“Thanks,” she managed to whisper. She picked up the packet and started to scoot from the bench. She needed to get out of there before she broke down.
Ritt caught her wrist before she rose, effectively stopping her escape. “That’s the new set. Craig said to be sure and have your attorney look them over before you sign.”
She shouldn’t have been so happy the papers didn’t carry both of their signatures. It left a little room for hope. But only a little.
She adjusted the strap of her handbag and gathered her gumption to walk away. Too bad her feet didn’t get the memo. “My mom called this morning.”
“Oh yeah?”
“I’m sorry I didn’t believe you.”
He shrugged. “It doesn’t matter.”
It did, but there was no sense arguing about it. “Okay then,” she said, lurching to her feet. “I guess I’ll be seein’ ya.”
He nodded.
She took two steps toward the door, feeling as if her entire being was shattering to bits. Why did love have to hurt so much?
“Shelby?”
She stopped, aware that every patron in the place was studying them with unveiled interest.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you. Not last night. Not ever.”
She nodded. “I know.” Then without another glance at his handsome face, she made her way out the door and out of Ritt’s life.
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry.
But the door handle was blurred as she reached for it. She fumbled with the unlock button on the key ring then tried again. As she finally managed to get the door open, the tears started to fall. She wiped them away with the back of one hand and tossed the manila folder onto the passenger’s seat.
It was done. She got what she had set out to get: Ritt’s signature on the divorce papers.
What would happen if she went back in there and told him she didn’t want the divorce any longer? That she loved him and wanted them to be together forever?
He’d probably laugh at her. Or worse, pity her.
Blindly, she shoved the key in the ignition then took a deep shuddering breath. She had to get control for the drive back to Ritt’s house. She should have thrown her bag in the car before she left the house, but she hadn’t known this morning that she would want to leave. That Ritt would finally sign the papers. Car started, tears in check, Shelby turned the rental toward Randall.
At least this way she could say goodbye to Kyle. She wouldn’t think about the fact that she wouldn’t see him or his brother again. A thought like that would start her tears anew.
She needed to remember all the incompatibilities between her and Ritt. She lived in California now. She had built a life for herself. Though her mother had continued to travel around, moving from the Golden State to Nevada and on to Seattle, Shelby had stayed put, nurtured roots, started a business. Her life was in California.
And Ritt’s life was in Texas. Just as she couldn’t leave the West Coast, she couldn’t ask him to leave his family…even his job at the bait shop. He was happy with his life, and she couldn’t expect him to give that up.
It was hopeless. She could see that now. Even if he had asked her to stay, what would she do? Move her entire business to Texas?
She pushed aside the little voice that whispered, why not? Kat had wanted to buy her out for years. Shelby supposed that she could move her operation to Texas. But Ritt had signed the divorce papers. He was setting her free. The fact that Randall didn’t have a bakery to speak of—unless she counted the donut shop—was a moot point; her husband didn’t want her anymore.
She swallowed a sob as she pulled the rental into the driveway. Kyle’s modified jeep sat next to another car. Ritt had a guest.
She put the car in park and turned off the engine. She had no idea when the next flight out of Amarillo would be, but it didn’t matter. She would camp out at the airport if need be. She wasn’t going to be hanging around when Ritt decided to come home.
She grabbed her purse and got out of the car as a blond woman came out of the house. Patty McCoy had gained a couple of pounds in the last few years, but Shelby would have known her anywhere.
Ritt’s mother met her halfway to the house, and Shelby braced herself for whatever was to come: contempt, anger, disappointment. Patty McCoy was nothing if not her son’s champion.
She opened her mouth to speak, but Shelby held up her hand to stay the words. “Don’t.” Her voice wavered, and she had to take a fortifying breath before continuing. “I came to get my stuff, then I’m leaving.”
“You’re leaving? Why?”
“Ritt signed the papers, and…it’s time for me to go home.” She tried to smile, but instead her mouth sort of wobbled.
“He signed the papers?”
Surely she didn’t expect Shelby to say the words again. They were hard enough to get out the first time.
Shelby bit her lip and nodded.
But Patty shook her head. “Come in here and talk with me.”
“I really should go,” Shelby said, even as she allowed Patty to lead her into the house. “I should have never come here in the first place.”
“Then why did you?” Ritt’s mother turned to face her as they entered the kitchen, leaning one hip against the counter.
“He wouldn’t sign them any other way.” Shelby wrapped her arms around her middle. Maybe if she held on tight enough she could hold herself together until she got to California…or the airport…or maybe just back to her rental.
“I’m afraid I don’t understand.”
“I sent the papers months ago, but he refused to sign them.”
“Shelby, doesn’t that tell you something?”
She wanted to believe that maybe he hadn’t wanted a divorce, but he had signed them now. Whatever he thought could be between them…well, it seemed he’d changed his mind after all.
“It’s not like I could stay here. I have a job, a business in California. And Ritt…well, he has his work at the bait shop.”
Patty shook her head. “You know why he works there? Because it’s a lot like high school. There, he can pretend like you never left.” She took a deep breath and leaned close, patting Shelby’s arm. “I’ve tried to live my life the best I could. Despite that, I’ve made mistakes. More than I care to admit. But offering your mother money to take you away…well, it seemed like a good idea at the time. Looking back…all I can say now is I’m sorry. I hope you can forgive me.”
Shelby dipped her chin and swallowed hard. “Of course I can.”
Tears welled in her eyes as Patty pulled her close for a hug.
Shelby squeezed her tight then stepped back, wiping the tears from her eyes. “I guess I’ll get my things and be on my way.”
Patty frowned. “Didn’t you hear what I said? You don’t need to leave.”
“Yes, I do.” Shelby nodded sadly.
“Ritt loves you.”
“If he loves me, then why did he sign the papers?”
“Because I thought that’s what you wanted.” His voice came from behind her.
“Ritt?” Shelby turned as her husband came into the house, still wearing his tux from the wedding.
“Hi, Mom.” He bent to kiss Patty’s cheek. “I thought you said Sunday.”
She shrugged. “I made your father take me to the airport in Branson. He’ll be in tomorrow.”
“You didn’t have to do that.”
But Patty nodded pointedly toward Shelby. “Yes. I did.”
Ritt turned back to her. “I figured you’d be halfway to the airport by now.”
Dumbly, she shook her head.
“I would have stalled her until you came home,” Patty admitted. “It’s seven years overdue, but it’s time to clear the air.”
Ritt nodded.
“What do you mean you signed the papers because that’s what I wanted?”
“It’s not what you want?”
Shelby pinched the bridge of her nose as her head began to pound. It wasn’t what
she wanted. Not anymore. But to admit that would be admitting that she still loved him. And that would leave her heart open to be broken once again.
It was a chance she had to take.
Ritt deserved the truth. After everything they had been through, that was the least she could offer him.
“No,” she whispered.
“Did you sign them?”
She shook her head.
“Don’t play games with me, Shel.”
“I think I’ll…just go…out and…see Kyle…” Patty backed toward the doorway and disappeared down the hall, leaving Shelby alone with Ritt.
“I’m not playing games.” She sucked in a deep breath then raised her gaze to his. “I love you, Ritt. I always have. I didn’t sign the papers because I’ve changed my mind. I don’t want a divorce.”
Instead of holding out his arms to her, he crossed them, staring down at her with those knowing blue eyes. “You didn’t sign the papers, but you’ve obviously been reading them.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Hope stilled in her chest. She didn’t know whether to cut her losses or stay and fight for the one thing she wanted most.
“What about your respectability? Your business? Your home is in California.”
She shook her head. Her home had never been on the coast. Even with as much effort as she had put into her apartment, her business.
“Are you saying you’re willing to stay here in Texas with me?”
She couldn’t imagine him in California. Here. In Randall. That was where they both belonged. “Yes.”
“I work at the bait shop.”
“I know.”
“And I still live with my parents.”
“I don’t care about that.”
“Are you sure you haven’t read the papers?”
“What do the papers have to do with any of this?”
He pulled the divorce papers from the inside pocket of his jacket and held them out to her. “You need to read these.”
“Read them?”
He flipped through the pages until he came to what he was looking for. He folded them where she could see, then offered them to her once again.
Dread mixed with the hope in her veins as she hastily scanned the words. Then her gaze hit a number and bounced back to his. “You’re worth 53 million dollars?”
He pushed his hands into his pockets and shrugged. “Give or take.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I invented this little doo-hickey that goes into the—well, I won’t bore you with all the details, but it revolutionized the carbon black industry.”
“You’re saying you’re rich?”
“I’m saying we’re rich.” Finally there was a smile on her husband’s face.
“Why didn’t you tell me before?”
His mouth gained a wry twist. “I was afraid that it would change how you feel about me.”
She tossed the papers onto the floor and grabbed a handful of his shirt, pulling him to her. She pressed her lips to his, kissing him with all the love that she had bubbling inside. Several minutes later she ended the kiss. “Do you still think it matters to me?”
He smiled at her, love shining in his eyes. “I think I’m going to need a bit more convincing,” he said. “You have a couple of years?”
Shelby laughed. “I have the rest of our lives.”
Epilogue
Shelby let the sheer curtain fall back in front of the full-length, sliding-glass window. Outside the ocean gently roared as it pushed against the pristine white beach. A soft breeze stirred the palm trees planted next to the hotel and created a rustle in rhythm with the sea.
Perfect. This was all so perfect.
Ritt tipped the bellhop and put the “Do Not Disturb” sign on the door handle as he closed it behind the uniformed man.
A honeymoon.
“Champagne?”
“Yes, please.” Shelby let her fingers trail along the silken counterpane lying on the bed and watched her husband. She had never been so happy.
Ritt crossed the room, a champagne flute in each hand. He offered one to her with a knowing smile. “What should we drink to?”
“How about unfiled divorces?”
He raised his glass in salute and she followed along, watching him as they drank their toast. The champagne was marvelous, the best she had ever tasted. Or maybe it was the company.
She set down her glass and took a step toward him. This was their honeymoon, and she intended to make the best of it. She slipped into his arms, loving the feel of his heart so close to hers, his heat soaking through the thin cotton of her dress.
His lips captured hers in a loving kiss, a sweet prelude to what was to come. “I love you,” he said, dropping another kiss on her collarbone, one at her temple and the corner of her eye.
“Tell me again.”
“I love you.”
She sighed as he continued his gentle onslaught to her senses. “I never get tired of hearing that.”
He titled her chin up and planted a chaste kiss on her waiting lips. “Shelby.” He paused. “There’s something I want to talk to you about.”
“Uh-huh,” she said, running her hands over the hard, warm planes of his chest.
A groan escaped him as she pressed her lips to his, one adventurous hand sliding down the front of his shirt over his belt and on to the treasure below.
“I want—” He sucked in a breath as her searching fingers found their target and cupped his warmth in her soft grasp.
“Yes,” she purred as breathless with anticipation as her husband.
“I want us to try to have a baby.”
The last words she expected him to say. She took a step back, not knowing how to respond, unable to find the words within her.
“It doesn’t have to be right away, but soon…when you’re ready. And—”
She didn’t let him finish what he was about to say. She threw her arms around her husband, so thankful that they had found each other once again. “Yes,” she whispered as happy tears filled her eyes. Who would have thought things would turn out like this? “Yes.”
He pulled her hands from around his neck, grasping her fingers in his as he captured her lips in a sweet, sweet kiss.
“I can’t believe this is my life—our life.” She laid her head on his chest, loving the feel of him so close to her.
“Because we’re millionaires?”
She tipped her hair back to meet his gaze. “Because you love me.”
He chuckled, the sounds rumbling from deep within. “Having money doesn’t hurt.”
“No, it doesn’t.” It gave them one less thing to worry about.
“It didn’t mean anything without you.”
“And that’s why you continued to live with your parents and work at the bait shop?”
He nodded.
She smiled, running her fingers over his mouth, loving the freedom to touch him as much as she wanted. “Does this mean you’re buying a new truck?”
“Absolutely not.”
She reached up and kissed him again.
“Well, maybe,” he said against her lips. “When the babies start coming.”
She rained kisses on his face, loving the knowledge that he was hers once more. “I love you, Ritt. It took coming back to Texas and living with you again to make me realize that I’d left the best part of my life behind.”
Ritt cupped her face in his hands and kissed her back. “It took you long enough.”
“Oh, yeah?”
“Yeah,” he said, brushing her tears away with the pads of his thumbs. “I’ve known this since we were nineteen.”
She smiled then pressed her lips to his once again.
“It may have taken me a while, but I’m here now.”
“Yes,” he said. “And that’s exactly where you’re going to stay. Forever.”
“Forever.”
About the Author
Amie loves nothing more than a good book. Except
for her family…and maybe homemade tacos…and shoes. But reading and writing are definitely high on the list.
Fun and contemporary, whimsical and sexy, Amie’s novels always have a guaranteed happy ending.
Born and bred in Mississippi, Amie is a transplanted Southern Belle who now lives in Oklahoma with her deputy husband, their genius son, two spoiled cats and one very fat beagle.
When she’s not creating quirky characters and happy endings, she’s chauffeuring her prodigy to baseball games, guitar lessons, and kung fu. She also loves gardening, cross stitching, and generally anything that can get her out of housework.
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© 2012 Amie Louellen
Growing up a police chief’s daughter, Kaylee Stephens saw firsthand how arrogant cop attitudes affect a marriage. Not for her, no sir. But when a priceless, pre-Columbian statue comes up missing, the day-school teacher finds herself in the middle of a police investigation. And face-to-face with sexy Detective Lucas Blackfox, her brothers’ old high school chum.
She had nothing to do with the crime, despite the fact that she—up until very recently—was engaged to the number one suspect. Once that’s cleared up, she plans to return to her peaceful, cop-less life.
Luc can’t seem to keep Kaylee out of his thoughts, and it’s not just because every time he and his partner turn over a new stone in the case, Kaylee shows up. She’s grown from the pig-tailed tagalong he once knew to a woman he’d like to know better.
His quest to convince her he’s not just a typical cop is right on track toward making her a permanent fixture in his arms...until the missing statue’s legendary curse drops an emotional bomb that could destroy everything.
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