by K. J. Parker
Veatriz to Valens, greetings.
Confirmed. No doubt about it, he said, several times. I can only assume he thought I wasn’t paying attention.
I wish you were here. I need to know what you think. What you really think. Oh, I know you’ll write back straight away, saying how pleased and happy you are, how wonderful, everything I need to be told. You’ve always written me such beautiful letters, taken so much care over them. When we were apart, I used to wonder if our love could possibly survive us being together. That sounds ridiculous, doesn’t it? But I knew it’d be different. Letters were our way of making love; secret, the pleasure of giving and receiving each other’s thoughts. I used to ask myself if you’d still find me interesting if I was there all the time.
Now, though; I want to see your face when you tell me it’s good news. In your letters, you took such trouble to tell me things you knew I’d want to hear. Now, that’s the last thing I want.
I sit here, staring out of the window. I tell myself, of course he’s pleased. He’s the duke, a very conscientious man. He knows it’s the duke’s primary responsibility to provide an heir and secure the succession. Then I think, he’s the duke, leading the Alliance in a huge, terrible war. His allies are only there to avenge the murder of his wife, they can’t be happy that he’s married again; and now this. How inconvenient. Then I argue that his dead princess was the last of the royal line, so when the old man dies, Duke Valens will become king of the Aram Chantat as well; so isn’t it even more important that there’s an heir? So they’ll be pleased, won’t they?
The worst part of it is when I catch myself wondering what Orsea would have thought about it. Dear, stupid, disastrous Orsea; always so desperate to do the right thing. He was so painfully aware that the succession was his duty, and of course he failed, just like he failed at everything. But, since the succession passes through the Sirupati line, it doesn’t actually matter who the father is. So I can almost hear him saying, That’s all right, then. Eremia’s got its heir after all, though it’d have been even better if there still was an Eremia. Really; I think he’d have been pleased.
I know you did what had to be done; about Orsea, I mean. When he found out about the letters, I think it killed him inside. He knew that he’d lost me; and the wretched thing was, he couldn’t ever put it out of his mind that he was only the duke because he was married to me. So, he thought, if ever he lost me to somebody else, he lost the dukedom too; he felt he wasn’t entitled to it any more. Then you came, when the city was in flames and we were all going to die. He’d tried to die fighting – his duty – and made a mess of that as well as everything else. He survived, rescued by you, the man who’d taken me from him, and the dukedom as well, after he’d ruined it. His entire life was a wreck, because he’d tried to do his duty and failed. Then, suddenly, he was in Civitas Vadanis, a duke with no duchy, a married man with no wife, the slave of duty with no duty asked of him, just a stupid nuisance in everybody’s way.
I know he didn’t try and betray us to the Mezentines. He’d never have done that. Impossible, like breathing underwater. I think the Mezentines arranged it all, to make him look guilty, so you’d have to kill him, and that should have turned the Eremians against the Vadani, put us right back to where we were before the peace my father made. I think you knew that too. I think you killed him so we could be together. And I let you do it, for the same reason: because I love you, and because I loved Orsea. I wanted him to die; because he was in the way, between us, and because his life was such a misery to him, and nothing could ever put it right. Orsea had one good quality. He always knew when he was beaten, when he wasn’t wanted, when it was time to leave, when he was more of a hindrance than a help. I’m thinking so much about him now because this has happened. Eremia will get its heir, Mezentia will be destroyed, what’s left of the duchy will get a good, wise duke who’ll do all the right things, bring peace, make it so the fields can be planted again. Everything he couldn’t do; everything important, that couldn’t happen as long as he was alive. Most of all, he wanted me to be happy. And – this is such a terrible thing, but I can’t hate myself for it – I am.
I know; you can’t leave the war just to come and talk to me for ten minutes. I know you’ll write me the most beautiful letter instead. It’ll have to do.
I love you.
Valens to Veatriz.
I’ve never lied to you. I could never lie to you. Like breathing underwater.
The news is wonderful. It’s what I wanted.
When I killed Orsea, I believed he was guilty. Afterwards, I changed my mind. I believe that what I did was wrong. If I had the same choice to make now, I couldn’t give the order. I don’t regret having given it.
There’s a meeting tomorrow I can’t get out of; I’ll leave as soon as it’s over, and I’ll be with you as soon as I can. It probably will be only ten minutes, though.
I love you too.
The courier who took Valens’ letter was a lieutenant in the messenger corps. He was shaken out of sleep by a sergeant of the guard, handed a dispatch case and given his orders: quickly as possible, urgent, vitally important, be on the road in half an hour. After the sergeant had gone, he swore, massaged his eyelids with the tips of his index fingers, and dragged on his clothes and boots, still sodden from a long day’s ride in the rain. No time to eat or drink anything. To save weight and thereby increase speed, he didn’t bother with a mailshirt or a helmet. A horse was waiting for him when he blundered out of the bunkhouse into the damp, dark night. A groom raised a lantern.
“Is that for me?” the messenger asked.
The groom grinned at him. “Duke’s orders,” he said. “His very own second-best hunter. You’re honoured.”
And stunned, too. Nobody rode Valens’ horses except Valens. It was a beautiful animal, with the small head and long, tapered neck of the old Vadani bloodline. “I’m to tell you she’ll take you all the way, no need to stop and change, if you take the old drove road.”
The courier frowned. “On that?” he said doubtfully, thinking of the horse’s slim, delicate-looking legs on the steep, rutted surface of the drove. At this time of year, it’d be more watercourse than road, as the run-off from the hills that formed the Vadani–Cure Doce border poured down to meet the Redwater: mud, stones loosened by the water. “That can’t be right.”
“Only passing on the message,” the groom replied cheerfully.
The duke’s own saddle and tack, too. It was almost worth being hauled out of bed for. “She been ridden lately?” he asked.
Short nod. “Half an hour a day, and she’s been fed on oats and barley. She’ll be glad of a chance to stretch her legs properly.”
He’d been riding all his life, but this was quite different. As soon as the sun came up, he pushed her into a steady working gallop. Her pace was smooth and incredibly consistent, and he’d never ridden such a sure-footed horse. Even when he’d crossed the river and started the long climb up to the hole-in-the-wall where the cart road joined the drove, he was able to maintain the sort of speed an army horse could only manage on the flat. He wondered what the hell was in the letter that made it so important.
He let her rest and drink at Iselloen Top, where the cattle trail to the Cure Doce border branched off. From there, mostly downhill. He would have liked to know what the record was for this run. Every chance he could beat it, whatever it was.
From Iselloen down Cylinder Hill to the Hunting Gate, where the road cut a notch between two outcropped hilltops before descending into the wooded combe where he’d pick up the forest road that’d take him the rest of the way to Civitas Vadanis. The Hunting Gate marked the start of familiar country, and he allowed himself to relax a little. Even at this time of year, with the going soft, he could accurately predict how long each of the remaining stages would take. He looked up at the sun and congratulated himself on making such good time.
The sun was the last thing he saw. A twelve-inch crossbow bolt hit the back of his head, har
d enough that the tip of the point broke through his cheekbone just below his left eye. He dropped off the horse like a sack.
The shot had been loosed by a captain of the Cure Doce rangers, a forester by trade, and an expert at shooting moving targets. He’d been aiming for the junction at the base of the shoulderblades, but he wasn’t about to tell anyone that. He straightened out of his crouch and waited till the horse slowed down and came to a stop, dimly aware that the weight had gone from its back and something wasn’t right. The captain sent two of his men to catch it, while he and the rest of his platoon went to see what they’d got.
“Vadani,” someone said. “Military shirt and boots.”
The captain stooped and eased the strap of the dispatch case over the dead man’s head. “Duke’s messenger,” he said, smiling broadly. “Not something you see every day.” His fingers were on the buckle of the case, but he hesitated. The satchel could well be worth a great deal of money if he could get it to Mezentia, but the seal would have to be intact; the officers of the Republic got upset if they thought someone else had read captured enemy dispatches before they did. But the City was a long way away; dangerous, too, now that the Lonazep road had been cut and allied cavalry patrols were moving about on the downs. He cleared his mind and did some calculations. He was assured of the ten-florin bounty for a Vadani messenger’s badge in any event; the horse was a good one, say forty florins for a quick sale, add another ten for the tack and the dead man’s boots, another five for his sword. If he took the satchel unopened to the City, that would probably bring the total up to the round hundred, but was the extra forty-five florins enough to justify the risk, or should he settle for what he’d already got?
“Now what?” one of his men asked.
“Shut up, I’m thinking.”
Forty-five florins; a nice bit of money, which took some earning, but he really didn’t fancy the ride down to the City. In which case, it’d do no harm to read the dispatches. Orders, troop movements, requisitions, whatever; the Mezentine agents would be bound to pay something for the information, even if the seal was broken. Not forty-five florins, perhaps, but at least ten. That cut the profit in braving the dangers of the City road down to thirty-five. No, screw that. He broke the seal, took out the single small packet and read it.
At first he couldn’t make sense of it. Then he burst out laughing.
“What’s the joke?” someone asked.
He nodded at the dead man. “It’s on him, poor bugger. He died delivering the duke’s love letter.” He frowned a little. “Hell of a way to go. Here, get a look at this. His Royal Highness’ own handwriting, most likely.”
They crowded round, peering over his shoulder. “I love you too,” one of them crooned in a comic falsetto, while another speculated as to what the Duke planned to do in ten minutes flat when he got home. The captain grinned; then, abruptly, he realised the implications.
I’ll leave as soon as it’s over, and I’ll be with you as soon as I can.
The captain swore under his breath. A duke’s messenger on the drove; not one of the usual routes, because it was rough going – also, these days, dangerous, as the poor sod had found out the hard way. But quick; on a good horse (a very good horse; too good for a mere army courier), and if you were prepared to take the risk, you could halve your journey time. I’ll be with you as soon as I can.
He felt cold all over. Some opportunities are so good they’re terrifying. If he was right about this, Duke Valens himself was about to leave the army camp and hurry back to Civitas Vadanis, taking the shortest, quickest route, the same one his messenger had taken. Ten florins’ bounty for a messenger; so how much would the Mezentine agent pay for the commander-in-chief of the Alliance? There was an expression, the sort people used every day: worth a king’s ransom. It’d be interesting to ask the Mezentines if they cared to put a figure on that.
They’d taken the letter to show to the two men who’d caught the horse. He dashed after them and snatched it back.
There’s a meeting tomorrow I can’t get out of; I’ll leave as soon as it’s over. He forced himself to clear his head and think. From here to the camp; assume the messenger left at dawn or thereabouts, because only a lunatic would try and climb the hill in the dark. Valens, inconsiderate bastard, hadn’t specified when his meeting was due to start or how long it’d take. It was possible he could be here in as little as four hours. And would he have an escort with him, or was he in such a mad, desperate hurry that he’d come alone? Maybe, but he had to assume otherwise. If he planned for four hours and a minimum of a twelve-man escort, with any luck he wouldn’t be facing too many unpleasant surprises.
A lot of work to do in four hours, most of it on the far edges of his experience. He wished, for the first time in his life, that his brother-in-law was there with him – a useless, idle, stupid excuse for a man, but at one time he’d been a huntsman in Eremia, working for one of the noble families there. He knew about hunting dangerous game at bow and stable, which was more or less the job he now faced. He tried to recall details from the idiot’s interminable hunting stories: the driving zone, the killing ground (why hadn’t he listened more carefully?). The trick, as far as he could remember, was to funnel the game into a drive by the skilful placement of obstacles, coupled with measures to induce panic, so that the quarry would seek to escape by the only route left open, mistakenly believing it had no other option. He thought about it, trying to press out the essence from the detail, like someone treading grapes.
First, he had to choose his place. Ideally (his brother-in-law’s voice was bleating away in his head) you wanted something like a road through a wooded valley, a high-sided combe. Beaters up on the steep sides, to prevent the quarry from leaving the combe bottom; stops in plain view, to guard any rides or deer-paths that branched off the main road. The stable itself should be a bottleneck on the road, so that the quarry had to pass within comfortable range of the waiting archers; or you chose a sharp blind corner, and hung out nets. For choice, you wanted a long, straight stretch of road before the bottleneck (the elrick; the technical term floated into his mind out of some miserable boring evening at his sister’s house; he grabbed at it thankfully, since it gave him the illusion of knowing what he was doing); the idea being that if the quarry was running flat out, he wouldn’t have time to study the ground ahead for hazards, incongruities that would spook him under normal circumstances. Well, that was clear enough, made good sense. The problem was that he wasn’t just hunting deer or boar in general. He had to take one specific quarry on one specific road; the wide range of choices available to the self-indulgent aristocrat wasn’t open to him.
Choices: it all came down to that. If he’d understood the letter right, the duke was in a hurry. His own urgency would do the job of the hounds, which was just as well, since there weren’t any. As for the road, there was only one, and the duke would be on it. A wooded, high-sided combe; now there he was in luck. He smiled, and relaxed a little.
He looked round for his men. They were standing round the dead messenger, stripping the body, quarrelling over a belt and a brooch like hounds over a carcass. “Leave it,” he shouted, and they looked up at him, very much like hounds, he couldn’t help thinking. “Clear that off the road,” he said, “I want it out of sight.”
A net, he thought.
Valens opened his eyes.
He could see through one of them. The other was blurred, some kind of liquid; not water, too thick. He could see grey sky through the thin branches of tall, spindly trees.
Then the pain came rushing back, and he heard himself whimpering. That surprised him, disappointed him, because he never made noises like that, and he’d been hurt often enough before. Not, he decided, like this. Calmly and objectively, he considered the possibility that this time, he wasn’t going to survive. His mental commission of enquiry found that it had insufficient evidence on which to base any valid findings, and adjourned, allowing the pain to fill up the space it had been occupying.
On the edges of the pain, where he still had room to think (it was like an army of occupation; a strong garrison in the centre, but elsewhere its control was patchy), he felt for a sense of danger, but his instincts told him there was no immediate threat beyond the wound. That was all right, then. He didn’t have to move or do anything right now. He let his eyes slide shut.
The pain came, he remembered, from an arrowhead. It was lodged, as far as he could tell, in the bottom edge of his left cheekbone. He was still a bit vague as to how it had got there; all he could remember was the astonishing force of the blow. At first he thought he must have galloped into a low branch. He remembered leaving the saddle, a dizzying moment in the air, landing flat on his back in the leaf-mould; two seconds, something like that, of simple empty-headed confusion, and then the pain flooding into him, like water into a jug.
He went back further. He’d been galloping because some men had jumped up beside the road and started shooting at him, no, them, there’d been others with him: Colonel Nennius and six dragoon troopers, his escort. He’d seen Nennius hit in the chest and arm, four arrows almost simultaneously, his eyes were already dead as he flopped off his horse. One of the troopers hit in the neck and elbow; he hadn’t seen what happened to the rest of them, behind him. So, naturally, he’d kicked on into a gallop. The road ahead was straight downhill, into the trees. He’d heard shouting, the enemy in pursuit. He remembered his intention to get into the forest and lose them there. It had worked, apparently, until the arrow hit him.
He opened his eyes again and tried to sit up. Pursuit: but he remembered, and calmed down a little. He remembered opening his eyes as he lay on the soft rotten leaves, peering through the pain like fog, and seeing (of all things) a net stretched across the road, a few yards away. His horse was tangled in it, rolling on the ground, a leg clearly broken. A net; a hunting net. He remembered thinking he must have ridden into somebody’s hunt – bloody careless fools, hunting on the highway, no wonder there’d been an accident – except that didn’t fit the ambush (he identified it as such for the first time) back at the top of the hill. Then he’d heard voices, someone angrily shouting; someone had done something wrong, spoiled the hunt (he sympathised; there’s always some idiot), and now there was confusion, things scrambling out of control, gaps in the line, the quarry able to escape. He’d realised the quarry was him.