by Rich Horton
(Ouch.)
A girl’s voice:
Ah!
He looks up. He sees a pair of white sneakers, and then the hemline of a school uniform skirt.
A girl with short hair is examining him carefully, her eyes wide in surprise. The morning sun shines on her face.
The girl:
Are you alright?
Something hot is running down his chin. He realizes that his nose is bleeding.
• • •
You press the “pause” button.
Was it natural enough? Was it too dramatic? Did he fall down correctly? The key to a successful product is whether it can make the audience empathize with the protagonist. Even if the story is fictional, the emotional experience needs to be genuine.
Maybe he thinks this scene could be done better, too. He is you and you are him. Often times you can feel what he’s feeling.
Let’s redo it.
You click on the progress bar and drag it back to the starting point, resetting the scene. Again, you put your finger on the “start” button.
Ready, action!
• • •
I
The alarm clock bleeps, waking me up from the darkness.
The light brightens slowly, illuminating my sleeping pod. The pod is so cramped that I barely fit. I lie there, ruminating on the dream I had last night. It was vivid, rich, colorful, exciting, and indeed emotional, in which I lived a hundred different lives: I was a detective, running around the city to track the traces left behind by the criminal mastermind; I was the daring and intelligent captain of a spaceship, ready to lead my crew into space for a grand adventure; I was a handsome ranger, roaming all over the land to seek romantic encounters; I was brought back to the time when I was a schoolboy having a crush for the first time, and my heart sped up whenever I passed by her homeroom . . .
Every alternate dream is a life that I long for, yet could never have. In reality, I am only an ordinary man living a mundane life in a big city, an average worker bee that strictly follows the rules and always plays it safe. In dreams, however, I get to do whatever I want. I can spend millions overnight and rule the world like a king. I can be anyone and go anywhere, no longer confined to my tiny work cubicle or even my physical body.
The screen in front of me lights up. A familiar tune plays as the advertisement comes on:
Dream Worker
Dream your dreams!
A woman’s voice whispers in my ear. “Good morning! Did you have a good dream last night?”
Two options, “yes” and “no,” appear on the screen. I choose “yes.” A payment-processing page emerges.
“Do you wish to proceed with the payment?”
The second I pay for last night’s dream, my account balance drops immediately. Dreams are expensive. As if I was dragged back into the cold reality all of a sudden by those numbers, I feel gloom slowly overwhelming the good mood from the dream.
“Thank you. Hope you have a happy day!”
It’s time to wake up, go to work, and make money to pay for tonight’s dream.
The brain perceives time differently in a dream. Ten minutes of rapid eye movement sleep can become decades in the dreamworld, which means, I could experience a lifetime of power and wealth in a single night as long as I can afford to keep dreaming.
With dreams, who cares about life during the day, then? It doesn’t matter if your work is boring, if you’ve accomplished nothing, if you’re poor, inferior, lonely, or desperate. These troubles will soon pass. You only need to stick it out and wait patiently for the night to come again. What is repressed during the day will return to you when night arrives.
On all fours and facing backwards, I crawl out of the hexagonal sleeping pod, and follow my neighbors through the narrow corridor. The room consists of many walls that line up like bookshelves in a library. On each wall there are over three hundred sleeping pods installed, and in each pod lives someone just like me. There are countless numbers of rooms in the entire building. Similar to bees in a giant hive, we struggle to make a living through the day and return here at night for a dose of fantasy.
Our era runs on dreams, just like how our past generation ran on coal and oil.
I hear a strange sound in the corridor ahead. I halt, just in time to see the crowd splitting apart to make a path. Two men wrapped in white from head to toe are gliding towards our direction like two phantoms. They crawl into one of the sleeping pods and soon crawl out again, dragging a dead body behind.
I recognize that pod as my neighboring pod. I don’t know the person who died, though, and I’ve never seen them around. When did they die? Last night? The thought of sleeping next to a dead body sends a shiver down my spine.
“I have to say that it’s actually kind of nice to die when you’re high on a dream,” a mutter comes from the crowd.
“Well, someone’s overdosed!” Another person snickers.
I have seen people who died in their dream before. Most of them looked strangely ecstatic. A dream is like a mirror that reflects your desires. People who don’t know when to draw the line will continue lusting for more highs like drug addicts, until they drown in the abyss of their own desire.
The men in white put the body in a bag. As they zip up the bag, I catch a glimpse of the corpse. She seems already in her mid-age, black-haired and skinny. Her eyes are closed shut and her face is scrunched up, so I can’t really tell what she looked like before she died. The expression on her face, however, is indescribable. It’s not simply happiness, pain, or fear. In fact, she doesn’t even look human anymore.
Although it was only a quick glance, I find the scene before my eyes utterly unforgettable. Perhaps her face will haunt me forever.
I’ll be having nightmares, I think as I continue to follow the crowd through the corridor. Happy dreams get boring sometimes; an occasional nightmare can help spice things up a little bit.
I can’t help but look forward to tonight.
• • •
Us
The lights in the cinema gradually dims. The rich, sweet smell of butter popcorn permeates the air. When I reach for the popcorn, my fingertip accidentally brushes past another, smaller hand. All of a sudden, I feel a numbness rising from my feet and quickly traveling up, running through my body like an electric shock. It’s the feeling of first love, I recognize, and I haven’t felt it in a long time.
The hand withdraws soundlessly. I peer at the girl next to me. She immediately turns her head away, pretending that she hasn’t been looking at me. In the half-dark room, I can vaguely distinguish the small freckles on the sides of her nose. Right now, we’re on our first date.
I know that this is a dream, because cinemas don’t exist in the real world anymore; yet I still let myself loose to immerse in this character and enjoy the moment.
I muster up the courage to reach for her hand. She tries to pull away at first out of shyness, but after a moment of hesitation, she lets me take her hand. I feel her palm beneath my palm, curling up like a little bird. Encouraged, I hold her hand a little tighter.
Take it slowly, I remind myself, a game is only fun when you play it step-by-step.
The dark movie screen flashes, and then a title text in white emerges:
The Secret Behind the Dream Factory!
What is this? A movie trailer?
Before I can figure it out, the film already begins to play.
Close up on the tranquil face of a sleeping man.
Narrator:
Every night, when you crawl into bed, you are ready to leave the hassles of the day behind and enter the fantastical dreamworld brought to you by Dream Worker. However, do you know how your dreams are created?
TV advertisements, posters, videos of product launch events, the confident beam on the face of the technical director . . . everything is all too familiar.
Advertisement:
Dream your dreams!
Narrator:
Dream Worker provides customized dream
s to every user. It can satisfy any wish: owning a harem or killing people like ants, becoming a superhero or a billionaire . . . you may think that your deepest desire is only a fleeting thought or a tiny part of your daydream, but Dream Worker can make it come alive and give you the most vivid immersive experience.
A compilation of video clips with each scene flashing by:
Romance, history, fantasy, war, horror, erotica . . .
The protagonist, however, is always the same person: the sleeping man in the beginning.
Narrator:
Dream Worker claims that they collect data of the users’ browse history, purchase history, social media updates, books they’ve read, movies they’ve watched and music they’ve listened to, deduce each user’s taste, preference, and desires with an algorithm, and create customized dreams out of existing story templates.
For example, a user obsessed with James Bond would dream of going on a special mission at a vacation resort that they’ve wanted to visit recently. At the same time, food, cars, and fashion that they’ve seen in advertisements and their celebrity crushes will appear in the dream as well.
Their algorithm is a magic box that generates dreams automatically. There is no risk of leaking private information, because no one else besides you can see what is in your dreams.
An animation display:
Elements of a user’s daily life—eating, drinking, traveling, working—are recorded on cards, and those cards are thrown into a black box. The box then produces a colorful movie poster with the user’s face in the middle, surrounded by the elements on the cards.
Narrator:
However, this is not how the dream factory works in real life.
In the dream-generating black box, a person slaves away every day to polish the little details of your dream. That person knows your loves and hates, your fears and hopes, your joys and worries. They know how to please you.
They are you.
The screen turns black. A spot of light shines in the middle of the darkness. The camera descends slowly from above, gradually closing up on a myriad of cubicles bathed in light. In every cubicle there is a worker in blue-gray uniform diligently creating dreams. The camera shifts downwards again and locks its focus on one of the workers.
The glow of his dashboard illuminates his face. He’s the same man from before.
Narrator:
Dream Worker collects your data and creates an avatar—maybe thousands of avatars—of you in virtual worlds. They are the workers of your personal dream factory.
However, they believe that they are human just like you, and creating dreams is only their job. When you go to sleep at night, they wake up and go to work, producing spectacular dreams for their only audience, you.
The camera zooms in and focuses on the dashboard. It displays a battlefield. All of a sudden, a white horse leaps and lands in the middle of the enemy’s troops like a flash of lightening. With a slash of the sword, the hero on the horse beheads the enemy captain. The camera moves in for a low-angle shot fixed on the hero’s face. The camera zooms out again. Behind the small silhouette of the protagonist emerges an enormous projection of the dream creator’s expressionless face.
The protagonist and the dream creator share the same face, yet they never look at one another.
Narrator:
Despite that the system makes these workers believe that they are just like real people, they don’t actually need to eat or sleep. In fact, even if they tried, they wouldn’t be able to fall asleep. Every morning when you wake up, they will be thrown into a space of darkness and freeze there, unable to speak or move. All they can do is calculate the passing of time by counting seconds, and wait for the moment when you go to sleep again.
As the creator of dreams, they never dream.
The screen darkens again. Nothing is audible besides the ticking sounds of a clock.
Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock . . .
What the hell?
I stare at the screen, confused. Was that an advertisement? Or was it just something I made up in my dream? Dreams, of course, are always a little absurd; but what I saw was way too real.
I remember a joke that I’ve heard a lot: there’s a house-elf in every smart device that helps us make phone calls, pop popcorn, order takeout food, manage money, drive, clean our room, predict the weather, record our life . . . of course, it’s only a joke. As technology continues to develop, machines are gradually replacing human labor. Or, rather, humans are beginning to feel that their work is not so different from the work machines do. Big data and AI algorithms, in particular, are blurring the boundaries between humans and machines.
I squeeze the girl’s hand again. She’s a few lines of code, a 3-D visual, a character in the dream; yet she feels real. I can love her the way I love a real human. No—even real humans can’t touch my heart the way that she can.
“Exactly! Who can say that what you’re feeling is not true love?” A voice rings next to me.
I turn my head to see that the girl is gone, and a stranger is sitting on her seat. I am holding his hand tightly.
“Did you forget who I am?” The man looks at me. “Think carefully.”
I study his face. There is nothing unordinary about his features.
All of a sudden, I remember: he is the man from the trailer I saw just now, the character I play every day in my dream.
He is me.
How strange. I have not realized until this moment. It’s always hard to remember who we truly are in a dream.
Horrified, I want to shake his hand off, but I can’t. Our two hands seem to have grown into one.
The man chuckles. “Do you like the dream I made for you?”
His laughter sends a chill down my spine. His eyes, deep and dark like abysses, make me tremble with fear. The gaze of the other.
The man who has created all my dreams is here to seek revenge. He hates me, because I own what he cannot have; I know, if I were him, I would hate myself, too. Everyday when I wake up, he is imprisoned in the darkness, waiting for his turn to move while wallowing in despair and hatred. Now, he has found a bug in the system that allows him to come out, and he’s here to get me.
What is repressed during the day will return to you when night arrives.
“Are you scared?” The man chuckles again. “Why are you scared of yourself, then?”
I don’t know what he wants to do to me. All I know is that as the creator of this dream, he has a thousand ways to kill me. I fumble desperately in the darkness.
No, this is my dream, and I’m the one and only protagonist, I think to myself. A protagonist doesn’t die. I must survive until the moment I can wake up.
My fingertips feel something hard and cold in the popcorn basket. I grab it.
“Don’t be scared,” the man tightens his grip, “Here, follow me, I’ll show you what the sun looks like outside.”
I whip out a loaded gun from the popcorn basket, press it to his forehead, and pull the trigger, firing shots one after another, until the entire clip is empty.
Bam! Bam! Bam! Bam! Bam! Bam!
I smell gunpowder and blood.
I sit there gasping for air, my chest heaving. My heart is racing fast. It’s dark all around. There is no one else in the audience, no witnesses and no one to scream out in horror for what I’ve just done.
In utter silence, all I can hear are the tick-tocks of the clock.
Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock . . .
I bend down and fumble for the dead body of the person whom I killed, but my fingertips feel nothing but thin air.
Everything has vanished. I am left alone in the infinite darkness.
I yell, I run, I fall down, I tumble, I stumble, I strike, I scream, I curse, I sob, I plead . . .
Nothing happens.
No sound, no light, no ending to the darkness, no exit.
I lie down and curl into a fetal position. I can’t tell how much time has ticked past.
Perhaps this is only a
joke, or a temporary bug in the system. Perhaps after a few more hours I will be able to leave this place and wake up in the cramped, warm cabin.
I remember the woman who died this morning. The way she was dragged out from the sleeping pod, her stiff, cold body, and the indescribable look on her face.
I’ve heard that the human brain perceives time differently in a dream, where a night can feel like eternity.
To distract myself, I begin to count.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve . . .
There are sixty seconds in a minute.
My thumb slides from the tip of my index finger to the second knuckle.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve . . .
There are sixty minutes in an hour.
I clear the counting on my left hand and carry a digit over to my right hand.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve . . .
Mnemosyne
by Catherine MacLeod
Two people have my home phone number. One of them doesn’t use it anymore. A call from the other means I could be dead within the hour. I’ve never kept either of them waiting.
So tonight, like always, I answer on the first ring. “Hi, Sam.”
“Hello, Syne. How much time is left in your year?”
He knows as well as I do, but my boss is a gentleman—he never asks, “How long until your brains run out your nose?”
“Five hours, nine minutes.”
“I have a job for you.”
“Okay.”
“You sure? This being Friday night, I thought you’d have a date.”
“I have the last few chapters of Bleak House and a tub of Rocky Road. What’s the job?” It’ll be my last, one way or another.
“Home decor,” he says. “Sixty miles to the pickup, two hundred to the delivery. But the buyers are offering a one hundred thousand dollar cash bonus if you deliver their ghost tonight.”