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by Albert Wendt


  Mao’s calligraphy

  is a wild flourish of defiance

  His brush had plotted the Long

  March across deserts

  of words and death to give flesh

  to a nation of bone Later

  in his old age he tried to make

  Revolution his people’s eternal bread

  and swam the Yangtze to hold back

  death his

  Nightflight

  The pen is my hand

  searching for Mao’s passionate calligraphy

  to unlock his tomb and

  China’s soul can be

  Nightflight The others sleep

  or watch the Blacklight heroes

  embrace and kiss (lightly —

  no grappling below

  the sacred navel!)

  (I’m dying

  for a piss but the toilets

  are chocka!)

  Nightflight

  Borges is

  dead

  Calvino is

  dead

  masters of the calligraphy

  of spells and magic

  Nightflight Zhou Enlai is

  dead spinner of cloth thread

  that bound his country’s

  visionary wounds

  baker of the meagre bread

  which fed the survivors

  of Mao’s senility

  Nightlight (One

  dunny’s free — I’ll dash

  for it!)

  Nightflight (A good piss is

  worth a thousand poems!)

  Again I live in walking

  this page

  On the floating screen

  our slim hero swears allegiance

  to the Red Flag (and his beloved —

  in that order)

  (3) Shadow Control

  Nightflight

  Blacklight QF93 roars

  on like the muffled anger

  of the Yangtze China is

  already memories fiction

  this pen my hand discovers

  Nightflight My hand is

  this pen shaping

  the Circle the Square

  of this page the path of

  my journey that for tonight

  will trace Heaven’s blessing and

  we won’t plunge into the abyss

  beyond gravity

  Nightflight

  This pen can’t contain Deng

  He won’t let me sleep this new Son of Heaven

  He’s the wizard

  of shadow control

  the Dragon obeys

  (4) Guilin

  Nightflight My head’s

  eyeballs as soggy

  as blotting paper threaten not

  to swivel to Guilin

  where the sleep-

  ing mountains are

  green dragons

  that shoulder the summer sky

  and legends of Deng’s quest

  for the American dollar

  mountains that

  float in mist like opium the Lijiang

  steers to the cicada’s singing

  in the evermoving present

  (5) Runaway

  Nightflight

  Runaway Train is running away

  on the screen

  The Chinese passengers are awake

  soaking up American mythologies: Jon Voight’s

  melodramatic escape in the snows

  of Alaska

  (6) Pagoda

  Nightflight In the Temple

  of Grace in Xi’an the Big Wild Goose Pagoda

  spirals up into Buddha’s dreaming

  Xuanzang the enduring pilgrim

  stored there the sutras he’d carried

  across the mountains

  and deserts from India

  Before the golden Buddha

  a priest strikes a gong

  every time a pilgrim drops alms

  into the donation chamber

  Incense weaves white

  wispy fingers to shape delicately

  your prayers in Heaven’s image

  We climb the precarious staircase

  in the footprints of

  the pilgrims of centuries

  We rest at every storey

  in the brick-arched doorways

  and the healing dreams of

  the city waft in

  to cool us

  We climb Buddha’s

  inventive meditation

  The city reels away away

  into haze and the atua

  Xuanzang fetched the scriptures

  of the heart

  from

  We float in Buddha’s

  balance between air/stone/fire

  and the sutra that

  doesn’t end

  Indefinite as question marks

  swallows wheel and dive around

  the Pagoda in protest against

  our flashing cameras that can’t

  catch their quickness

  Later in our descent

  we meet eyes in

  the corner darkness: an old priest

  in the brown fabric

  of eternity sits hunched

  over his walking stick

  His lips move

  His fingers count the beads

  of each silent word

  that holds the universe

  to its correct axis

  His lips move

  (7) Runaway Again

  Nightflight

  Runaway Train is a capitalist mish-

  mash of symbolic suffering

  and Hollywood stereotypes

  of evil wardens and heroic

  prisoners (Hope the icy

  tundra freezes off

  their symbols!)

  (8) The Army

  Nightflight My pen excavates

  Emperor Qin Shi Huangdi’s vigilant Army of 6000

  set up to protect his immortality

  (Sons of Heaven demand

  a nation’s blood

  to feed their vanity)

  The Army of Clay lives splendidly

  We in our thousands come to stare

  and marvel and marvel again

  (NO PHOTOS ALLOWED)

  The Army is

  We circle It The soldiers gaze

  ahead beyond us to the Emperor’s reawakening

  but we of the atua-are-dead brigade

  know Emperor Qin is really dead

  He was no Son of Heaven

  The soldiers are

  We circle their eyes

  their creators filled with bright

  alertness that shapes the future

  My skin bristles: Are we

  the barbarians they’re expecting?

  The whole precise band swinging

  into action: the kneeling archers

  firing ZZZITTT!

  But they live on

  in silent staring

  The Army is

  It is extending

  It is alert to the future unaware

  their Emperor is skeleton

  The Army is now

  art excavated from

  an Emperor’s madness

  to astound

  us

  It knows

  It knows the Emperor’s

  disease is and will be in us

  (NO PHOTOS ALLOWED)

  We’ll leave this

  domed pavilion

  and like Emperor Qin dissolve

  into summer that rages

  outside in the shadow

  of other Emperors

  with weaponries that’ll dissolve

  the present

  Watch Watch

  the soldier’s eyes

  Heed their wise gazing

  (9) White Death

  Nightflight

  The Train is

  hurtling to its white death

  beyond the blue tunnels

  Voight and his partner discover

  a woman on board

  (There’s
gotta be

  natural romance: you can’t

  have two macho convicts

  falling in love not in

  snow-white-clean Alaska or

  on a CAAC flight — gays

  ain’t welcome in the Party!)

  our plane too

  continues hurtling into night’s

  dying held up by the whims

  of atua (I don’t believe in)

  (10) Cicadas

  Nightflight In Guilin

  as we strolled the night

  by Banyan Tree Lake

  the cypresses opened their throats

  in cicada tongue and

  I thought of Samoa

  because there too

  the cicadas give voice

  to the darkness: their wave-

  upon-wave lament is

  the earth’s renewing sorrow

  (11) A Poem is

  Nightflight

  My hand is the pen

  that writes: A poem is

  It invents the poet

  who sings it (Jesus Voight’s

  booting his partner in

  the cowardly belly and testicles

  Boot boot boot!

  The civilised girl is

  screaming: Stop it Stop it You animal!

  Voight growls back: Ah’m

  Ah’m human Yeah human!

  (Christ stop this flight I wanna get

  off if this is the way

  our lives are scripted!)

  Nightflight A poem is

  about other poems

  Mao was invented by

  his poems which invented

  a nation through revolution

  The only poet to rule

  a billion poems

  Me/this/plane

  this page/those passengers are about

  other mes/other planes/other pages/other passengers

  in the many-world theory

  that now explains reality

  (Einstein couldn’t conceive

  of such poetic physics

  He remained part-Newtonian

  to his toenails to the end)

  (12) Forest

  Nightflight

  Imagine a forest of steles massive

  tablets of stone cut polished and

  calligraphed on since written

  language named us

  2000 in rows waiting

  in their stillness for your deciphering

  Then go to Xi’an

  to the Historical Museum and

  in the cool lanes of the Forest

  wander and dream

  Many of the steles ride

  stone turtles worn shiny smooth

  by the touch of seekers just like you

  Try unravelling

  their blood their carved flourishes

  and whispers

  Catch your reflection

  in the astute polish of

  their scrutiny

  Close your eyes

  run your fingers like someone

  blind over their faces

  and let them read you

  into flesh and

  the future

  (13) Poems as Aliens

  Nightflight I once knew

  a poet who snared poems

  in his broom cupboard

  like the cannibal nest in Aliens

  He needed to gloat

  and unkeyed his treasure:

  ZAP-ZAP-ZAP! the poems

  through their ferocious probosces

  leeched him dry to a parchment

  no ink could stick to

  (14) Watermelons

  Nightflight

  The snarling warden’s in a black

  helicopter firing down at

  the Train that’s snaking

  in and out

  of tunnels through mountains

  as heavy as drowning

  (By the way

  if you’re no watermelon addict

  don’t go to China in the summer —

  that’s the season of

  a billion melons that

  have to be eaten!)

  (15) Our Gift

  Nightflight Our gift is

  to be outside our blood

  at our choosing

  recording the pulse rate of our dying

  In Guilin

  a wretched man lies on

  the uncaring pavement laughing

  into his eyes like broken marbles

  I’ve seen him before in all

  the cities I’ve visited

  When did he fall from

  the sacred Circle into

  the Square that is our confinement?

  (16) Balance

  Nightflight

  QF93 continues

  to balance the night

  that is running backwards

  (I lost the helicopter warden

  duelling the Train ten minutes

  earlier But saintly Voight’s

  now poised as the Crucifixion

  on the ice-holy roof of the Train

  rocketing towards matyrdom

  It’s snowing lightly

  but forever as described

  by Joyce in The Dead)

  (17) A Talent

  Nightflight Jenny’s curled up

  beside me Is she constructing

  stairs into a slee

  she can enter? Hers is the talent

  to sleep whereve

  (18) Temple of Heaven

  Nightflight

  As a boy I’d wanted to be

  a tree skeleton branching

  into green sky legends

  and down into earth’s fertile

  tales of genesis

  When I met the Cypress of Nine Dragons

  in the Temple of Heaven I recognised

  the tree I’d searched

  to live as But I was now

  another creature unable

  to believe in dragons

  Nightflight Fast in the cool

  of the Cypress of Dragons and

  in your opium dreaming invent

  the sacrificial Altar of Heaven:

  three tiers of green and white marble circled

  by balustrades surfaced

  with stone slabs in multiples

  of Heaven’s number

  Pause Suck on

  the pipe that knows

  the secrets of illusion

  Out of your owl eyes fish

  the circular stone

  to heart the top platform

  Place it at the centre (Feel

  its breathing body under

  your fingers?)

  Pause Then in

  the mathematics of shamans construct

  concentric circles of 9/18/27 until

  the ninth of 81 slabs and

  the tapu is contained

  utterly

  Don’t be afraid Carry

  your offering of live bone

  to the stone heart of the Altar

  Stop Raise it to

  the Fire that created

  the cosmos speak softly

  Your prayer will echo

  from the balustrades

  (no one else will hear it)

  You are atua

  You are the offering

  (19) Boat

  Nightflight

  My reading light’s the only live eye

  in the cabin

  Moored to the jetty

  of the Lake of the Summer Palace

  is a boat (three massive

  storeys like a mausoleum)

  of marble that can’t sail:

  the entire navy the Empress promised

  the nation but turned a fortune

  of the people’s poverty

  into the peacock vanity

  of her Palace

  Magnificent in its uselessness

  the waters will always

  bear the boat’s

  bone-white reflection

  Art is

  but the Empress

&n
bsp; died

  (20) Blue Sky and O

  We dined with Blue Sky in Anhui

  trainer of acrobatic champions who

  in his shelter

  defeated gravity and

  somersaulted out of their skins

  into his wild blue

  daring

  Mr O the perfect

  Circle was our guide in Hefei

  I envied his completeness

  his refusal to be

  (21) The Wall

  Nightflight Walls

  imprison/protect/cut off/shield

  Walls hide/keep in secrets/keep

  out marauders

  Walls frame our seeing

  Walls don’t happen

  We grow them

  The Great Wall

  lives in us Emperor Qin conquered

  the six kingdoms and dragged

  the Wall across our fears to protect

  what he’d hoarded

  out of the killing

  Centuries later

  my grandmother constructed it

  across the geography of my dreaming

  and I yearned to see the truth

  of our defence against barbarians

  Nightflight

  It’s raining gently pinpricks on

  my skin as our car chases

  its reflection up Juyong Pass

  The peaks are crowned

  with the mist and cloud of

  my grandmother’s tales

  The hills display the lush flowers

  of her telling

  Suddenly

  It’s there the Wall a giant’s crooked finger directing us

  to infinity over the jagged ridges

  Then we’re at Badaling among

  other pilgrims come

  to measure their childhood wonder

  Nightflight Michel Foucault is

  dead Umberto Eco is

  alive conjurers of the vocabulary

  of decoding the illusion

  of language

  and living in history

  The Wall is

  no illusion It is more

  than history It is

  black granite rising

  to parapets as wide as

  six horses that dip/rise/buck

  dive/swerve left to right

  over a continent of mythology

  Nightflight

  Take the first step up one

  Then the second (The stone

  trembles beneath you)

 

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