âOkay, Iâve seen enough,â Mr. Shriver said, dissolving my fantasy.
âSean, stop,â Patton chimed in after a moment.
âA minute,â Sean said.
âWe donât have all night,â Mr. Shriver said. âYouâll have to fuck something else. Get off her.â
I kept my eyes closed until Sean stopped thrusting. It took long enough that I thought he wasnât going to listen. Twenty-two defiant thrusts. I counted them.
He crawled off of me grumbling, picked up his clothes, and walked over to a chair holding his dick like it would fall off if he let go.
I started to feel disgusting, self-conscious, nervous, and angry. I had to remind myself the show wasnât over. Next came the drugging. I could only pray Judy went through with using a placebo. She might well chicken out, shoot me up with some Love Drug, and erase my memory once again, bringing me back to square one.
But if she went through with the planâif the needle went in and came out without me falling unconsciousâI would have to make them believe in me wholeheartedly.
On that front, I still had no idea what to do.
I watched Sean get dressed, and the sight of him made me nauseous.
When Mr. Shriver asked Judy if she was ready to proceed, I started to panic. This wasnât going to work. I wasnât an actor. I had to signal to her somehow to just go ahead and drug me.
No, thatâs stupid. Donât be a pussy.
Then suddenly Patton let out a loud, angry sigh and stood, throwing his arms out. âI guess weâre abandoning common decency now, too.â
He stormed up to the chair, stopped, gave me a look I canât describe, and then carefully went about the task of putting my pajama pants on me. It felt amazing to be dressed again, and something about the way Patton handled the task made me feel safe. His hands lingered for the briefest of moments on my sides, but I regretted when he pulled them away.
Before I could thank him, he was back across the room, sitting next to Kate, whose glare had only intensified. All the boys were focused on me, and she just couldnât stand it. Strapped to a chair, fucked by a creepy bald serial killer, and moments from being subjected to torture, Kate was still jealous of me. How absurd was that?
I had one glorious moment when Kate put her hand on Pattonâs leg and he picked it up, moved it to her side of the armrests, and dropped it, like someone plucking a crumb from his lap and flicking it away.
Seated next to Kate, James hadnât said a word. He hadnât looked at me either. The only emotion I could detect from him was dissatisfaction at being in such proximity to Seanâs bobbing dick while Sean got dressed.
Judy turned to face the room holding a syringe.
âProceed,â Mr. Shriver said just as Sean finally took a seat.
âWell,â I said nervously as Judy approached, âguess Iâll see you guys next time. Thanks for the romp, Sean. And Pattonâ¦thank youâ¦â
âYouâre welcome,â Patton said shakily.
My eyes began to well up with tears.
Judy stood over me now.
As she leaned in, she whispered, âHold still.â
I felt the prick of the needle.
Five minutes. The longest, most terrifying five minutes of my life. I lay there, limp, twitchy, eyelids fluttering, mouth slightly agape, mimicking everything I could remember from the video, and everyone sat in silence, observing me.
Not even Kate spoke.
I knew it was at least five minutes because I distracted myself by counting the seconds. When I lost count, I rounded back down to the nearest full minute and started over, so what Iâm calling five minutes might really be seven or eight.
Finally, like someone holding her breath or trying to withstand a tickle, I couldnât take it anymore. I opened my eyes and lifted my head, feigning alarm, but only until I made eye contact with Mr. Shriver.
Then I smiled.
âHello,â I said. Amiable confusion.
âHello,â Mr. Shriver said. âHow do you feel?â
I wiggled in the chair, looked at my arms as though I were just discovering I couldnât move.
âFeeling a little tied down,â I said, generating a soft wave of chuckles. I yawned. Not intentionally. It was coming on four in the morning. I had to go with it. âAre you going to drug me soon? I donât know how much longer I can stay awake.â
âYou remember?â Judy asked, grabbing her clipboard and scribbling something on it.
âRemember what?â
âEverything that just happened.â
âUmâ¦yeah. Am I not supposed to? When are you going to drug me?â
âWe already did,â Mr. Shriver said.
I turned to him. âJust now?â
He nodded.
âWell it must not have worked then,â I said.
Mr. Shriver crossed his legs and leaned to one side, peering at me. âThis is interesting, I must say.â
âWhatâs interesting?â
Judy took a few steps forward. âMelissa, I predicted that with repeated overexposure to the Love Drug, its effects would eventually rewire your brain circuitry, making you susceptible to new ideas, new personality traits, and new behavior. Weâve been conditioning you this past month.â
âShould you be telling her all this?â Sean barked. He was back to his foul mood. Something told me it had to do with Mr. Shriver and James walking in together like best buds on the last day of school.
âIf the results are as anticipated, it doesnât matter what we tell her.â
âCan you guys untie me now?â I asked. The impatience I expressed was not pretend.
Judy awaited Mr. Shriverâs instruction, and when he nodded she began unhooking the straps.
Suddenly a thought occurred to me, and I decided to share it. I addressed Judy. âHow much Libido Drug did it take to spike the cityâs water supply?â
Judy looked shocked. When she spoke, her voice quivered.
âThirty gallons,â she said.
âThatâs all?â
âIt was a high concentration. It takes very little.â
âSame with the Love Drug?â
âYes.â
I turned to Mr. Shriver, who listened intently. âYou know what you should have done? Before you killed that water district guy, you should have sent him back with an equal amount of the Love Drug and spiked the water againâjust what Brian was trying to do. Youâd stop the rape and murder and chaos instantly, and everyone would forget what happened.â
As I spoke, Mr. Shriver began nodding his head slowly and slamming his fist on the armrest, lightly at first but with more force each blow.
âJesus fucking Christ,â he said. âSee what I mean? This girl is full of good ideas.â
âBut do you believe sheâs safe is the question,â Sean said.
âI donât believe her,â Kate said. âI think she wants to kill us.â
I snickered and made eye contact with her. âWhy are you lumping everyone together?â I asked with a smart-ass wink.
âItâs working,â Judy insisted. âYou canât ignore the difference. The memory retention, the alertnessâthe cooperative nature.â
Mr. Shriver waved his hand through the air impatiently. âOkay, okay, it doesnât matter. Weâll know soon enough anyway. I think we should move on to final testing. Letâs all get some sleep and reconvene on Level E tonight at eight.â
With that, he stood and walked to the door.
âWhat final testing?â Sean asked.
Everyone else seemed to be in the dark, too: Patton, Judy, and even Kate.
James, though, was smiling.
Mr. Shriver opened the door. âSe
an, James, see everyone back to their rooms. Do not let Patton and Melissa speak to one another. James, you take Melissa.â
Sean gritted his teeth and shook his head. He was feeling undermined, I could tell, with Mr. Shriver assigning James the more important task. Men show emasculation more than any other emotion.
âAnd when youâre done,â Mr. Shriver added, âboth of you come see me.â
I stood up from the chair, feeling a little wobbly, and in an instant James appeared before me, a big, genuine smile on his face, his elbow stuck out for me to take.
âMy lady,â he said playfully.
I couldnât help but smile. This was James, yes, but James was different now.
When we got in the elevator, my smile went away.
-Final Testing-
âMR. SHRIVER told me about the final testing,â James said as soon as the elevator door closed. âTheyâre bringing you, Flora, and Patton to Level E and theyâre going to make you have a threesome. With Floraâs device activated. In front of everyone.â
My heart leapt up in my throat.
Flora no longer had a device. They would see the stitches, and it would take less than three seconds for any one of them to figure me out.
This wouldnât be an orgy. It would be an execution.
âI know what youâre thinking,â James said.
I started crying.
Then the elevator dinged and opened into to the Level C lobby, still empty and dark. We walked out into the open, and when James spoke, he whispered.
âWe have to switch them.â
âWhat?â
But I knew what he meant.
âWe have to switch out your Flora for the next one in line. She just turned eighteen. The Showcase Hall is defunct, so theyâve got her quartered in the warehouse with all the other Favorite Girls.â
I shook my head slowly. I couldnât stomach this idea. This would be the third Flora I will have stripped of innocence and dignityâthe third Flora I will have escorted into a world other than the one in which she thought she lived.
And I didnât want to lose my Flora. I didnât want to be without her ever again.
âIâll take care of everything,â James said. We were in the hallway now. âYou just get some sleep and prepare yourself for tonight.â At the corner, he stopped, turned to me, and grabbed my arms. âMelissa, everythingâs going to work out. I promise. Iâm on your side now. So is Judy. Now go be with Flora. You only have an hour.â
That hour went by like five minutes. I returned to the room and found Flora sleeping. She looked peaceful, hugging her pillow. I stared at her tender face and couldnât muster the courage to wake her.
Not for forty-five minutes. I started to fear James could arrive early, and then I wouldnât have time to say goodbye.
Flora woke easily. When she saw me her eyes widened and she shot up and threw her arms around me.
âI knew you could do it,â she said groggily. âLetâs go to sleep.â
She tried to fall back but I held onto her.
âFlora, I have to tell you something.â
I explained the situation. Her eyes fell when she realized what was going to happen to the younger Flora.
âOkay,â she said when I finished, beginning to crawl to the edge of the bed. I was surprised by her lack of emotion.
âAre you okay?â I asked.
âIâm fine. Everythingâs going to be fine. I trust you.â
For the next few minutes she ran about the room, gathering her things.
James arrived as expected with a scared, exhausted-looking Flora dressed in a nightgown and clutching a pillow with frilly lace. It looked like an expensive pillow, but it was covered in grimeâas if it had been lying on a warehouse floor.
I shuddered at the thought. If I got the production manager job, the Favorite Girls wouldnât be sleeping on the floor. I would see to that.
I invited the younger Flora inside. She quickly spotted my Flora and the two ran to each other, embracing, crying, kissing each otherâs cheeks.
I pulled James inside and we stood by the door while he explained how heâd managed to retrieve his Flora and why I should feel confident that he could easily transport my Flora, too.
James walked straight down to the warehouse, informed whichever of Seanâs guards was on night duty that heâd received an emergency call from Patton that one of the very young Floras needed a blood transfusion and that he needed the eldest Floraâthe most physically mature, the one with the most blood to spare.
The guard, idiot that he was, didnât even question him, and James walked right out with Flora following him.
âI havenât told her anything,â James said. âThought Iâd frighten her. Itâll sound better coming from you.â
âItâll sound bad no matter what,â I said.
He nodded, then looked past me. âWe need to break up the reunion. Weâre out in the open here.â
I turned to face the Floras. They were still crying, though with big smiles on their faces.
As James led my Flora away, the crying persisted.
The smiles didnât.
When the door shut, I wandered over to the new Flora, took her by the hand, and led her to the bed. I made her discard her dirty pillow and pulled the comforter and sheet down.
âIâll explain everything in the morning, honey,â I said. âRight now we need to get some sleep.â
Explaining was the least of tomorrowâs agenda. I had to get this girl prepared to play the role of her predecessor. In other words, she needed a taste of the real world before it gobbled her up tonight.
Flora cried on and off into the morning. For some reason Iâd built it up in my head that this Floraâthe one Iâd watched confess her love to Patton when I came upon them in the air ductâwould act cold towards me. On the contrary, when I braved a hand on her arm, she scooted close and clung tight.
And thatâs how we fell asleep, holding each other, me and my Floraâs little sister, somewhere about the time the rest of the city was experiencing sunrise.
I called the service desk for breakfast, but really I wanted confirmation that everything went smoothly last night. My imagination kept me up all night, playing out horrible scenarios like James and Flora turning a corner and coming face-to-face with Sean. Sean incapacitating Flora with a single hard slap, then beating information out of James. Best case scenario, the Love Drug allowed James to withstand torture and he died without breathing my name.
The new Flora was in the Jacuzzi pool. I figured a little luxury bathing and a hot breakfast might make her less apprehensive about being tonightâs sacrifice to the godsâI still hadnât told her; I needed her awake, alert, fed, and calm first.
The phone rang eight times. By the fourth ring I was convinced James wouldnât answer, that he hadnât reported for work this morning.
Finally the line picked up.
âThis is Liu. How may I help you?â
I couldnât speak. Suddenly it felt like Iâd swallowed a bowling ball. James had gotten caught, and right now Sean and Mr. Shriver were somewhere putting the pieces together and deciding what to do with Flora and me. As for James, he was probably already dead.
It couldnât hurt to ask.
âThis is Liu,â Liu said impatiently.
âLiu? Whereâs James?â
âIs this Melissa?â Cheerful again. âHi!â
âHi Liu. Whereâs James?â
This time she sounded snotty. âFuck James. I got his old job and thatâs the only thing he had worth keeping.â Then she mumbled a few angst-filled words of heartbreak, obviously still affected by Jamesâs newfound affinity for Judy.
âWhere is he, Liu? I need to know.â
A pause on the other end of the line. Then she said, âHe got a promotion or somethingâI donât know. Sean woke me up this morning and said I have to take his new job. I was pissed because who wants to sit at a desk all day? Turns out itâs not like that, though. They gave me a cell phone and all I have to do is press a button on the desk phone for calls to be transferred. I get to roam the building freely! Isnât that exciting?â
Jesus, why didnât she just rub it in?
That must have been what Mr. Shriver wanted to discuss with James and Sean last night after they delivered Patton and me to our respective rooms. Why it took James an hour to collect the new Flora.
Promoted to what, though, and how?
Did it have something to do with the Love Drug? Was James working on something for my benefit?
One thing at a time. You have a sex show to prepare for.
Flora emerged from the corridor in a bathrobe and stood there, hugging herself and wiggling her toes, waiting as if for permission to enter the room.
I realized then and there I couldnât tell her what was going to happen tonight. It was much safer to dress her up, say weâre going to dinner, and just press the button when the time came.
I ordered breakfast.
Before Liu arrived, I made Flora go back to the shower room and hide.
This Flora was as easy to handle as mine, as it turned out. I told her to eat breakfast. She ate breakfast. I told her to stop crying. She stopped crying. I encouraged her to cheer up, stop worrying. Like a well-trained submissive, her very demeanor changed to accommodate my demands.
It was this characteristic that fueled my suspicion of Patton and his relationship with the Favorite Girls. No matter what upbringing, all teenage girls display defiance, unless theyâre specifically conditioned otherwise.
Behavioral conditioning? In this building? It screamed abuse. Of some sort.
As I continued to observe Floraâs obedient nature, my fear of this evening going awry diminishedâFlora would play whatever role I assigned herâleaving me to dread only the act itself, the twisted, ethereal deflowering of an innocent young virgin.
I had to keep telling myself I had no choice, but the more I reminded myself, the less I believed it.
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