So it was Bork who led the villagers—the ten strongest men, dressed as warmly as they could, yet still cold to the bone in the wind—and they followed in the path his body cut in the snow. With his huge ax cut down tree after tree; the villagers set the wedges and Bork split the huge logs; the men carried what they could but it was Bork who made seven trips and carried most of the wood home. The village had enough to last until spring—more than enough, for, as Bork had expected, as soon as the stacks of firewood were deep in the village, the King’s men came and took their tax of it.
And Bork, exhausted and frozen from the expedition, was carefully nursed back to health by the villagers. As he lay coughing and they feared he might die, it occurred to them how much they owed to the giant. Not just the firewood, but the hard labor in the farming work, and the fact that Bork had kept the armies far from their village, and they felt what no one in the castle had let himself feel for more than a few moments—gratitude. And so it was that when he had mostly recovered, Bork began to find gifts outside his door from time to time. A rabbit, freshly killed and dressed; a few eggs; a vast pair of hose that fit him very comfortably; a knife specially made to fit his large grip and to ride with comfortable weight on his hip. The villagers did not converse with him much. But then, they were not talkative people. The gifts said it all.
Throughout the spring, as Bork helped in the plowing and planting, with the villagers working alongside, he realized that this was where he belonged—with the villagers, not with the knights. They weren’t rollicking good company, but there was something about sharing a task that must be done that made for stronger bonds between them than any of the rough camaraderie of the castle. The loneliness was gone.
Yet when Bork returned home and stared into the flames in the center of his hut, the call of the dragon’s eyes became even stronger, if that were possible. It was not loneliness that drove him to seek death with the dragon. It was something else, and Bork could not think what. Pride? He had none—he accepted the verdict of the castle people that he was a coward. The only guess he could make was that he loved Brunhilda and felt a need to rescue her. The more he tried to convince himself, however, the less he believed it.
He had to return to the dragon because, in his own mind, he knew he should have died in the dragon’s teeth, back when he fought the dragon before. The common folk might love him for what he did for them, but he hated himself for what he was.
He was nearly ready to head back for the dragon’s mountain when the army came.
“How many men are there?” the King asked Winkle.
“I can’t get my spies to agree,” Winkle said. “But the lowest estimate was two thousand men.”
“And we have a hundred and fifty here in the castle. Well, I’ll have to call on my dukes and counts for support.”
“You don’t understand, Your Majesty. These are your dukes and counts. This isn’t an invasion. This is a rebellion.”
The King paled. “How do they dare?”
“They dare because they heard a rumor, which at first they didn’t believe was true. A rumor that your giant knight had quit, that he wasn’t in your army anymore. And when they found out for sure that the rumor was true, they came to cast you out and return the old King to his place.”
“Treason!” the King shouted. “Is there no loyalty?”
“I’m loyal,” Winkle said, though of course he had already made contact with the other side in case things didn’t go well. “But it seems to me that your only hope is to prove the rumors wrong. Show them that Bork is still fighting for you.”
“But he isn’t. I threw him out two years ago. The coward was even rejected by the dragon.”
“Then I suggest you find a way to get him back into the army. If you don’t, I doubt you’ll have much luck against that crowd out there. My spies tell me they’re placing wagers about how many pieces you can be cut into before you die.”
The King turned slowly and stared at Winkle, glared at him, gazed intently in his eyes. “Winkle, after all we’ve done to Bork over the years, persuading him to help us now is a despicable thing to do.”
“True.”
“And so it’s your sort of work, Winkle. Not mine. You get him back in the army.”
“I can’t do it. He hates me worse than anyone, I’m sure. After all, I’ve betrayed him more often.”
“You get him back in the army within the next six hours, Winkle, or I’ll send pieces of you to each of the men in that traitorous group that you’ve made friends with in order to betray me.”
Winkle managed not to look startled. But he was surprised. The King had somehow known about it. The King was not quite the fool he had seemed to be.
“I’m sending four knights with you to make sure you do it right.”
“You misjudge me, Your Majesty,” Winkle said.
“I hope so, Winkle. Persuade Bork for me, and you live to eat another breakfast.”
The knights came, and Winkle walked with them to Bork’s hut. They waited outside.
“Bork, old friend,” Winkle said. Bork was sitting by the fire, staring in the flames. “Bork, you aren’t the sort to hold grudges, are you?”
Bork spat into the flames.
“Can’t say I blame you,” Winkle said. “We’ve treated you ungratefully. We’ve been downright cruel. But you rather brought it on yourself, you know. It isn’t our fault you turned coward in your fight with the dragon, is it?”
Bork shook his head. “My fault, Winkle. But it isn’t my fault the army has come, either. I’ve lost my battle. You lose yours.”
“Bork, we’ve been friends since we were three—”
Bork looked up suddenly, his face so sharp and lit with the glow of the fire, that Winkle could not go on.
“I’ve looked in the dragon’s eyes,” Bork said, “and I know who you are.”
Winkle wondered if it was true, and was afraid. But he had courage of a kind, a selfish courage that allowed him to dare anything if he thought he would gain by it.
“Who I am? No one knows anything as it is, because as soon as it’s known it changes. You looked in the dragon’s eyes years ago, Bork. Today I am not who I was then. Today you are not who you were then. And today the King needs you.”
“The King is a petty count who rode to greatness on my shoulders. He can rot in hell.”
“The other knights need you, then. Do you want them to die?”
“I’ve fought enough battles for them. Let them fight on their own.”
And Winkle stood helplessly, wondering how he could possibly persuade this man, who would not be persuaded.
It was then that a village child came. The knights caught him lurking near Bork’s hut; they roughly shoved him inside. “He might be a spy,” a knight said.
For the first time since Winkle came, Bork laughed. “A spy? Don’t you know your own village, here? Come to me, Laggy.” And the boy came to him, and stood near him as if seeking the giant’s protection. “Laggy’s a friend of mine,” Bork said. “Why did you come, Laggy?”
The boy wordlessly held out a fish. It wasn’t large, but it was still wet from the river.
“Did you catch this?” Bork said.
The boy nodded.
“How many did you catch today?”
The boy pointed at the fish.
“Just the one? Oh, then I can’t take this, if it’s all you caught.”
But as Bork handed the fish back, the boy retreated, refused to take it. He finally opened his mouth and spoke. “For you,” he said, and then he scurried out of the hut and into the bright morning sunlight.
And Winkle knew he had his way to get Bork into the battle.
“The villagers,” Winkle said.
Bork looked at him quizzically.
And Winkle almost said, “If you don’t join the army, we’ll come out here and burn the village and kill all the children and sell the adults into slavery in Germany.” But something stopped him; a memory, perhaps, of the fact that h
e was once a village child himself. No, not that. Winkle was honest enough with himself to know that what stopped him from making the threat was a mental picture of Sir Bork striding into battle, not in front of the King’s army, but at the head of the rebels. A mental picture of Bork’s ax biting deep into the gate of the castle, his huge crow prying the portcullis free. This was not the time to threaten Bork.
So Winkle took the other tack. “Bork, if they win this battle, which they surely will if you aren’t with us, do you think they’ll be kind to this village? They’ll burn and rape and kill and capture these people for slaves. They hate us, and to them these villagers are part of us, part of their hatred. If you don’t help us, you’re killing them.”
“I’ll protect them,” Bork said.
“No, my friend. No, if you don’t fight with us, as a knight, they won’t treat you chivalrously. They’ll fill you full of arrows before you get within twenty feet of their lines. You fight with us, or you might as well not fight at all.”
Winkle knew he had won. Bork thought for several minutes, but it was inevitable. He got up and returned to the castle, strapped on his old armor, took his huge ax and his shield, and, with his sword belted at his waist, walked into the courtyard of the castle. The other knights cheered, and called out to him as if he were their dearest friend. But the words were hollow and they knew it, and when Bork didn’t answer they soon fell silent.
The gate opened and Bork walked out, the knights on horseback behind him.
And in the rebel camp, they knew that the rumors were a lie—the giant still fought with the King, and they were doomed. Most of the men slipped away into the woods. But the others, particularly the leaders who would die if they surrendered as surely as they would die if they fought, stayed. Better to die valiantly than as a coward, they each thought, and so as Bork approached he still faced an army—only a few hundred men, but still an army.
They came out to meet Bork one by one, as the knights came to the dragon on his hill. And one by one, as they made their first cut or thrust, Bork’s ax struck, and their heads flew from their bodies, or their chests were cloven nearly in half, or the ax reamed them end to end, and Bork was bright red with blood and a dozen men were dead and not one had touched him.
So they came by threes and fours, and fought like demons, but still Bork took them, and when even more than four tried to fight him at once they got in each other’s way and he killed them more easily.
And at last those who still lived despaired. There was no honor in dying so pointlessly. And with fifty men dead, the battle ended, and the rebels laid down their arms in submission.
Then the King emerged from the castle and rode to the battleground, and paraded triumphantly in front of the defeated men.
“You are all sentenced to death at once,” the King declared.
But suddenly he found himself pulled from his horse, and Bork’s great hands held him. The King gasped at the smell of gore; Bork rubbed his bloody hands on the King’s tunic, and took the King’s face between his sticky palms.
“No one dies now. No one dies tomorrow. These men will all live, and you’ll send them home to their lands, and you’ll lower their tribute and let them dwell in peace forever.”
The King imagined his own blood mingling with that which already covered Bork, and he nodded. Bork let him go. The King mounted his horse again, and spoke loudly, so all could hear. “I forgive you all. I pardon you all. You may return to your homes. I confirm you in your lands. And your tribute is cut in half from this day forward. Go in peace. If any man harms you, I’ll have his life.”
The rebels stood in silence.
Winkle shouted at them “Go! You heard the King! You’re free! Go home!”
And they cheered, and long-lived-the-King, and then bellowed their praise to Bork.
But Bork, if he heard them, gave no sign. He stripped off his armor and let it lie in the field. He carried his great ax to the stream, and let the water run over the metal until it was clean. Then he lay in the stream himself, and the water carried off the last of the blood, and when he came out he was clean.
Then he walked away, to the north road, ignoring the calls of the King and his knights, ignoring everything except the dragon who waited for him on the mountain. For this was the last of the acts Bork would perform in his life for which he would feel shame. He would not kill again. He would only die, bravely, in the dragon’s claws and teeth.
The old woman waited for him on the road.
“Off to kill the dragon, are you?” she asked in a voice that the years had tortured into gravel. “Didn’t learn enough the first time?” She giggled behind her hand.
“Old woman, I learned everything before. Now I’m going to die.”
“Why? So the fools in the castle will think better of you?”
Bork shook his head.
“The villagers already love you. For your deeds today, you’ll already be a legend. If it isn’t for love or fame, why are you going?”
Bork shrugged. “I don’t know. I think he calls to me. I’m through with my life, and all I can see ahead of me are his eyes.”
The old woman nodded. “Well, well, Bork. I think you’re the first knight that the dragon won’t be happy to see. We old wives know, Bork. Just tell him the truth, Bork.”
“I’ve never known the truth to stop a sword,” he said.
“But the dragon doesn’t carry a sword.”
“He might as well.”
“No, Bork, no,” she said, clucking impatiently. “You know better than that. Of all the dragon’s weapons, which cut you the deepest?”
Bork tried to remember. The truth was, he realized, that the dragon had never cut him at all. Not with his teeth nor his claws. Only the armor had been pierced. Yet there had been a wound, a deep one that hadn’t healed, and it had been cut in him, not by teeth or talons, but by the bright fires in the dragon’s eyes.
“The truth,” the old woman said. “Tell the dragon the truth. Tell him the truth, and you’ll live!”
Bork shook his head. “I’m not going there to live,” he said. He pushed past her, and walked on up the road.
But her words rang in his ears long after he stopped hearing her call after him. The truth, she had said. Well, then, why not? Let the dragon have the truth. Much good may it do him.
This time Bork was in no hurry. He slept every night, and paused to hunt for berries and fruit to eat in the woods. It was four days before he reached the dragon’s hill, and he came in the morning, after a good night’s sleep. He was afraid, of course; but still there was a pleasant feeling about the morning, a tingling of excitement about the meeting with the dragon. He felt the end coming near, and he relished it.
Nothing had changed. The dragon roared; Brunhilda screamed. And when he reached the top of the hill, he saw the dragon tickling her with his wing. He was not surprised to see that she hadn’t changed at all—the two years had not aged her, and though her gown still was open and her breasts were open to the sun and the wind, she wasn’t even freckled or tanned. It could have been yesterday that Bork fought with the dragon the first time. And Bork was smiling as he stepped into the flat space where the battle would take place.
Brunhilda saw him first. “Help me! You’re the four hundred and thirtieth knight to try! Surely that’s a lucky number!” Then she recognized him. “Oh, no. You again. Oh well, at least while he’s fighting you I won’t have to put up with his tickling.”
Bork ignored her. He had come for the dragon, not Brunhilda.
The dragon regarded him calmly. “You are disturbing my nap time.”
“I’m glad,” Bork said. “You’ve disturbed me, sleeping and waking, since I left you. Do you remember me?”
“Ah yes. You’re the only knight who was ever afraid of me.”
“Do you really believe that?” Bork asked.
“It hardly matters what I believe. Are you going to kill me today?”
“I don’t think so,” said Bork.
“You’re much stronger than I am, and I’m terrible at battle. I’ve never defeated anyone who was more than half my strength.”
The lights in the dragon’s eyes suddenly grew brighter, and the dragon squinted to look at Bork. “Is that so?” asked the dragon.
“And I’m not very clever. You’ll be able to figure out my next move before I know what it is myself.”
The dragon squinted more, and the eyes grew even brighter.
“Don’t you want to rescue this beautiful woman?” the dragon asked.
“I don’t much care,” he said. “I loved her once. But I’m through with that. I came for you.”
“You don’t love her anymore?” asked the dragon.
Bork almost said, “Not a bit.” But then he stopped. The truth, the old woman had said. And he looked into himself and saw that no matter how much he hated himself for it, the old feelings died hard. “I love her, dragon. But it doesn’t do me any good. She doesn’t love me. And so even though I desire her, I don’t want her.”
Brunhilda was a little miffed. “That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard,” she said. But Bork was watching the dragon, whose eyes were dazzlingly bright. The monster was squinting so badly that Bork began to wonder if he could see at all.
“Are you having trouble with your eyes?” Bork asked.
“Do you think you ask the questions here? I ask the questions.”
“Then ask.”
“What in the world do I want to know from you?”
“I can’t think of anything,” Bork answered. “I know almost nothing. What little I do know, you taught me.”
“Did I? What was it that you learned?”
“You taught me that I was not loved by those I thought had loved me. I learned from you that deep within my large body is a very small soul.”
The dragon blinked, and its eyes seemed to dim a little.
“Ah,” said the dragon.
“What do you mean, ‘Ah’?” asked Bork.
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