Beautiful Nightmare

by Johnna B

  “I’ll have what she’s having.” She leaned up against the bar, very interested in what Raven had to offer. Hell! Her cheap-ass date didn’t even have the decency to come buy her drink. She had never been with a woman before but was very curious, and what better way to break herself in than with the stallion standing before her?

  “Thanks,” Raven said as the waitress handed them their drinks. “So, what’s your name?” Raven asked, giving the girl a “I want to fuck all night long” look.

  “Toya. And yours?” she asked, returning the look.

  Raven got a little closer, cutting to the chase, ignoring her question. She didn’t know yet if she was going to keep her around. Raven didn’t really care to get into conversations. A woman knows in the first five minutes if they are going to leave with you or not, and her five minutes were up. If she wasn’t leaving with her tonight, then it was on to the next one.

  “You look bored. Why don’t we get out of here and have a little fun of our own?” Raven ran her index finger down the middle of her cleavage. She could see the reluctance in the young lady’s face, but she also saw the goose bumps form on her arms too.

  Toya looked around to see if her date was anywhere to be found. She had been gone for almost an hour, and he hadn’t even bothered to come check on her. She couldn’t believe that bastard still hadn’t come looking for her. He’s probably got some bitch sitting on his face, she thought to herself.

  “I’m cool with that.” She gave Raven a seductive smile. “Let me get my purse, and I’ll meet you back here in ten minutes. Is that cool?” She reached out and ran her hand lightly up and down Raven’s tie, pulling her in closer to her.

  Raven bent down to her five feet four frame and licked the side of her neck and watched her ass as she walked away.

  I might keep her around, Raven thought as she went to the dance floor till her victim/li’l tender came back. Her song, “Go Head” by Gucci Mane was vibrating through the whole club.

  “Shawty got a ass on her, I’ma put my hands on her, I’ma spend a couple grand on her, I’ma pop a rubber band on her,” she sang as she gyrated her hips, hypnotizing damn near half the club, including Kidd and his peoples.

  “Aye, I know what them moves mean. She trying to get fucked tonight, and you better snatch her up before I step in, Kidd.” Moochie was imagining her bent over, gripping her ankles, with her ass slapping up against his lower torso.

  While watching a little longer, Moochie realized that there was something about her that he couldn’t put his finger on. He didn’t know if it was good or bad. He was a little too tipsy to get a good vibe off of her. But he knew it was something, and, if he ever saw her again, it would come to him.

  “Don’t move too quick. That’s already got my name on it. Believe me.” He strolled over to Raven on the dance floor, stood behind her, and slowly wrapped his arms around her waist.

  Raven knew it was him before he got to her by the way his cologne invaded her personal space. The smell of his Dolce & Gabbana cologne mixed with his musk was an intoxicating chemistry, even for her.

  “So what’s your name, Miss Lady?” he whispered into her ear.

  “Raven,” she said with a swirl of her hips.

  “Raven. I like that.”

  “So you got tired of looking for the knock-off version of me and decided on the real thing?”

  She was now grinding her ass all over his crotch, liking what she felt. If only I . . . she thought. Liking what he was feeling, also, he held her a little tighter. She bent over and gave him a clear view of the Slippery When Wet sign on her lower back. Her pants were high waist in the front, but the back didn’t have a prayer in the world.

  “Is that right?”

  “Is what right?”

  “That sign on your back.”

  “Sure is . . .”

  “Umm-hmmm!” he smirked.

  “Well, I got to get going,” she said, noticing her new friend waiting for her. “It was nice meeting you. I’m sorry, what did you say your name was again?” She turned around to get another look at him.

  “Kidd. Where you going so soon? The night just started.”

  “I just came out to get a drink and to meet a friend. I have to go to work in the morning,” she lied as she backed away.

  “I thought you slept during the day.” He crossed his arms over his chest.

  “I do, but tomorrow I have some work to do. Besides, I’m a vegetarian. I don’t do meat, but, if I did, I wouldn’t hesitate to let you do whatever your little heart desired.”

  “Damn! It’s like that, huh?” he said, rubbing his chin.

  “In that order.”

  “Well, my bad, ma. I ain’t mean to disturb you. It was a pleasure meeting you, though.”

  “Oh no. The pleasure was all mine.” She walked away and waved her hand in the air, nodding her head toward the door, then a fine little honey walked up to her, and they walked out together.

  “Twice in one night? We got to get this shit on tape,” Skillet said, breaking Kidd from his concentration.

  “Hush, my confused pupil. Even the best lose, at least, once,” Kidd imitated Mr. Miyagi from The Karate Kid. “What a fuckin’ waste.” Kidd looked disappointed.

  “Damn! She ain’t shit ’cause she shitted on you? Don’t tell me you one of those ole sucka-ass niggas that curse a broad out ’cause she ain’t interested.” Moochie had his lips poked out, waiting for the reason of his brother’s sudden attitude change.

  “Don’t even play ya’self out like that, son. She a fuckin’ lesbo.”

  “Damn! You right! What a fuckin’ waste.” Moochie had to agree with his brother. She was super-hot but wasn’t giving a real man a chance to turn her shit inside out.

  “Right. My sentiments exactly.”

  * * *

  Raven lay on the bed, thinking about the fine, young tender that was trying to give her the business. She was trying to concentrate on what was taking place at the moment, but she couldn’t shake Kidd for some reason. If she did do dick, he would definitely be a candidate. She would have experimented with him, but his mind was on someone else when he approached her, and, if he wanted to be with Raven, his mind had to be on her and her alone. She looked down at the PYT doing her thing down there on her clit, about to bring on an explosive orgasm. Just thinking about it alone, she started to convulse.

  “Ooh shit! Do that shit, mami.” Raven was feeling really good at the moment.

  “You like that?” the girl said with a mouth full of pussy. She was trying her best to please Raven. She had never eaten pussy before, but she knew how she herself liked it.

  “Yeahhhh.” Raven felt as if she were riding on the stairway to heaven. “Come on up here. Let me taste it too.”

  The girl quickly obliged, putting her tongue into Raven’s mouth to let her taste her own juices. They shared a long, passionate kiss that caused the heat to go up to what felt like 100 degrees. They slowly switched places. Raven was now on top and slowly working her way down Toya’s body. She stopped at her caramel nipples and circled her tongue around one. Then, she rolled the other between her first finger and thumb. Raven’s kisses made shock waves flow through Toya’s entire body.

  Raven moved down to her love tunnel, slowly spreading her legs, admiring the jumping clit in front of her. She was able to see the juices oozing out and couldn’t wait to taste them. She stuck her tongue inside, and it instantly came in contact with Toya’s fluids, creating a slimy string attached to her tongue. Raven smiled and placed a wet kiss on Toya’s pussy lips, then devoured the kitty. Toya tried to run away, but Raven had a tight grip on her thighs, making it hard for her to move anywhere. She thought for sure she was going to have a heart attack if Raven didn’t stop soon. She could feel her heart about to beat out of her chest and her muscles slowly getting stiff when, all of sudden, a feeling came over her that she had never felt before. She had come so hard that every muscle in her body went stiff as a board as shock waves went deep into her s
oul.

  “Let’s do something kinky,” Raven said as she finally let go of her clit. Toya didn’t think she was going to be able to take any more. She had never been to the heights that Raven was taking her to, and she could see herself cozying up real close to Raven. She had always had problems with the men in her life. Maybe she was supposed to be with women all along. Raven pulled out her sex kit. This one was a little different. It contained four pairs of furry handcuffs, two whips, some Ben Wa balls, a big black ten-inch strap-on dildo . . . and a noose.

  Raven dove, face-first, in between her legs and sucked the girl’s clit into her mouth, taking another taste.

  “Ooooh shit!” Toya could barely contain herself, and Raven had barely even gotten started yet. Raven turned her on her stomach and cuffed her arms and legs to the bedpost.

  “You’re going to love this.” She pulled at the girl’s hips so that she was slightly on her knees and her ass was tooted up in the air. She stuck her face all the way in the immense ass before her and started eating her pussy from the back. Considering what she was about to do to the girl, she figured that she may as well send her off with a bang, but she was still undecided about what she was about to do.

  “Ooh! That feels . . . sooooo . . . good. I’m about to come,” Toya panted hard, anticipating the explosion that was sure to follow. She wasn’t able to believe that this woman was taking her to heaven and back again. The tingling sensation flowing through her hot box was about to make her brain explode.

  Raven made her tongue move even faster, knowing that she was on her way to an orgasm. Shaking and squirming all over the bed, Toya couldn’t seem to control her body. Raven sat up, rubbing on Toya’s ass, admiring it for the beautiful piece of art that it was. It looked like a perfect-shaped Georgia peach. Raven strapped on her dildo, softly rubbing it up and down her wet slit, coating the artificial dick with her love nectar. Then, she slowly inserted it into Toya, and she screamed with pure delight.

  “Ooh yeah! Shit! That feels good,” she said as she started working her hips, throwing that ass back at Raven.

  “How do you want it?” Raven asked, gripping her ass firmly and spreading her cheeks apart.

  “Hard, baby, hard.” She was gripping the sheets and losing her mind, feeling another orgasm on the rise.

  “That’s what I’m talking about.”

  Raven pumped hard as she pulled out the noose, getting it prepared to do some work. Being that the girl was on her stomach, she couldn’t see what Raven was doing. Hell, by now, Raven probably could hog-tie her, get up in her dookie shoot, and make her suck the dildo afterward if she wanted to. Raven was giving her the one-two punch, and she didn’t want her to let up.

  Raven’s sex skills always got her what she wanted. That was her lure to get her victims comfortable and relaxed. She lay the noose back down, wanting to see the girl’s face once more before she started squeezing the life out of her. So Raven removed the cuffs, turned her on her back, and put the cuffs back on her wrists, pulling her legs all the way back so that her ankles were cuffed to her wrists.

  “Damn! Ain’t nobody ever done me like this before,” Toya exclaimed in pure bliss.

  “Well, you know it’s my duty to please that booty,” Raven said, mocking Samuel L. Jackson in the movie Shaft as she went down on the girl once again. The need to taste her again took over her. The girl had some good pussy. It was such a shame that she’d met Toya on the night she needed a fix.

  Now it was time to start the show. She eased the dildo back in and started to pump slowly, watching the girl’s facial expressions. Raven was fighting everything in her not to do what she was about to do. But she needed a fix in the worst way. Still fighting within herself, she picked up the noose and put it back down, like four times, before deciding that it had to be done.

  “Close your eyes.”

  Because she did as she was told, Toya didn’t see the noose. But her eyes popped out of her head when she felt something slide around her neck. She started bucking and moving, trying to get away. This only turned Raven on more. She was fucking her like she could feel how tight the pussy really was when it constricted around the fake penis she wore. Raven, feeling a major orgasmic energy surging through her body, started pulling the noose tighter. The sight of the girl’s contorted face brought on this blissful feeling that she had been longing for. She opened her eyes to see the girl with tears on her face. She had gotten so weak that she couldn’t move anymore. Raven hurriedly removed the noose, and Toya took a long, deep breath. That was longest thirty seconds of her young life.

  “I’m sorry. I just got carried away,” Raven said, uncuff-ing her arms. Raven looked her in the eyes and could see the fear of God registered there. She didn’t like to be looked at that way. That was why she was usually not around when they woke up, and, half the time, they didn’t wake up. For some reason, though, she couldn’t cause too much harm to this girl with the angelic face. She actually wanted to keep her around, but, by the way Toya was looking, she was going to run out of there as if her ass was on fire. Raven couldn’t explain what she was feeling, but there was a sense of softness to it. Raven wasn’t convinced that she’d liked it yet. At the end of the night, all she really wanted was mind-blowing sex and earth-shattering orgasms, which she had gotten.

  “No, it’s okay. I’ve never experienced anything like that before,” she said, rubbing the burns that were forming on her neck. At that point, she would say anything to get out of there alive.

  Raven had gone completely left field on her. It was confusing because she liked it rough, but that was a bit much, even for her.

  “Okay.” Raven rose up off the bed as Toya sat there, staring at her in awe. Raven didn’t know why she was looking at her like that. She also didn’t know why this girl was still breathing. Was she gaining control over her anger and addiction . . . or was something else interfering?

  Chapter 5

  Notebook

  It had been two weeks, and Valencia still found herself thinking about Kidd constantly. His smile was like a warm breeze against her skin. His hands were so soft. She could imagine him running his hands all over her body. She wanted to take his lips home with her and put them on her pillow, they looked so supple and luscious. But she was well aware that they could never be together. She longed for love, to be loved, but even when she saw couples holding hands, walking down the street, or watched the movies where women got their men in the end, she knew that a fairy-tale ending was not her future. Then, there were the songs that portrayed love to be this wonderful thing that she knew nothing about, but so desperately wanted—no—needed—in her life. But her life’s situation wouldn’t let her. She belonged to someone else who had a death grip on her life. All she did was work. Occasionally, she allowed herself to get out and shop a little. Shit! Somebody had to make the money, and the lazy muthafucka she was tied to wasn’t fit to do shit but spend money like it grew on trees. So she had to get her ass out of the house and get shit popping.

  “What you thinking about over there? You looking quite pensive. What’s the song?” Sena asked, sneaking up behind Valencia.

  Valencia sighed. “Chrisette Michele’s, ‘Notebook.’”

  This song fit her to a tee. She found herself scribbling Kidd’s name all over paper with little hearts everywhere. She really wanted to be with Kidd, at least see him, if only for a moment, but knew it couldn’t be.

  “And inquiring minds would like to know where that song came from?” Sena asked, already knowing the answer. Valencia was looking all dreamy eyed.

  “I don’t know. It’s just a song that popped in my head. Ain’t that what the game is about?” she said while fidgeting with the pens on her desk. Valencia couldn’t hide her feelings even if she wanted to. Kidd had really left an impression on her. The dreams she’d had were so X-rated and naughty that they turned her face red, just thinking about them. She tried to avoid eye contact because she knew if anybody could read her, it was Sena.

  “Ye
ah, this is true,” Sena chuckled. “It is about how you are feeling at the moment.” Sena walked around to sit on Valencia’s desk so she was face-to-face with her. “But it’s cool that we got secrets now. At least, you think we do.” Sena stared at her friend, waiting for a response. “You can keep quiet all you want, but remember, I know all, and I see all. You ready to do some mouth tricks for Mr. Brown Suga, ain’t cha?” She couldn’t help but laugh a little at her friend’s innocence. “Don’t answer. I told you I know already.”

  “Anyway, Miss Psychic Friends Network, what do you want?” Valencia was trying to change the subject to anything but the one at hand.

  “Shit! Trying to get something to eat. What you eating for lunch?”

  “I’m going down to Whole Foods,” Valencia said as she watched about three deliverymen walk in with all sorts of flowers. Each had one vase in both hands. They stopped at the desk Sena was supposed to be at, and the person helping them pointed to her office.

  “Oh yeah? Let me get some beef brisket. That stuff is the bomb.” Sena licked her lips in anticipation.

  “Huh?” Vee couldn’t focus as she watched about three more men walk into the building with more flowers. She could see roses and lilies of all colors—red, white, yellow, purple, and some were blue. How the person got those colors, she’d never know. This chick is lucky as hell whoever she is ... she thought.

  “Girl, are you paying me the least little bit of attention?” Sena followed Vee’s line of vision and could see Kidd walking through the door with more flowers in his hands, looking like something out of every girl’s fantasy. There seemed to be a light around him. His smile was so bright, it melted her panties. His strides were strong, sexy, confident, and even.