by Jenika Snow
“You look so fucking hot, Alexis,” he said on a groan and pressed his lower body further into her.
She felt his erection probe her belly, and a fresh gush of moisture left her. The way he said it held a note of heat that she felt all the way down to her toes. Suddenly she couldn’t catch her breath. “I can’t breathe.”
Nico used his body to position her so her back was to garage wall. “Good, I want you breathless, baby.” Nico held her gaze, and his grin kicked up a notch. He caged her in with his arms on either side of her body. He wasn’t about to let her escape, but right now she wouldn’t have tried if her life depended on it. He leaned in and kissed her deep and hard, and she gripped his bulging biceps to hold on. After long drugging moments he finally pulled away and let his arms drop to his side.
“Are you okay?”
She closed her eyes and nodded. “I’m more than okay.” When she opened her eyes she could tell that his pupils were fully dilated as his bear tried to gain supremacy. “I want more, Nico.”
He started breathing more heavily, and the wild scent of his bear right below the surface of his skin filled her nose. It was like an aphrodisiac, a pheromone that had her hotter than the fucking sun. His dark brown hair was messy around his head, like he had been running his fingers through it. She let her gaze lower along his body and took in the intoxicating sight of him. The t-shirt and faded jeans he wore fit him so damn perfectly it was no wonder the girls had flocked to him. In fact, they still did even though they were together. High school girls were notorious bitches for trying to take what wasn’t theirs.
“Is that right, baby?” He glanced down at her mouth.
She nodded because right now she couldn’t find her voice.
“You know what I think?” He leaned in so close that only an inch separated their mouths. The side of the garage was hard and cold behind her, and Alexis placed her hands flat on the building, needing to feel something stable.
“What?”
“I think if I took you right now you would let me, knowing there is a garage full of people right on the other side of that wall, and your dad just a few feet from us in the clubhouse.”
She opened her eyes, not even realizing she had closed them again. Tendrils of her hair tickled the side of her face from his breath. She licked her lips and exhaled. “You’re right.” She was the one to lean in close enough that their mouths were barely touching. “I wouldn’t stop this because I want to be with you, Nico.”
“Christ, Alexis.” He closed his eyes briefly, and when he opened them she could see his pupils constricting and dilating rapidly. He was trying to make his bear back off, and that took a strength she didn’t know he had yet.
“I want you as much as you want me, and I don’t want to wait anymore, Nico.” And just like that the world fell away until the only thing she was aware of was Nico’s body pressed against hers. He slipped his hand behind her hair and gripped the nape of her neck tight enough that a sting of pain filled her, but then was followed by immense pleasure. He brushed his thumb along the side of her jaw, and then he tilted her head back and slanted his mouth on hers. The taste of every untamed and carnal thing that made up Nico filled her mouth and bathed her tongue. It was a spicy, intoxicating flavor. A moan surrounded her, but she couldn’t tell if it came from him or her. He pulled away just enough that their lips barely touched and said, “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted you, Alexis.”
“Probably for as long as I’ve wanted you.”
He took hold of her hand and placed it right over his chest. The thump-thump, thump-thump of his heart was strong and steady. He moved their conjoined hands down and over his hard, rippled abdomen, and stopped right over the very prominent and hard erection that pressed against his jeans. She widened her eyes, not from shock or fear, but from the turbulent emotions moving through her.
“Do you feel that, baby? You make me so fucking hard.” His lips were still barely touching hers as he spoke, but it was the way he said those words and pressed his hips into her palm that had her feeling like she was in some kind of alternate universe. He moved his mouth along her cheek, over her jawline, and down to the pulse that beat hard and fast right below her ear. “Just thinking about you makes my cock so fucking hard it aches, Alexis.” He continued to grind himself into her, over and over and over again until she thought for sure she could come from that motion alone. “All I’ve thought about for years was holding you, kissing you, and being buried inside of you.” He applied pressure to her mouth and kissed her lightly. “And I’ve had two out of three of those, baby.”
She let her head fall back against the garage and closed her eyes as he ran his tongue and teeth along the side of her throat. He continued to lick and nip at her skin until Alexis couldn’t think clearly. She had no delusions that they were not about to have sex, and that she’d lose her virginity on the clubhouse property, right up against the garage, but right now she didn’t care. She wanted this more than anything else, and both of their emotions were running high.
“I’ve had a lot to drink tonight, baby, and I don’t want to do this right here and right now if you’re not really ready.” He pulled back and cupped both of her cheeks in his hands.
She didn’t want to do this if he wasn’t one hundred percent aware or willing.
“But I’m not so drunk that I don’t know I have my girl against The Grizzly clubhouse, or that I’d get my ass handed to me if your dad found out.” He emphasized his words by grinding himself against her hand. “You could’ve told me to get the fuck back, could still tell me that, and I’d do it in a heartbeat. I am patient, baby, and we have all the time in the world.” He had his mouth right back on her lips and moved his tongue against hers. He let go of her face and slipped his hand up her bare thigh, under her skirt, and placed it right over her panty covered pussy. A gasp left her as he moved the pads of his fingers along her clit, which she knew was swollen against the cotton.
“I bet your pussy is wet from me, isn’t it?” He didn’t wait for her to answer before he was speaking again. “Yeah, I bet you’re fucking soaked, Alexis.” He said her name on a groan.
The image of him above her, thrusting in and out of her body, slammed hard into her head. Of course she was wet for him, but then again he knew that. This whole situation was exciting, arousing, but also a little frightening. She was about to have sex with Nico out in the open, about to give her virginity to the only guy she had ever loved. He continued to rub her through her panties, and there was no doubt he felt how saturated her underwear was. He moved his fingers back and forth, and a harsh moan left her at how good it felt.
“You don’t have to say anything, baby.” He claimed her mouth again until her knees were weak and he was the one holding her up with his hand on her hip. “The only thing you have to tell me is that you want my fingers touching your bare pussy.”
A gasp left her when he applied a minimal amount of pressure right over her clit. “God, yes.” The words tumbled from her mouth involuntarily.
“No, Alexis,” he whispered against her mouth. “Tell me what you want me to do to you. I want to hear you say it.” He continued to rub her clit, adding a little more pressure with each passing second.
“I don’t want you to stop, Nico. I want more.”
He grunted and pressed against her clit harder with his finger.
“I want this. I want you right here and now.” She curled her fingers into his broad shoulders and held on. “God,” she breathed out, “I want to feel all of you.”
“Do you realize what it does to me to her you say that?” His words were low, deep, and held a hint of longing that matched her own. “So. Fucking. Long.” He gripped the edge of her panties and pushed them aside. When he placed his fingers on the bare folds of her pussy a moan slipped from her. “Fuck, you are so damn juicy for me, baby.” First he slipped one finger inside of her, just to the first knuckle, and then moved the digit around. She parted her lips in wonder at the stretching, pl
easurable feel of him inside of her. With a thick finger wedged inside of her pussy she couldn’t think clearly. There had been so many times she imagined losing her virginity, all of them having Nico being the one to take it, but this wasn’t a scenario she had thought of.
He worked his fingers in and out of her, pushing in a bit deeper each time, and causing more wetness to seep from her body and cover his hand. She was so damn ready for him she couldn’t stand it any longer.
“You’re so tight and hot, so primed for me, baby.”
“It feels so good, Nico.”
He claimed her mouth and swallowed the moan that spilled from her. He moved his thumb up her cleft and to her clit. Moving the nub back and forth, he rubbed her faster and harder until she stiffened. Her orgasm was right at the surface, and it wouldn’t take much more to set her off.
“Don’t stop talking now.” He nipped her lightly on the lips. “I like hearing how good it feels, how good I make you feel.” He rubbed her faster and pumped into her harder until she bit her lip and groaned out her orgasm. “Fuck. Yeah.” He didn’t stop touching her until she begged him to slow down, that she was too sensitive and couldn’t take anymore. “You want more, Alexis, I know you do.”
Alexis nodded. She was sated from her climax, yet hearing Nico’s rough timbered voice had her body heating for him all over again.
“I want you, baby.” He pulled back and stared into her eyes. Pulling his finger from her still clenching pussy, he brought the digit up so she could see how it glistened from her wetness. As if everything happened in slow motion, her eyes widened when he brought it to his mouth and sucked her cream completely off. A rough sound left him. “Dammit, you taste so fucking good.” He dropped his hand. “I bet if I put my mouth on your cunt right now, and sucked that hard little clit of yours, you’d come all over my face, wouldn’t you?”
Her chest rose and fell in harsh intervals as his vulgar words filled her. The shadows were thick and surrounded them, concealing him partially, but allowing her to see the fire behind his eyes. When she didn’t say no he attacked her mouth in a bruising kiss. He tasted so good that Alexis found herself grabbing his hair and trying to get as close as possible. The sound of him pulling her panties to the point they ripped filled her ears. The tattered remains of her underwear fell to her feet, and her heart jackhammered in her chest. Her buzz from the beer was going stronger and harder through her as her heart beat fast. Was she really about to do this? God, she hoped so, because this was one of the single most thrilling experiences of her life. He gripped her behind both knees, and with a strength she was all too familiar with, lifted her so she was forced to wrap her legs around his waist and hold on to the back of his neck for support. He kissed her again, slipped his tongue in her mouth, and fucked her there like he was about to do to her pussy. He reached between their bodies, and the sound of his zipper going down filled her ears. And then the hot, impressively hard length of him was right against her slit, and they both made unintelligible sounds of pleasure. His hands were like vise-grips on her hips, keeping her grounded, but also holding her in place for what he was about to do. He lifted her up and angled her hips out slightly so the tip of his cock pressed against her opening. She saw how massive his biceps looked as he used his animal strength to hold her up easily. And then he looked her right in the eyes and pushed into her so fast and hard that tears blurred her vision. There was no hesitation on his part, not with the way every hard, thick and long inch of him slammed into her body.
“I’m sorry, baby, if I hurt you.” He rested his forehead against her chest and breathed out hot and heavy. He didn’t move a muscle, and she knew he was allowing her to get used to his size.
“Don’t stop, and don’t apologize. I want this, Nico.” And that was it. Her virginity taken in less than a second by the one guy she had loved since she was a little girl. He had stilled his big body when he bottomed out inside of her, and Alexis held in the sounds of discomfort. But it also felt good to have him inside of her, and the combination was an intoxicating and arousing duo. Ever so slowly he pulled his head back and looked down at her.
“God, Alexis, you feel incredible.” He sounded like he had to grit the words out, like he was in pain and straining for control. He sounded like how she felt. Before she could say anything he started moving back and forth. It was slow and steady movements, but the friction he caused had this tightening sensation moving through her lower back, and spearing straight up her spine. All other thought was lost on her at the feel of his dick stretching her unused muscles. There was pain, of course, but the pleasure far outweighed any other sensation. She was finally giving herself to the guy that had stolen her heart so long ago.
“You feel so good, baby, so fucking good.” He seemed to be talking to himself. His thrusts were still slow and steady, but he gradually picked up speed until Alexis found herself lifting her hips and grinding herself on him. The root of his shaft rubbed her clit, bringing her to an orgasm quickly. “I should have had you in a bed, under me and sweaty because I was working you so damn good.” His breathing was hard and frantic against her neck. “I just couldn’t stop this. I didn’t want to stop this from happening.” He never stopped pumping his hips, but she couldn’t respond because in the next second she came hard and long. He thrust into her three more times before burying himself completely inside of her and groaning out his orgasm in the crook of her neck. “Fuck, yes. Oh Christ, Alexis.”
For several moments neither of them did anything but try to catch their breath. The seriousness and reality of what they had just done slammed into her instantly, but she was so high from climaxing that she didn’t care how she had lost her virginity. It didn’t matter anyway since Nico had been the one to take it. When he pulled out of her and helped her to stand, the air shifted. The feeling of warm wetness sliding from between her thigh cemented the fact of this moment. He tucked himself back in his pants, and she pushed her skirt down. She spied her panties in tatters beside her feet and couldn’t help but chuckle softly.
“You destroyed them, Nico.” She reached down and picked them up, and balled them in her fist, but before she could shove them in her front pocket Nico grabbed them from her and put them in his pocket. She looked up at him, a little surprised, but he wasn’t showing any amusement. Before she could ask him what was wrong he cupped her face with his hands and leaned in. She thought maybe he’d place his lips right on hers, but instead he kissed her forehead, and then rested his on hers. “You plan on keeping my panties, Nico?” she teased.
He didn’t respond, but when she looked at him she could see him smiling. “Most definitely, baby.” He kissed her on the lips. “I love you so much, Alexis, so much that it makes my whole body hurt sometimes.” He pulled back and looked into her eyes. “One day you’re going to be my wife, baby, and then you’ll truly be only mine.”
Some people might think a declaration like that was foolish and false. They were so young, but they were also bear shifters, at least he was in the literal sense, and they were both a part of The Grizzly MC family. A Grizzly didn’t know how to do things half assed, and they didn’t make idle promises like the one Nico had just said.
“I know, and I’m looking forward to that day.” And she was, with everything in her heart.
Chapter Four
A Grizzly Thanksgiving
Alexis sat in the passenger’s seat of her father’s SUV and glanced at him. He had insisted on coming and picking her up, and although that wasn’t unusual, it would have been quicker and easier if she had just driven herself. But she liked this quality time with him, even if he was more of the strong, silent type. They were about twenty minutes out from her mom and dad’s house, and although she was feeling kind of itchy in a good way about seeing everyone, she had this excitement building inside of her to see Nico. It felt like months since she had seen him, instead of the couple of weeks it had actually been.
“School’s good?” her dad asked, and she saw him look at her through
the corner of her eyes.
“It is.” She smiled at him. “Finished exams, and looking forward to next semester since I’m taking some classes that are actually interesting.”
He chuckled. “Glad you’re enjoying yourself. You scared of almost being done and working with us?”
She shrugged. “Not really. I’m ready for it to be over with. I’ve been watching Stinger and Mom doing the books, just so I can see how they do it.”
“I’m glad you decided to stay with the club.” He reached out and placed his much bigger hand over hers. He held her hand the whole way back to the house, and when they pulled into her childhood home’s driveway she smiled. Odin was already at the house, and his truck sat in the driveway closest to the door. She also saw her mom through the kitchen window, and by the way she was moving her mouth and dancing, Alexis knew she was listening to music. Yeah, her mother used to be a stripper. Not the best profession, but Darra wasn’t ashamed of what she had done. She had told Alexis as much, and she loved her mom more for having to do things a less strong woman wouldn’t have been able to accomplish. She’d had to support herself, and she’d found a way to do it. Alexis glanced at her father and smiled. Well, her mom had been a stripper until her dad had come into the picture. Then Brick had set things straight. Alexis smiled again at that thought, because when her mom had finally sat down and told her how she and her father had met, Alexis hadn’t been surprised at the alpha-ness that was her dad. A shifter male was territorial and possessive to the nth degree.
Her dad pulled the vehicle beside Odin’s, and they climbed out. Before she could grab her bag Brick grabbed her suitcase and then wrapped his arm around her shoulder. “I’m glad you’re home, baby girl.”
She leaned her head against his shoulder and smiled. “Me, too, Dad.”
The front door was already opened when they walked up the porch steps, and her mother stood there with a huge smile on her face. Even in her forties her mom was beautiful, with a killer body, curves that Alexis was proud to say she’d inherited, and long blonde hair that Brick refused to let her cut.