by Eden Rose
Bella
I whisper: “You knew my mom?”
His face falls. “Baby, I’m so fuckin’ sorry. I didn’t know she was your mom.”
Even after the past couple of years, no one has told me what happened to my mom. I’ve never had one person tell me the whole story and I’m dying to know now.
“What happened?” I ask daintly.
He rubs my thighs. “It’s not gonna change anything you knowin’, you know that, right?” He asks.
I nod. “Yes, please.”
Beast shrugs. “Your dad owed us a lot of money and we went to your mom’s house to see if she knew where he was. She said she didn’t.”
I nod again stupidly. “Of course she didn’t. She hated my dad. He was always choosing the club over us and never cared about us at all.”
“Bella, you have to know something,” he says with conviction. “I’m a biker through and through.”
“I know, I know. I wouldn’t ask you to choose. Even if I had a right to ask you to choose.”
Because I love you.
I love you and it’s only been a couple of days.
I’m so head over heels in love with Beast I’m even disgusted with myself.
“You have the right to ask. You have the right to ask whatever you want. What I can do is something totally different.”
“What else did my mom say?” I ask him eagerly.
He’s struggling with something big. “She didn’t say anything else… She was shot afterwards.”
I hear his words but they are heavier than fists.
“Who shot her?” I whisper.
He smiles to console me and it does. He’s confirming what I’ve already known this whole time. I think in the back of my mind, I knew my dad killed my mom for whatever reason. For that same reason, he also left me in the wind to be sold off by his club.
The man didn’t care about anyone but himself. My dad was the most self absorbed person I’ve ever met and that’s saying a lot. A lot of my classmates were rich.
Beast wraps his arms around me to hold me tight. “Baby, I’m so fuckin’ sorry you didn’t know. You didn’t know what happened… I’m so fuckin’ sorry.”
I let him hold me. I let him do it because feeling his arms around me is the most comforting thing I could be feeling right now. I don’t cry. For some reason, I don’t cry. I think it’s because I knew all along and just needed someone else to tell me it out loud.
“Yo, Beast! We gotta get back to the clubhouse. Brothers from up state are comin’ by to help with the situation,” Prince exclaims off to the side.
Still being cradled in Beast’s arms, he walks out his house- the little love nest that we’ve lived in for only a couple of days. I’m surprised as to how quickly this place started to mean to me. Extremely surprised.
The thought of never coming back here with Beast hurts me worse than hearing my dad’s the one who killed my mom.
He sets me down in front of the house for just a second. “Let me lock up, baby.”
I nod. I look all around the yard to see if there’s anything weird or awkward around, and I don’t see anything. I don’t see any men that shouldn’t be here or see anyone acting suspicious.
One of the things that makes me the most nervous about that is the fact I don’t know what all The Diablos MC looks like. I could be passing someone from The Spiders MC and not know anything different.
“I want all the camera pulled in front of my house to see who dropped off this photo and who raided my fuckin’ house,” Beast advices Kip.
“On it, brother. I’ll get to it when we get back to the club.”
“Are you ready for some crazy fun?” He asks me.
I shrug not really knowing the appropriate way to answer that question. I’m not ready for anything besides crashing into a bed and sleeping. I’m so tired I can’t even keep my eyes open. At all!
“Yes,” I squeak lying through my teeth. If Beast knew I was lying, he didn’t call me out on it.
I’m getting more comfortable riding the bike behind Beast. I can get very used to holding onto his steely body as he powers this beautiful and sexy bike throughout our city we live in.
I’m head over heels in love with Beast.
There’s no way around it.
I bury my face into the leather of his cut and smell his manly scent along with the smell of something else. I can’t put my finger on it, but it smells like Beast. The man’s unique smell should be bottles.
When he comes to his senses and kicks me to the curb, I want to be able to smell his cologne.
Beast
She’s scary quiet as we walk through the clubhouse into my room. I couldn’t wait to sink myself into her, balls deep. I needed to feel her again to make sure she is mine.
Everything that’s been happening lately, has been a lot and I don’t want Bella to get too overwhelmed with everything and tell me to go fuck myself.
“Hey, Beast! Who’s the chick?” Adams asks. He’s one of the enforcers for a charter up north. He’s a rough looking guy with a beard that goes down to his sternum and he’s full of tattoos.
He’s looking Bella up and down like she’s something fresh to eat. “This is my girl, Bella.”
“Hey, Bella. Beautiful name for a beautiful girl,” he croons.
She smiles and waves.
Bella actually smiles at him!
What the actual fuck?
He winks and I about lose my shit.
I throw her beautiful body over my shoulder and race towards my room. She’s squealing and hitting me on my back until I smack her on her ass.
I slam the door shut and throw her on the bed.
“That was embarrassing,” she mumbles more to herself than me.
“I’m a jealous fucker and you about signed his death certificate.”
Her eyes widen. “What did I do?”
Her breathing is haggard and her tits are begging to escape the confines of her clothing. “You have about thirty seconds to take off every stitch of clothing that’s covering your beautiful body. If not, I will shred it and you will be forced to be kept in my room naked until I let you out.”
That doesn’t sound like a bad idea. I would love to have her naked in my room waiting for me.
“Or, I could just keep you forever in my room, naked. Waiting for me. Waiting for me to do whatever I want to your gorgeous body. You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
She sheds her clothing quickly and they are in a heap on the floor. A couple of days ago, my girl was a shy virgin, now she’s an insatiable vixen. I crave her.
“Spread your legs, and pleasure yourself. I want to see you work that pretty little clit.”
Bella immediately follows directions. Her fingers spread the lips of her pussy and I watch her finger pads manipulate her clit. “Does it feel good?”
“Yessssss.”
“Offer your fingers for me to have a taste,” I demand.
I strip out of my clothing quickly and lumber onto the bed to be next to her. She sticks her fingers out for me and I suck them into my mouth. She tastes pure and all fuckin’ mine.
“Put your pussy on my mouth and swing your mouth around for my dick.”
“Uh, are you sure?” She questions.
“I want you to suck me off while I fuck your beautiful pussy with my tongue.”
“But… can you breathe?”
I can’t help it. I chuckle. “I’ll be able to breathe, baby.”
“Glad my worrying about you is funny.”
“Get your pussy on my mouth and suck my dick, baby!”
“You’re cranky when you’re horny.”
She swings her body around and wraps those luscious lips around my dick. Bella’s working my dick like a pro now. It’s hard to believe she used to be so shy and innocent until she got into my bed.
I lick her pussy from top to bottom repeatedly until she's squealing and moaning loudly. Each pass of her lips, I suck her clit harder into my mouth to make her scream.
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br /> Her mouth swallows me as much as she can and I feel the back of her throat. She's about to come undone in my mouth too.
We slurp and fuck each other with our mouths until she swallows me whole. Bella gaga on my dick. She's moaning around my length.
That's when she floods my mouth with her release. She comes so hard and powerfully. I use my hands to separate her ass cheeks and gather some of her wetness with a finger.
I stick that finger into the tight rings of muscle in her ass. She screams loudly. Her head pops off my dick and she rides my face like a champ. Her pussy is so wet and juicy from coming so hard.
“Holy shit!” She shouts.
I finger fuck her asshole harder and continue to lap up juices. She screams and tightens all around my face.
“What’s happening to me?” Bella yells.
“Baby, I’m gonna need you to push through this next orgasm. Bear down and let me fuck your pussy.”
She shakes and does as asked. Then she comes again. This time she collapses on my face with a gorgeous groan.
I withdraw my finger from her right ass and she moans from losing it. “That was fucking perfect!”
“You’re perfect. All perfect and mine.”
She hums her agreement. “Wait. You didn’t come.”
My dick is about to blow. “Get on your hands and knees and let me fuck you from behind.”
I line my dick up with her pussy and fuck her harder than I’ve ever fucked her before. I needed her to know she's mind and everything about her now belongs to me. My dick hits her womb, my balls bouncing off her clit. She tightens around my dick and comes again.
I empty myself deep inside her with flourish.
I come harder than I’ve ever come before. I'm hoping that I get her pregnant. Each time I shoot a load up in her, I hope I get her pregnant.
I kiss her on the cheek and roll off of her.
Someone’s banging on the door and I want to cuss them out.
“Just making sure you didn't fucking kill the poor girl the way she was screaming!”
“That’s what an orgasm sounds like!” I yell back.
I rub her stomach lightly and kiss her again.
Every time I rub her stomach, I’m hoping for my boys to be going to work.
Bella
I’m still feeling awkward as fuck at the clubhouse. I’m waiting for someone to call me an imposter and tell me to leave. I know I don’t belong here, but Beast tells me I belong with him. I will keep it for as long as I can.
He rubs my stomach and kisses my cheek as he leaves to go and talk to someone else.
The first couple of times he did it, we just had sex and I was thinking maybe he was just trying to be sweet or something. Now, I think he’s trying to something to grow.
Two months ago, the thought of falling in love and hoping for a baby were far from my mind. I want it now, though.
I know this was supposed to be temporary in the beginning of this whole love affair and as time moves on, it’s beginning to feel like permanence.
“So, you are the mooned eyed girl who our Beast is obsessed with,” a woman says from behind me.
Turning with a beer in my hand, I look up at a beautiful brown haired woman who’s really freaking tall. Her eyes are hugely green and they watch your every move. I can tell she’s the type to watch everyone to get them to squirm. “I’m Bella,” I introduce myself stupidly.
The woman giggles. “I bet you think you’re special.”
“Um,” I stutter. “Do I know you?”
The woman’s so tall and looks like she’s every man’s wet dream. I will tell you, she looks like she would be a bit of a slut. “Of course you know me. I’m you.”
My head spins and it’s not from the two beers I’ve drank while here. “I’m lost.”
“Of course, you are,” she replies.
Tears sting my eyes. “What do you want from me?”
This whole game is making me tired and making me feel inadequate for some reason. Whomever this girl is, she’s had her nails sunk into Beast before. How could I compete with someone like her?
“You and I are not that different. We both want to do something with our lives and make it in this world. We want the fairytale love story with the gorgeous wedding. We want it all. But that man, Beast, he won’t give it to you. He’ll break your heart and have you sitting on the sidelines as he brings in the next crop of chicks.”
Her words sting me dramatically. They hurt me and I recoil from her to protect myself.
I shake my head. “Why are you telling me this?”
The woman closes the distance between us and puts a hand on my shoulder. “I’m giving you a warning. You might think you have him. You might think he even loves you,” her lip twitches when she says that. “I bet you think he’s amazing in bed, too. Best sex you’ve ever had. There’ve been a ton of women in front of you who have thought they could save him, but he only loves one thing.”
I nod my head eager to hear what she has to say next. Correction, I want to know but then I don’t want to know what she’s about to say. Each word she says is another knife being driven into my soul. “What?”
“Himself. He only loves himself and the fact that he wants a baby. He will take it from you and dump you quicker than shit. You seem like a nice girl. Get out while you can.”
Suddenly, Beast rubbing my stomach all along has clicked in my mind. It’s not a cute thing lovers do to each other. He’s hoping he can feel a baby! He’s hoping if he rubs hard enough, he will get a baby to grow in my belly.
No wonder he’s been fucking me a few times a day for the past couple of days without a condom! How stupid can I be? How stupid could I be in thinking we would have something here? I’m fucking stupid!
He’s trying to get me pregnant!
The mysterious woman won. She knows it too as I’m sure my face shows it too. I’m sure I’m about to ugly cry over here and there’s not much I can do to stop it.
I turn away from her, eager to get outside to take a breath of fresh air, but I don’t get very far. I can hear her telling me something more which will deliver the death blow.
“Why do you think he chose for you to live in his house? He did it because when you get pregnant, he can take over your dad’s club too. Little girl, he’s going to destroy you.”
I’m already destroyed.
I storm through the clubhouse until I reach the outside. I need out of here before I have a heart attack and embarrass myself even more in front of that woman. I can feel her eyes on my back as I make my way to the exit.
I have my hands on the door ready to bust out of here, when I hear Beast talking to Prince about me. As if tonight could get any worse.
“You know her dad is responsible for our brothers being locked up, right?”
Beast starts to say something but Prince interrupts him. “How do you know she’s not lyin’ about knowing where her dad is? She could be fuckin’ hiding him.”
“Look, prez, I know you’re pissed about her dad flopping on our brothers, but Bella’s innocent. She doesn’t know anything,” Beast says.
Prince chuckles. His chuckle cools me down to the bone that is how cold it is. “I don’t get two fucks if you’re fuckin’ the princess. What I care about is not having some mole in my clubhouse!”
“You think I would do that? You think I would allow some chick to come into our club to report back to her dad?”
I hear the sounds of lighters being stroked and I hide behind the door in order to not be seen. If they see me, they will probably stop talking and then I will never find out how they really feel about me.
“You mean to tell me,” Prince begins as he pokes a finger at Beast’s chest, “you’re not lettin’ this girl’s magic pussy get in the way of makin’ a good judgement?”
“Prez! Are you fuckin’ kiddin’ me? When have I ever gave you any idea I wouldn’t back the club first? I swore on an oath, asshole!”
Great. So now I have a magic
pussy, whatever the fuck that means, and I’m just replaceable by anyone. I’m just a bed warmer to the man.
As if my day couldn’t get any worse.
“You will be able to make a decision on puttin’ that rat down even though you’re shackin’ up with daughter, right?”
Am I being used as a pawn to lure my dad out?
Beast
“Beast, can you come out here?” Prince asks me.
I have Bella in my arms and she’s having a good time dancing with me at the clubhouse. The first couple of times she’s been here, she was nervous- all that nervousness is gone.
“Baby, I’ll be back in a minute,” I kiss her cheek.
“Wanna dance?” Dragon asks her with a smile that would get him punched in the face if I didn’t need to talk to Prince.
She looks at me cautiously to make sure it’s all right to dance with him. “Go ahead. I’ll be back in a minute.”
I look at him with a look that promises a beat down if he puts the moves on my girl. He throws his hands up in the air and then wraps them around my woman. “C’mere, gorgeous!”
“I’ll kill ya, fucker!” I growl and then leave the room.
The interim president is showing the signs of getting worn down from the constant bull shit that it takes to be a president. I know he’s put up with a lot and he’s still trying to get Dozer out of prison. “What’s up?” I question.
He nods his head to the door. I walk out with him, lighting up a blunt. Whatever he’s going to say, is going to piss me off. He looks pissed about something.
“It’s not a coincidence that your house was destroyed, you know that? What do we even know about this girl?” Prince demands outside of the club house.
“Prez, I can’t explain it. She doesn’t know anything, I know she doesn’t.”
“You know her dad is responsible for our brothers being locked up, right?”
I knew I shouldn’t have tried to say anything because the minute I start to say something Prince interrupts me. “How do you know she’s not lyin’ about knowing where her dad is? She could be fuckin’ hiding him.”
The brothers haven’t given the poor girl a chance and get to know her. I’m not saying we’re all going to be a happy family or some bullshit like that, but they could try to get to know her before assuming she’s going to flip on us too.