Chrissie to say yes to helping and I’ll provide you with your bodyweight in vodka, because if I’ve got Chrissie to help, I might just be able to impress Lee’s mum for once! Make her think I’m not a complete dead loss.’
‘Jen, I’m sure she doesn’t.’
‘Wait till you meet her. In the meantime, we have a plan.’
‘So what do you think?’ said Immi. ‘Isn’t it the best solution you’ve ever heard?’ She bounced up and down on her bed in their barrack room.
But Chrissie wondered how she could break it to her friend that it was far from wonderful – in fact, it was terrible. She still felt guilty about the way she’d treated Lee, and then there was her awful suspicion that Jenna had thought that Lee fancied her. Of course it was bollocks, of course he didn’t, but she still remembered that look on Jenna’s face. If Jenna thought that, then spending a whole day with her and Lee was hardly going to be a picnic. But what excuse could she possibly use not to take up the invitation? She wasn’t even rostered to be on duty; she was going to be stuck in barracks because she had nowhere else to go, so why on earth wouldn’t she want to take up the offer?
‘I don’t know,’ she protested. ‘I hardly know them. They don’t want a stranger hanging about on Christmas Day.’
‘I want you there, babe, and anyway, you’re not a stranger. They’ve met you a couple of times. We’ll have a blast, and I promised Jenna you know all about cooking and everything. She’s relying on you to be there, ’cos she’s never cooked a turkey before.’
‘I’m not that great in the kitchen. I’m called Chrissie, not Delia.’
‘I think you’ll be a whole heap better than Jenna. Does she look like the domesticated type to you?’
Chrissie thought about Jenna’s nails, hair extensions and false eyelashes for a nanosecond and decided that Immi probably had a point. But whether or not Jenna could cook, it didn’t have any bearing on whether she could face spending pretty much a whole day with the pair of them. And if she admitted to Immi the real reason, Immi would probably wet herself laughing. Which was worse – spending Christmas with the Perkinses, or telling Immi she suspected that Jenna thought Lee fancied her?
‘Oh, come on, Chrissie. What’s the alternative – us and a bunch of deadbeats in the cookhouse? The duty officer trying to cheer us all up with a few choruses of “We Three Kings”? At least this way we get to slob out, watch some TV, and pretend we’re not having a crap time. And if you don’t say yes, then I can’t, either, because I couldn’t bear the thought of you being on your own.’
Oh great, the guilt card, thought Chrissie. How could she turn this offer down now, without looking a total cow? ‘Can I think about it?’
Immi looked at her, bemused. ‘Why? What is there to think about?’
‘I hardly know them, Ims. A few drinks down Tommy’s don’t make me and Jenna bosom buddies.’
Immi’s forehead creased. ‘Don’t you like her?’
No, I don’t think she likes me, but she couldn’t say that. ‘Immi, I don’t know her well enough to like or dislike her.’
‘Then this is the ideal opportunity to get to know her better. I’m sure if you spend some time with her, you’ll see how great she is.’
Chrissie considered her options – and there weren’t any. And perhaps she was wrong about Jenna’s suspicions. In fact, she was sure she was. Lee, fancy her? Of course he didn’t, not when he had Jenna. ‘OK, cool,’ she said. ‘Tell Jenna she’s really kind. And if she wants some advice about the turkey, I’ll be happy to help. Just one thing, though.’
‘Yes?’ said Immi.
‘You’ve got to promise me not to mention to anyone that I might be off to Afghan soon. I don’t want to put a downer on the day and stuff like that always does. I know I volunteered and I’m happy to be going, but that’s not the point.’
‘If that’s what you want, babe, that’s what you can have.’ Immi bounced across the room and gave her best mate a hug. ‘Ooh, Chrissie, I was so pissed off about not being able to go home, but now I think we’re going to have so much fun.’
Chrissie raised a smile for her friend.
‘Won’t we just.’
Jenna was in the kitchen heating up a couple of ready meals when Lee got back from a long run.
‘Hiya,’ she called from the kitchen. ‘How was the run?’
‘Knackering.’ He appeared in the kitchen doorway, red and sweating.
‘Get yourself sh
owered, Lee Perkins. When you’ve done that, I’ve got some good news.’
‘Tell me now, lass.’
‘Not till you’re decent.’
Lee tramped upstairs, stripped and then threw himself under the shower nozzle suspended over the bath, once again wondering why the army didn’t join the twenty-first century and bung proper cubicles in their quarters. He hauled on a pair of clean trackie bottoms, a T-shirt and a hoodie, before thundering downstairs again.
Jenna was just dishing up two reheated chicken jalfrezis and rice and was opening a packet of ready-cooked poppadums.
‘So, what’s the good news?’ asked Lee, as he pulled a chair out from the kitchen table and plonked down on it.
Jenna pushed his plate across the table to him. ‘We’re going to have a bit of a party here at Christmas.’
Lee forked up some curry. ‘Really?’ he asked, before shovelling the food in.
‘Yeah. We’ve got Immi and Chrissie coming over. We’ll have a right good laugh.’
‘That’ll be nice,’ he said, slightly indistinctly through a mouthful of food. ‘But I thought you said we didn’t have room for visitors. I mean, why those two, if your family can’t come here?’
‘Because there’s only two of them and five of my lot. Anyway, do you really want Scuzzy Pete here?’
Lee chewed his food and agreed it was a better option. Although mention of her name made him wonder, yet again, why Chrissie had been avoiding him for weeks now. He’d not seen hide nor hair of her for ages and he still worried about what he’d done to upset her. It must have been something serious but he still didn’t have a clue. Maybe he’d find out over Christmas.
A lightbulb moment struck him: maybe she had a bloke – that would explain it. If she was all involved with a new boyfriend, it might be difficult to explain about running with him. For a second he felt a sting of jealousy. But why should he? She was free to do what she liked. It was nothing to do with him, and anyway, he had Jenna.
‘So why are those two stuck here?’ he asked. ‘Haven’t they got homes to go to?’
Jenna explained their circumstances. Then she added, ‘But this is the good bit – Immi also says Chrissie can cook. She’s going to help me with the lunch.’
‘Mam could do that.’
‘Your mum is coming to us for a nice break. She doesn’t want to have to roll her sleeves up and get busy in the kitchen.’
Lee stared at Jenna. Well, this was a turn-up. She wasn’t usually so interested in his mam’s welfare. But maybe things were easing off. Maybe that weekend up in Newcastle had improved things. He hoped so.
‘She’ll probably want to lend a hand, though,’ said Lee.
‘Well, I insist that she doesn’t,’ said Jenna firmly.
Lee backed off. He loved his mam and he loved Jenna; he wasn’t going to get involved. Besides, wouldn’t it be better if the two women worked things out between them? ‘Just one thing, though, Jenna. I still haven’t told me mam I’m off to Afghan in the new year. I don’t want her worried by the news over Christmas; I don’t want her upset. So let’s not mention it, eh?
‘If that’s what you want, hon, of course.’
13
‘Come on, Maddy, or we’re going to be late,’ called Seb from the front door where he stood, impatiently jingling his keys.
Maddy rolled her eyes and gave Philly an apologetic smile. ‘So, as I was saying, if Nate doesn’t settle, just ring me. He should, his colic is so much better but…’ She shrugged. ‘Honestly,’ and she lowered her voice, ‘I’m not that sure I really want to go to Susie’s and I won’t mind if I have to come home.’
‘It’ll be fine,’ said Philly. ‘There’ll be lashings of drink, you can be sure of that, and she’s a pretty good cook.’
‘So I’ve heard.’ Maddy sighed. ‘I’m just not sure I can bear an evening of playing competitive army wives.’
Philly giggled. ‘It’s only for a few hours. Just lie back and think of England.’
‘Maddy!’ called Seb again.
‘Got to go.’
‘And don’t rush back,’ Philly called after her, as Maddy left the house. ‘I need the tokens.’
Despite Seb’s prediction that they were going to be late, the Fanshaws arrived at Susie and Mike’s house at seven forty, which Seb declared was bang on time. Apparently army punctuality – five minutes early is ‘on time’ – was different when it came to social occasions. As if to underline the point they could see two other couples approaching the path to the Collinses’ house from the opposite direction.
‘Oh, fuck,’ groaned Maddy in a low murmur. ‘Mrs Notley.’ She felt Seb stiffen beside her.
‘Best behaviour, then,’ he muttered in her ear. ‘No getting slaughtered.’
Fat chance, thought Maddy, knowing that on their return, if Nate awoke, she’d be the one who would have to cope.
With all three couples arriving more or less simultaneously, there was chaos in the narrow hall as coats were shed and carted upstairs and Mike tried to take orders for drinks and introduce Maddy and Seb to Alan Milward, the housing commandant, and his wife, Cath. Finally, the four couples made it into the cramped sitting room, drinks were distributed, Susie excused herself, ‘must see to dinner’, and a conversation began amongst the men, discussing the chances of England in the Six Nations Rugby, and amongst the women, discussing the running of the thrift shop. After a while Maddy stifled a yawn. The conversations moved on, but still only seemed to range over boring parochial topics. Maddy pretended to be interested by injecting the words ‘yes’, ‘no’ and ‘really’ at intervals while she wondered how Philly was getting on with Nathan, and how soon it would be possible for her and Seb to leave once they’d eaten.
Susie reappeared and announced that dinner would only be a few more minutes and suggested to Mike that their guests might like a top-up. Given the size of the gins that had been poured first time around Maddy realised that Philly hadn’t been exaggerating when she said there would be lashings of drink. To be on the safe side Maddy opted for just tonic this time. She had a feeling it was going to be a long evening. After a while, Susie disappeared again and Maddy, sitting near the door to the kitchen and only half listening to the current conversation about boarding schools, heard Susie’s exclamation of horror.
Oops, thought Maddy.
Susie popped her head round the kitchen door. ‘Mike, darling, there’s a bit of a hitch.’ She flashed a smile at her guests. ‘Nothing to worry about, just a teeny little delay. Maybe, you’d all like another drink, just to keep you going.’
Mike got the hint and reached for the gin – again. Blimey, thought Maddy, everyone’s going to be shit-faced before we even sit down.
Through the gap in the door she could see Susie frantically filling a kettle and then measuring rice into a pan. The silly moo had forgotten the rice. Maddy did a swift calculation and reckoned it was going to be at least another twenty minutes before they ate. Dear God, and it was already nearly eight thirty.
Finally, when Maddy’s stomach was beginning to rumble audibly, they sat down to vichyssoise. She tucked in gratefully, thankful to have something to start mopping up the gin.
Mike sloshed wine into his guests’ glasses. Seb shot Maddy a warning glance which implied that they should both take it steady. Maddy thought that given the amount of gin Seb must have already drunk it was probably a bit late for him but she was happy to comply. A broken night and a hangover held no attraction.
By the time the stroganoff made it on to the table the steak was barely edible – although, to give Susie her due, the rice was perfect – but Maddy was pretty sure she was the only one who noticed how chewy the beef was. The number of empty bottles on the sideboard was reaching epic levels and still Mike was pouring with a liberal hand. Maddy felt her eardrums were about to bleed from the racket of the conversation which was getting more and more raucous and less and less logical or rational. By the time they got to the coffee, mints and brandy stage Maddy knew s
he was the only sober person in the room by a country mile – even Mrs Notley seemed to have the glassy stare and lopsided smile of the fairly pissed.
Finally, well after midnight, the party began to break up. Maddy felt almost catatonic and she could see that Seb was in a similar way – but his state was entirely caused by drink whereas hers was caused by boredom. Through the open door to the kitchen Maddy could see the chaos that reigned in Susie’s kitchen and didn’t envy her having to cope with clearing that mess up along with coping with a hangover. And with a panic, Maddy realised that at some stage she would be expected to reciprocate the hospitality. As she left, she glanced at the bottles on the sideboard: fifteen – and she hadn’t had more than a glass or two. Bloody hell.
Once again, Maddy wondered if she was really cut out to be an army wife.
Just over a week later Maddy walked into the officers’ mess in time for the post-Remembrance Service curry lunch. She’d opted not to go to the service itself, because there was no way Nate could be guaranteed to be quiet for the two-minute silence. His colic was almost completely over but he could still cry loudly and lustily if the fancy took him, which it had for most of the TV broadcast that Maddy had watched instead. But now the solemn bit was over, no one would mind so much if he was vocal at a social occasion and anyway, thought Maddy, if his cries got too much, she could just take him home. As she entered the big, red-brick Edwardian building she was greeted by a smell of curry, underlaid by a faint whiff of furniture polish and the smell of damp dogs. Army officers, she’d discovered, liked dogs and in every mess she’d been to since she’d known Seb, there had always been half a dozen lolling around somewhere. What was it with officers and their dogs? Maybe, she thought wickedly, they liked the idea that, even if their troops weren’t always slavishly obedient, their pets were. Which was probably why army officers didn’t keep cats.