by Weston Ochse
Two hours later, Tracy came home.
Half an hour after that, he hit her…
…three times, because there were spots on the glasses.
Elsie heard it all from her space within The Land of the Under-bed.
…the yelling.
…the screams.
…the cries of pain.
If it hadn't been for the warnings of the dust bunnies, Elsie would have unleashed her anger right then. Even now, she gripped the two-by-four with whitened knuckles waiting for the night to fall so she would reveal her response. For now, however, she would lay within The Land of the Under-bed and whisper tales of her past deeds to the dust bunnies, petting and gathering them into her arms. She was relating the car dealership incident to them and reveling in their raucous laughter when she finally succumbed to sleep.
Elsie awoke to the rebounding bedsprings, bouncing millimeters from her face. Fighting the urge to erupt from beneath the bed with her weapon, she waited. Even the dust bunnies were silent as the woman's subdued crying filled the room.
The bedsprings eventually ceased their bouncing and as the whimpers descended into snores, Elsie extracted herself from The Land of the Under-bed. She waved off the dust bunnies eager to help her, explaining to them that what she would do was a guarantee to their future proliferation. It was something that she had to do.
So, it was, ignoring their thrill-kill cries, that she disengaged herself from the darkness.
Gripping the board, Elsie stepped silently to the head of the stairs. Below, halfway in her vision was the husband, Mr. Wilson. She imagined him sitting as the perfect stereotype with a beer in one hand and a remote control in the other, dictating and controlling.
Yet, it wasn't that way.
He was sitting upon the couch...and crying.
Elsie padded down two steps for a closer view.
He was staring at his hands — at knuckles still red and patterned. The television was muted and all she could hear was his occasional question: "Why?"
Thirty seconds was all it took for Elsie to decide.
For all the world the man was in pain.
Elsie knew that pain. She had spent fifteen years with it—on the other side of it. It was the forever pain of guilt and she had no patience for the man's cries. She hefted the board, anticipating the screams and the thwack of wood meeting flesh.
Elsie smiled.
This was going to be a good one.
She reentered the master bedroom and stood above the sleeping woman. There were new bruises. Not on her face, no, those were too easily noticed. The way the woman's nightgown hung, however, provided all the evidence she needed. The rib cage was a mosaic of blues and yellow and greens. Hidden enough so that nobody on the outside would notice.
Out of sight, out of mind.
It was the mantra of all those who loved to clean.
It was why the dust bunnies survived. Nobody in their right mind looked under beds more than once a year.
It was the reason that Elsie had a place to sleep.
Nobody looked under their beds at night. There were too many things that could be under there—things promoted by fairy tales, movies and nightmares. Elsie smiled with the knowledge that nobody would ever believe that she spent her nights within The Land of the Under-bed. Nobody would ever know that as they drifted off to sleep, there were Dust Bunnies who listened beneath.
Waiting…
Elsie stared at the bruises again, imagining how the woman's chest must look—candy apple red, a color that worked on BMWs, but had never seen life in reality.
She glanced toward the door. The husband was downstairs, sitting and feeling sorry for himself.
Elsie sighed.
She raised the four-foot piece of two-by-four above her head and brought it down upon the woman's face.
…once
Tracy had lived too long with the secret.
…twice
No one would ever believe her.
…thrice
The right cheekbone shattered and blood sprayed from the wound.
As Tracy awoke screaming, Elsie moved to the bathroom, dropping the board in the hallway.
The husband's footsteps thundered up the stairs in response to his wife's screams. As he crested, he saw the bloody board and picked it up. Staring at it in confusion he advanced into the room, like a batter, ready for whatever.
Finding nothing, the husband rushed to his wife's side, alternately consoling and denying. Elsie padded down the stairs and slipped out the doggy door.
It wasn't until she was two houses down that she found another doggy door and slipped inside. She called 911 and reported screams.
As she fell asleep in The Land of the Under-bed of a child's room in the house she had made the call from, Elsie listened to the wails of the police siren. They would enter the house and see. They would pay attention to the bruises and the blood. They would fingerprint the wood and find his. They would notice old and new bruising.
Truly, it was a good day.
Dust Bunny Logic had been promoted.
If the justice system was any good, the husband would be in prison for a long, long time. At the very least, away from his wife.
And the dust bunnies would multiply.
All this, Elsie thought about as she fell into a satisfied sleep, wrapped in a cloak of dust bunnies within The Land of the Under-bed of a young girl named Nikki.
***
Story Notes: After I wrote this story, I swore off buffets for a long time. Still, I love the ideas of Dust Bunnies spreading chaos. Life is far too orderly and we are far too trusting. We need people such as this as a check against the balance. The ending was never planned to be the way it was. It just happened. The Dust Bunny took over the writing and she hit Tracy. It was the only way her husband could get arrested. Elsie saw it where I didn’t. This is one of the first stories I ever wrote when I wrote the ending and exclaimed, “Wow.” How things concluded, how they took shape, was entirely the creation of my creation. Now it happens more frequently and when it does, I know I have something special.
NOW SHOWING ON SCREEN 15
City of Joy
Starring a radioactive Mickey Mouse
and a mutated Goofy
“Kids say the darndest things”
– Art Linkletter
Presented in 3D
(please return glasses at the door)
No vids. No access to the learn-verse. No friends. No sim-time. No fun.
Sally Mae Coleridge ruminated in her own fifteen-year-old self-pity as the Glow Train took her to the City of Joy. Beside her, the vidscreen, which initially had shown the browns and blacks of scorched earth and the flattened desolation of Florida, now showed the way life used to be at that place they once called Disney World: thousands of children and adults dressed in non-uniform clothing running happily amok through the park, taking rides, eating food, and laughing with all the curious fidelities of happiness.
“First opened in October of 1971, Disney World and its four parks were once the world’s most-visited recreational resort,” the monotone voice of the vid’s narrator said. An old map showed the park, poised between the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans, in the center of Florida.
“I remember when my father took me to Epcot Center,” her father had said when they first boarded the train. “The Tomorrow Room showed us what the future would look like. I was so inspired by the possibilities. And although none of that really happened, I can still feel the hope I felt when I first saw what might be.”
“I never went, but my cousin did,” her mother had said. “She used to rave about Magic Mountain and the Magic Dragon rides. She always used to say that it was the only time in the world she was at once terrified and filled with joy at the same time.”
Sally heard it all but pretended not to listen. She didn’t want to go. She didn’t want to lose her hair like everyone did when they returned. She didn’t want people to know that she’d even gone. If she had the choice an
d opportunity, she’d hide until it was all over.
“Might as well get out of the funk, young lady,” her mother had said, poking her in the shoulder. “We’re doing this for you and you should appreciate it.”
“But I don’t want you to do this for me,” Sally said.
“You’re too young to know what you want. Your father and I want you to see what the learn-verse won’t teach you and what the sims won’t show.”
“I’ve accessed all the information, mom. What good will it do me to go there?”
“There’s something to be said for actually going someplace and experiencing it.”
“But do I have to lose my hair in the process?”
“Some would wish that was the only thing they’d lose.”
“And why do they call it The City of Joy? Why not the old name?’
“The new name reflects what it has become. In truth, it really doesn’t have a name anymore. People just call it that. Besides, Disney Corp no longer owns it.”
That conversation had been an hour ago. Sally didn’t buy it, but she was unable to do anything about it. She stewed in her fugue until another girl slid next to her and introduced herself.
“My name’s Amy Judd. I’m from Arkansas Agro. Who are you?”
Sally tried to act sullen, but one look at the dark circles under the new girl’s eyes, the sallow complexion, and the already bald head told her much about who Amy Judd from Arkansas Agro might be.
“Sally Coleridge from Denver Metro,” she said with as much verve as she could muster.
“You don’t want to be here, do you?”
“Whatever gave that away?”
“It’s all over your face. You look eternally sad.”
“Doesn’t everyone who comes here?”
Sally didn’t hear an answer and eventually looked at Amy. Instead of a frown, a smile beamed from Amy’s wan face.
“Don’t tell me you like it?”
“Like it? This is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
Sally examined the other girl more closely. She was an agronaut whose life was meant to be spent in the nutro-swamps of the Arkansas Plains. Hers was destined to be a hard life. No sim-time. Days spent under the swamps or floating on a harvest barge. If she’d been born into a metro, things would have been different for her. She’d have been more like Sally. But she hadn’t been. She was an agro.
“But aren’t you worried about the radiation? My learn-verse mates tell me it can cause all sorts of defects.”
“I’m not worried about the defects.” For the first time the girl frowned.
Sally looked around at the others as if for the first time. There were several unlucky kids like her, but there were also a lot of adults. Some looked hale and healthy like her parents, but there were quite a few elderly, someone’s grams and gramps. Then there were some like Amy, their bald heads giving them away, like beacons of ill health riding above the seats.
A hum sounded as the train began to slow.
They were due to change trains.
But not before the showers.
***
Sally screamed as the orange water hit her. From every direction at once, it shot into her pores and private places. The soap that made the water orange smelled sickly sweet. They said it killed all germs, thus eliminating the chance of a superbug being created in the radioactive areas. Sally could care less. It felt as if the hot water was lacerating her and she couldn’t wait for it to end.
And all because of a hurricane: Hurricane Uma, to be exact.
No one had known about the RBMK–1000 reactor Fidel Castro had built in the Cuban jungle until it blew. The same model as those at Chernobyl, the Soviet Union built a nuclear reactor in Cuba during the height of the Cold War. But the war ended, as did Castro. And it wasn’t a dozen years later when the reactor suffered a meltdown, its outdated components mismanaged by undereducated technicians. The radiation might have been localized had it not been for Hurricane Uma, which passed over the island, scooping up the radiation and pushing it forward, as a communal gesture to Cuba’s fraternal nemesis, America.
***
When she slid onto the seat of the clean train, her pout was full on. Her skin throbbed. They made her wear a red pantsuit, the shirt short-sleeved and awful. She ran the fingers of her right hand through her hair as she stared at the vidscreen. It showed Florida as it had been: trees, swamp, the occasional alligator, roads, combustion cars, buildings, people, life… So much had changed. In some ways, Florida now was no different than the rest of the world. Global Crises. Meta-bugs. Economicides. Gone was the way of the 20th Century. Sally touched the bottom edge of the vidscreen and watched as it flipped to now. The ground was brown and green, prime real estate returning to swamp. Here and there black scorched earth marred the landscape like scars, melted metal and glass from additional nuclear strikes by U.S.-fired missiles, a coup de grâce to the eternally wounded land of Florida. She touched the screen again and it superimposed a ghostly image of the past onto the present. Only then did she realize the totality of the devastation and the loss.
“Can I do that?”
Amy Judd slid next to Sally. She wore a yellow pantsuit that looked ghastly. Sally gestured to the window as if to say, be my guest.
“No. Not that.” Amy lowered her head and blushed. When she looked up, she wore an embarrassed smile. “That.” Amy pointed at Sally’s hand as she repeatedly pulled it through the lustrous long hair.
Sally stared at the other girl’s baldness. She didn’t want the girl to touch her at all. But a spark of humanity ignited within her, and as it grew, so did Sally’s desire to make the other girl feel better. After all, she was going to die.
Sally nodded.
Amy quickly reached for the hair, but stopped before she could touch it. She seemed to gather herself, then slowly let her fingertips caress Sally’s hair. She pulled her hand through several times. It wasn’t long before tears came into her eyes. She removed her hand, wiped her eyes with the back of one hand, then dropped her hands to her lap, where they trembled with the memory of the touch.
“Thanks,” she murmured.
Sally found herself staring at the other girl’s hands. So much like her own, yet they were so different. While Sally grew up in a metro with skyscrapers and solar bunkers, Amy’s life was spent in an agro. Was it the fertilizer that had given her cancer, Sally wondered, or was it the solar radiation? The nails on the girl’s hands were ragged and broken, as if she chewed them, or raked them against something hard. Sally had never broken a nail. Her hands were as soft as the skin of her thigh.
“You girls going to do the park together?” Sally’s mom asked. She approached from the head of the train car. She wore a red pantsuit like Sally’s.
The girls exchanged glances. Sally opened her mouth to answer, but noticed a bald woman staring at them. Instead, she changed the conversation.
“Didn’t your aunt come here once and ride Magic Dragon?”
“It was my cousin,” Sally’s mom said. Then she laughed. She placed a hand on the back of the seat.
Sally noticed that her mother’s nails were like her own: perfect and unblemished.
“She thought it was going to be like the old movie, but it was nothing like the purple cartoon dragon. Rather it was a furious contraption made from steel girders and red elastic facing.”
“Purple cartoon dragon?” Amy asked.
“Popular 20th Century 2-dimensional cinematic icon that promoted drug use,” Sally replied. She’d accessed the learn-verse earlier and had a tag waiting for just this sort of question.
“Oh,” Amy said, blank-faced. “And it’s a ride?”
“Not just a ride,” Sally’s mother said. “It’s a roller coaster.”
“We aren’t going to have to ride it are we?” Sally asked.
“So dramatic.” Her mother sighed. Then she looked forlornly at Amy who refused to meet the older woman’s eyes and shook her head. “We can’t ride that one,
honey. Magic Dragon is a special ride for special people.”
Amy looked and held Sally’s gaze for a long moment, making it clear that she was one of the special people for which the ride was made. Sally turned away, changing the subject.
“Why joy, mom? Why do they call it The City of Joy? I mean, it’s an amusement park surrounded by a radioactive wasteland. Where’s the joy?”
“Joy comes in all forms. Your joy might not be the same as someone else’s. It all depends on what you are trying to possess, what you have to gain. I suppose joy is the feeling you get when you attain that which you most desire.”
“I want to possess my hair.” Sally’s pursed her lips.
“Sally. Look around you. Don’t you think they do, too? Where’s your decorum?”
Sally didn’t have to look to be reminded of all the bald people. Her mother would disabuse her of her desire to keep her hair, but it was a hard thing for Sally to ignore. Her hair was, after all, an integral part of who she was.
“Sorry, mom.” She almost meant it.
She and Amy sat side-by-side for the rest of the ride. Sally found herself increasingly thinking about her “new friend.” Sally had sim-friends and learn-verse mates. She was very popular in some circles, especially Geography Clique 214 and the Red Zone’s 18th Century Trivia Room. Her avatar had won several awards and was viewed by first-learners as if she were some angelic figure. She never really considered having someone real to talk to, but the proximity of the girl stirred something within her.
“You’re not perfect.” As soon as the words left her mouth, Sally was horrified she’d said them.
Amy examined Sally and replied, “Neither are you.”