Flight: New and Selected Poems

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by Linda Bierds

of course, just flight and its watery echo, red

  over red, over red, as far as the eye could see.

  Matins: Gregor Mendel and the Bees

  Slowed by smoke, they slump

  from the hive,

  benign from the hive they slump,

  Father of thorax and wing,

  Father of light, they light

  on my arm, make light

  of my arm, tapering, golden,

  Father of darkness receding,

  they make from my arm

  a candle, a flame, they candle

  my arm with backcast

  light, affixing the self

  to the shell.

  Prodigy

  Lovely, he thinks, stepping off from the shoreline,

  how the pond erases his shadow

  in equal proportion

  to the body its water accepts. Until, as shadow,

  he is nothing, just head and an upraised arm—

  while, pale in the pond, he is Benjamin Franklin,

  a child with a kite on a string.

  And now he is cargo, drawn by the wind,

  as pond water slaps

  and the kite’s red gills billow. Such pleasure,

  shoulders to toes, all

  down the slim, cirrus shape of his body,

  to be pulled by the wind, half fish, half bird,

  while horse carts clack down the Boston streets, deep

  in their own progress, and shadows

  slip westward, and the long fingers of tallow,

  pale in his father’s shop, dip and thicken and dip.

  Blue day. On the salt marsh hills, other boys play out

  their landlocked strings, crisscrossing

  the grasses, heavy as pendulums. Only one,

  young Franklin, floats with his kite,

  weightless and tethered in equal proportion.

  White-knuckled, good-natured, he would wave

  if he could. But he is a staple

  binding the elements. White knot

  at the end of a stitch. And lovely, he thinks, to be

  both the knot and the stitch. That

  is the secret, isn’t it? To be, at once,

  all body, all soul. That is the key.

  Gregor Mendel in the Garden

  Black-robed on the green hillside,

  he seems less shape than space—Abbot Napp—

  a gap in a flock of April lambs.

  Then wind opens his wide sleeves and the flock

  scatters—his little ones, his progeny, bred, crossbred.

  In this first morning light, I am turning

  the garden, kneeling and rising, my apron flapping

  its own dark wing. Such a daybreak of drops

  and ascensions!—winter on the pebble, sunlight

  on the nape, and the black soil swallowing

  my pea seeds, like beads through a crow’s gullet.

  With grace and patience, the Abbot

  would cancel in his scattered lambs

  the parasites, the strucks and toxin shards

  that yearly fell them. But life’s eluded him

  and so he breeds for beauty: a triple crimp in wool,

  a certain glint in lanolin. And the spiral horn—

  that curling cornucopia—corrugated, green-cast,

  shaped, he says, by repetition’s needs.

  (Not unlike your pea pods, Gregor.)

  Beautiful, he tells me, those circling, dusty pleats.

  And if only he could breed there some brief

  continuation. Another swirl, he says, another turn

  on matter’s slender axis. Another rise—Gregor—

  another dip. Before the ripping tip.

  Tulips, Some Said

  When Abraham Ortelius fell in love with the world,

  sometime in the autumn of 1560, and vowed to map

  its grand expanse, its seas and serrated coastlines,

  that the mind might hold, as it does an onion,

  “the weighty, layered wholeness of it,”

  a tulip was launched, from Constantinople’s limpid port

  toward the deep-water docks of Antwerp.

  Still tucked in its fleshy bulb, it rode

  with a dozen others, rising and falling

  near the textile crates, as the ship slowly crossed

  the southern sun, past Athens and Napoli, Elba, Marseille.

  This is the world, Ortelius said, holding up to his friend,

  Pieter Bruegel, a flattened, parchment, two-lobed heart.

  And this, Bruegel answered, paint still damp

  on his landscape of games, each with its broad-backed child.

  It was an autumn of chatter and doubt, wonder

  and grief and a quick indignation, sharp as linseed.

  Slowly the ship tracked the Spanish coast, rising

  and falling as the rains began, and the olives darkened,

  and red-tunicked soldiers, increasing their numbers,

  rode north toward Flanders. When the bulb

  of a tulip is parted—its casing is also a tunic—

  it reveals to the eye the whole of itself, all it will need,

  like a zygote cell, to enter its own completion:

  roots and pulp and, deep at the center,

  leaves and a coil of bud.

  That is the world, said Pieter. And that, said Abraham,

  each beholding the other’s expanse: on a single plane,

  the oblong, passive hemispheres and, as if caught

  by a closer eye, stocky, broad-backed, hive-strewn shapes,

  alit in their grave felicity.

  Mistaken for an onion, the bulb was roasted

  near the Antwerp docks, then eaten with oil and vinegar.

  Still new to the region, the others were buried in soil.

  In Abraham’s early folios, South America blooms

  from its western shore, articulating a shape

  that has yet to appear, while in Bruegel’s dark painting,

  a child on a hobbyhorse whips a flank of air.

  Neither man lived to see, in 1650, at Nuremberg’s

  Peace Fair and Jamboree, fifteen hundred boys

  on their wooden horses, fifteen hundred beribboned manes.

  Watched from the highest balconies, they filled the square

  like tulips, some said. Like soldiers, said others.

  Although none could be seen completely. At last, all agreed,

  they gave to the square a muted, ghostly atmosphere,

  like the moods in medieval tapestries

  that hold in quiet harmony violence and a trellised rose—

  although the sun that day was bright, all agreed,

  and the wind splendid and clear, as it carried

  the taps of those wooden hooves, and lifted

  the ribbons this way and that, this way and that,

  until night, like the earth, covered them.

  Stroke

  To stroke from stone the hovering bee—

  to release from marble its white thorax—the hand

  must turn back on itself, palm up, fingers curved,

  with the gesture of skipping stones over water.

  And to sculpt the wings, the hand must arc downward,

  fingers stiff, with the gesture of rubbing grief

  from the brow. And so, Gianlorenzo Bernini learned,

  carving bees for the Pope’s family shield, for the churches

  and Roman fountains: palm up

  in the workshop, palm up in the world; fingers stiff

  on the chisel and brow; hand curved to the hammer,

  hand curved to the wine glass; palms pressed

  for the wafer, palm up for the thorax, the coin,

  for the quick rains that washed from his skin

  the decades of white dust.

  To free Saint Teresa to her ecstasy, or Daphne

  to her leafed future, the hand must know first

  the promise of wax. Or grap
hite. Or the tepid flesh

  of clay. The hand must know first

  the model. These are the angles, Bernini said,

  for the animate, human form: acute, obtuse,

  salient, reentering. Hour by passing hour,

  his room filled with stone chips and ciphers,

  the metallic scent of mathematics. Now and then,

  a brief snow tempered his marble horses.

  Now and then, migraine headaches made lace

  of his world. These are the compasses, slipped

  from their soft pouches. And these, the reflex angles

  of their pivoting leg, when the hand, circling,

  turns back on itself.

  To curry from stone the texture of silk, or feathers,

  or the fluid parchment of bee wings, the hand

  must pursue the source, must open to fullness

  the brief wing, or the downward slope

  of the lover’s robe, so that stone might turn back

  on itself, might climb through the strata of bedrock

  and centuries to echo the living—just as the living

  climb down into stone. These are the hand strokes,

  Bernini said: frontal, alee, emergent, reentering.

  For the climbing, shapes to their shaped reversals—

  as, two days from his death, shapes would climb

  through his right arm, through the long wick of his nerves:

  little sparks, little Janus flames, lighting their own

  departure. Then a thrum, he said. All through the flesh

  that thrum. Bees. White bees.

  Gregor Mendel and the Calico Caps

  With tweezers light as a pigeon’s beak,

  I have clipped from each stamen a pollen-filled anther:

  hour by hour, three hundred tiny beads, dropped

  in my robe’s deep pocket, their yellow snuff

  sealing the seam lines. And thus,

  I emasculate peas that would sire themselves.

  Heresy, some say,

  to peel back the petal, sever the anther, stroke

  to the open blossom—with the sweep of a pollen-tipped

  paintbrush—another blossom’s heritage.

  Heresy, to mingle seed

  fixed in the swirl of the world’s first week.

  Rest, now.

  The bird-beak tweezers mute on my lap.

  In France, where orchards yield to upswept Alps,

  they have tied to the legs of pigeons

  parchment memoranda—silk threads

  encircling the flaccid skin, and a burl of words

  that lifts between neighboring rooftops.

  Twofold, I believe,

  the gift of those gliding wings:

  for the mind, script,

  for the soul, the sluiced shape of the thermals,

  at last made visible to the upturned eye …

  My fingers are weary. Snuff in the seam lines.

  To ward off the breeze and the bee,

  I have tied to each blossom a calico cap. Three hundred

  calico caps. From afar in this late-day light,

  they nod like parishioners in an open field,

  murmuring, stumbling slightly through the green expanse,

  as I, in my labors, am stumbling. And all of them

  spaced, it appears, on the widening arc

  of some grand design. Blossom and cap in some

  grand design. Vessel and motion and the tinted threads.

  Heresy? Have I not been placed on that widening path?

  Am I not, in my calling, among them?

  DNA

  At hand: the rounded shapes, cloud white, the scissors, sharp,

  two dozen toothpick pegs, a vial of amber glue.

  It’s February, Cambridge, 1953,

  and he’s at play, James Watson: the cardboard shapes,

  two dozen toothpick pegs, a vial of amber glue.

  White hexagons, pentagons, peg-pierced at the corners—

  he’s at play, James Watson, turning cardboard shapes

  this way, that. And where is the star-shot elegance

  when hexagons, pentagons, peg-pierced at the corners,

  slip into their pliant, spiral-flung alignments?

  Where is that star-shot elegance? This way? That?

  He slips together lines of slender pegs that quickly

  split in two. (Pliant, spiral-flung, one line meant

  solitude. But one to one? Pristine redundancy.)

  He slips. Together, lines of slender pegs quickly

  conjugate. White hexagons, white pentagons:

  not solitude but—one, two, one—pristine redundancy.

  So close the spiral shape, now. Salt and sugar atoms

  congregate: white hexagons, white pentagons.

  So close the bud, the egg, the laboratory lamb,

  the salt and sugar atoms’ spiral shape. So close—

  it’s February, Cambridge, 1953—

  the blossom, egg, the salutary lamb. So close

  at hand, the rounded shapes—cloud white—the scissors—sharp.

  Questions of Replication: The Brittle-Star

  Why now, under seven fathoms of sea,

  with sunlight just a sheen on its carapace

  and someone’s dark paddle stroking above?

  Why, at this moment, does it lift from the reef

  its serrated jaws, its four, undulant,

  tendril arms—the fifth atomized

  by a predator’s nudge—to begin

  the body’s slow unbuckling? Near the reef,

  a kick-dust of plankton hovers. And eelgrass.

  And far down the sea floor, the true starfish

  in their dank, illegible constellations.

  What salt-rich analgesic allows

  this self-division, as the disc parts

  and tendril arms, each with a thousand

  calcite eyes, sway into slender helixes?

  Half disc and half disc. Limb pair; limb pair.

  Two thousand eyes; two thousand crystal eyes—

  that must notice now the emergent other,

  aslant but familiar, slowly swimming away:

  its butterflied, genetic list, its tendency

  toward luminescence. Limb over limb,

  where is it headed? And when will its absence

  echo, adrift in the sea’s new weight?

  Half shape; half shape—how far will it stroke

  before loss, like daylight, lessens,

  and the one that remains twines its optic arms

  to look to the self for completion?

  Redux

  They darken. In the ponds and springs near Stuttgart,

  the oblong newt eggs swell and darken, cells

  and their daughters, afloat in a cytoplasmic bath,

  splitting, re-splitting, until, swollen to fullness,

  they stroke through the brimming world.

  Milkweed, the scientist, Hans Spemann, thinks,

  then peers through a microscope’s steady beam

  to a shoal of landlocked seeds.

  At his back, his newborn stirs in a wicker pram.

  And because there is nothing softer at hand

  Spemann saws through a two-celled newt egg

  with a length of the infant’s hair,

  the plump globe opening slowly, and the matter inside

  already building its new borders.

  Two, then. Two lives. And how many sires—

  Hans Spemann thinks—and how many heirs?

  If only the path were brighter, and the lens

  finer. If only the hand were surer

  and the blade sharper, and firmer,

  and without the glint of time …

  Desires

  In autumn, 1879, on a day like today,

  the physicist, Charles Vernon Boys,

  touched to a spider’s quiet web a silver tuning fork,

  its long A swimming a warp line, up and up.
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  The hour’s the same, the hemisphere,

  and so the sunlight must have banked at this degree

  across his buttoned sleeve, and the steady A

  stroked a morning’s molecules

  much like these—although the note I hear

  is organ-cast, cathedral-bound, and the sleeve

  this sunlight banks across

  drapes in tempera from a saint’s clasped hands.

  Godless in this god-filled room, I’m drawn less

  to the saint’s sacrificial fate than to the way

  like instruments vibrate sympathetically,

  or how this painter’s ratio of bone to powdered umber

  precisely captures a dove’s blunt beak. I’m drawn

  to his abidingness, the hands that slowly milked

  egg white from its yolk, and ground the madder root,

  and shaved the gold, and sealed it all

  in a varnish skin (although the skin’s a web now,

  shot through with cracks).

  Perhaps he whistled, low in his teeth,

  a tuneless breath that dried the saint’s wet eye to matte.

  Perhaps he scraped the iris back, and built

  the ground, and scraped again, to make the light

  interior (then varnished it, to make the light eternal).

  Propped on a garden bench, a C-fork buzzed, Boys said,

  whenever the A was struck. And the spider whirled.

  Then down a warp line, desire’s leggy shadow

  rushed—and rushed—scraping its beak

  on the silver mass, silking the tines,

  convinced until the last, Boys said,

  all that hummed was food.

  Nineteen Thirty-four

  Radiant, in the Paris sun, the clustered chairs

  and canopies, the clustered leaves, one and one

  and one—and down the boulevard, the circus tent

  in a blowsy park, the Hospital, boulangeries,

  the Institute where Curie turns, then takes

  in her blackened, slender fingers a finger-shaped

  tube of radiation. And the blue Atlantic, radiant,

  the American shore, the gold-flecked palette

  Paul Cadmus lifts. It is a midday and sundown

  in March. He will paint on the flank of an acrobat

  a gilded skin. She will stroke down the test tube

  a ticking wand. There is sunlight on their sleeves,

  as the equinox shifts and the pale-bricked house

  of Physics throws open its smallest doors. Radiant,

  the boulevards and shorelines, the peat fields, polders,

  steeple tops, the Appalachians, Pyrenees,

  the river-etched terraces of Warsaw.

  And the circus tent with its acrobats, stern-faced

  and gilded, circling the ring on their parallel horses.

  Radiant, their sudden shape, like fission’s sudden

  pyramid: one on the shoulders of two, two

 

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