“Tell me what you want, Chloe. What do you like? How do you like it?” Gibson was moving inside me again, undulating, but he’d begun to take charge, lifting and lowering me, pushing and pulling my ass cheeks to help me ride his dick. He took my hand, then my weight in his strong arms and handled me like I was feather-light. The water lapped around us and I was vaguely aware it making more noise with Gibson’s more urgent and bigger movements.
“I want you to do what makes you feel good. If it makes you feel good it will do the same for me.” Gibson took my mouth in another kiss, a fierce hungry one and began to move his hips more, lifting and lowering me a little faster than before and within five thrusts of his hips, I was clinging to him, Gibson’s face in my neck barely nibbling a piece of my skin as if he was trying to control himself from more. Growling low and desperately, he broke away to look at me.
“Damn, Chloe, what the fuck are you doing to me? You’re like a fucking drug.”
Standing up, Gibson crushed me against his chest and managed to edge us out of the tub without pulling out. Knocking the soft, padded tub cover to the floor, he placed his hands on my butt cheeks and lowered us on to it. Lifting my legs upward and outward he crawled nearer me, pushing himself deeper inside me. “Oh, Gibson.”
“Fuck. Chloe, I’m fighting to stay in control with you darlin’. I’ve never wanted anyone so badly.” Feeling Gibson tremble slightly, the heightened awareness of his sheer physical size and strength made me stare back at him again, awestruck. He had swooping curves and chiseled muscle groups, in his arms, pecs, and abs, making me literally want to lick him.
Taking my wrists in one hand he placed them together above my head. “Don’t touch me, keep your hands there,” he ordered. “Clasp them, no matter what, you keep your hands there, okay?”
My face must have registered my alarm because Gibson immediately held my face tenderly, crouching over to kiss me. In a low soothing voice full of emotion he said, “I got you, Chloe. Trust me.” Something in the way he said it, made me relax.
Knowing what I had been through and how he responded when I told him, helped me to put my faith in him. Gibson began to rock into me, never taking his eyes off of me, his hands trailing both sides of my ribs, up over my breasts and shoulders and down my arms. My body was erupting with pleasure in the wake of each wave of sweeping movements he made. It was tender and attentive, and I’d never known this level of adulation from Kace.
Again, I could feel tears choking my throat with emotion at how considerate and selfless he was being with me because every time I’d ever seen him with a girl, he was pounding her hard.
Working a swallow, I closed my eyes. Gibson’s mouth kissed my neck and he whispered, “Please Chloe, open your eyes, I want to see what I do to you, how I make you feel and for you to see how you make me feel.”
How I was making him feel? When he said that, I was pretty confused. I was the one with my hands above my head, it was Gibson that was doing all the stimulating. I was so aroused and drunk with desire that a few moments later I began to lose it again, and was stunned when I heard myself say, “Fuck me, Gibson. Please fuck me.”
Gibson continued to rock into me, keeping me on the edge and gave me the sexiest smirk I’ve ever seen in my entire life. All my senses were on high alert, especially since I wasn’t able to use my hands or bring my arms down.
“Good girl, you’re learning to respond to your own body but you are going to have to convince me you really want me.” Smiling at me, but he had been trying to sound stern. For a guy with his reputation, his self- control was amazing and not like the guy I remembered at all.
“I need you to show me, Gibson. Please show me what I do to you.” Sexual tension radiated from his body, then Gibson’s eyelids drooped seductively and he growled into my neck. “Fuck, Chloe, I could easily lose control with you darlin’. Don’t test me.”
“Don’t worry Gibson, there is no test at the end,” I threw back at him, quoting again from conversations we’d had on the phone. Giving me a grin, it quickly dropped to an intense silent pause before he swept his hands under my back and rolled me on top of him.
Without warning, Gibson bunched a handful of my hair in his hand and held it close on my head. With his other strong hand on one cheek of my butt he began to move it up and down on him, pushing himself in and out of me deep and fast. Overwhelming feelings of pleasure and an emotional rush prevented me from being scared about this new experience.
Again, his face was inches from mine and he brought my forehead down to rest on his murmuring, “Let yourself go, Chloe, I got you. You’re safe with me.” At that point we both lost control, my nails digging into his hips, both of his arms holding me against his chest tightly as he did before when I started to come.
“Do it. Come. Don’t hold back.” Reading my body perfectly, Gibson could feel my muscles tighten, suddenly squeezing his dick tightly and drawing him deeper into me as my pussy clenched with my release.
Euphoric waves of ecstasy washed over me forcing me to bear down inside. Sharp, jerky muscle spasms lifted my head off the tub cover. “Beautiful Chloe, I got you, I got you.” As hard as I tried to keep looking at him, my brain was in meltdown from the desire and being sated by the guy who definitely lived up to his reputation of a sex god, as well as a rock god.
Growling with need, Gibson held my butt cheeks in both his hands and rode me much harder for about a minute, pushing and pulling to ride him at his pace, thrusting rapidly from underneath. I’d never been fucked that hard or fast before and I heard myself say, “Don’t stop that feels… soo good.”
I felt myself rise in orgasm again and so did he. “Do it, fuck, do it, I’m coming, yes, oh fuck yes, oh yeah …shit. Damn.” His hot cum spurted inside me, his dick pulsing… his body stiffening then jerking in time with mine.
Gibson surprised me when he didn’t slip out of me, but rolled me on my side and spooned with me. Turning my head, he cupped my chin and kissed me hard. “That was about you, Chloe. The next time, it’s for me. Next time, we’re doing it to my tune, darlin’. You’ll feel the difference.”
Lying in silence, I wondered what that meant. I felt like I’d been horse riding on a three day trek with a lot of saddle time. I had no idea how I would manage a ‘next time’ in the next few hours. We were due to leave in less than twelve hours.
“Almost five years.” I frowned and searched his face when he spoke, then met his gaze and stroked down his arm that was across me, waiting for him to speak. Gibson brushed some strands of wet hair away from my face and neck then licked his lips.
“Chloe, of all the girls I’ve kissed, your kiss has been the sweetest. Your lips have been the softest, your tongue the most teasing. Hell, you make me hard by kissing me did you know that? I should apologize for all those other women but if I hadn’t been with them, I’d never have known exactly what you do for me… to me.”
Perplexed by his continued attention, I lay there staring at him, wondering why he was continuing to say all those things to me when he’d already got what he’d set out to have. Gibson had no reason to continue with his pretense.
He’d set his sights on me like every other woman who had ever flitted past him in life, I’d given him what he expected. In the process he had changed my view, in that Gibson Barclay wasn’t just the two dimensional rock star man whore I had thought he was.
CHAPTER 36 – STARGAZING
Chloe
Gibson rolled onto his back and stared up at dark sky. Sliding his arm under my neck, he drew my head into his chest. “So come on, educate me. Explain what’s up there.” He turned to look at me and I tilted my head up to meet his gaze.
The way he was smiling at me was so sexy. My heart did another flip-flop before I answered him. “Beats me, I’m not a star gazer, Gibson.”
Gibson’s brow furrowed and he shook his head. “That isn’t what you said before.” Smirking knowingly, I shook my head back at him, rubbing my cheek on his smooth hard chest.
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br /> “No, I said we looked at the stars. Not that we knew anything about them.” I began to giggle and he tickled my ribs, which made me wriggle around at the side of him, then he kissed the top of my head and sighed deeply.
His affectionate gesture was so unexpected and took me aback. I stared up at him mesmerized by the gorgeous man lying holding me and again, my heart squeezed. We both lay quietly for a few minutes until Gibson’s cell phone rang again.
Looking at me, he exhaled deeply, then he shifted and got up off the floor to pick up his swimmers to retrieve his cell phone. With his withdrawal, I became very aware that I was still naked and lying on the floor with his withdrawal, but as if Gibson sensed what I needed, he disappeared in the direction of the en- suite and brought me back a soft white toweling bathrobe.
Initially I had felt he was going to dismiss me, but he led me into the bathroom and leaned into the shower, turning the faucet on. I was feeling a little tender after our sex session and it must have shown on my face, because when he turned to face me again, his brow was creased in concern.
“Are you okay, Chloe? Did I hurt you?”
I was a little sore because of Gibson’s size, but it was a reminder that I had let what happened with Kace go. I’d happily have chosen that kind of pain over the agony of being emotionally and physically beaten.
Smiling, I reassured him it was only through lack of any action recently and made a little joke out of it. I stepped into the shower and the water was so soothing. Gibson pulled a flannel from the side and soaked it under the shower then folded it and placed it between my legs. “Does that help?” It did, I wasn’t used to that level of care.
I half expected Gibson to stay in the shower with me, but he didn’t. Wandering through to the cabin bedroom, he disappeared out of sight. Tears threatened again and stung in my throat and I thought that was it. My reckless moment with Gibson Barclay.
This is where we went our separate ways. Then I was completely embarrassed because all I had to wear was my tankini and I really didn’t want to sit around displaying my body after what had happened between us.
Pulling on the bathrobe again, I shook my hair out as best as I could and towel dried it. Making my way back into the bedroom, I saw Gibson lying on the bed talking on the phone looking serious. When he looked up and caught my gaze, concluded his call abruptly. “Gotta go. Yeah, five minutes…got it.”
Gibson edged his way to the end of the bed and stood up. You done? I’m just going to get in real quick. Johnny is coming with Toby’s boat in five to take us back.”
Gibson walked past me without looking at me and carried on through to the bathroom. There was no way I was taking that robe off again after that reception from him. True to his word, he was back in less than the five minutes and dressed in his swimmers again.
“Come on,” he said, taking me by the hand and leading me back up on deck. Bombarded with a range of feelings, I followed but didn’t speak. His contrary actions weren’t working in my favor for being able to read what he was thinking.
Almost too intimate with the cloth in the shower, Gibson demonstrated a level of care I’d never experienced before… and then he had kind of dismissed me and left the bathroom. He’d arranged for Johnny to come as he’d got what he set out for with me, but yet taking my hand and being attentive while we waited for him. When Johnny arrived, I was feeling mortified because he probably saw me was just another groupie. Hell, maybe I was.
Again, while transferring into Toby’s boat from the yacht Gibson was there, anticipating what I needed. “I got you, Chloe. Let go.” Asserting his command, he placed his strong hands on my hips and hugged me tightly to him when I did.
Arriving back on dry land, I felt pretty stupid in my bath robe. Especially as it was about eighty eight degrees and directly opposite the flood lit jetty was a restaurant full of people, staring out the window at us.
Johnny drove us and dropped Gibson off at his hotel before taking me back. I was feeling pretty choked, as well as cheap, when Gibson kissed me hungrily, then gave me the, ’I’ll call you’ line before he got out.
Sitting in silence on the way back to my hotel, I fought back tears and thought that was it. My fantasy day with Gibson was over and I was desperate to be in the privacy of my room, so that I could have my breakdown.
Johnny pulled up in front of the entrance and got out to open the door, but I had already opened the other side and was making my way out in the stupid bathrobe and my bare feet. At that point, I didn’t care what I looked like and I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of becoming a mess and him and Gibson possibly having a discussion about me later.
Unfortunately, I wasn’t quick enough and Johnny grabbed me by my arm, almost pulling me off my feet. “Sorry honey, I always get the rough end of the stick with this stuff. I’m sure if he said he’ll call you, he will.”
Feeling a sob trapped at the back of my throat, I turned on my heel, fled through the hotel foyer and into the elevator. Once I was in there I realized I had no key to open my door, so I headed to Ruby’s room.
My luck had run out and she wasn’t in there so I found myself at Gavin’s door, but by that time everything had become too much for me, and I was distressed and sobbing. Gavin opened the door and as soon as he saw me, his arms engulfed me and he pulled me inside his room and into his chest.
Once again all the history I’d been fighting against came rushing back, making me feel like a victim and making me feel a combination of easy, angry, stupid, weak and cheap.
What I’d done with Gibson was amazing, and he’d shown me more courtesy than he had with the other girls I’d seen him with. The fact remained that he’d set out to have a girl, ‘bagged me,’ and discarded me.
Gavin placed me on his bed and went to get me a glass of water. When he came back his jaw ticked with anger and he looked agitated. Showing a lot of consideration for my history, Gavin was gentle in his probing about what had happened to me.
“You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to, Chloe. Just tell me one thing. Did he hurt you?” He had, but not in the way that Gavin was thinking. Gibson had been considerate and attentive all day, but the way he reacted as soon as we’d had sex had made me feel he had used me, like he had no further use for me.
“You’re staying here tonight, Chloe. I can’t let you go back to your room in this state. You are staying here, I don’t want you to be alone.”
I nodded in agreement because I had no choice. I had only my tankini and the bathrobe from the yacht. My phone was in my bag that I took to the beach and left on the sand bar. I was so stupid why didn’t I think about keeping myself safe around Gibson? I lost all ability to protect myself, and really didn’t want to be alone after today. Instinctively, I knew that Gavin was only telling me I was staying for him to look after me.
Gavin asked me to call the concierge and tell them that I left my key and that Gavin was going to collect it from them to bring me some things from my room. When Gavin left the room I was feeling so exhausted that I stripped everything and crawled into his bed. I knew it was stupid to do, but I needed to get out of the swimsuit. Besides, I was such a teary mess and feeling so low, that I didn’t really care what happened to me by point.
My mind was blocking everything that had gone on from the point where Gibson took me on to Toby’s boat. I knew it was protecting me from further distress because my brain wouldn’t let me think about what had happened during the day. Each time I even tried to recall something I had a tense knot in my stomach and head and heart hurt.
I never heard Gavin coming back, but when I woke it was morning and he was lying next to me, staring at my face. “Sorry, I didn’t know what to do for the best, Chloe.” Initially, my brow creased, confused at what he meant, but then realized that the comforter was only covering my legs.
Alarmed, I clutched at a sheet and pulled it over me to protect my modesty, not that there was anything left to the imagination by the time I was awake.
It was his bed, but he had been lying facing me while I slept naked. There was a lot wrong with that picture. I’d taken him with me to see a guy who was a mega rock star, who had orchestrated meeting me and then took me on a boat to have sex, dropped me off and I was lying naked in the bed of the guy I’d brought with me. What made it ten times worse was that he knew I was asleep but still lay beside me while I was exposed.
“Jeez, Chloe… I’m sorry, I wasn’t deliberately looking at you. When I came back last night, you were sound asleep. My first thought was to go and sleep in your bed. Then I figured that Ruby may come and get the wrong idea if she found me there, so I stayed here and tried to sleep on the chair. I was so uncomfortable that when I woke my back was in a spasm, so I just took my shirt off and lay on the bed. Chloe, I swear I never touched you and with what you told me, I was careful not to do anything.
“When I woke, which was about a minute before you, I was still trying to figure my shit out about how to get off the bed without waking you. If I’d covered you, I was worried you’d think the opposite and that I was trying to take it off.”
Actually, he was right. Although I wasn’t happy about him seeing me naked, he hadn’t asked for any of what had gone on. He was just a friend giving me somewhere to sleep for the night. Gavin nodded his head and his eyes flicked over to the second chair that was in the hotel room by the small coffee table.
There was my toiletry bag, some lingerie, flip flops, jeans, shorts, and my favorite blue and cream t-shirt. Gavin had even coordinated my underwear with my outfit. Just as I was about to get out of the bed, there was a knock at the door. Gavin looked at me and innocently went to answer the door, while I repositioned the sheet.
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