I just look at him, thinking, what the hell have you done with my friend?
“Well, I’m happy for you, that you really think you’ve found the one and all that,” I tell him, with a shrug. “I really am. I just worry how this will affect the firm. You and your former mentees used to have a certain… understanding. Afterwards you’d go your way and they would go theirs with no hard feelings or any of that. But now what will happen if you’re in an actual relationship and it doesn’t work out? That could really affect things here at the firm.”
As I’m talking to him, I fully realize I’m talking to my fucking self. I’m not that oblivious. But unlike Asher, a work “relationship” of any sort is new to me. I don’t know how things will end up with Ruby or how it could affect me at the office. This is the exact reason I’d sworn never to do something like this, and I know I’m just taking out my frustrations on Asher to ease my own fears.
“Don’t worry about me, Ron,” Asher says. “You know I’ve always been just fine.”
And he’s right. He has always been more than just fine. He may have been born with a silver spoon in his mouth but he has sure turned that silver into gold. And I’ve turned the old, broken plastic spoon I was born with into something a lot shinier and valuable myself. We’ve helped each other. I should just be happy for him.
“Okay, well then don’t worry about me or my decisions either,” I tell him, handing him a print-out of the financial information that Ruby had put together for me on the toy company.
“What is this?” Asher asks, reviewing it.
“That’s Damien Hudson, the toy company owner’s, businesses and his total revenue,” I tell him. “He’ll definitely have enough money to hire us. It won’t be pro bono like you were thinking.”
“Where did you get this?” he asks.
He looks a bit skeptical but overall, he looks impressed. Good old Ruby.
“One can find out a lot about someone online,” I say cryptically.
“Well congratulations on landing such a huge client,” Asher says. “Now we just have to get Judge Baez off all those cases and we’ll be fine.”
“All the motions got filed this morning,” I inform him. Another good deed of Ruby’s.
“Really? That quickly? Even with Shirley just leaving?” he asks.
“Her replacement is quite talented,” I tell him.
He raises an eyebrow at me, wondering if it’s a double entendre.
I’m not going to confirm or deny. Asher can have his fun at work and his not so hidden secrets, so, why can’t I?
Chapter 16 – Cameron
It’s late when I finally get to the file room. I’d instructed Ruby to meet me here, and here she is, sitting in the corner again, reading her poems.
I shut the door a little bit but leave it a tiny bit open. I liked it when we almost got caught yesterday. It was thrilling.
I don’t think anyone’s at work this late, and certainly no secretaries or other underlings who would need to file anything or otherwise use the file room. But you never know. Someone might be in here, walking by, catching us in the act.
“There you are,” I tell her, looking down at her.
All I’ve wanted to do all day is take her. In this room where she first crawled on her knees to me and sucked my cock. In this place where she loved to hang out before she started working for me.
“Yes, Boss.”
I’m glad she remembered my instructions from yesterday.
“I need you to walk over to the filing cabinet,” I tell her.
“Yes, Boss.”
She obediently walks over to the large set of drawers and just looks at me.
“Turn around and face the cabinet,” I tell her.
“Yes, Boss.”
I can’t take it one second more. She was teasing me in that skirt all day.
“Do you want to take off your skirt for me?”
“Please, Boss.”
She drops it to the floor and her bare ass cheeks are on display for me. Only a tiny piece of cloth separates her ass from my view.
“Bend over and look through the files for me,” I instruct.
“Yes, Boss.”
She rifles through the files, her ass sticking up and begging me to take it.
“Would you like me to tie you up again?”
“Please, Boss. More, Boss.”
I walk over to the utility cabinet and take out some rope. Then I walk over to her and tie each of her wrists to a side of the drawer. The drawer has a hole on each end that makes it perfect for this purpose.
Now she’s bent over with her ass up in the air and she’s tied down in that position. Now she is mine for the taking.
I quickly take off my pants and put on a condom. I hold onto her hips and grab her ass. Then, when I can’t stand it anymore, I slide my cock into her wet and welcoming pussy.
“You like it when your boss fucks you in the filing room, don’t you?” I ask her.
“Yes, Boss,” she says, as I fuck her harder.
“Do you want me to keep fucking you like this?”
“Please, Boss. More, Boss.”
I thrust myself in and out of her, until she’s coming on my cock.
“Yes, Boss, Yes, Boss,” she says, her voice rising as her pussy gets wetter and wetter. I put my hand over her mouth and tell her, “Shhhhh. We can’t get caught. We’ll get in trouble. You’re a naughty little secretary.”
She must really like this last part because I feel her juices flooding onto my cock while she says, “Please, Boss. Yes, Boss. More, Boss.”
She’s finally given into me and is doing exactly what I want. I’ve trained her. I’ve made her mine.
Chapter 17 – Ruby
Previously, I had thought that yesterday was the best day of my formerly completely inexperienced sexual life but today tops it. I liked when Cameron tied me to his desk chair and fucked me silly. But being tied up here in the filing room is even better.
Part of me can’t believe he is risking everything for me. But I think he likes having me out on display, where anyone could walk in and catch him fucking me.
I’m not sure what exactly would happen if we are caught. He’s the boss here so I’m sure he could make some things go away. But I also know it would be heavily frowned upon. So, the thought of being found out is a forbidden thrill for me and I know it has to be that way for Cameron too.
Why else would he take me here in the filing room, with the door partially open?
The orgasm I just had is even better than the ones I had yesterday. Cameron slaps me all over my ass and I keep thinking he’s going to want to fuck me in the ass.
I’m ready— I want to give him every part of me. But I know better than to ask him. Plus, I can’t ask him even if I wanted to. He’s instructed me to only say a few phrases and I’m not going to disobey my boss.
Cameron slides his cock back into me and pulls me close to him. The blood is rushing to my head from being tied down in this nearly upside down position. But I don’t care.
I like how my ass is up in the air for him. I like how he’s make me do whatever he wants me to do.
He thrusts in and out of me, his cock getting harder and fuller inside me. He fills me all the way up and I’m moaning again, crying out, “Yes, Boss, Yes, Boss, Please, Boss.”
Please, Boss. Keep going. Keep making me yours.
“I’m going to come,” he whispers into my ear. “Ruby, you’re going to make me explode.”
“Please, Boss,” I whisper, on the verge of coming again myself.
Even though I’m feeling the rush of another great orgasm starting to roll its way through me, I’m also feeling the anticipation of wondering what else will happen next.
Cameron is really into fucking my pussy and doesn’t seem to want to have anal sex. Or at least not today.
I’m a little disappointed but also a little relieved. The thought makes me a little scared, because I know it will probably hurt. But the thought also
makes me excited. Because I want him to do anything he wants with me, even that. I want to give him my entire body and I want him to take all of me.
He stuffs his cock even further inside me, and its pulsing makes me relax and give into the approaching climax. It completely takes over my body. I’m nearly embarrassed as juices spill out of me.
I think I might actually be squirting. I’ve heard of this happening, but I didn’t know that it actually did.
“This is so fucking hot,” Cameron says, ramming his cock into me as he comes. “I’m coming, Ruby. And it’s because you’re coming so much.”
“Yes, Boss,” I tell him, wishing he could fill me up with his cum.
He lies over me once we’re both done coming. We’re both still in a standing, hunched over position. I have no choice in the matter. He seems to remember this and finally unties me.
But I wish he didn’t have to.
“Ah—”
I open my mouth, to ask him if I’m allowed to speak yet. But I’m obviously not. Because he puts a finger over my mouth and says, “Shhhhh. Don’t speak. I told you what you could say and that’s it.”
“Yes, Boss,” I tell him, as we both get dressed.
He’s silent, as am I.
Is he really not going to let me say anything else, even now that he’s done fucking me?
He doesn’t say another word. Until he turns to leave the filing room. And then he looks back at me and says, “Would you like to do this again? Let me fuck you, I mean? And stay my little office whore?”
“Please, Boss,” I tell him, feeling desperate and crazy. I’m so glad he said even one more thing to me before he leaves me wanting him and needing him like this. It’s like torture. And I don’t ever want it to stop. “More, Boss.”
Chapter 18 – Ruby
It’s late when I get home. I barely have the mental energy to code. But I have to keep up with my project.
I have a plan and I can’t let anyone derail me. Not even my hot boss who just fucked me in the filing room at work.
I have a feeling that things are more serious between Cameron and me than he is letting on. He calls it training me but I think it means he wants to keep me in check. Keep me his.
I’m fine with him doing that. In fact, I love it.
I’ve never felt this way about anyone. To me, it isn’t just sexual. But I still have to stay on track with my plans and goals. I’ve never been able to rely on anyone but myself and I’m not about to start.
Cameron may have taken my virginity. He may be teaching me a thing or two sexually. In fact, it may be— it definitely is— the hottest and most exciting thing that has ever happened to me.
And he— through his firm— is even paying my bills at the moment. But I need to stay focused on my own future goals. I never want to have to go back to the life I used to live. I do what I have to do to get by and to keep moving forward.
I work until well into the middle of the night and then I decide I need some sleep. I have a long day of assisting Cameron tomorrow, on legal cases and whatever else he might need. And I do mean whatever else.
I start to shut down my computer but then I see a new message sitting in my email inbox. Apparently ,it came in at around the same time that Cameron had me tied up to the filing cabinet drawer. I just hadn’t noticed it until now. I happened to have been a little distracted.
I click on it.
It’s an offer from a big app company to buy the program I’ve been working on.
I had submitted my app months ago when it wasn’t even very developed. I hadn’t heard anything back so I’d moved forward with this plan.
And now I hear from them, out of the blue. Offering a lot of money for my app.
I can’t believe it. I almost think I’m dreaming.
This changes everything. I don’t need to work as a legal assistant anymore. I can move forward with my goals without that part of my plan.
But I still want to work as a legal assistant. Because I’m Cameron’s assistant and I don’t want to not be near him. Be touched by him. Be possessed by him.
I look at the email again. It really does free me from a lot of obligations. And opens up some opportunities for me. To tell the truth to Cameron. About why I originally came to his firm and why I’ve done some of the things I’ve done.
He might not want to be with me anymore. But I feel like the decision should be his to make.
But what if I chicken out?
I decide to write an email, so it’s in black and white and easier to give to him if I can’t just spit it out.
I pour my heart and soul into the email, but I only send it to myself. I need to think about this with a clear head. In the morning. But at least I have it all typed out for whenever I’m ready to tell him.
I just hope he’ll forgive me. And still want me.
Chapter 19 – Ruby
THE NEXT DAY
I spend most of the morning in the filing room, which isn’t nearly as fun as it was last night.
“You’re busy in here,” says Katie, when she comes in for a vape break.
“Yeah, Cameron has a lot of filing that needs caught up on thanks to Shirley leaving early for Florida.”
She looks at me funny.
“Uh huh.”
My statement is true. Once Shirley found out I was a suitable replacement— more than suitable; if only she knew how suitable and fully trained I am— in more ways than one although of course she didn’t know that either— she decided to take off and leave everything in my capable hands. She left a lot of filing to do, and I’ve been a little too tied up— literally— to do it all until now.
“You haven’t been in here much since advancing to your fancy new position, which I congratulate you on again, by the way,” Katie says.
“Thanks.”
She’s staring at me. She knows something’s up.
I don’t really have to be in here filing all morning. I’m just avoiding Cameron because I can’t decide if I should spill my guts now, or let him have some fun with me for a little longer, just in case it might be our last time.
I have no idea how he’ll react to the news of my past. I just know that I can’t move forward with whatever future I’m hoping we have together without telling him.
“You and Cameron did it, didn’t you?” Katie bursts out, as if she can’t possibly refrain from asking me any longer. “You did it, you did it, you did it.”
I seriously blush. I know that Katie isn’t known for her tact but I still didn’t expect her to be this brazen about asking me such a personal question.
My cheeks burn as I stick some blue square Sticky Notes on folders of Cameron’s to signify that they are the ones in Second Judicial Court.
“Come on, spill it,” Katie says. “Boss/ employee relationships are the rage around here these days. Asher and Madilyn are straight up rubbing it in everyone’s faces that they’re together. You can go ahead and let little old me in on the secret.”
I smile at her and sigh.
“All right,” I admit. “We did it.”
“I knew it!” she explodes. “You did it, you did it, you did it.”
“Shhhhh,” I tell her, looking around in almost as much fear of getting caught as I was in last night. But not quite that much.
“It was all the fault of your stupid book,” I tell her, nodding to where her novel had been laying in the corner.
“Faulkner?” she asks, looking down at The Sound and the Fury in confusion.
“Shit. You read fast. No, I meant the Neruda one that had been there before. ‘I want to do to you what spring does to the cherry trees…’”
“Ooooh.”
Recognition crosses her face.
“You were a virgin? He deflowered you?”
“Shhhhh! Katie!”
“Oh, my God. No wonder you’re blushing. No wonder you look like you’re in love.”
“I…”
I stop.
I was going to say, “I am in
love.”
Shit.
I can’t be in love.
Love would ruin everything.
So, I just say, “I happened to be saving my first time for a hot, rich, older boss like him.”
“Nice,” she says, laughing. “Well, I’m glad you’re not taking it too seriously. Just have fun. That’s great.”
“Why shouldn’t I take it too seriously?”
“Oh, you know how these alpha types are. Lots of girls and all of that. I just don’t want you to get hurt, since it was your first time. I’m glad you know it was just about having fun and getting it out of your system.”
I nod.
“Has Cameron done this before?” I ask her. “Like, with former secretaries or something?”
Katie cracks up.
“With Shirley? No way. What are you smoking and can you pass some over to me?”
“Not her,” I laugh.
It was a stupid question. I had forgotten she had been his assistant for the past twenty years.
“But just with anyone, I mean?”
“Hmmm.”
She pauses for just a second, but that second is long enough to torture me.
“Not that I know of,” she concludes, and I exhale in relief, trying not to make my feelings too obvious. “But I haven’t been here all that long myself. And you know how Asher is. Or was anyway, before Madilyn.”
“Yeah?”
“Well, they’re friends. A lot of the partners here are real dogs. They make up names for the assistants based on how much they want to fuck them. I’m sure you have a real doozy of a nickname. And from what I hear, Cameron is a total player outside the office. He’s just a little smarter than Asher when it comes to not bringing it to work with him. Usually.”
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