Must Wait

by Ginger Sharp

  I growl low within my chest. “Katie, you are so beautiful. I can’t take my eyes off you.”

  She bends down, going between my legs. She once again takes my cock into her mouth, suckling on me. Her hands massaging my scrotum. I feel myself getting close again. Katie stops to lick her finger then she resumes sucking on my cock. Just then I feel something I have never felt before. Katie’s finger slides past my scrotum touching me in a place I never hand been touched before. She applies pressure as I scream out.

  “Katie, no. What are you doing to me? Stop now.”

  She moves feverishly, sliding her mouth up and down my shaft as her finger violates me deep. She moves her finger, applying pressure as I scream out again. This time my scream is in pleasure. Not even a second later, she has me coming into her mouth again. I jolt, screaming out her name as my eyes roll back in my head. I feel my body trembling. I stare down at her as she stops moving.

  I shake my head from side to side as I feel her finger exit me. “Ah! Katie what the hell was that, baby?”

  She leaves the room for a few minutes, leaving me panting. She come through the door and snuggles up to my side. She pecks a few kisses on my chest as she puts her arm around me. I can feel her bare breasts against my skin.

  I kiss her forehead. “You are crazy. Do you know that, Katie?”

  She laughs. “I take it that was your first time getting fucked like that, Pedro?”

  I scowl at her dirty choice of words. “Yes, Katie.”

  She smiles. “I could tell. I guess you and your wife did not experiment much.”

  I raise my eyebrows. “No, we weren’t together long before she died. We also were inexperienced.”

  She nods her head into my chest. “It must have been so hard for you, Pedro. Getting married so young then immediately getting pregnant just to lose her a few months later.”

  “It was extremely painful. I never wanted to come back here again. Rosalie helped me get over the pain. She talked to me almost every night. Then when I came back here, I slept in Ramón’s room for two years. I could not bring myself to come back into this room. I think that is why I am so nervous with you here.”

  She looks up to my eyes. “You missed her that much that you could not come in this room?”

  I tilt my head. “Yes, but this is the room where she had to die in order to save Ramón’s life.”

  Katie lifts her head, looking up to my face. “I thought she died in the hospital.”

  I shake my head. “Nope, right here in this spot.”

  Katie pushes up from me. “Oh God, Pedro. I need a drink.”

  She runs off to the kitchen and I can hear her banging around bottles. I shake my head, listening to all the commotion. As I walk into the kitchen, I see Katie staring into a glass nervously chewing on her fingernails.

  She looks up at me. “Pedro, I think I made a mistake. I now understand why you did not want to be in that room or come near me on the bed. I am sorry, very sorry.”

  I step closer as I glance down at her naked breasts. “There is nothing to be sorry for, Katie. I really hope you do not feel like we are really a mistake.”

  She pours more alcohol into her glass. “Pedro, I really do like you. I have not felt like this before. You are so sweet and simple, but yet your life is so complicated. My head is telling me that I want you. I want you to be my first.”

  I shake my head. “No, Katie. I cannot do that. You must wait. Wait until you are married. It has to be special. To have the special bond and giving yourself to the one you really love is very magical. Please promise me that you will wait? You waited this long already.”

  She looks up at me and nods her head. “Yes, I can do that for you, Pedro.”

  I take a few more steps towards her, mesmerized by her eyes. I lean down and kiss her so gently. I pick her up and carry her back to my bed. I place her down as I move in next to her. I kiss her soft pink lips ever so gently. I move up, pushing myself up over her. I gently lay down on top of her, our skin touching. I continue exploring my tongue within her mouth. She lets out a small groan and squirms under my body. I shift off her and move to her side. I feel her hand reaching for mine. She takes my hand placing it on her breast. My excitement level increases with the feel of her soft skin under my palm. I move my hand allowing for my fingers to gently squeeze her nipple. She moans into our kiss. She runs her fingers through my hair, tugging at my head. I break our kiss, moving my head down to her breasts. I am dying to taste them to feel her nipple under my tongue. She arches her back giving me the access to her body. I place a few small kisses on her breast while I massage them with both my hands. I release her right breast as I stare down at her nipple. I lower me head taking her into my mouth. My tongue dances around her erect nipple then I gently bite down. She hisses out as she digs her nails into my shoulder. I keep kissing down her stomach as I reach the top of the black lace panties. I bite at the top of the panties and she lets out a moan. I move my hand between her legs touching the outside of her panties. I feel how extremely wet she is. I nuzzle my nose to the lace, breathing in her sweet scent. I lift my head to look up at her. I speak so low, asking for permission, “Katie, can I taste you?”

  She bites down on her bottom lips before she answers. “Yes, please, Pedro.”

  I smile, looking into her hooded eyes as she stares down at me. I got overexcited and ripped her panties from her body. As I did so, she let out a small cry. I peck a few small kisses around her nether lips. She moans out again grabbing a fistful of my hair. She moves her knee up, granting me access to her wetness. I glance up at her face to see her eyes begging me to begin. I slowly use my finger to wipe away some of her juices. I place my finger in my mouth tasting her sweetness. She moans aching for me. I touch her again with my finger feeling her soft skin. I lean into her legs, my tongue to coursing over her. She screams out, pulling my hair. I move my tongue over her sensitive skin as she continues to moan. A few more flicks of my tongue and I can feel her shuddering. She moans wildly as she pulls my hair again. She is pawing at my shoulder digging her nails into me skin.

  “Pedro, get up here. I want to kiss your lips.”

  She pulls me up to her, deeply kissing me when I feel her hand on my cock. She pulls the head of my penis to her clit.

  I jump back. “Katie, No!”

  She stares up at me. “That is not what I am doing, Pedro. Please trust me.”

  I nod as she pulls me back onto her. She is rotating her hips as she rubs herself on my cock. She kisses me deeply, moaning into my mouth. I feel her shuddering again as she tenderly bites down on my lip. She pulls her mouth away and I can see her lips trembling. She keeps moving as I stare down into her eyes. She turns her head returning the stare. I feel her tiny hand on my ass as she squeezes, never breaking the stare. She thrusts faster as her breathing increases again. She digs her fingernails in to my ass. I growl now feeling my release. I orgasm all over her pussy and I pump out a few more squirts on her stomach. I crash down to her side, my breathing labored. She turns her head to the side, looking at my face. She smiles and pecks a kiss to my lips.

  “Pedro, you are so fucking hot.”

  I scowl at her. “Katie, why do you always have to swear?”

  She laughs. “We just explored each other, orgasmed repeatedly and you are worried about my language?”

  My mouth popped open really wide. “Oh my God, Katie. I have to clean you off. You can get pregnant.”

  She starts laughing, pointing to a scar on her arm, “No, I can’t. I have ten year birth control in my arm. I got it right when I started at Harvard. I was afraid one of those smart sweet talking men would get in my pants. I did not want to become pregnant like my mom did at a young age.”

  I look at her confused as I wipe her down. “You were planning on having sex at school?”

  She laughs. “Yes, but you convinced me otherwise now. It is better to wait and I can have just as much fun like this.”

  I shake my head into my pillow. �
�You are a nut job, Katie. Well, I am glad I can’t get you pregnant. I would not want you to die.”

  She lowers her eyebrows. “Why would I die, Pedro?”

  I run my finger over her stomach. “Because I am cursed. My mother died giving birth to me and I was supposed to be alone then. Then Cyntia died giving birth to Ramón. I am not meant to be loved.”

  She starts laughing. “Pedro, I think you are the nut job. You are not cursed. Just bad coincidence. Now shut up and go to sleep.”

  She rolls over to her side, putting her arm around me as she snuggles into me. I trace patterns on her back, trying to remember if I held Cyntia like this. I couldn’t recall a time. It was like Katie clogged up my memories of Cyntia. I turn my head and kiss Katie’s forehead one last time before I fall asleep.

  I roll over and cover my head with my pillow, trying to drown out the banging. I hear Katie groan as she rolls in to my back. I push up off the bed to see who is banging at the door. I pull on my soiled boxer shorts and run for the front door. I open the door seeing Olivia standing in front of me.

  Her eyes make her way down my body, then she stares up at me as she whispers. “Pedro, you didn’t?”

  I shake my head. “No, Olivia.”

  Katie runs up behind me, stepping past me with a towel wrapped around her. Olivia’s eye bulge at the sight of her.

  Katie nudges me. “Pedro, it is okay. Mommy, I am an adult. You know that. Pedro and I were just having some fun.”

  Olivia shakes her head. “Katie, I am not sure about this. Your father is going to kill me.”

  Katie laughs. “No, he will never know. Plus, it is not like we had intercourse. We are just messing around.”

  Olivia looks up at me. “Pedro, I sure hope you feel the same way. Just messing around and all.”

  All I can do is nod.

  “Mommy, Pedro understands that I am going back to school. He gets it.”

  Olivia shakes her head. “Katie, I can see it already on his face. He is going to be devastated when you return home. Your father is going to kill me. You were on my watch.”

  Katie’s face turns red. “Mom, Pedro is not the first man I made out with. There has been many. I am still a virgin, Mom. I like to have some fun, you know. Daddy is far from here and he will never know. Also, I do not give a shit if he does find out. Daddy does not control me like he did you. If he does come after you, Parker, Pedro and his brothers will protect you. Mommy, you need to move on and be happy. Parker likes you very much. Just give him a chance.”

  Olivia’s eyes shift down and I can see the pain in her face.

  Katie sees it too. “Mommy, listen to me. Daddy is not sitting around all lonely like you are. He is out with his hockey buddies and it is only a matter of time before he meets someone unless he already has. Please stop. You have yummy Parker drooling over you. Right, Pedro?” Katie stares up at me waiting for me to answer.

  I nod my head. “Yes, Parker has liked you the moment he saw you Olivia.”

  Olivia stares up at me, shaking her head.

  Katie touches her mother’s shoulder. “Move on, Mommy, please.”

  Olivia steps back. “I will leave you two now. I have to get to work and please do not forget about Noelia at the house Katie.” Olivia turns away walking back to her truck. I close the door, thinking about what Olivia just said about Katie breaking my heart. I know she is right, but I will love her while she is here.

  Katie turns to me. “That went well.”

  I shake my head. “It is evident she is hurting Katie. She loves your father. It is written all over her.” She looks up at me. “She needs to move on. Just like how you finally realized. She better not wait around for years like you did. She is not getting any younger.”

  I glare at Katie. “That is very harsh.”

  She drops her towel. “Come play with me, Pedro, then you have to drive me to a phone signal again.”

  I follow her into the bedroom ready for her once again.

  CHAPTER 6

  I drive Katie up the hillside so she can make another phone call. I glance over at her and she is nervously biting her fingernails.

  “Katie, what is wrong?”

  She looks over at me. “I am calling my father. This has to end once and for all. She needs to be free from him.”

  I tilt my head. “Okay. If you think so.”

  She waves her hand for me to stop the truck. I turn off the truck watching her look at her phone.

  She looks over at me. “I have three missed calls and two voicemails.”

  She plays her voicemail out loud on the phone’s speaker. I hear a man’s deep calm voice, “Katie, honey, it is Grandpa. Please call me right away. I want to talk to you about what you said to your father. He is raging mad. Please call me and also have your mother call me. I am worried, Katie.” The phone beeps then the second voicemail plays, “Katie, it is Daddy. Please tell me where your mother is. This is not fair to me. I know you want to hurt me. I get it, but please I want to talk to her. Please, Katie, call me back.”

  She stares forward looking ahead. “Time to get this over with.”

  I nod. “He sounds really upset, Katie.”

  She dials her phone and places it to her ear. “Hi, Daddy. Yes, I understand that. But she doesn’t love you anymore.”

  In shock by what Katie just said I blurt out, “Katie, that is not right.”

  She puts up her hand to silence me as she pulls the phone away from her ear. I hear him yelling into the phone, “Katie, who is that? Is that him? Katie, what the fuck is going on down there?”

  She pulls the phone back to her ear. “Are you finished? Listen to me, no it is not him. I am hanging out and there are guys around. Stop, I will let whoever I want to touch me. You do not control me like you had Mommy. You were fucking rotten to her for years. Daddy, please just let her go and be happy with someone who loves her. I know you love her, Daddy, but you hurt her too. Odd way of showing your love. No, she is not here. Yes, she is with him. When you pick Noelia and I up from the airport on Saturday. I will give you the mailing address to the school that she works at for you to send her records. No, it is not a good idea for you to come down here. It will only hurt you, Daddy. I understand, fine. When I come home. No, not now. Because I am having fun with Mommy, and I do not want you to ruin it for me. When I get home, I think you can hold out for a few more days. Listen to me, Daddy. Mommy has many new friends here. If you dare hurt her in any way, they will hurt you. They care about her very much. Yes, I am threatening you because I can’t sit by and watch you belittle her anymore. Just let her go, please. Move on, Daddy, she has. I know, I know. Saturday, I promise. Bye, I love you too.” She hangs up the phone.

  I look at her in shock. “You are horrible, Katie.”

  She turns to look at me. “I think he was crying.” She pauses, breathing in deeply. “Pedro, listen to me, and you cannot say anything to anyone. When I get back home, I have to give him the address. He has very important paperwork that she must sign immediately. Mommy wiped out her bank account when she left. He wants to stop her from accessing anything else. I think he may be getting ready to file for divorce. This is good. Anyway, he has to come down for the day to have her sign the paperwork. Please, promise me that you and your brothers will protect her from him. Just watch that he does not touch her.”

  I shake my head. “I will make sure Olivia is safe.”

  She smiles. “Good! I will come down next break and see you.”

  I grin. “When is that, Katie?”

  She looks at her phone again. “End of May until end of June. I have summer classes. I will see if my mom will let me stay for a month.”

  I smile as I lean over to start the truck. I keep thinking about the wedge she is driving between her parents. I have to trust her since she is adamant that they are better apart. She wants the abusiveness to stop. I have to say though, I was very taken back when I heard the way she spoke to her parents. I would never speak to my parents in that manner ever
. I am just happy that she wants to see me on her break from school. I can wait for her. I have waited this long to meet someone else, and here she finally is, all for me. I pull up to her mother’s house.

  My eyes dart to hers. “Can I come in for a minute? I would love to see the old house. It was my grandmother’s house before she got married to my grandfather.”

  She raises her eyebrows. “Yea, I guess so.”

  I follow her into the house to see Noelia sunbathing topless on the deck. Noelia waves at us not even covering up.

  She yells out to Katie, “Did you lose it?” Katie smiles back at her. “Nope, he wouldn’t do it.” Noelia shakes her head in disgust.

  I scowl down at Katie. “What Katie?”

  She laughs. “Calm down, Pedro. I told you last night how much I wanted you to be my first. I wanted a sexy strong man to love me the right way. I thought it would be you. Then what you said about waiting made complete sense to me.”

  I walk to the kitchen. “I love being here. I miss my grandma so much. She was a rich woman that got our farms moving in the right direction. She was so smart.”

  She shrugs. “My mother seems to love the house. My father would most likely throw up if he was here.”

  I look back over at her. “Why?”

  She laughs. “He is high maintenance. He would gag when my mother went hunting. He would never let Briar go with her either. He is against it.”

  My eyes open wide. “Your mother hunts? That is impressive of her. So my grandma was a nurse. She was from Scotland. She had amazing spiral curly auburn hair. I used to tug on it when I was a boy. I loved her. My brothers and I were given the gift of her green eyes.”

  Katie raises her eyebrows. “So you are mixed, Pedro?”

  I nod. “Yes, I am. My mother too was not from here. She was from Holland. She too was a school teacher who met my father.”

  She laughs. “So, how is your Spanish, Pedro? Your English is perfect but I wish you had more of an accent like Lasaro. When he speaks in the deep tone in Spanish, it sounds so sexy.”