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by J. T. Geissinger




  Table of Contents

  Epilogue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also By J.T. Geissinger

  Midnight Valentine

  J.T. Geissinger

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, organizations, places, events, and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.

  Copyright © 2018 by J.T. Geissinger, Inc.

  All rights reserved.

  No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without express written permission from the author.

  Published by J.T. Geissinger, Inc.

  www.jtgeissinger.com

  ISBN-13: 978-0-9969358-3-8

  Cover design by Najla Qamber

  Printed in the United States of America

  Created with Vellum

  To Jay, my true north

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also By J.T. Geissinger

  Do not stand at my grave and weep

  I am not there. I do not sleep.

  I am a thousand winds that blow.

  I am the diamond glints on snow.

  I am the sunlight on ripened grain.

  I am the gentle autumn rain.

  When you awaken in the morning's hush

  I am the swift uplifting rush

  Of quiet birds in circled flight.

  I am the soft stars that shine at night.

  Do not stand at my grave and cry;

  I am not there. I did not die.

  ~ Mary Elizabeth Frye

  1

  “Do you believe in reincarnation?”

  “Megan. We’ve been over this before.”

  “And you’ve never given me a straight answer. It wouldn’t kill you to come right out and say one way or another.”

  “What’s important is what you believe, and why.”

  I sit up from the uncomfortable leather sofa I’ve been lying on every Thursday for fifty minutes for the past two years and look at Dr. Singer. He’s handsome in a 1950s-engineer way, crew-cut silver hair and a pair of horn-rimmed glasses, a classic white button-down shirt. I knew within ten minutes of our first visit that I could trust him, knew also that I’d lie to him like I’d lied to every other therapist I’d visited before.

  There are truths too painful to be spoken aloud. Some demons should be left to rot in the dark forever.

  “It’s our last session, Dr. Singer. Which means it’s your last chance to help me.”

  Though he’s trained to keep a neutral expression, he visibly winces. “Do you feel I haven’t helped you, Megan?”

  Of course you haven’t. But it’s not his fault all my shattered pieces can’t be glued back together, so I smile and say something nice. “You’re the best therapist I’ve ever had.”

  He studies me. Behind the horn-rimmed glasses, his eyes are the color of old denim, faded from the acid wash of too many sad stories. Too many poisonous secrets have bleached them bone pale.

  “Will you call Dr. Anders when you arrive in Oregon?”

  “Yes,” I lie. “As soon as I’m settled.”

  “I hope you do. He’s a good man. Highly qualified.”

  “You’re highly qualified too. Look where that got us.”

  We gaze at each other while the clock ticks quietly on the wall. Somewhere outside, a dog howls. The sound is unbearably lonely.

  “You’re an intelligent woman, Megan. You know therapy will never work if you don’t commit to it.”

  “I’ve been here without fail every week for two years. That’s commitment.”

  “Your body’s been here, but your mind has always been somewhere else. You’ve never been completely open and truthful. Tell me I’m wrong.”

  I pick up my handbag from the floor, sling it over my shoulder, and stand, ready to be done with all this. I’ve got a moving van waiting, a new life to start, a thousand dreams to bury in the desert sand.

  “I’ll make you a deal. Tell me if you believe in reincarnation, and I’ll tell you something true. Anything you want to know, I’ll answer honestly.”

  Dr. Singer stands, unfolding all those gangly limbs of his, and comes out from behind his desk. He stops in front of me and props his hands on his hips. “All right. I suppose better late than never.” He’s thoughtful for a moment, then says, “No, I don’t believe in reincarnation. Or an afterlife, to be perfectly frank. I think this is as good as it gets, which is why it’s so important to make the best of this life. To confront our problems, to work through them, so ultimately we can be free of them and enjoy the time we have.”

  Unsurprised by this answer, I nod. “Okay. Thanks.”

  In an unusual show of affection, he rests his hands on my shoulders and gazes down into my face. He says softly, “Now here’s my question: why haven’t you let me help you?”

  He looks so earnest. I’m moved by his obvious sincerity, by how much he wishes he could help me, by the goodness of this person who thinks all life’s problems can be solved by talking about them.

  “Because no matter how much you might want to, Dr. Singer, you can’t help someone who’s already dead.”

  I pat his hand, sorry for that look of dismay I’ve caused, then turn and walk out the door.

  * * *

  It’s a twenty-two-hour drive from Phoenix to Seaside if you go straight through, but I stop overnight in a town with one traffic light, rent a room in a cheap motel, and lie atop the bedcovers, fully dressed, staring at the ceiling until it gets light. Then I drink three cups of terrible coffee in the small diner attached to the motel and get back on the road.

  The I-5 through California is one long, boring stretch of highway, crowded with eighteen-wheelers. I listen to a blues station as the urban sprawl gives way to fields of almond trees and cow pastures. The rolling hills of the central valleys are dotted with the rangy silhouettes of oak trees, and the long grasses are burned brown from the summer sun. I take a left turn at Portland, then it’s another hour and a half to
my final destination. By the time I pull into Seaside, I’m exhausted and starving, but strangely relieved.

  One more day in Phoenix might have put me over this edge I’ve been living on so long.

  The real estate agent has already sent me the key to the house, but I decide to stop and get something to eat before going over. I pull into another diner, this one full of gray-haired old couples and one man sitting alone in a booth near the back, staring out the window into the gently falling evening rain.

  Even sitting down, his size is obvious. His broad shoulders strain the seams of his black raincoat. His hands dwarf the ceramic mug they’re wrapped around. He looks like he had to wedge himself between the booth and the table to sit down.

  It isn’t his size that really stands out, however. It’s the menacing air of stay away that emanates from him, the way he hunches over, the way the hood of his raincoat casts dark shadows over his face. As if he doesn’t want anyone to look at him.

  As if he’s hiding.

  “What can I get you, honey?”

  The waitress standing behind the counter holds a carafe of coffee. She’s somewhere north of sixty, plump and red-cheeked, smiling like we’re old friends. I sit on one of the stools and plop my handbag on the counter. “I’ll have some of that coffee, please. And a Denver omelet with extra bacon on the side.”

  If she thinks it odd that I want an omelet for dinner, she doesn’t mention it. She just nods and pours me a mug of coffee, then says she’ll be right back.

  When she heads into the kitchen, I look around, sipping my coffee. It was too dark as I drove in to get a good view of the town, but I’ve studied the details long enough to have them memorized.

  Seaside, Oregon is a small resort city with a beach known for its surf breaks, and a 1920s promenade with an arcade and an old-fashioned carousel. The population is a hair over six thousand, a far cry from the one and a half million who crowd Phoenix. The air is different here too, fresh and bracing, filled with the scent of salt and pine instead of smog and stone baked by the unrelenting desert sun.

  I hope everything will be different here. I hope I can leave all my nightmares behind.

  Preoccupied with thoughts of all the work that needs to be done to the house, I drink my coffee and eavesdrop on conversations, trying not to wonder what Cass would have to say about this place. How he’d be bouncing off his stool with excitement.

  It’s several minutes before I realize I’m uncomfortable.

  Surprised by the intensity of the feeling, I glance around. None of the patrons are looking my way. The music is cheerful, the interior of the diner is clean and bright, and everything appears normal. Boring, even.

  Then why is the skin on the back of my neck crawling?

  I glance over my shoulder and discover the reason. The guy in the raincoat is looking at me. No, not looking—glaring. Conspicuously hostile, he stares at me with total revulsion, as if I’ve deeply offended him in some way.

  Cold, hard, and utterly black, his eyes are like obsidian.

  I raise my brows and stare back at him, because I don’t have time for assholes with attitude problems.

  “Here you go, honey.” The nice waitress deposits a plate in front of me. It’s overflowing with an omelet that could feed a family of four, topped by a messy pile of hash browns.

  “Wow. That’s a lot of food.”

  She laughs, her stomach jiggling. “I should’ve warned you about the portion sizes. Cal—that’s my husband—is the cook, and he likes folks to leave feeling like they got a lot for their money.”

  “Tell Cal you can raise the price of this omelet by ten dollars, and I’d still feel like I got a lot for my money.” I poke at the huge, fluffy mound with my fork. “How many eggs are even in this thing?”

  She chuckles. “Who knows. I gave up trying to get him to follow recipes years ago. I hope you like it, honey.”

  “I’m sure I will, thanks.”

  We share a smile, she ambles down the counter to refill someone’s coffee, and I dig in. I’m not what you’d call a dainty eater, so within a few minutes, I’ve polished off most of the omelet and have started to make a dent in the giant pile of hash browns. Just as I’m lifting the fork to my mouth, that strange feeling overtakes me again. All the tiny hairs on my arms stand on end and my ears burn like I’ve stuck my finger into an electrical socket.

  I set my fork down, grit my teeth, and look over my shoulder.

  Moody Raincoat Guy is staring at me with an expression like he’s about to jump out of the booth and open fire.

  But what he doesn’t know about me is that I’m not the girl who wilts when confronted with awkward or potentially dangerous situations. I’m the girl who bares her teeth and growls.

  I meet his burning gaze with an unflinching one of my own. “You got a problem?”

  The grip he’s got on his coffee mug tightens until his knuckles turn white. He swallows, a muscle in his jaw flexing, but says nothing.

  “How’s that omelet, honey?”

  I hold Moody Raincoat’s hate-filled gaze a moment longer before turning back to the waitress. “Amazing. I won’t have to eat for two days. Actually, scratch that. Do you have key lime pie?”

  The unmistakable sound of a big man trying to quickly evacuate a small booth comes from behind me. There’s a lot of rattling and thumping, the squeak of rubber soles on the linoleum floor, and a huff of aggravation. Then he’s clomping past, dragging wind and the scent of the woods in his wake. I hear the bell over the front door jangle, then the door slams shut with a jarring noise. The force of it rattles all the windows. I’m surprised all the glass in the place doesn’t break.

  Looking over my shoulder, the waitress shakes her head and sighs.

  “He’s a real charmer,” I say drily.

  “He used to be.” Her voice is tinged with sorrow, which piques my curiosity.

  “You know him?”

  Her kind green eyes turn sad. “Known him since he was a boy. Hell, everybody in this town knows him. He’s lived here all his life. Captain of the football team in high school, prom king, engaged to the prettiest girl in town. Everyone loved him. There was even talk of him running for office, he was so popular in these parts. Then the accident happened, and he’s never been the same since.”

  A cold veil of dread settles over me at the mention of the word “accident.” I have to moisten my lips because my mouth has gone dry.

  The waitress waves a hand in front of her face, as if to dispel a cloud of bad energy. “Sorry, Cal’s always telling me not to gossip. Let me get that pie for you.” She comes back with it shortly and refills my coffee. “You here on vacation?”

  “Nope. I’m moving in.”

  “Really? That’s exciting! We don’t get many permanent transplants. Most everyone in Seaside this time of year is a tourist. Where you from?”

  “Phoenix.”

  She looks impressed. “Oh, big city. I could never live in a city as big as that.” She notices the wedding band on my finger and brightens. “You’re here with your husband?”

  That word doesn’t hurt as much as it used to. I’ve grown callouses over all kinds of words, like husband, marriage, kids. Love.

  “My husband passed away several years ago.”

  The waitress puts her hand over her heart. “Oh, honey. I’m so sorry to hear that.”

  I can tell she really is. A lot of people say the words from a reflex to be polite but don’t mean them, but this friendly waitress isn’t one of those people. “Thank you.”

  “So do you have family nearby? Portland, maybe?”

  “Nope.”

  “Work, then?”

  She’s wondering why I decided to move here, Smallsville, USA. The answer isn’t one of those things I’ve grown a callous over, so I go with a half-truth, delivered with a cheery smile.

  “In a way, I suppose, though I don’t have a job waiting for me. It’s more like I’m going to make one.” When she knits her brows in confusion, I ad
d, “I bought the Buttercup Inn.”

  She lets out an excited whoop that has everyone’s heads turning. Over her shoulder, she hollers toward the kitchen, “Cal! This nice little girl bought the Buttercup!”

  Thirty-two is hardly a girl, and I’ve never been little, in stature or personality, but she’s turning back to me, beaming, and who am I to rain on her parade with these pesky details?

  “Well, that’s fantastic news, honey! I had no idea it sold! That place has been on the market, what, eight years now?”

  “Ten, according to the real estate agent.”

  “Suzie Martin,” the waitress says, nodding. “Excuse me, Suzanne.” She rolls her eyes. “It’s hard to call someone you knew when she was peeing her pants in kindergarten by her proper name. She’d skin me if she found out.”

  When she gives me a pointed look, I make a zipper motion over my mouth. “My lips are sealed.”

  “I’m Jean, by the way. Jean McCorkle. Welcome to Seaside.” She sticks out her hand.

  “Megan Dunn.” We shake, and it feels as if something’s been decided.

  Then Jean’s freckled face creases with a wry smile. “I hate to be a downer, honey, but I hope you have deep pockets and a background in construction. The Buttercup’s a bit of a mess.”

  “Mess” is an understatement. It needs a new roof, new plumbing, new windows, mold remediation, landscaping, plaster patching, painting, new floors, and electrical work. So basically everything. It’s a Victorian, built in the late 1900s, full of character and quirks, zoned as a bed-and-breakfast and operated as one until there was a kitchen fire. The prior owner didn’t have enough money to fix it, so he put it on the market instead. There it sat, moldering in the sea air, for a decade.

 

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