“What I’m saying is that through it all I gave so much of myself, and in the end I wound up with nothing, and lost even more than all I put in.”
“Baby —”
She raised her hand up to Stephan.
“I always put everyone else first. After coming here I needed to put myself first. I had to—I mean, I have to pretend to be Chloe Miller. Just an ordinary twenty-four-year-old woman who made some money in business and who is trying to find herself. I can’t let on to my capabilities, or to who I really am because Copias is still out there and obviously Brogan and the feds think this isn’t over. Do you know what I find myself asking right now, right here with the four of you? I want to know when do I get what I want? When do I get to react on instincts, on real emotions and on honesty instead of what I think should be orchestrated in order to remain hidden in this new identity? When?” she asked and gulped down the emotions she felt.
“You’re safe here. Now that the four of us know who you really are and what you went through, we can protect you, and you can let that guard down and just let go and believe. All those battle wounds, all the physical and emotional scars have made you the woman you are today. You can either allow them to continue to shape you into a secretive, scared, untrusting woman, or you can let that guard down, open up your heart, accept what you’re feeling and give this a chance,” Tobias told her.
She bent down and took his hand. She held his gaze and he reached out and stroked her cheek. “How do I let go and do that when I’ve been trained not to trust anyone but myself?” she said to him.
“What do you feel when you’re with us? When you look at the four of us, what goes through your mind—your heart?” Tobias asked her. He continued to stroke her jaw and she looked at Scottie, then at Wallace then behind her at Stephan.
She stared back at Tobias. “I like the way I feel with you. I enjoyed the time I spent getting to know Scottie today and Wallace, too. I felt instantly attracted to each of you since the moment we met. But…”
She looked back at Stephan, who stared at her with what she could only describe as intense emotions, maybe even fear.
Tobias cupped her cheeks.
“But you met Stephan under difficult circumstances. You fell in love with him in the midst of serious danger. You feel more connected to him and that’s understandable, but think about this. You came here of all places, met us and felt that attraction. You feel it for Scottie and Wallace, too, don’t you?” Tobias asked and she nodded and felt her eyes well up with tears.
“You’ve lived around here for over a year, and have seen firsthand how powerful and special a ménage relationship can be. Can you see that with us? Are you willing to explore these feelings with us?” he asked.
She stared into his eyes, knowing how much she already liked Tobias, and how he made her feel, how his kisses felt and his hands on her felt.
“I’ve never imagined ever having the chance to fall in love, to open my heart and soul fully.” She thought about sleeping with Copias and she clenched her eyes closed and felt the tears fall. Tobias wiped them away.
“What is it?”
“I did things. Was forced to do them to survive.”
She felt the hands on her shoulders and then Stephan knelt down on the ground behind her. “You did what needed to be done to save my life and yours,” Stephan said to her.
“It doesn’t make it right, it makes me feel like nothing more than an object. It’s like I have this shield over my heart, my soul because of it. Because I had to have sex with him.”
Stephan squeezed her shoulders and kissed the top of her head. “Copias would have killed you and me if you didn’t. Put it behind you. We’ve all done things we’re ashamed of, or feel angry about because we were forced to do them to survive.”
“What do you mean?” she asked Stephan.
“He means killing people, severely hurting them for information and sometimes even hurting the innocent in order to get to the target,” Scottie said.
“We all left the military and moved on to do things that, for the most part, were less violent or at least didn’t put us behind the gun pulling the trigger,” Wallace said to her.
As the men assuaged her guilt, she began to understand. They all were forced to do terrible things as soldiers, as she had as an agent.
“I want to let my guard down and stop living in this disguise but I can’t. People can’t know who I am.”
“You can with us, just as we can let down our guard and trust you,” Tobias told her.
“Take the chance, Chloe. We will protect you, and keep your secret for as long as necessary. Just trust us,” Scottie told her.
With her body shaking, and her heart filled with emotion, she couldn’t speak but instead inched closer to Tobias to make the first step in letting her guard fall. She pressed her lips to his and kissed him gingerly. She absorbed the feel of his arms as he wrapped her up in them and pulled her against his chest. The smell of his cologne and the feel of his muscles against her body was intoxicating. Armed with the knowledge that these three charismatic, strong, equally sexy brothers surrounded them, she was able to let go. She relinquished control to them because she wanted to feel real, to feel alive, to feel like herself, and she hoped to God they were trustworthy and this was right. If not, she would lose herself forever and would never be able to trust another human being again.
Chapter 5
Tobias lifted her up and carried her to the larger tent. He laid her down and slid along her body, using his palms in exploration. He stared down into her eyes and lowered to kiss her again when he felt her hands move up under his shirt and against his skin. He hissed from the sensations he felt from the skin-to-skin contact.
“Do you know what first caught my eye about you, Chloe?” he asked her as he began to unbutton her blouse then spread the material away from her body.
“What?” she asked.
“Your long, wavy hair, then the skintight jeans you always wear. And then your eyes. These sexy gorgeous green eyes that blew me away when I first locked gazes with you.” He lowered down and kissed her eyelids and then her nose.
She pushed his shirt up and stared at his tattoos. Her fingers traced some of the lines and he tightened up. His cock hardened and he knew she felt it as her eyes locked on to his. He hoped she liked his body. He was muscular and fit, but suddenly he felt like he wasn’t good enough for a woman as beautiful and sexy as Chloe. She ran her fingers along the tattoos until he stopped her, brought her fingers to his mouth, and suckled each digit. He rocked his hips between her crotch and she parted her lips and held his gaze. Her breasts poured from the white lace bra she wore and his eyes locked on to the scar from the first bullet wound she had described earlier. A shot taken to protect his brother Stephan.
He lowered down and licked along the scar. She gripped his shoulders as he used his teeth to push the strap of her bra lower. He pressed his tongue between the cup and mound then lowered until his tongue made contact with a very hard nipple.
She used one hand to run through his hair and the other she had on his hip against his skin, stroking it. He suckled the bud into his mouth and then used his fingers to undo the clip of her bra.
He lifted up and held her gaze as he cupped her breast and ran the pad of his thumb back and forth across the tip.
“Tell me you want me to make love to you. That you’ll accept all of us here tonight.”
She lifted her pelvis and rocked her hips upward. “I’ve never done anything like this before.”
“Neither have we,” he told her then reached for the zipper of her pants. She felt someone undoing her boots and locked gazes with Wallace.
“But I thought this was something you wanted, like your parents had.”
“It was something we talked about and hoped to have one day, but we got caught up in our own careers, the dangers of our professions and only recently started to settle down. As we got older, I think the hope that we would find one woman to share,
to trust and let go with began to feel impossible.”
“Then we met you,” Wallace said and stepped inside of the tent wearing only his pants. No shirt, no shoes and she licked her lips at the sight of him. That turned Tobias on even more so.
He gave her hip a tap as he pulled down her pants. Tobias knelt up above her and took in the sight of her lying there in only a pair of thin white panties.
Wallace leaned over and kissed the scar on her shoulder as he cupped a breast and ran his palm along her curves in exploration. Tobias pulled off his boots, his pants, and underwear and then began to pull down her panties. She moaned into Wallace’s mouth as Tobias kissed the scar on her thigh. His brother kissed her fully while playing with her nipples. Tobias watched his brother’s fingers pinch and tug on Chloe’s nipples.
She tightened up when Tobias spread her thighs and licked along her pussy.
“Oh God, Tobias. Tobias,” she moaned when Wallace released her lips.
“Give us all of you. Don’t hold back. Tonight we take you together, Chloe,” he heard Wallace say and she lifted her hips and moaned. Tobias placed her thighs over his shoulders and lifted her up and explored her cunt and ass. He stroked his fingers then tongue into her cunt and moved his tongue back and forth over her pussy and anus. She moaned and gasped when he nipped her clit and her pussy creamed.
She gripped his head and thrust her hips against his fingers that stroked her cunt.
“Fuck, I need in, baby.”
“Condoms?” Wallace said to him.
“No. I’m safe,” she told them.
“No barriers, just all of us loving you, making you our woman,” Tobias said to her and she smiled when he cupped her cheek. She turned into his palm and kissed his hand and then pulled a finger into her mouth, sucking it.
Tobias held her gaze and then adjusted his cock with one hand to her pussy and began to slide into her cunt. She lifted up in acceptance and sucked his finger harder. It was so sexy and wild.
Tobias thrust all the way in, making her gasp and release his finger. He gripped her hips and began to set a nice slow pace, stroking into her. Then Wallace lowered down and tilted her face toward him to kiss him as he played with her breasts.
Tobias took in the sight of Chloe. Her tan skin, the three scars that bound her to Stephan, and to the rest of them like nothing else could. She gave her life for his brother. She risked so much and had to do things she regretted but it all brought her here to Repose. To them.
Wallace pulled from her mouth and continued to undress. Tobias leaned forward and gripped her hands and wrists, placed them up above her head as he pounded into her cunt relentlessly. She lifted in counter-thrust, accepting every inch of him. Tobias watched as her breasts rocked and swayed. He drank in the sight of her as if she was a feast laid out before him. Her body was so sexy it was made for sin. He felt wild, needy and wanted to claim her—mark her and make sure he could have her forever.
“Fuck, Chloe, you feel so good. This is right, baby. Perfect. You’re ours, Chloe. Mine, always,” he told her.
“Yes. Oh God yes, Tobias, I feel it. I want it.”
“We want it, too,” he proclaimed and then continued to thrust until he heard and felt her orgasm, her pussy gripping his cock like a vise, and then he came with a roar.
He released her wrists and she wrapped her arms around his neck. She suckled his neck and peppered his skin with kisses as he rolled to the side. He ran his hands along her curves, her ass and ran a finger down the crack and over her anus. She tightened up as their gazes locked.
“We take every part of you tonight. Every hole will be filled with cock, you understand me?” he said more fiercely than he intended. He felt like he overdid it, but then she licked her lower lip.
“I must be out of my mind. I want that. I want to belong to each of you fully.”
“Oh, you will, baby. You will,” he said and cupped her cheek then kissed her deeply.
* * * *
Wallace took Tobias’s place as he lifted up and off of her. When Wallace looked down into her eyes she opened her arms to him. He smiled and licked his lips.
“You have an incredible body, Chloe,” he told her and ran his palm along her thigh, up over her pussy, belly then breasts and cupped one. She lifted her pelvis in response and he eased his palm along her neck and lowered over her to kiss her gingerly. He felt her hand caress up his thigh and waist then to his arm, squeezing his muscles.
He hoped she liked his body as much as he liked hers. She was perfection. As he eased his mouth from hers he kissed the scar on her shoulder, a reminder of the battle she went through to make it here to Repose. To each of them.
He licked along her chest to her nipple and wiggled his tongue against it, making her chuckle.
“You have an incredible body, Wallace,” she said to him. He looked over her body as he lifted up.
“It’s you who has an incredible body,” Wallace told her.
He caressed her thighs open and felt his cock grow harder. He lifted up and pressed the tip to her entrance. “Tell me you want me. You want to be part of me.”
She stared at him with those gorgeous green eyes and then gently stroked his cock and balls. He hissed. “I want you inside of me, claiming me as your woman, and I want you to belong to me, too.”
She pressed his cock deeper and then moved her hand as he slid all the way into her tight, warm channel.
They both exhaled and when he opened his eyes, hers were still closed. He began to thrust faster, lifted her thighs up against his waist and rocked his pelvis. He felt such a grave need to mark her and claim her that he felt almost out of control. “Fuck, I can’t take it. I want so much. Need so much of you. It’s instant, Chloe. I want to be connected like this forever. I’ve never felt anything like this before,” he said and gripped her hip, lowered down and stroked into her hard and fast. He heard her gasping, and felt her hands on his arms.
“Harder, Wallace. Claim me. I need it harder,” she cheered him on in acceptance of his needs and desires. “Oh God, Wallace. Wallace,” she exclaimed and orgasmed. He lifted both of her thighs up, sat back on his heels and began to thrust down into her. He stroked and thrust, watching her breasts bounce and sway and then he roared as he came. He shook and grunted. He felt light-headed and gripped the floor for support while still holding on to her thigh and lowered her to the ground. They were both panting for breath.
“Holy God, baby.” He kissed her softly and when he pulled back she smiled. “Incredible.”
“Now you’ll give him an even bigger head than he already has,” Scottie said and slid along the side of her, kissing her shoulder. He eased his hand down over his cock and stroked himself. Chloe’s eyes landed on Scottie’s cock and Wallace chuckled.
“No reprieve until we all claim you,” Wallace said then kissed her before easing out of her cunt. He stepped up and pulled out of the tent then heard Chloe gasp and chuckle. Wallace glanced over his shoulder and Chloe was on top of Scottie, lifting his hips up to ease his cock up into her. She straddled his waist and began to ride him. The sight of Scottie’s large hand smacking her asscheek then squeezing brought on a surge of emotions. They were doing this. They were going to share Chloe, make her their woman, and protect her forever. That sensation of fear and concern simmered below all the excitement and sexual desire. She needed them. Each of them, and they would protect her with their lives, always.
* * * *
Scottie felt desperate. Hearing his brothers make love to Chloe in the tent was so erotic and wild, all he could think about was getting his turn to claim her and make her his woman, too. She was sensational. She had an amazing body, and an even more amazing personality. Learning what she had gone through, that she was an agent and had met his brother Stephan while working undercover and wound up here, was too special to ignore. This was fate, and he was not a strong believer in that until now.
He squeezed her ass and gave it a smack as she rode his cock.
Her la
rge, plump breasts bounced and swayed above him. He saw the scar and it affected him more than he thought it would. Her perfect body had battle wounds that she would live with forever, wounds she’d endured to keep their brother alive. Without her sacrifice, they would all not be here now. That was pretty fucking amazing.
He gripped her hips and thrust upward. She gasped.
“Goddamn, woman, you feel so good. Your body is perfection. Absolute perfection,” he said to her and reached up to cup her breasts. He tugged on both nipples simultaneously and she stopped thrusting and moaned aloud.
She ran her palms along his pectoral muscles and then licked her lips as she stared at his body.
“You like what you see?” he asked her.
“Yes.”
“I like what I see and want to see more.” He rolled her to her back, spread her arms above her head and thrust over and over again into her cunt. She lifted up and tried countering his thrusts but he pressed her flat to the ground and ground his hips slow and deep.
“Oh, Scottie. Oh God, that feels incredible. Oh!” she moaned and he felt her pussy cream some more.
“Fuck.” He grunted and then pulled out of her. “On all fours now,” he scolded and lifted her since she moved too slowly for his liking. As soon as she was on all fours and he saw that her ass and her spread thighs aligned her cunt with his cock he slid right into her from behind.
“Scottie!” she screamed his name and he gripped her hips and thrust faster and faster.
“I love this ass. Fuck, I can’t wait to fuck this ass while my brothers fuck that cunt and sexy mouth of yours.”
“Oh my God, Scottie. Yes. Yes,” she exclaimed. He stroked a finger along her anus and then pressed a finger into her hole. She grunted, tightened up as he continued to thrust into her.
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