“Connor! What are you saying! Are you okay! You’re not making any sense!”
I growled like a fecking monster--the monster I was at heart--as I stumbled away from her door through the fourth floor halls. I screamed again, and punched the wall so hard I slammed right through the drywall.
When I pulled it out, I was bleeding, and as my fecking Irish luck would have it, one of the Zoreto chumps walked by right as I was pulling my bloody fist out from the wall.
“Holy shit, McGrath! It’s just money!”
I clenched my fists and flexed my jaw. The guy put his hands up to his face, maybe to protect himself. I was a raving lunatic, but I wasn’t about to go attacking random people. And even if I chose to attack him, not like that puny forearm of his was going to do anything about it.
I stepped closer to him so I was eye to eye. My eyes were wide with insanity. His were wide with terror. “I don’t give two shits about the money any more. Forget the moment I walked out of that meeting. Doesn’t mean I still don’t think you’re piece of shit, suit.” I scoffed. He’d transitioned into flip flops, shorts, and a hawaiian t-shirt.
“Ohh, what are you gonna do McGrath, you gonna hit me? Ohh, the poor baby didn’t get his contract, and he’s gonna cry about it.”
My temper was just about to blow. I tried to take deep breaths and realize he was just trying to fuck with me.
“Yeah, I know man, you’re a fighter,” he continued, his sly smirk pissing me off to no end. I don’t even know why I kept standing there, other than the fact that I had nowhere else to go now that Crystal had cut me off. “You fight. You don’t nab big contracts--you’re just a brute.”
“Fuck you, Suit.”
He laughed, mockingly. “Yeah, fuck me. I tell you, I’ve had one hell of a vacation here. All tax free, too. I’ve had a great time on this Island. There’s just one thing left to do on my list--I want to bang that big-titted slut who fucked up your contract. What’s her name again? Caroline? Celine? By the way, if you would have picked a man to head up your campaign instead of a dumb bitch, you might have a had a chance at the endorsement. God, I saw that empty-headed bitch checking in downstairs this afternoon, and I can’t wait to--”
I lunged at him and took him down to the floor.
I felt the air go out of his big doughy body, and I squeezed around his neck and chin as he tried to resist my sleeper hold. “Take that shit back!” I yelled. “Take it back!”
He tried to yell something, but I’d cut off his circulation. His face turned red, and he tried to slap my arms with his. “Apologize, you motherfecker!”
Some sort of conscience cued in, and I realized I didn’t have a fecking clue what to do from here. He’d hit me right in the achilles heel, and I’d went for it. Still, I gripped him hard, unable to control my strength.
Right at that moment, I felt a strong pull of on my ear. “Fecking Ow!” I yelled, and my hold slipped off the man’s throat, who gasped for air and gripped at his neck.
“You’re a fucking animal,” he breathed.
My scowl didn’t leave my face as I turned to see who had pinched my ear.
The older couple who Crystal and I had met in the elevator earlier in the day stood glaring at me. The man crossed his arms and the woman tapped her toe.
“You’re coming with me,” the old man said, pointing apparently toward his room. I rubbed at my ear. Old man didn’t fuck around.
The Zoreto rep stood up, and backed away from me without turning around. “Damn straight! I’m going to the police with this. You’re not going to live this one down. Assault. Fighting in public. Your career is over, Mcgrath.”
“I don’t think so,” the matron chimed in, her voice strong and direct. “You’re coming, too.”
“Fat chance,” he mocked as he kept walking.
“I have a granddaughter who works for the Huffington Post. I wonder what she’d do with a video like this?”
She pulled out her phone and replayed the action. After seeing what a dick the guy was being, I felt pretty damn justified, actually. The suit’s face, however, went stark white.
“No. You can’t. Please.”
“Come back to our room then, and we’re going to talk this out.”
I didn’t know why the hell these two had appointed themselves moderators of the fourth floor, but I wasn’t about to argue at this point. If they hadn’t stepped in--shit, I might have killed the man in a burst of temporary insanity.
We walked back to the old couple’s room, like a couple of kids going to the principal’s office. I tried to move the fingers in my hand that I’d used to punch the wall, but it felt numb. I glanced back toward Crystal’s room, and wondered if I’d ever get a chance to explain myself.
Maybe her heart was as numb as my hand. In a way, I could understand her being scared.
But if she thought Connor McGrath was going down this easy and giving up on us, well she had another fecking thing coming.
18 - Crystal
The brutal sounds of fighting pulsed through the hotel door. Every time flesh hit flesh I cringed, and burrowed myself into the bed. Not even the pillows I bunched around my head totally muted the battle happening on my doorstep.
Who was Connor fighting with? Lord, how hard was he hitting them that I heard it?
Connor’s fury tore at my heart. Did the person he was currently beating down deserve his fists? Or was he transposing his anger at me onto someone helpless?
He was a beast.
This is why you shouldn’t have gotten involved with him.
I squeezed the pillows around my head tighter, trying to drum up disgust. But my heart was a traitor and wouldn’t listen to my urging. Every part of my body wanted my Irish brawler.
The truth was, Connor was a good man. Beneath his prickly exterior, he was a bundle of emotions; passionate, aggressive.
And I couldn’t forget loving.
Connor could easily have invaded my privacy with his keycard. The fact that he didn’t warmed something inside of me. He was giving me a chance to cool off and come to him, while still maintaining his presence in my life.
A little of the deadness inside thawed, but not enough for me to crawl out of my cocoon and face him. I wasn’t ready for that. Not when the vision of Marta, and Alfonso, haunted me.
I lifted my head as a yelp of pain pierced the rice-thin walls. My heart leaped into my throat. The fight ended as quickly as it began with the introduction of more voices. Ones I faintly recognized, but I couldn’t place.
Get up, Crystal. This is your job.
My conscious poked at me, but I’d expended all my energy walking away from Connor a few hours before. He got himself into whatever mess was happening in the hotel hallway, he would have to get himself out.
And I would likely be out of a job.
What did I expect would happen when I returned to Chicago, though? Once news got out that I was dating Connor, I would be out of a job anyway. Let alone the fact that I failed to nab the one-hundred-million dollar contract I’d been sent out here to get. Which wasn’t my fault.
Those damn Zoreto assholes. Did their CEO know the harm they were doing to their company when it came down to endorsements? What athlete would want to work with such a shady corporation? Then again, money talks, and no one at JW had known this was the stuff they pulled.
My emotions and business sense warred inside me. Exhausting me until I passed out.
Waking up the next morning without Connor, when I’d spent the last weeks in his arms, set off the waterworks again. I cried myself into a stupor, before I dragged myself out of bed and into the shower.
After, I was faced with my own failure. I had nothing to wear but the shorts and t-shirt and no damn bra that I’d run away from Connor in. And there wasn’t a Wal-Mart on the island to fix the problem.
I needed to get my luggage from Connor. But first I needed to hope the hotel boutique would have something that didn’t make me look like a farm-ville hick. Even if, deep down
, that’s exactly who I had been, and almost became again with Connor.
Twisting my hair into a vicious bun, I stomped out of my hotel room, and took the elevator down to the lobby; a woman on a mission.
“Ms. Lawson.” A sharp voice froze me in place, and I swung around.
The older woman I’d seen in the elevator yesterday was walking my way. Oh, Lord. How did she know my name? I prayed for the ground to open up and drag me in. She’d seen me in the arms of a man I wasn’t meant to be with, and now looking as if I was doing the walk of shame in a fancy hotel.
Her brow arched as she swept her gaze over my attire, but she didn’t say anything. Instead, she looped her arm through mine and led me towards the more casual restaurant. “Come with me, we have to talk.”
“I’m sorry, do I know you?” This woman was a force of nature as she led us onto the terrace that overlooked the island. The shutters were half-closed, allowing just enough of the morning sunlight to pour in without disturbing the diners.
“No, but you will.” She settled into one of two seats, and I sat across from her, insanely curious to what she had to say, and how she knew who I was.
I flipped over my coffee cup, and within a minute one of the waiting staff arrived, filled our water glasses, and then faded away, giving us time to talk before our waiter arrived.
“My husband and I had an interesting conversation with Mr. McGrath last night on the fourth floor.”
I tried not to cringe. Was she who Connor had been fighting with, or were they the ones who’d interfered?
“Is your husband okay?” Lord, I wasn’t sure I wanted to know the answer to that.
The woman laughed, flashing perfect teeth that made me wonder if they were natural or dentures. Then again, I couldn’t quite place her age. She could have been fifty or eighty. “Oh, he’s fine, but I am not sure about the other chap.”
I was so rattled by Connor, and now this woman, that I was missing the cues I’d spent years perfecting. I took a deep breath and assessed her.
She had that timelessness that living a very posh life created. Even though she was trying to look casual with her white capris and tank top, I knew fashion. And she was dressed head-to-toe in Dolce & Gabbana’s new summer collection. Shoot, that shirt alone could pay two months of my rent.
This was so bad, but I tried to put on my sunniest smile.
Trying to disguise my shaking hands, I shook out the cloth napkin and laid it over my lap. “Do you know who he was fighting with?”
“One of those Zoreto representatives. He has a shiner you can’t miss, and a busted lip.”
I closed my eyes letting her words sink in. Connor was ruined. There was no way we could come back from this.
“If you want my opinion, the guy deserved it. He was running his mouth about how Mr. McGrath was a wild animal. I have it all on film.”
I swallowed hard and looked at the woman. She was watching me like a hawk.
“Film?” I croaked.
“Yes, I videotaped it on my phone. My husband and I know people.”
My pulse beat frantically in my ears. “I didn’t get your name.”
“I didn’t give it to you yet.” The woman smiled, and whatever concept I’d have of age fell away. This woman was sharp as anyone still running a Fortune-500 company. “I’m Vivian Kasper.”
The name sounded familiar to me, but I couldn’t quite place. I sipped my water, giving myself some time to prowl through my mental contacts.
Kasper. Kasper who…
Oh no.
I choked, and coughed into my napkin while my mind ran a thousand miles a minute.
“I see you realize who I am, and by proxy, my husband.”
I swallowed audibly and nodded. “You own Fub.” Fub being the company Zoreto wished they were. The second largest shoe company in the world beneath Nike.
Oh Lord, what did Connor and I get ourselves into?
“Yes. My grandfather created Fub in 1949. My father made it the company it is now when he took over in 1949. Though I’m semi-retired and my son is overseeing the day-to-day business, I still like to meddle.”
“Is that what you are doing here? Meddling with Connor and I?”
“You two have a long road ahead of you, and while I would love to play matchmaker, I do have two sons who need to be married off, I saw the two of you in the elevator. You will be fine.”
I bit my lip. A lot of things had happened between then and now, and I didn’t want to air Connor’s dirty laundry.
“Then what do you want with us?”
Vivian shook her head. Sunlight glinted off the pale dome of her silver-streaked brown hair. “You really don’t know?”
I sat back in my chair and blinked. She couldn’t really mean…
Her smile widened again, and she propped her elbows onto the table. “I want to offer a contract. Mr. McGrath is the perfect spokesman to launch our new line of apparel. Shoes. Accessories. It will make that Zoreto contract look like pocket change.”
I managed to grab a sundress and a bikini top in lieu of a bra from the lobby boutique after lunch. While not my best outfit, I was already having a mild heart attack over being bra-less in public. It would have to do until I managed to return to the hut.
Vivian’s offer chased itself around inside my head as I quickly changed, and typed up a report to JW and Jeff.
Should I let Connor’s agent drop him the good news? I was being a coward, not wanting to face him.
He has a son.
Was I ready to be a step-mother?
Lord, I was getting ahead of myself. We weren’t even ‘official’ in any capacity, we both could still chalk the last few days up as island fever, and I already had wedding bells in my head.
Get a grip, Crystal.
I sighed and sagged onto the bed.
Connor and I were all wrong for each other. But, I loved him. Being without him had my heart throbbing as if mortally wounded.
He wasn’t mine though.
Tears swam behind my closed eyelids, and I pinched the bridge of my nose, trying to staunch the new round of waterworks which were dying to let loose.
“One M-i-s-s-i-s-s-i-p-p-i,” I whispered, though this time my mental counting had nothing to do with anger, and everything to do with staving off the heartbreak engulfing me.
Giving myself one mental, and physical, shake, I stood up and swiped my keycard off the table.
Then, I called for a Taxi.
The cab let me out a couple doors down from the hut. I needed the few feet to steel my nerve just in case I ran into Connor.
Who was I kidding? I was hoping to run into Connor.
I should have opened the door last night.
Digging my toes into my flip flops, I took a deep breath, and marched towards the hut I’d shared with Connor. When I reached the stoop, I hesitated.
Should I knock?
Lord, I felt like a voyeur as I stepped off the hard-packed earth which made up the front porch, and glanced in through the window beside the door.
It was empty.
Disappointment lurched in my gut, but I ignored it. Instead, I walked inside.
Immediately the memories I’d made with Connor over the past few weeks flew through my mind. Our first kiss. The first time he’d made me come.
And last, but not least, his devoted whispers of love in my garden.
Pain cut through me, bleeding out the tears I’d been trying to avoid for most of the day. I stood, weeping my heart out, in the middle of a damn lean-to on a stupid tropical island.
“I didn’t expect you back so soon.” The accented words cut me like a knife, immediately drying up my pain.
I turned my head and met Marta’s smirking stare. “I’m only here to get my things.”
Marta flashed me a wide smile. “I’m so glad. I need room for mine.”
Lord, I wanted to punch her teeth in. The urge reared up in a violent tangle of anger and sadness.
Were they already back toget
her again?
I narrowed my eyes at her. “Did you run all the way through the village when you saw the taxi? Really, have some class. The sheets aren’t even cool yet.”
Outrage suffused Marta’s cheeks in a bronze glow.
I arched my brow, daring her to say something to me. I might have run away with my proverbial tail tucked between my legs when she first showed up, but I was ready to duke it out for the man I loved.
“That’s what I thought,” I said into her shocked silence. I turned my back on her and went in search of my suitcase.
When I returned I popped it open on the bed. Marta stood watching me as I pulled my outfits from the small shared closet.
“You can’t keep him.”
I shook my head at the quiver in her voice.
“Why did you choose now to mess with Connor? You should have known what a big deal this fight is for him.”
I shot her a look over my shoulder as I hunched over my half-filled case. Guilt surfed the dark bronze planes of her face.
I narrowed my eyes.
Something didn’t sit right with me about the whole way this went down.
Stuffing my flip flops into my luggage, I slipped on a pair of flats, watching her the whole time.
She shook her hair over her shoulder. “It doesn’t matter why I chose now. I did. He needed to know about his son.”
I hated how Marta was using Alfonso as a weapon. How was Connor going to be able to fight through this mire of drama swirling around him?
And I still needed to talk to him about Fub.
Frustration nipped at me as I hauled my suitcase off the bed, and approached Marta with slow steps. I wasn’t much taller than the other woman, but I squared my shoulders and made my presence intimidating. As if I was dealing with a chauvinist pig who thought a woman should be seen and not heard.
I held her eye. “I don’t believe a fucking thing coming out of your mouth, Marta. Connor deserves someone more than you playing him. I will find out what you are up to, and you will regret messing with him--and me--for whatever scheme you cooked up.”
Marta’s throat tightened as she blinked up at me, but she wisely held her tongue as I dragged one of my suitcases out of the hut and back to the hotel.
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