A low thrum was starting in my ears, driving and rhythmic. As it grew louder, percussive beats fell in with the heavy tune, slamming mercilessly against my eardrums.
When my eyes finally fell upon Mandalay’s face, I could see that it was painted with fear. She was moving in slow motion, her mouth making shapes I was unable to decipher. I knew she was trying to say something, but I could hear only the angry music.
I started turning back toward Felicity and saw darkness beyond the windshield. In a flash, I caught a glimpse of dull green and reflective white, as the exit sign for Route 3 was struck full by the headlights. Then, as quickly as it appeared, it fell from sight.
I continued to twist until I once again faced my wife and saw a grimace of pain still warping her features. The pounding, heavy metal thrum drove through its crescendo, reaching a deafening climax.
Felicity’s head was tilted back and her mouth stretched open wide. I could tell by the cramping muscles in my face that mine was doing the same.
I think we were both screaming, but I couldn’t be sure, because a moment later, my consciousness escaped, leaving me to a world of peaceful darkness.
* * * * *
“Row! C’mon, white man, wake up!” A man’s thick voice filled my ears.
I was drifting in a dreamlike stupor, somewhere between partially conscious and just plain dead. At least, that is what I assumed. All I knew is that I was no longer in pain.
“She’s breathing.” I heard a woman’s no less frantic words nearby. “Strong pulse, but she’s unconscious.”
The sound of an approaching car filled in behind her voice, growing louder with each second. This was odd to me, but I endeavored to ignore it. I was comfortable, and I wanted to stay that way.
After a moment, the speeding vehicle seemed to be right behind me, and then just as suddenly, its sound began to fade in the opposite direction. A burst of cool wind whipped around my ankles, reaching cold tendrils up my pants legs.
“Felicity?” the woman’s voice was calling behind me. “Felicity, can you hear me?”
“C’mon, white man!” The male voice hit me again and was immediately followed by a palm slapping hard against the side of my face.
As soft as I’m sure it actually was, the blow was magnified by my disconnected state. I jolted into a semi-awake funk, snapping at least partially back into the land of the conscious. When I opened my eyes, I saw Ben’s concerned face staring back at me. He was hunched over in the darkness, arms outstretched to steady me. I looked around and found that I was sitting on the floorboards in the open door of the van with my legs hanging out.
“Rowan, talk to me,” my friend said.
I was confused. I didn’t remember stopping nor could I understand why I was sitting here in the door. And, if Ben was standing in front of me, then who was driving? Things had made more sense when my eyes were closed, so I decided that’s what I should do.
“No way,” Ben said as he shook me. “Wake up, Row. Talk to me.”
I opened my eyes again and blinked, then tried to concentrate as my brain wandered through the murky fog that was overwhelming it. I started catching bits and pieces of mental impressions as they flashed to the forefront of my mind. Before long, they became fleeting images and feelings— darkness, fingernails biting into my hand, Constance trying to say something to me that I could not hear, a burn appearing on my wife’s pristine cheek…
“Felicity!” I immediately yelped, looking frantically about.
Lucidity struck like a mallet to the back of my head, and I tried to leap up from where I was sitting. My brain was starting to work, but my motor reflexes were still a few steps behind, so I stumbled as I tried to stand.
“Whoa, Kemosabe!” Ben steadied me before I could fall onto the asphalt shoulder.
I twisted away from him, turning toward the van. Seeing my wife still belted in her seat, I climbed in through the door. Hunching down on my knees, I scrambled across the floorboards, almost knocking Constance over in the process.
“She’s not coming to,” Mandalay said to me as I pushed my way in next to her.
I reached out to Felicity and brushed a tangle of auburn curls from the side of her face. My still somewhat jangled brain was hoping that everything it was remembering had been unreal. Nothing more than a frightening product of an unchecked imagination left alone to play with the contents of a tortured subconscious, namely mine.
Unfortunately, it knew full well that the sadistic nightmare had been all too real. When my eyes fell on my wife’s uncovered face, I saw that the circular burns were still there, horrific blemishes standing out against her pale skin. I noticed my own cheek tingling and began to remember even more. I looked down to see a charred divot in the back of my hand and suddenly felt very ill. If these stigmata were appearing on Felicity and me, I didn’t even want to imagine what was actually happening to Kimberly Forest.
My wife rolled her head to the side, whimpering quietly as if struggling with yet another nightmare inside. She murmured something unintelligible and then turned her face away from me.
“Felicity?” I cooed softly, taking her hand in mine as I felt my eyes beginning to water and burn.
There was a tiny spark of a connection, something tenuous but definitely there. I held her hand and focused on it, letting it reach for me as I reached for it.
After a few moments, she turned back to me, still whimpering, and then slowly opened her eyes.
“Felicity? Honey. Are you okay?”
She stared back at me with pain and confusion wrinkling her features. Her eyes searched my face, and I got the definite feeling that she didn’t recognize me. As she looked at me, tears began welling and overflowing onto her cheeks. She locked her gaze with mine, and in a frightened, pleading voice said, “Come back… Please. Help me… Come back…”
CHAPTER 38:
“North or south?” Ben queried.
“If you were going to torture someone, you’d want some seclusion, right?” Constance asked in return.
She was hunched forward, using the dim light from the glove box to illuminate an Illinois highway map. Fortunately, this one was in somewhat better condition than its Missouri counterpart, though not by much.
“Depends on who and why,” Ben returned flatly.
“Seriously.”
“I was.”
My friend had already turned the van around at the first emergency vehicle median crossing he had come upon. We were now headed back the way we came and rapidly approaching the Route 3 exit. Since Felicity, or Kimberly through her, had begged us to ‘come back’, it stood to reason that we had missed the mark. As there was nothing between there and crossing back into Missouri, the state route seemed to all of us the most logical place to go.
“Well, Route Three south takes you straight into Granite City,” Mandalay continued, ignoring his snide reply. “North takes you up to Wood River and Alton. However, there’s a several mile stretch of farmland before you hit the first town, which is Hartford.”
“Yeah,” Ben replied. “That would definitely give the asshole some breathin’ room.”
“Do you really think a farmer would be doing this?” I asked.
“Who says it’s a farmer?” he answered with his own question. “Could be an asshole who wanted to get away from the city. Besides, don’t you remember Ray and Faye Copeland?”
“Sounds vaguely familiar,” I replied. I wasn’t in a mood to search my grey matter for obscure memories, and to be honest, I really didn’t care. But, he was intent on explaining anyway.
“They were an old couple in Chillicothe, Missouri,” he replied. “Livestock farmers. Back in the early nineties they were convicted of murderin’ five transients and buryin’ ‘em on their property.”
“They were a bizarre serial case,” Constance added, spouting off details that she had tucked away. “They kept a log of the transient workers they hired, and next to each of the murdered men’s names was an X. Also, Faye made a quilt out
of the victims clothing. While they were only convicted of the five homicides, there’s a pervasive belief that they were responsible for more.”
I simply replied, “Oh,” and left it at that.
“How’d you remember all that?” Ben asked. “You had to be in like what, junior high?”
“I was in my first year of college, Storm,” she answered with an annoyed tone. “Besides, I studied the case when I did a psych paper on Serials.”
“Jeez, what don’t you remember?”
“Usually, my car keys.”
“Oh, so you are human.”
“Uh-huh, but don’t tell my SAIC or you’ll kill my rep.”
“So, white man, how’s Firehair doin’?” Ben switched subjects.
“Okay, for the moment,” I answered. “Not exactly good, but she seems to be holding her own.”
Felicity had continued drifting in and out of lucidity, occasionally whimpering my name, then in the same instant looking at me as though I were a complete stranger. All of this was punctuated by fits of quiet sobbing and choking pleas for help. At the moment, her head was tilted back and her eyes were closed. She would moan quietly every now and then. From all outward appearances, she looked to be working through a fevered dream.
The one fortunate circumstance was that the excruciating attacks seemed to have stopped. When they would return was anybody’s guess, but I was mutely begging for never.
“What about you?” he queried.
“I’m fine,” I told him, but my voice was clearly betraying my distraught mood every time I opened my mouth.
“Yeah,” he returned, unconvinced. “It’s gonna be okay, Row.”
“Uh-huh,” I grunted.
He didn’t press the point. We simply traveled in silence for a moment or two before Mandalay spoke up.
“Okay, Storm, do you have a plan?” she asked, shifting the subject yet again.
“You mean other than shooting this bastard?”
“Exactly.”
“Not yet,” he admitted. “You?”
“Well, we’re probably going to need backup at some point, assuming we find what we’re looking for,” she offered.
“Yeah,” he replied. “I know. I’m gonna hafta call Albright too.”
“We have to find her,” I insisted, throwing myself back into the conversation. “He’s going to kill her and Felicity in the process!”
“I know, Rowan,” Mandalay told me. “And we will find her. Right now we’re just speculating about procedures.”
“Okay, here we go,” Ben announced.
I turned to look out the windshield and saw that we were veering off Highway 270 onto the exit ramp for Route 3 north. I immediately turned back to check on Felicity but found no change.
“What if, and this is a big ‘what if’,” Constance began, “we aren’t able to locate Kimberly Forest? Is there anything at all you can do to protect Felicity?”
“I don’t know,” I replied, twisting back around to look at her. “I’ve never seen this happen before.”
“What about you?” Ben asked. “You go freakin’ Twilight Zone all the time.”
“Not like this,” I replied.
“So why do ya think she’s not… you know…”
“…In pain right now?”
“Yeah.”
“My guess is that the asshole got off, and he’s taking a break.”
A hush fell over us all on the heels of my comment. What I had said wasn’t something new. Even the FBI agent at Quantico who’d worked up the profile of this killer had commented that the torture was probably the acting out of a psychosexual fantasy. I guess hearing it said aloud, as opposed to reading it in a report, simply made the sick concept a little too personal.
“Let’s hope it’s a long one,” he said.
“Yeah,” I agreed, my voice cold and flat.
The sullen quiet crept in again. I looked out into the darkness as we merged quickly onto Route 3 and started north. The morbid atmosphere in the van continued to bloom, eventually becoming more than my friend could bear.
“Friggin’ dark out tonight,” he finally said. “Must be the clouds.”
“Wouldn’t matter if it was clear,” I offered. “It’s a crone’s moon.”
“Do what?”
“Crone’s moon. The darkness prior to the new moon,” I explained.
“That something special?” he asked.
“It’s a time of introspection,” I replied with a humorless half-chuckle, given the circumstances. Then I paused before adding, “It can also be a time of some very serious dark magick.”
“I thought Witches didn’t do black magick.”
“I didn’t say black. I said dark.”
“There’s a difference?”
“A big one.”
“They’re arguing…” a thin and very weak voice came from behind me.
I turned slowly back to Felicity and saw that she had lolled her head to the side and her eyes were open, staring directly at me. Her cheeks were still damp with tears, and she looked exhausted. Her features were drawn and severe, telling me that she was still dealing with a healthy amount of pain.
“Felicity?” I asked.
She gave her head a barely perceptible shake. “No… Felicity is coming for me.”
The voice was my wife’s, but the inflections were someone else’s entirely. Gone was her Celtic lilt, something that even at its faintest was still perceptible. The pattern of her speech was now fully Midwestern American, and even more specifically, south county Saint Louis.
“Kimberly?” I asked out of reflex.
“Yes…” she whimpered, the single word coming out as a dying whine.
I pressed forth. “Who’s arguing, Kimberly?”
“They are…”
“Who are they?”
“The ones who hurt me,” she whimpered.
I felt like I was talking to a small child who couldn’t reason through a general question. With the sense of urgency I was feeling, I was having trouble maintaining my patience and in the end I couldn’t keep the insistent tone out of my voice. I shook my head at her and snapped, “Who, Kimberly? Who is he arguing with?”
Felicity’s face contorted with a look of fear, and she simply whined. I immediately damned myself for losing control.
“Ssshhh,” I shushed her softly as I reached out and stroked her hand. “Ssshhh… Kimberly, I’m sorry. It’s just that this is important.”
“Is Kimberly Forest actually talking to you?” Constance asked, incredulity underscoring the whispered question.
“I think so,” I quietly replied over my shoulder. “Or her subconscious mind at least.”
“Jeezus…” Ben muttered, then asked in a louder voice. “Is she sayin’ that there’s more than one of ‘em?”
“Who is that?” Kimberly asked, a new thread of fear weaving through her words.
“It’s okay, Kimberly,” I replied. “He’s a police officer. He’s coming with me to help you.”
“Help me!” she pleaded, calling out with a fleeting burst of energy. “Please, help me!”
“She could hear me?” Ben asked.
“Apparently,” I told him.
“Pleeeeaaaasssseee…” she whimpered.
“That’s what we want to do,” I soothed as I turned back to her.
“Can you ask her where she is?” Constance pressed, still keeping her voice low as if she was afraid she would interfere.
“Please help me…” Felicity’s voice whined again before I could answer.
“We are,” I told her. “We’re coming with Felicity to get you.”
“Please…”
“But, listen to me carefully,” I continued, struggling to keep calm. “We need your help. We’re trying to find you right now, but we don’t know where you are. Can you tell us?”
“I don’t know…”
“Can you tell me what you see?”
“It’s dark,” she replied.
“Okay,�
� I said. “Are you in a house?”
“I think so,” she sobbed. “They come down stairs to hurt me.”
“Did you see the house from the outside?”
“No…”
“Nothing?” I pressed.
“No…”
“So much for that,” I barely heard Constance whisper to Ben.
“Kimberly,” I said. “You have to help us find you. Is there anything at all you can remember?”
“They’re arguing again…” she replied, totally bypassing my question.
“Ask her who,” Ben called out.
“Who is arguing?” I asked, completely forgetting the earlier exchange.
“They are.”
I sighed and quickly reformulated the question. “Kimberly, can you tell me who is arguing with who?”
“Her…” she said. “He’s arguing with her.”
“Her?”
“Yes, her…” she moaned.
“Who is she?” I asked.
“The dyke,” she muttered. “He’s upset about what she did to my face.”
“What about it?” I asked.
“He’s upset that she burned my face,” she whined. “He keeps saying ‘You don’t hurt face.’”
“That must be why the torture stopped,” I offered to Ben and Constance.
“If we’re lucky maybe they’ll fuckin’ kill each other over it,” Ben mumbled.
“Ask her if she remembers hearing or smelling anything that might help?” Constance whispered.
I relayed the question.
“Sometimes the music…” she told me.
“What kind of music?” I asked.
“Death Metal.”
I flashed on the driving thrum that had accompanied the onset of several of my episodes. I’d heard of the particular genre she mentioned, but was unfamiliar with it, that was until now. It would seem that the angry music not only had an explanation, it had a name.
I was just about to press her for more when I heard Mandalay’s voice, noticeably louder than before.
“Watch it, Storm,” she instructed.
“I see ‘em,” he returned.
“Wait a minute… Is that…” Constance’s frightened voice trailed off.
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